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2024-04-23 I Inquiry I The Genuine I Flint Sparks by Appamada
Depth in Practices continues reading and discussing Noble Truth, Noble Paths.
Depth in Practice meets virtually at Appamada every week. Anyone is welcome to join the group! If you are interested in joining, please go to the calendar at appamada.org to find the link for the group. If you would like to donate to Appamada, please go to appamada.org and click on the contribute button at the bottom of the page.
Depth in Practice continues reading and discussing Noble Truths, Noble Path.
Depth in Practice meets virtually at Appamada every week. Anyone is welcome to join the group! If you are interested in joining, please go to the calendar at appamada.org to find the link for the group. If you would like to donate to Appamada, please go to appamada.org and click on the contribute button at the bottom of the page.
Depth in Practice spends a second week discussing Case 20: Dizang asked Fayan, "Where are you going?" // Fayan said, "Around on pilgrimage." // Dizang said, "What is the purpose of pilgrimage?" // Fayan said, "I don't know." //Dizang said, "Not knowing is most intimate.”
Depth in Practice meets virtually at Appamada every week. Anyone is welcome to join the group! If you are interested in joining, please go to the calendar at appamada.org to find the link for the group. If you would like to donate to Appamada, please go to appamada.org and click on the contribute button at the bottom of the page.
00:00:27 - Readings and Teachings from 'Not Always So' by Shunryu Suzuki
00:11:02 - Joel Invites participants to Pracitce with the Breath whilst Sitting Zazen
00:11:44 - Participants sit for 5 Minutes
00:12:06 - Stephanie Says a few words about her Practice
00:23:13 - Poem - Dirge in Woods by George Meredith (See Below)
00:24:20 - Poem - A Parting Guest (See Below)
00:25:14 - Poem - Nature - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (see Below)
00:26:04 - Stephanie Opens the Floor up for Questions
00:23:13 - Dirge in Woods
BY GEORGE MEREDITH
A wind sways the pines,
And below
Not a breath of wild air;
Still as the mosses that glow
On the flooring and over the lines
Of the roots here and there.
The pine-tree drops its dead;
They are quiet, as under the sea.
Overhead, overhead
Rushes life in a race,
As the clouds the clouds chase;
And we go,
And we drop like the fruits of the tree,
Even we,
Even so.
00:24:20 - A Parting Guest
What delightful hosts are they --
Life and Love!Lingeringly I turn away,
This late hour,
yet glad enough
They have not withheld from me
Their high hospitality.
So, with face lit with delight
And all gratitude,
I stay
Yet to press their hands and say,
"Thanks. -- So fine a time! Good night."
By James Whitcomb Riley
00:25:14 - Nature
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
1807 –1882
As a fond mother, when the day is o'er,
Leads by the hand her little child to bed,
Half willing, half reluctant to be led,
And leave his broken playthings on the floor,
Still gazing at them through the open door,
Nor wholly reassured and comforted
By promises of others in their stead,
Which, though more splendid,
may not please him more;
So Nature deals with us, and takes away
Our playthings one by one, and by the hand
Leads us to rest so gently,
that we goScarce knowing if we wish to go or stay,
Being too full of sleep to understand
How far the unknown transcends the what we know.
Not Always So: Practicing the True Spirit of Zen Paperback –Jun. 2003
by Shunryu Suzuki (Author)
2024-04-16 I Inquiry I Direct Pointing Out Instructions I Suzanne Kilkus by Appamada
00:02:00 - A short reading from ‘Not Always So: Practicing the True Spirit of Zen by Shunryu Suzuki
00:03:50 - Reading from: Seeds for a Boundless Life: Zen Teachings from the Heart by Zenkei Blanche Hartman
00:05:33 - The Niagara River By Kay Ryan (see below)
00:08:50 - The Fourth Sign of the Zodiac by Mary Oliver
00:15:47 - Peonies by Mary Oliver
00:21:37 - Ann Invites Questions
The Niagara River
By Kay Ryan
1945 –
As thoughthe river werea floor, we positionour table and chairsupon it, eat, andhave conversation.As it moves along,we notice—ascalmly as thoughdining room paintingswere being replaced—the changing scenesalong the shore. Wedo know, we doknow this is theNiagara River, butit is hard to rememberwhat that means.
The Fourth Sign of the Zodiac
by Mary Oliver
2024- 04-09 I Inquiry I The Hum of the Refrigerator I Josh Gifford by Appamada
2024-04-08 | Depth in Practice | Noble Truths, Noble Path | Bhikkhu Bodhi by Appamada
00:00:43 - Recap of the Book so Far
00:07:23 - Peg Begins Reading ‘Not Two’ - Part 3 - Chapter 10 - Becoming who you are
00:00:33 - Flint and Peg Begin
00:06:12 - 'What if You Knew' - By Ellen Bass
00:10:22 - Peg describes an Activity 'Walk and Talk'
00:11:46 - Participants Walk In Pairs for 30 Minutes
00:11:55 - Reflections/Comments
What if You Knew
What if you knew you'd be the last to touch someone?
If you were taking tickets, for example,at the theater,
tearing them,giving back the ragged stubs,
you might take care to touch that palm,
brush your fingertipsalong the life line's crease.
When a man pulls his wheeled suit case too slowly through the airport,
when the car in front of me doesn't signal,
when the clerk at the pharmacy won't say Thank you,
I don't remember they're going to die.
A friend told me she'd been with her aunt.
They'd just had lunch and the waiter,
a young gay man with plum black eyes, joked as he served the coffee,
kissed her aunt's powdered cheek when they left.
Then they walked half a block and her aunt dropped dead on the sidewalk.
How close does the dragon's spume have to come?
How wide does the crackin heaven have to split?
What would people look like if we could see them as they are,
soaked in honey, stung and swollen, reckless,
pinned against time?
By Ellen Bass
00:46:03 - Joy Chose You - By Donna Ashworth
JOY CHOSE YOU
Joy does not arrive with a fanfare
on a red carpet strewn
with the flowers of a perfect life
joy sneaks in
as you pour a cup of coffee
watching the sun
hit your favourite tree
just right
and you usher joy away
because you are not ready for her
your house is not as it should be
for such a distinguished guest
but joy, you see
cares nothing for your messy home
or your bank balance
or your waistline
joy is supposed to slither through
the cracks of your imperfect life
that's how joy works
you cannot truly invite her
you can only be ready
when she appears
and hug her with meaning
because in this very moment
joy chose you.
00:21:22 - Peg Invites Questions/Reflections
00:32:10 - Taco Time
00:00:27 - Flint and Peg Describe the Activity for small Groups of 3
00:03:00 - The Sangha Brings forth Questions for Flint and Peg
00:00:27 - Dharma Talk
00:20:46 - Poem - Another theory of Time
00:28:30 - Reflections
Another Theory of Time
- Marie Howe
So, I tell my daughter
we are eating dinner, reading through the book of stories
I'm worried about Jason. If I seem distracted, that's what's on my mind.
And she says, Take it out of your mind,
then dips and eats a dumpling, and says, But don't take out Jason.
And this morning at the deli I say, I'm grumpy because
it's the first day of school, and I'm thinking of so many things.
and she says, Take them out, and I say, How do I do that?
and she says, Think about Now.
I bite into my egg and cheese on a sesame bagel, and it is good. It is.
Although it does bother me
how she always wants to sit at the tiny deli counter
so near the garbage bins
eating meatballs for breakfast.
Then she ways, I can't remember the future or the past.
The local high school girls order iced coffee and whole wheat bagels
with nothing on them. My girl eats her meatballs,
and I stare past the cutouts of ham and turkey taped to the window
and think about the moment I want so much to leave
how small it is sometimes, this Now
how constricting, me with my bad teeth and ageing elbows.
as person after person tosses their trash inches behind my back
before walking out the open door.
2024-04-03 | Day 4 | Forms and Roles as Practice | Head Student Sandra Medina Bocangel by Appamada
00:00:33 - Peg Reads a Poem ‘Enlightenment’ by Vijay Seshardi
00:05:54 - Offering Comprehensive Instruction on Posture/Sitting Zazen
00:32:51 - Questions/Reflections
00:35:00 - Peg Offers Instruction on a Practice (Groups of 3) - 'Narrating on Present Moment Experience Whilst Sitting in the Zazen Posture'
00:37:48 - Participants Join Groups of 3 for 10 Minutes
00:37:57 - Reflections/Comments
Vijay Seshadri
1954 –
“It’s all empty, empty,”
he said to himself.
“The sex and drugs. The violence, especially.”
So he went down into the world to exercise his virtue,
thinking maybe that would help.
He taught a little kid to build a kite.
He found a cure,
and then he found a cure
for his cure.
He gave a woman at the mercy of the weather
his umbrella, even though
icy rain fell and he had pneumonia.
He settled a revolution in Spain.
Nothing worked.
The world happens, the world changes,
the world, it is written here,
in the next line,
is only its own membrane—
and, oh yes, your compassionate nature,
your compassion for our kind.
00:00:59 - Peg Reads Huineng Poem
00:02:18 - Peg reads a section of the Fukanzazengi (Eihei Do- gen ) regarding Zazen
Huineng Poem
Deluded, a Buddha is a sentient being;
Awakened, a sentient being is a Buddha.
Ignorant, a Buddha is a sentient being;
With wisdom, a sentient being is a Buddha.
If the mind is warped, a Buddha is a sentient being;
If the mind is impartial, a sentient being is a Buddha.
When once a warped mind is produced,
Buddha is concealed within the sentient being.
If for one instant of thought we become impartial,
Then sentient beings are themselves Buddha.
In our mind itself a Buddha exists,
Our own Buddha is the true Buddha.
If we do not have in ourselves the Buddha mind,
Then where are we to seek the Buddha?
By: Huineng
00:19:39 - Questions/Reflections
00:22:52 - Flint Prepares for, and Offers an Exercise
00:33:33 - Instruction for connection Groups of 3 People (20 Minutes)
2024-04-01 Day 2/Part 1 | Integrated Intensive | Forms and Roles as Practice | Flint Sparks by Appamada