My podcast got deleted only on Spotify and still available on other platforms like Apple, Amazon Music You can also listen to my podcast in any other podcast app that support RSS Feed, just paste the link! https://anchor.fm/s/f0b14af4/podcast/rss My podcast got removed from Spotify due the copyright EPs 'Is This Happiness :: Speed Up :: — Lana Del Rey', 'Hi', 'Training Wheels :: Backing Vocal With Instrumental :: — Melanie Martinez', 'VOID :: Instrumental :: — Melanie Martinez' was 'contain content that infringes the intellectual property rights of a third party' as they said so they removed podcast from Spotify
Hi, my dear listeners I'm writing this message to say that I'm not dead, I'm just a lazy ess pitch I saw my podcast has over 2.4 million listens, more than 4000 followers on Spotify and I'm so happy about it. Thanks everyone for listening to my podcast, even if this is a one episode. And thanks y'all who writing me on my social media and asked about how my friend is doing. Sometimes she tells me about how she wanted to killo herself but not that much like it was, and I hope it's because she is not thinking too much about it... I'm thinking about to create a discord server for my podcast like to share information here and also chose some people and let them also post on my podcast, so they can post music that they wanted and also post what other people want to And I think I got food poisoned today, cuz this whole day I'm just puking and puking. I ate for breakfast a one cup of milk with some cookies, and for lunch I ate a bowl of soup. And around 12 AM I started to feel a headache, then my right arm started going numb a little (my mum thought I was having a stroke 🥰🎀) and then I started to puking. I threw up so many times today, I don't think I've ever thrown up as much in one day as I did, so a new record period. Now I feel a headache sometimes... Also a week ago my family adopted a kitty, we called him a Thomas, he's two months old, he's so cute, fluffy, pretty, beautiful, perfect, playful, small and we love him 💖 I'm hoping y'all doing great 🥰 Your dear Juljina
Me and my friend live in different towns, so I can't visit here. I and her take online classes but in different schools, so I can't talk to the teacher about it... And also, I don't have any connection with her family, I only have her phone number. I was asking her to give me her mom's phone numbers, but she said no... Also, she doesn't have a good relationship with her parents. From her stories, her parents don't pay so much attention about her sad[?] behaviour and mood. They think the reason is just her age, and it'll pass when she grows up. She thinks that parents don't love her and their life would be easy without her. I asked her, 'why will your parents live easily without you?' and she says, 'Because they will have more money' Before me and my bestie meet online, she had a best friend too around 3 years, but 3 months ago her bestie start ignore my friend on any socials and she (my bestie) feel useless and got no goal for life, no reason to keep live... I think she got depression or something, but she can't visit a therapist or something all by herself, cuz she's 13...
What do I need to do to prevent my bestie from committing suicide? She keeps telling me if her grades will not good like in first semester, she will unalive herself. I told her that grades it's not what she should care about, and my grades are low too. I'm scared cuz her schooling ends at the end of May and uhm I don't want her to die 😭
NO NO NO I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE I WANNA WORK AND I DONT HAVE ANY HOBBY AND INTEREST I DONT WANNA DO ANYTHING NO NO 😭😭😭
I got two Microsoft Rewards account banned, now I released that my phone's screen comes off but why I didn't deserved it 😭😭😭
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Speed up made by me <3 Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics Real men don't need other peopleAnd real men suck it inReal men don't flinch or bleed in publicOh, I think I'm a real manLittle boys cry and look around for comfortAnd always get what they wantLittle boys see toys and say, "I can take that!"Oh, you are my little boyThough honestly sir, all I wanna doIs get naked in front of youSo you can look me up and downAnd tell me, "Well done girl, you're looking good"Real men keep cool in the face of a fireGo down with the shipAnd real men don't eat, 'cause they're above that, damn itOh, I'm gonna be a real manThough honestly sir, all I wanna doIs get naked in front of youSo you can look me up and downAnd give me your love for being so goodBut little boys hold me, color mePraise me, make me feel lovelyFor a little whileSo little boy, say you want me'Cause when I can't take it, go aheadDo it, do it
Speed up made by me <3 Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics Mmm, mhm, mhmMmm, mhm, mhmTreasure hunter you are dead, the light of the world is fadingYou cannot see the other end, your body's lost all feelingThose creatures of your working mind, don't fear them or their hungerForgive the sea, follow the tide with the monsters on your shoulderPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downOh hunter, if you didn't want the beautiful so badlyPerhaps you would've found it in your spirit singing softlyBut hunter, you were human, don't forget it and go safelyAnd I, I'll live without you, though the struggle will be dailyPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downPearl diverDive, dive deeperPearl diverDive, dive downOoh-oohOoh-oohOh-oh-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahOoh-ooh, uhTreasure hunter you are dead, the light of the world is fading
Speed up made by me <3 Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics There is a door to meI've never seen itSometimes I get closer to itBut I've never found itAt twilight I almost had itBut then the night fellI looked out at the dark and wonderedHow could I have lost it?Then one night at the parkI saw it with my cheek in the dirtI couldn't move underneath the darkBut at least I finally found itIt cried out a creak and openedTo show me what's beyond itA hopeless, a violenceI named it:Love
Speed up made by me <3 Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics I'm all used up, pretty boy, over and over againMy nail colors are wearing offSee my hands, pretty boy, what do they tell you?'Cause I've looked down at them not knowing whyAnd after everything's done and I'm all undoneYou can hear my high heels walking onClickity-clacking through the nightI'm carrying my bag of bonesFluorescent store lights, you shine through the nightIlluminate my pores and you tear me apartMercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?I know my room is a mess, over and over againI tell myself I'll clean tomorrowJust move the stuff up off the bed and do what you came here to doBut first open up a window for meAnd let the cool air in, feel the night slip inAs it softly glides along your backAnd I hope you leave right before the sun comes upSo I can watch it aloneFluorescent store lights, you shine through the nightIlluminate my pores and you tear me apartMercy on me, would you please spare me tonight?I'm tired of this searching, would you let me let go?And I can take a little bit moreLet's shake this poet out of the beastJust a, just a little bit moreLet's shake this poet out of the beast
Speed up made by me <3 Original audio provided by Mitski https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLoLdiZNiq8ANFH6PMJ-qlG4YrIWo9OZks&si=lzXC6mx9Y6wFc7tg Lyrics You like control, well, I do tooTake off my clothes and watch me moveYou can come closer, I'll let you hurt meHow you chooseHelp me with the zipper on my skirt, it's stuckAs you kneel, I'll be watching you fix meThis view of you, of the top of your headMakes me forgive youBut how long, how long can we play this way?I'm tired, I'm tired of not loving youMy heart, my heart wants to hold youBut I know, I know, I know the rulesBlue light, dark room, the white of your teethAs you smile at my trembling shouldersBut your skin, did you notice your skin?It cries a soft weep like mineI'll sell, I'll sell my whole to youWhat's my, what's my, what's my price?How about, how about just a part of you?'Cause I want, I want, I want, I wantI want, I want, I want, I want, I want