B Prior's Podcast

A full length satsang from 24 December 2023

from Karnac Temple Egypt Retreat - 22 Sep 2023

No Distance in What You Are by B Prior

snippets from Egypt 23

Small snippet from the Egypt Journey Sep 2023

When one is inspired to deeply realise and expand your Awareness of what really is,you are going to get in touch with how the universe works and dissolves identification with false concepts of body-mind identity and duration. There is no duration in what you are. It is timeless. There is only seeming duration at different frequencies, dependent on where you are going to what levels of realms you go into. for there is such a thing as time but much finer time in other higher realms. It is not time as we know it.

The difficulty we're speaking of is entanglement. And the entanglement is not of the person but of the human psyche.

Only bend down to the Deep Never bend down to the false ( the ego) . Do not bend down to that false energy. Only bend down to your deep. That's The Form. Don't go bending down. Keep your back straight. Keep your face up. Keep the Openness happening in all directions. Don't bend down to that . Don't fight it, but don't bend down to it . So that , that you are knowing in your belly is a pattern that is still very much alive or nor ..but because you are mentioning it , it is ready to transform , to transfigure in your alchemy of knowing what you first are.But don't bend down to it .Stand up straight clear and real. Whatever it is , is not yours as somebody, but it IS yours as consciousness but never become an individual with that..just be the deep knowing of that . Stay with the deep knowing of that . Don't name you. Don't give yourself an identity. This is not disassociation, This is pure knowing . You are knowing that you transcend and include.

Doubt and this buzzing of an existential fear ..as if the fear is out here. The fear is in here , but you're not going to find it . It's not a thing. It's a sensation of idea. But through the lens of light that comes from outside but not light that one already is. If the light that already is, were to fully meet the light that appears to be outside, there would be real light and light amongst all the forms. Light itself would realise itself. But because we place our attention in activities outside rather than what we're knowing inside, life becomes an activity outside , whereas really life is a movement from within that then appears as activity outside. So all the stars and planets ..all that is going on beyond ego information Is the activity of the universe Is the activity of big mind, Is the activity of the light of being shining. So doubt is the ego's way of being you - a construction of patterns tat has intelligence and it can speak , it can seem to think and it definitely can interfere with the feeling self. Fear can also project as seeming outside ..but it is literally psychic. What we're doing here is remembering Reality as ourSelf. When that happens , the boundary you unwittingly apply in everything that you do , is going to come down ..and you'll think that you're dying. But what is actually happening is you are transfiguring the memory banks of space time and you are recoding them from another place. Until you can say: I am in another place. 05:38 So the moment we get a little energy of doubt and fear we are in the matrix of the known. Doubt happens when your higher calling or your attune-ment to what you more deeply are on invisible but intuitive levels has you crossing the boundaries on the inside-outside , but you have an emergency button called ego which presses the fear button. can't go beyond your limitations! Stay limited! 08:41 In here, what we're doing is un-filtering . You are sitting here to un-filter your perception your knowing of a limited box that you are seeing that you have put yourself in. Expansion requires what you are to move to the next.

You are seeking in some way the current of God , the current of God-consciousness. The current of That. In everything you do , no matter what it is you are seeking the pure current of God You are seeking Source Code. What you are seeking is the singularity of realisation, which actually illumes the whole of creation already.

When you turn around you are like salmon going back to from where you were spawned. You are going up against the down current of believed apparently perceivable experiences ,repetitive experience. Lazily one just follows the norm. Duality is exactly what is coming home to what one is, the ground of it all. You must discern duality from what you are. Silence ., without doing anything , moves as Light and energy in a holy instant of creation and dissolution. A flickering. This is but a flicker of a candle. beautiful poetry..absolute Reality.

With a little quietness, which is the ground of it all..whatever one is is aware of being aware and that that arises from it and returns. It's he dissolution of the distraction of I am this or I am that . It dissolves in Being realising aware. It has been the ground of this retreat and it has been the constant pointing to the ground of Awareness. In the practice of The Form that is the sole movement of it all that there is no 'I' with some am sitting on the chair . The I am the am arose together. They are the same One arising. There is no this or that or this person over there or this person has done this to me . The subject and the object are the same one . Look a little deeper and the `whole cosmos is arising as this and a display to that that is Reality itself. Everything dissolves in Awareness. This moment arises and dissolves in pure Awareness being aware that it is aware. Even light comes from that. D5 S1

What makes you think that your body is You? Spiritual Laziness, makes you think that your body is You. Wanting comfort, wanting things to remain the same patterns... That's what make you think your body is you. Because your body is a divine vehicle, a Merkabah. It is able to go into transcendence and bring those frequencies down into humanity. Each one os us already exists in multi-dimensional planes of the one existence that is the Pure I. Each one of us already exists on each level because we ARE the Totality. from 20 August session

“When we close our eyes, do you notice the Resistance? - the belief that there is someone looking into the Deep, & that someone is a pattern looking into the black… So that Black then, can only be a limitation of the mind that creates an image… Feel the energy of the body… That body is sensation is energy…. Can only appear from the black… So whilst there’s still someone who’s having an image, looking into the black… the body will be the limitation of that image and the one who believes it’s perceiving and looking into the black…. so the body becomes the living image of that level of perception” As you’re looking into the black, and you’re feeling the body, notice how there are times when you make a decision from the very same place, but you think you’re doing something else… what you’re actually doing, is making a measurement, making an image, and that appears as the feeling of your body now… The deeper you’re able to dissolve this centre, this image The body can only vibrate at the level where you as an image, or a habit, have completely disappeared… At death you’ll do this, apparent death. At death you’ll enter another body as it were on other levels, according to how you perceived directly what you are. & in very much the same way, whilst you have this human body, you can travel the universe, in another kind of body that’s not physical as it were… And you can even have another body which is a body of light, and travel the Divine worlds… And the more you’re clear about this whilst having a human apparent body, an alignment happens - when you realise you’re more than any body - you’re the light from which all bodies are made possible… you’re Source. This is what one is doing in this apparent human life right now… …and you do it now… you can simply fall apart of all energies… Not cling to one of them… and you will fly, you will flow… It’s a strange thing to realise apparently that God who, not knowing him / herself is subject to the limitation of mind which s/he looks through. But that’s not the ultimate truth. God - or you and I - is not subject to the limitation of mind… But the limitation, or level of mind, is subject to our realisation of that that I Truly Am. That is the case, that is the way, that’s what this is about - a raising up. …What is it that you want folks? Habit, or try immediacy of your Love. From 20 August 2023 - Sunday Session

I invite you to take a breath with me as we close our eyes. And see it's very natural for the natural appearance of boundaries such as my body, your body, his body, her body, Earth body, tree body, cat body, sofa body, all disappears. And as it disappears as we close our eyes, contraction ends because there's no need to draw lines, no need to have shape. And entirely different river of depths opens up. There's the natural softening in, threads of identification dissolve, and the living essence of Presence begins to fill. Relaxing in being, relaxing in being. As you relax in being, new opportunities are landing in spaciousness, for a Source, you're always called to say 'Hello' to your Self, to love your Self, to greet your Self, to give your Self, to be new, to be open, available. And you so love that openness for it's pure You. And you recognise the fruit of that openness in this manifest realm of yours, wild love. And you learn to drop the images of your fathers, fathers, mothers, mothers, because you're realising, you're your own father mother, son daughter. And such fulfilment begins to move as You and you love sharing that fulfilment. And see your new life, hear your new life, smell your new life, taste the new life, cleansing the biometrics spheres of expression, the real hu-man. You are the creator, you do manifest, you do restore, you do bring forth. You are Reality but you come from You to You to realise You. This serves the whole of the Cosmos for it is You in any living way, all living ways. You are Pure-Self-Love. So done by a somebody, that inner work is the depth and breadth of your own allowance to be aware of it all. You are wild love. And by this simple resting and recognition of What You Deeply First Are, you transform and build new life-forms that give living reflections of the deep beyond you are exploring. Here, it manifests to give you taste, sight, sound, vibration, feeling of the invisible You, that you may know your Self and realise What You Are and travel deep fearlessly into your unborn nature. Here, you can just open your eyes or not as you want, that means looking after your perception of thinking, doing, seeing, how you move, how you relate, looking after the energetics of this moment, not living from pattern that seems to be the hand me down of space-time appearing as mother, father, son, daughter. You're no longer interested in living someone else's pattern because you're realising you're the One.. and yes, individualised and yes only One. This is the mystery. To realise you are building the unseen, made present as this Universe. This day, this moment, fearlessly, wonderfully alive, which means harmonious, naturally present, still, nothing to lose or gain but so rich, so rich.

It's so, so easy to get familiar with the breath until you're suffocating, so easy to get familiar with food until you have none, so familiar for you to get familiar with the sky until there is none, so easy to get familiar with life until it's taken, so easy to get familiar with this Earth, with the companions in this life, with all things. And all that familiarity is not on the outside, that familiarity my friends, is you being familiar with You. There is no cause and effect. The Universe simply mirrors to you the full embodied living of you whether you live life fully as a wild love finding the Beloved seeking the Beloved, realising the Beloved or whether you just live the normal images in your mind, not seeing that they are actually just that.. images, fake apparitions, a ghost. It is You that has no beginning and no end, it is You that is the only singularity, the only event unfolding itself in the here and now. It's so easy to just store and store images, not realising what this instrument does and even what it's made of. For you to keep your heart, your mind, your belly all deep reservoirs of the Beloved absolutely aligned and in tune.. with no right or wrong, please I'm not speaking of right or wrong, I'm speaking of You realising You.. never getting familiar.. that you need a certain thing to be You. So, easy just to fall into a limited reality when You are the vibrant Soul of the Universe, who's light sheds and carry's worlds upon worlds. And without travelling you do have the possibility of opening to greater depths of What You Are. And here is just one very wonderful place to birth on the Earth more of the deeper levels you are realising. But there are other levels of You birthing other levels of You, which would actually outshine this level unless You outshine this level by remembering Who You Are. Then this level is not outshined, it is the shining. You are shining the sun, You are shining the stars. It's happening naturally. But to realise it and respond to this, this knowledge, this gnosis. So, you see to, as it were, partake in gnosis you have to understand your need to know your Self. And to know your Self you're going to need compassion otherwise you won't be able to love your Self. And certainly, you won't be able to love another as your Self because another is your Self, for there's only one Self. 15 may 22

Awareness does not use perception to be aware of itself, that's the beauty. Awareness being aware that it's aware is the end of the phenomenon of creation. It's immediately Reality Itself. That's the strange thing. And because the brain is so functioned in the cells of the human body, you've got to realise that this instrument is incredible because it contains all the information of God. All the information of God. And I mean information of God we know is not the kind of information we often see as information. In other words, all the codes of the entrance of God are sewn into the body quite naturally. Quite naturally. So, when Awareness is being aware of being aware, it's the end of creation. There is no creation. It's immediately The Self. Now this is a strange thing and I can only speak from this from my own experience; in the moment that is, because it doesn't happen, it's What Is, a light shines forth created by Awareness being Aware, which we call The Self, a light shines forth and all the dimensions of the dimensionless Self form from light to manifestation in a Holy Instant. So, the more Awareness returns to being aware of being aware, creation is renewed with a blink of an eye or a breath. It's the truth. But to find that out you have to live this and you have to be strong enough and courageous enough not to use all the implants, imprints of our society, our culture and the belief that you need to know yourself on a phenomenal level. No, you need to know What You Are as the Source of it all, because then the phenomenal level walks in the complete glory and wonder of the One who truly is. And you can talk to the birds and they will answer you and you can talk to the trees or even a blade of grass and a blade of grass will turnaround to you and say "I know I'm a contraction of You". In that moment that's called renewal. So, if you can forget yourself, you realise The Self and remake your Self in the blink of an eye. Most of us are taught to have memory and camera's so that we can take pictures of the past and think we existed then. No, we only exist Now. 220501

I look at that beautiful room that you're in... allow the plants to speak to you, the plaster that's falling off the wall over there, let that speak to you as well. It doesn't say 'repair me', it says 'see me'. Let phenomena speak to you, not as phenomena but as a reflection of where phenomena come from because a phenomenon has that capacity. Any phenomenon is only phenomenal because of the spaciousness of the presence of Awareness. There is nothing that is in this room that's not the manifestation of Awareness. So, when you include all the background in everything and not divide then you'll see everything lives as living Awareness. There is nothing separate. So, un-practise the world in oneself, un-practise it. So, however it is that you go to sleep, that's the way. Go to sleep awake. Find, as we close, in one short sweet breath, you return without going anywhere. One short sweet breath and you're returned whole.

The wonderful thing is; if you let the Silence work, there's a shift of everything, there's a shift of inspiration, there's a shift of aspiration, a shift of intention, a shift of direction. Everything shifts when you let Silence work and it always upgrades everything to a brighter light than includes all of life. It never says, 'that's not it', it includes it all, and that's what's happening on this apparent planet, an inclusion. But no matter where another is, everything is included in this life that's discovering its own infinite capacity and power. B: But one can limit oneself, we started with this, by identification with the phenomenal body-mind. One can limit yourself thinking that your body-mind shouldn't be felt to be a limit. The answer is inner rest, openness, relaxation is it, is the answer. But as you relax more within, funny thing is, there's more to do without. That's where Shakespeare got those famous words.. 'much to do about nothing'. Thank you.

It's actually a beautiful play when you really look at things. Imagine a blade of grade being told it's a contraction. "Blade of grass, you are a contraction". Imagine an apple being a contraction, imagine a mountain being a contraction, imagine a star being a contraction because that's what they are. They are a contraction of the expansion coming to a fine point of experiencing What It Is. At first that grass, that apple, that star, that mountain identifies with, its a mountain, it's a star, it's an apple, it's a blade grass on a lawn in a Universe, in a range of mountains.. it separates itself and being a centre. B: By and by it begins to relate, that the mountain relates that all the meadows and the rivers and everything around it are also one with it. There's no over there and over here. It's all What I Am. The apple begins to relate to the tree, to the dirt, to birds that even eat it, and the apple begins to relate to all that there is. Each contraction leads inevitably to an expansion and every expansion leads to a more wonderful contraction. From finite to infinite, to infinite to finite.. it's a dance of opportunity. Eventually the ego system drops away and you realise the dance of it all. Contraction, expansion, same thing. Something, nothing, same thing. Over there, over here, same thing. That's what you begin to realise. You absolutely know you've gone mad and everybody thinks you've gone mad and you are wonderfully mad!