nylasings

I wanted to dedicate this song to the lives that have been lost during this pandemic and social injustice battle towards black people. All lives won’t matter until black lives do. This song talks about addiction and how it attaches itself to the artist and also how it effects the way he feels. And although I don’t have an addiction to substances, I realized how many people I’ve attached myself to and how I’ve lost them in some way. I’ve lost so many people in my life that I had great bonds with and during those times I couldn’t ever feel anything. I always felt numb and tried to move forward but things kept happening and it just exploded in my face. In life, we forget to appreciate the littlest things in people and when it’s gone it’s the littlest things that we wish were still there. Come back to earth is a reminder that we can still have some form of hope that things can and will get better through time.

Through drought and famine, natural disasters My baby has been around for me Kingdoms have fallen, angels be calling None of that could ever make me leave Every time I look into your eyes I see it You're all I need Every time I get a bit inside I feel it Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you And when we're making love Your cries they can be heard from far and wide It's only the two of us Everything I need's between those thighs Every time I look into your eyes I see it You're all I need Every time I get a bit inside I feel it Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you, oh yeah, oh yeah, baby Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you And I'll take some time Just to be thankful That I had days full of you, you Before it winds down into the memories, it's all just memories, la, la, la, la, la Don't you love when I come around (feel something that's right somebody just tell somebody) Build you up then I take you down (If you've got someone you like) Don't you love when I come around (feel something that's right somebody just tell somebody) Build you up then I take Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you, oh yeah, oh yeah, baby Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you This feels like summer Boy you make me feel so alive Just be my lover Boy, you'll lead me to paradise

I had a dream I got everything I wanted Not what you'd think And if I'm being honest It might've been a nightmare To anyone who might care Thought I could fly (fly) So I stepped off the Golden, mm Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried) Nobody even noticed I saw them standing right there Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care) I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you" I tried to scream But my head was underwater They called me weak Like I'm not just somebody's daughter Coulda been a nightmare But it felt like they were right there And it feels like yesterday was a year ago But I don't wanna let anybody know 'Cause everybody wants something from me now And I don't wanna let 'em down I had a dream I got everything I wanted But when I wake up, I see You with me And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Don't wanna lie here But you can learn to If I could change The way that you see yourself You wouldn't wonder why you hear They don't deserve you" If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?

day 2

Speak until the dust Settles in the same specific place Light refused to go Drink it from a cast and iron plate Instead of cold milk Was offered unripe Instead of silence Considered craven Nothing made it seem Hidden where the aging soil was pure Pressed against the crease Mountains become fragrant at the source So can you stand this Exotic angle I read it somewhere That they would lie still I remember how cloth hung Flexing with the forest clung Half waist and high raised arms Kicking at the slightest form I remember my first love I remember my first love Un-relied I was called Missing teeth out of favor Nickel beach it was all Gathering by the sundial I woke hard I woke heavy For the half way stop Five whole hours in When I woke hard I woke heavy with the live or parts I remember how cloth hung Flexing with the forest clung Half waist and high raised arms Kicking at the slightest form I remember my first love I remember my first love