Talk About It TITI... the thoughts of an Overthinker

To be or not to be.. THAT is the ⁉️ life is a MF I tell you. And it doesn't get any easier the older you get. Hell it might get slightly more difficult for the simple fact you are the one solely responsible for how it's going. I'm still trying to figure out my path to purpose. **************************************On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w https://twitter.com/TalkAbtItTiti?s=09 https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100070016179352 talkaboutittiti222@gmail.com

Sometimes we set the bar too high, or expect people to be perfect while keeping a blind eye on our own shortcomings. But still, some people just can't hold themselves accountable and you be the one having to pay the cost. Do they not know to do better? Bc they say when you know better you do better. There's always room to learn and grow, and pass on what you've learned and what caused you to grow to the next person. But they have to be willing. You can't keep yourself held back for the next man if they're not trying...but are they? Where's the boundaries, what's the correct balance? ***************************************On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w https://twitter.com/TalkAbtItTiti?s=09 https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100070016179352 talkaboutittiti222@gmail.com

I be going back and forth on what I should be doing to make the most of my life. Like I'll make excuses not to do what I love to do because it seems just to easy, trivial or basic to have an actual band meaningful impact on my life and the life of my loved ones, and even You! At the end of the day, I'm fighting an ongoing battle against fear. Trying to find the courage to live true to my purpose and Excel in the God given gifts I've been blessed with to live my very Best life, while helping others do the same!

I'm not exactly sure where I'm going with this series it's pretty improv. I'm just trying to keep it going to a certain extent before I give up completely on this podcast journey lol it's been a year and I still haven't found my niche yet but nothing beats a failure but a try! If nothing else it's always something to look back on. Thanks for coming along on my journey with me 😊

I'm trying to get somewhere. Be patient with me! Please & Thank ya kindly 😉**************************************On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ****** https://twitter.com/TalkAbtItTiti?s=09 **** https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100070016179352 *********** talkaboutittiti222@gmail.com

Just a random story. You should know by now how much I love love. And Happy endings...or beginnings***** On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** TalkAboutItTiTi222@gmail.com

Disrespect is HUGE to me. IDC who you are or think you should be... You gots to give it to receive it! Now, I'll Always lead with it, but that's on you how I finish 🤞🏾********************* On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** TalkAboutItTiTi@gmail.com

It's a challenge trying to find the balance between your physical and spiritual life. I know it all ties together, just trying to figure out how and what really is my role. Like a game of spades, a good hand is determined by the nigga that knows how to count their books! .. so is it fate or is it all up to you?🤔

I love talks with my big sister bc even though we are soooo completely different, we're SO alike on the other. She gets me and where I'm coming from when I journey back from the black whole of wonder lol. Ijs nobody knows everything and ANYTHING is possible.............................................On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** TalkAboutItTiTi@gmail.com

I'm sure like so many of you, I have been going through it in these school of hard knocks hallways!!! BUT I been coming through a VICTOR!!🙌🏾 God has been on a roll pruning me into whatever it is He is calling me to be and I'm just going along for the journey!🦋

This was theeee most random dream to have it remember considering the cast lol. It was so real and powerful I had to share with somebody! Maybe it's an omen of what's to come?🤔 Idk but that mug was "different"

Chiiile I just want to know when's enough ENOUGH?? 😖 on this journey of bettering ME, it seems like I keep on losing people and truth be told it's throwing me for a loop. It's like, I'm a better me, BUT not better than anybody, BUT not willing to take anything less than the best from anybody, no matter who they are or what they may have done in the past. I'm not who I was, and I'm sorry BUT not sorry at all! Still... Elevating wasn't supposed to equate eliminating, this much,that I knew of. Damn, "it's lonely at the top" took on a whole new meaning. But humility is a big part of this journey, so I be having to stop and ask myself "is it me??" ... I just want to be happy. Preserving my peace by any means necessary.************** On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** TalkAboutItTiTi@gmail.com

Soooo I had been feeling like Gandhi's third cousin on his step daddy side twice removed, all peaceful and whatnot... When I got my peaceful ass handed right to me yesterday 😖 I was vibrating so low I was closer to like Eeyore's protege 🥴 But I learned... AM LEARNING.. a valuable lesson about how I wait, and who I Really believe God to be to and for me. This one will take some time being my 0-💯 meter game still a little strong. But when you know better, you really can make the choice to take accountability and do better. Sure sounds good LOL it's hard though. I'm going to try... It's worth it!

When you know, that you know you know, that you know.. but fear makes you loose hold of what you know...be still and know again!!🤣 Fear makes things appear unconquerable, or like good things are so impossible or unattainable. Liiiiies!! All lies. Honestly when I think about where I've come from and God's tender love, mercy and consistency towards me I remember I've come out of 100% of my struggles a survivor. This too shall pass********* On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w *********************************** https://twitter.com/TalkAbtItTiti?s=09 ********* TalkAboutItTiTi@gmail.com

WHERE IS MY BOO?? 🗣️ "KAKOOOO!!"🥴 chiiile I was having a moment when I woke up to early out my dream from my date with some dude whomever he was, looking all goodt or whateva. I was like enough is enough got'damit! I need some love in the shape of a man and I mean neOOOOW! LBVS but I had to take a breath and remember that the best things do take a little bit of time and what I asked for was no small deal. I could wallow in my loneliness or get up and enjoy the Sun and continue to prepare for what I know is coming my way. I can't wait to look back on these days of longing and laugh at how impossible I thought things could be, and the limitations I put on God. He's never failed me yet so I can't wait to testify!! ******************* On Your Mark...Get Set...38!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ***Twitter @TalkAbtItTiTi *** TalkAboutItTiTi@gmail.com

It's been a while..well considering my new goal was to post at least biweekly! Lol but HEY! don't you judge me, God ain't through with me yet!!🤣 lbVs. Anywhooooo I been minding my own business trying to put some things together for myself and my child's future. Customer Service will play a huge part of it all, hell I've been preparing (unbeknownst to me) my whole damn life, to serve. (NOT slave, don't get it twisted) So, yes I think it's a pretty big deal. Besides karma, the customer service provided will keep you on your toes hunty! Bc rather over the phone or face to face, people love to show their ass! But besides the foolishness, does good/bad c.s. determine the success of your ventures? Or do people just need to take you as you are or keep it pushing? 🤔https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

Valentine's day just passed and I am SO glad to be passed that point in my life where it was a day of dread and gloom! Life's so much better when you have people you love and genuinely love you in return to share it with. I had to learn the hard way that everyone ain't your friend. Don't lose love or miss out on all the good times you can share with the real ones, harping over the one's to foolish to recognize the joy it means to have someone like the one and only YOU!! https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

I was dead set against the "New Year -New Me" resolution because it is so damn ghetto and cliche IMO!! Lol BUT WHY I get this new resolution dropped on my spirit first thing in the morning.. that I did Not ask for... that ULTIMATELY results in a "New me" because it's a whole new perspective! Lol Look at God! I be ready to act a whole ass clown but God be having my angels snatch me by my collar like "Hold Up"✋🏾☝🏾👇🏾 LOL https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

2020 has been a whole muthafucca and I'm not too sad to see the bitch pack her bags!! Through it all though, we seemed to have made it just enough to pass to the next level if the Lord says the same. The countdown is on and I got a little more shedding to do before the clock strikes 12. I hope and pray I make better use of my restart this time around. How about you?https://youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w

Fuuuuuuuuuuck the dumb shiiiiiiiT!!!🥴 Same ol shit, different day.. idk about you, but I need something NEW! It's been "one of them days" for about a week now smh.. Still, things could always get worse. My thoughts are all over the place, and when that happens I just have to take a minute to re center myself.. Lord. I think I'ma need a lil more than a minute or two😫 link to my channel and that documentary on the bloodline of Jesus below: ******** https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDxADHIONWoLECd53Jm3M6w ********* https://youtu.be/NMr5CReVKzI