Amelia's Escape

Here’s my last podcast with Laura: https://youtu.be/ntcI-Vt-GZE   Mentions / Resources: Radleigh Valentine: Angel Tarot Cards - https://a.co/d/ayJiSwt Radleigh Valentine: The Big Book of Angel Tarot - https://a.co/d/f4lBXau Aubrey Marcus - https://www.youtube.com/@AubreyMarcusPod The Office / Michael buys Pam’s art scene - https://youtu.be/rAixASB9dEg Joe Dispenza - https://www.youtube.com/@drjoedispenza Jesus Christ Superstar   Chapters: 00:00 - Introduction 01:48 - Scorpio Slump November 10:56 - Creating Horoscopes 13:00 - Mars in Retrograde 17:42 - Not all the stars are against you 21:55 - If you won the lottery 25:38 - Ghosts 29:07 - Books Pt.1 32:26 - Mice story / caught up in routine 37:26 - Books Pt.2 Characters & Story 39:32 - Movies I rewatch 43:15 - Futurama / Erasing memory 45:14 - Rubbing off on others 51:08 - Laura's Tarot Card Reading / Questions 54:20 - How did I do last month? Nine of Swords 59:54 - 9S. Tiny Book Summary & Reaction 01:04:18 - What should be my new focus? 01:10:38 - Eight of Fire / It's Christmas! Hell yeah 01:13:59 - 8F. Tiny Book Summary 01:18:18 - Strength / Kindness 01:24:18 - Str. Cooperation, love & peace 01:32:40 - Money is Energy 01:37:54 - Using honey instead of vinegar / femininity 01:45:55 - Ace of Swords 01:51:59 - AS. Pessimism & Losing Faith 01:56:08 - AS. Manifestation / Joe Dispenza 02:01:09 - Overall Reading Summary & Reaction 02:02:25 - Intermission 02:03:45 - Time to read my cards! 02:19:43 - Intermission Pt.2 02:24:15 - Three of Water 02:52:26 - 3oW Summary: Relax! / Chickens 03:01:15 - Four of Fire

I kinda hate the fact that I made this podcast, but it was on my mind, so who cares?

Mentions / Resources:   Keanu Reeves, the guy. The Matrix, the movie. The Matrix Reloaded, the movie. The Matrix Revolutions, the movie. Animatrix, the movie. Matrix Resurrections, the movie. Constatine, the movie. Devil’s Advocate, the movie. John Wick, the movies? I haven’t watched it. Cyberpunk, the video game. Death Stranding, the video game. One Direction, the band Tim Pool said that word “identity-ism” I don’t really watch him. Savannah Brown’s Youtube ~ https://www.youtube.com/@savbrown Alexandra Anele’s Youtube ~ https://www.youtube.com/@AlexandraAnele About Face Make-Up ~ https://aboutface.com/ mxmtoon Mona Lisa Music Video ~ https://youtu.be/EVQXnuzRCiw My Instagram ~ https://www.instagram.com/amelia.moonbucket/

Mentions / Resources: HigherDOSE Sauna Bag ~ https://higherdose.com/?utm_source=google&utm_campaign=10274166939&utm_term=higher%20dose&utm_medium=cpc&utm_content=634407957032&gclid=Cj0KCQiA99ybBhD9ARIsALvZavWcwii__plMgLP_ZuGtOAP6ZAhi3gOK2dF0tVeV6V4neMTXIN7RNcoaAjZnEALw_wcB Run It (ft. Annika Wells) by Midnight Kids ~ https://open.spotify.com/track/3n3Oags848AKzbYH6qz5qX?si=5b6222827c5f4a9f Time by Pink Floyd ~ https://open.spotify.com/track/3TO7bbrUKrOSPGRTB5MeCz?si=9109ebadd8e24eaf Happy by Julia Michaels ~ https://open.spotify.com/track/4j9TBVRJVzEPG6wjALFyMt?si=cd03fb7ad9d540bd JVNA Sword Art Online DJ Session~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=msaYrlThjBA&t=302s Zoe Rodriguez Build a Better Booty ~ https://zbody.com/product/build-a-better-booty-at-home/ Savannah Brown’s Youtube ~ https://www.youtube.com/@savbrown/videos My Laura Hightower Astrology Video ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntcI-Vt-GZE&t=3020s Relyte Electrolytes ~ https://shop.redmondagriculture.com/products/re-lyte%C2%AE-electrolyte-mix?variant=40301401079923 Jordan Peterson ~ https://www.youtube.com/c/JordanPetersonVideos/videos Akira the Don ~ https://www.youtube.com/@akirathedon Joe Rogan ~ https://open.spotify.com/show/4rOoJ6Egrf8K2IrywzwOMk?si=f9db6ce5d6d94fee Sacrifice ft. Jordan Peterson by Akira the Don ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ll2gdKHXOYc Duncan Trussell Family Hour ~ https://open.spotify.com/show/1Wz3JX3ZNE24lnbSroRmpq?si=b1dd09fa88944506 My Instagram ~ https://www.instagram.com/amelia.moonbucket/  

Ehhh I don't really feel like typing in a personalized description for this episode.   Resources / Mentions: An Amazing Journey Into the Psychotic Mind - Breaking the Spell of the Ivory Tower ~ https://a.co/d/7vn3PNW Are u ok?: A Guide to Caring for Your Mental Health ~ https://a.co/d/91QqWR4 The Hunger Games Mockingjay Part 2 (Movie) Lilith by J. R. Salamanca ~ https://a.co/d/bpFUG8Z Atlantis: The Lost Empire (Movie)   Social Media: https://www.instagram.com/moonbucket_237/  

I feel like this podcast and the future ones that will occur are transformational conversations that I will carry for the rest of my lifetime. I hardly know jack shit about astrology and Laura Hightower fucking laid that shit out in a way that was meaningful to me as an individual person. I recommend her to every fricken person alive that wants to know more about themselves.   Laura's Instagram (I have no idea how else you can contact her): https://www.instagram.com/laurahtower/ Here's my instagram too while I'm at it: https://www.instagram.com/moonbucket_237/   References in this podcast: Astrology for Dummies - https://a.co/d/f4Cvh2F Tarot: Unlocking the Arcana - https://a.co/d/7UP9Nce Legend of Zelda Tarot Card Deck - https://www.etsy.com/listing/191298508/legend-of-zelda-tarot-card-deck-79-cards?ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=zelda+tarot+deck&ref=sr_gallery-1-1&edd=1&organic_search_click=1 HigherDOSE Infrared Sauna Blanket - https://higherdose.com/products/infrared-sauna-blanket?utm_source=google&utm_campaign=10274166939&utm_term=higher%20dose&utm_medium=cpc&utm_content=441726270413&gclid=Cj0KCQiA37KbBhDgARIsAIzce14y-krZkQIQXyTEN_mtihklZbq6gPhCsQRR2EAMVb8_HRCeIKoyWX8aAsE7EALw_wcB   Chapters: 00:00 - Laura reads my birth chart. 1:07:00 - I give Laura a tarot reading.

I thoroughly enjoyed watching this movie and I hope you do too. I also give baby food reviews in this episode.

I tried really hard to get this video posted at 10:20 10/20/2022. Let's hope this is nice to watch. I actually have a really great time recording these, so I'll still make them. Chapters? 22:00 - I leave the bathroom. 28:00 - I release the chickens. 34:00 - I walk into the office. 39:19 - A video of bees. 39:50 - I talk about stories in general, as a concept. 42:00 - Chicken Interlude. 42:29 - I talk about The Sims and how my attitude towards life hasn't changed much. 44:50 - I act as if God exists. 46:13 - I arrogantly boast about the possibility of me being a philosopher. 46:30 - Oh my god. More about philosophy. I'm completely cringing into a ball, not that extreme. 46:53 - I used to slap kids in the face when I was also a kid. (Bathtub Thought 1) 49:06 - Do what it is you came here for. (Bathtub Thought 2) 51:43 - Prophets. 53:36 - Old people have a higher chance of being wise. 55:48 - I don't delete old social media posts / pictures. 56:54 - I'm trying to immortalize the version of myself that I am right now. 57:27 - Why does beauty equal healthy and vise versa? 01:02:14 - Pursuing STEM wasn't a waste of time.

I get pretty pumped in this episode. Trust me bro, that coffee SETS IN. Bertha isn't even that bad. She's a good little chicken that was just a little cold, since it was misty that day. The chickens are in the coop now all nice and safe and away from foxes. Also I can't explain how much I love this book so far. Chapters: 6:00 - Pg. 88: Last Quote from Last Podcast 8:50 - Pg. 89: Let's begin this shit. 13:36 - Pg. 110: Touring through the asylum. 18:43 - Pg. 112: Madness in women empowers them. 23:23 - Pg. 125 - 126: Cultural use of Schizophrenic patients. 35:45 - Pg. 144 - 146: Meeting Lilith. 41:45 - Pg. 154: Madness vs. Rapture 51:18 - Pg. 160 - 163: So Warren, Vincent and Lilith walk into a bar... 1:06:26 - Pg. 180: Do you destroy or create? 1:10:44 - Pg. 184 - 186: Selective Inattention 1:19:06 - Pg. 192 - 193: Art is sacred.

Starting a bookclub with only one person reading is easier than you think if you scale it for loneliness. Just kidding, I love being the only person that has an opinion about something. It gives me the spotlight to talk about something and everyone around usually just stays silent because they usually have no input in what I'm saying. At this point, I'm just painting a funny picture in my head. About the book: It's Great! That's really all I can say. I don't know why it resonates so much with me, but it does and I love it. I can't promise that it'll resonate with you, but that's not really any interest to me anyway. Why do I sound like an asshole when I type?

Amelia (This is me talking by the way) makes her first appearance since her last podcast with Syddog Steiger! That fuking podcast aired more than a year ago. A lot has changed for young little miss Amelia. She's moved up to Oregon. Got her steamdeck. Has no rent to pay. And is actually sleeping at night (not this night lol, but definitely some nights). This recovery actually feels like a recovery and not finally catching a breath of air, only to drown again. Wow. What a life to live. Okay, but seriously. I feel a lot better. Hopefully I can push past resistance enough to actually follow through with my future career plans. In this particular episode, I talk about: Past friendships and the heartbreaking feeling of losing touch with someone you were once so close to. Processing childhood and familia trauma. The works. Original Airdate: 09-14-2022

This is my MUTHA FUKIN BROTHA FOR LIFE Syddog. In this episode she's PREGNANT WITH A MUTHA FUKIN BABY and we're catching up from years of separation and disconnection. It was really fun getting to talk to her. Gotta love Sydney. Always. Original Air Date: 08-24-2021 P.S. Her baby's about to turn one in like a month on the posting of this episode... yeh. Not my most productive time, I guess, for personal projects. Gotta heal. Gotta heal. Gotta heal. Also, also: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALSEY!!!!!

The only thing I remember about this podcast was that it's a bad idea. It's a party. Everyone's talking to each other. There's no central conversation. Have fun! On the plus side, you can pretend that you're in a party while listening to this. Kinda like ASMR, only not soothing.   The original airdate for this podcast was on: 07-17-2021

I have no idea what this podcast is about. It's been a long time. My guesses are my grandparents, me constantly trying to figure out why I'm always freaking about life and maybe loneliness. Those seem to be good guesses. I just saw it. It's about dnd and life and stuff. Is that a better description?   The original airdate for this podcast was on: 03-25-2021

I remember this podcast very fondly. Whenever a family member goes through what is popularly described as a "mental breakdown", you don't really know what's going through the individual's head. This conversation gave me a lot of insight on how these events transpire. I have a theory, mostly influenced by Duncan Trussell's analysis, that mental breakdowns are a natural response from your body / mind to reset your way of life and GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE SITUATION YOU'RE IN. Stress is real and sometimes it's too much. Don't judge people for breaking down. We're all trying to get through life. It's really hard sometimes. Even unbearable.   The original airdate for this podcast was on: 03-09-2021

Always gotta love a conversation with the family. Elena deleted tiktok. Albert is contemplating starting a twitch. I gave him a tarot card reading about it. It went pretty well. Overall, really enjoy spending time with family and I'm glad they complied with my desire to create a podcast together.   The original airdate for this podcast was on: 02-05-2021. Don't judge me

It took me a year and a half to post this. Depression is real. Or at least extreme laziness. Or maybe my life was so chaotic, it needed to be fixed before I tried venturing further.

Jocko Willink's a cool guy and I want to be like him.  I literally just woke up from a two hour name in the middle of the afternoon, so it's not working out so far.

I need to get my shit together

Having a pretty chill day in the midst of a lot of work.  Just trying to have a good time on my own.