The Back Porch Healing

I'm BACKKKKKKKKKK! I'm back and I'm better busting into Season 4 with all sorts of accountability for the masses. It feels great to be missed so I had to shout some folks out in this episode and show love as it is always shown to me! THE TIME IS NOW, to wake up and begin to recognize the signs around you. Stop being fooled by the distraction agendas and RECLAIM yourselves!!! Time to PUSH past pain and realize your dreams ARE your reality! Dream today!!!

That Day At Wake Up. Delance & Magnus.

Podbean cut a whole hour off the end and I am LIVID. Description later.

I sure hope that your holiday season went better than mine. Nonetheless, We are grateful and so thankful. In Loving Memory of Our Beautiful Jansen Ja'Leil (Thumper), God has been gracious.

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YOGI TEA.Pinch the crumbs together. Aint nothing wrong with sharing a lil cake. Vision Board. Learning how to use your words. Setting examples for your kids. Being on punishment. Go get a pull up, cause ya need one! Punishing your kids. Literal shit. Shit must get Doneth. Dark Honey is better. Adios Muchacho! We in da House. Getting Over Things. Potty Training. Fight-Fight. Don’t Let Up. Do NOT GO IN A WOMAN’S PURSE!! Under Construction. OneOnOne. I got the pack. Ordeal. Wisdom App. Smoke Break. Meet Your Own Needs. Breathing Exercise. Dr. Kidder. Black Therapists. Breathing Exercise. I'm Celebrating. Peace is God given. We are Family. Navigating new territory. This shit timeless. Dirty Dancing. Giving Myself Grace. I’m forgiven. Baggage Effect. Healing isn’t Linear. I was finna lie. A friend nonetheless. Stepping outside of yourself. No Explanations. Wolves in Sheep’s Clothing. Don’t speak on my kids, BITCH. Thats the Facts! Summer Walker’s Album. @Amesiaaa on Twitter. Team BARDI! There is Power of Life and Death in the Tongue. Haters. Round of Applause! Listen Notes. Podstatus.com. Rwanda. @NIECYBONITA on Twitter. Self-Exploration. Pleasure Deficit. Learning Life w/ Amesiaaa on YOUTUBE. Y’all Loyal ASF. DARK HONEY FOR THE WINNNNNN. Job 20th Chapter. The Wicked Man. Viper Tongue. IN THE FLOW. Unmovable. Prayer. LLL (Long Live Love)- $un$et Bill on Audiomack

Subtitle: From Rejection to NO Protection. Missing Toxic People. Emotions. Guard Your Tongue. SOME OTHER SHIT. Accountability. How can you trick if you ain’t got it. Getting Set Up. 22. Run for your LIFE! Red Bird. Initial Hangout. Dreams. Dreams Vs. Illusion. Shan Boody. Jared Brady. 

ARE YOU READY TO RUMBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEE? The final prerequisite to the exclusive "DEMON DICK" series. Here we wrap up our discussion on vulnerability. Promiscuity. Cheating. Being Faithful. Truth. SUCCESS.   I speak success all up and through your life!

Vulnerability....Whew! What a task... Loose Sheets. "Chicka Chicka Boom Boom." "The Very Hungry Caterpillar." Black Me. Apologies. Nursery Rhymes/Children's Stories. Thats the facts! House Club. Vulnerability. Who are you vulnerable with? Who is it? What does it feel like? Mothers. Women. Butterflies... Move Forward for yourself. FEAR. GEMS. Battle is a part of life.  VULNERABILITY. Recognizing Emotion. PROMISCUITY.  Strap your seatbelt in, this one is 2:02min long... PART 2: 3/28 LIVE ON PODBEAN!

On this episode we switch up the tempo and add a few new ways to listen. I give you insight on the interworking of my brain as I speak transparently to my journal and connect with myself through music to address various topics of life. "Dick" is one hell of a hot topic! I finish this episode with a location bomb drop as we start diving into the deeper topics of this podcast. Check out the journal entry @amesiaaa on twitter and IG! Also shouts out to the Introvert Network on CH, @symbolizetales on PODBEAN, Batman I love you, and God... thank you for causing everything to come around full circle. Karmic cycles... COMPLETE. Letting go... Letting God, Bless

Silence.... the birds are chirping.

You read it right! I am now taking live guests! This episode we sit down with KillTheTrack of FlyTalk Podcast and discuss the childhood traumas associated with watching the people you love battle drug addiction. KillTheTrack shares enlightening perspective from his personal life experiences while I heal as I learn how to love despite their live struggles.

Live Broadcast.

I CUT MY DREADSSSS! It’s time to regrow, retrain, and REDO! My reaction to the song “On It” by Jazzmine Sullivan feat. Ari Lennox. Singing Snoop Dogg. Kanye. RIP PAPA. Growing Up with Colorism. Oh yea, I was molested by a woman. Thought you should know. I love the LGBTQ community too. Parenting. Woodbine Elementary. Childhood Trauma is the theme. Blessings. 

Sneak Peek, Njoy.

Being clay. Touching the Hem. Tattoos. Forgiving yourself. Runnin. Struggling to get to church. Try to solve the problem BEFORE you ask for help. Healing hurts the body. Sleep Apnea. You Ain’t Gone Rose Me. Worry bout you. Giving from Emptiness. Cultivating a Circle of People who pour into you. Dealing with difficult people. Be grateful for your people. Rumor Report. Laughing at the lies. Give it to me the right way. Grateful. Deep Voices. Homicide Hotline. Considering other people’s perception. Blacking Out. Reading the room. Circle Adjustments. Accountability. You need more water. Giving away your light. Fuck Money. Hiding the struggle from your kids. There’s no handbook for parenting. Alternative Parenting. Movies Foreshadow. Exploring Spirituality. Get Grounded. Church is within you. Don’t Bury your gift. Inspiration. Lauryn Hill Vibes. Good “Intentions.” Tap into your Gift. Principles. It’s water nonetheless. Shoutout to the Fathers. Be thankful for the water. Parallel Lines. Serve Well.

Accommodating people’s bad moods. Having business talks within friendship (a thin line between love and hate). Forcing conversations when people aren’t ready to talk. Occasional lies …Don’t fuck the trust up. Trust Issues. Revealing Facial Expressions. Taking Instruction from people. Laughing in people’s faces when they’re mad. Being Empathic and wanting to help. Viper Tongue. Sharing Snacks with friends. Cavity Prone. Parenting. Healthy Eating Habits (stepping out and stepping back in). Recognizing what illnesses run in your family. Having children when you’re about to give up. Be careful what you pray for. Practicing gratefulness. Can’t trust #2020. Millenial Adults. Earlier you teach kids, the more they learn. Money comes and goes. Giving yourself credit for your accomplishments. Finding Fun. Living through Laura. Dreads teach patience. Producing Fruit. You get a moment of weakness. Reading your Bible. Having Layers

We know you miss us! We miss you too. There are a lot of changes coming for Season 2 but in the mean time check out these episodes from our super secret vault! Shh... Don’t tell anybody (Tell EVERYONE). We hope you enjoy your holidays (Yes, we know Thanksgiving has already passed), here is our gift to you..Njoy

Mr. Mackey makes an appearance to discuss issues within the black community and how said issues impact the individual and society as a whole. 

Get to know me more as I open up about sexual abuse and it’s impact on my life and presumably the lives of others. Domestic violence is brushed upon as I begin to share my stories with each of you. This isn’t for the faint at heart... but you knew that.