Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse

* Trigger Alert * Katie Brown grew up very poor as a share cropper's daughter. Her father was a mean alcoholic and her mother left when she was 3, leaving a terrified and defenseless Katie. She was taken into the foster care system when she was 8 where she wasn't safe until she was put into a home for girls in her late teens where ironically she was told she would be unsafe. Flashbacks began when she was 34 and turned into abductions by aliens in UFO's. Could this be true? What did it mean? Follow Katie's fascinating journey as she untangles her story to find truth. Katie is tenacious in her quest for truth and her foundational belief in the goodness of God and her trust in Him in her process of healing. She is inspiring and a joy to to witness her journey. Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal: @Lisa453 Venmo: @lisameister4242 Thank you for joining us today!

Coach Sandra is the CEO and Founder of GDWAH Coaching. She is the Author of two books and has a heart for those who have walked through abuse, trauma, and SRA. As you read about one woman's Journey of Healing from abusive relationships, being a survivor of Satanic Ritual Abuse, (SRA), and having victory in the midst of losing everything several times, it will give you hope that God can redeem everything we go through in this life. Coming from a background of living through various types of abuses has given Coach Sandra the ability to understand those who thought they could never truly heal from the traumas of their pasts. Through it all, she has been broken with the things that break the heart of God making her who she is today. What she shares will help a reader to see that everyone can overcome their battles, as she did. Through her faith, a willingness to change, and a heart for the things of God, He led her into her, "Promise Land." You can find more information on Coach Sandra and her writings by searching on-line for "GDWAH," or by visiting www.gdwah.com and www.gyasminematos-gem.com. You can also reach her at cs@gdwah.com, coachsandra@gdwah.com, and gem@gdwah.com. BOOKS WRITTEN: This one is under my real name | Healing from Abuse and Trauma: A 14-Day Devotional Journal: Collazo, Sandra L.: 9798353256519: Amazon.com: Books My Autobiography is under my Pen Name and has it's own website, but can also be bought on Amazon or where ever books are sold. God Doesn't Waste A Hurt - A Life of Abuse to A Story of Redemption | www.gyasminematos-gem.com | On Amazon: God Doesn't Waste A Hurt: A Life of Abuse to A Story of Redemption - Kindle edition by Matos, Gyasmin E.. Religion & Spirituality Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com. COACH SANDRA'S CONTACT INFORMATION: Websites: www.gdwah.com and www.gyasminematos-gem.com Emails: www.cs@gdwah.com, coachsandra@gdwah.com, and gem@gdwah.com Only God Rescued Me: Website: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact Lisa: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com To help support this podcast: PayPal: @Lisa453 Venmo: @lisameister4242 Thank you for joining us today!

Lisa gives the Biblical background of SRA, her own testimony, and why Jesus is enough for healing. Thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting.

This is part 3 of the 3 part series of Satanic Ritual Abuse Seminar. I would like to give a big thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting. This session includes: Recognizing SRA signs in children for: Counselors First Responders Teachers Churches For resources, visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact: lisa@onlygodrescuedme.com

If you missed Part one of the Seminar, you can catch up here: https://youtu.be/-jdmXD--4KU Part 2 covers: How SRA stays hidden Ritual Dates Dissociation/DID Thank you for Jordan Rivers Church for this amazing seminar. If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Only God Rescued Me presents our first SRA seminar. In Part 1 Lisa presents her story, organized abuse and definitions, why sra exists, and levels of the occultic on earth. Thank you to Jordan Rivers for facilitating this seminar.

Having a parent die is never easy. Having an occultic parent die is an entirely different ballgame. A survivor is not prepared and the occultic family has a playbook. The survivor has been programmed for that day and is unaware of what will happen. The family is ready with code words to get the survivor to come back to the family, back to the cult, or to commit suicide. If there is any communication with any member of the family, those words will be passed, and they will be innocuous. Kate was not prepared. Hear her story and how she made it through. She shares it in hopes that other survivors will be ready when they face what she did. You can follow Kate's amazing blog on Substack: https://katefishing.substack.com/ If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Joan reached out to me because she was being attacked by demonic forces at night and she thought it had to do with abuse from her past. Nothing in her life made sense and she needed help. This led Joan on a path of discovery. Her mysterious father was spy. Was her mother involved in the occult? Who abused her? Who can she trust? Her tale is one of crying out to God for help in the midst of confusion and He reached down to set her free. Join us today for Joan's amazing journey. If you would like to access Joan's prayer for mind control, visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and access the OGRM Community page to find Joan. Her prayer will be there. If you would like to donate to this podcast: Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com and find donate at the top of the page. Paypal:  @lisa453 

SRA is talked about in the book of Revelation. Serafina Truth shares with us today the Whore of Babylon and the ancient practice of SRA taken all the way through civilization to the end of times. The Throne of Satan also comes in Revelation 2:13 and has been taken to Germany, which Serafina explains how it was taken there from Pergamum and what it has to do with the end times. Serafina was also educated in a private school that taught Egyptian Dance Rituals in "gym." She later saw this exact dance executed when mummies were moved from a pyramid in Egypt. Why was this done and what is going on? This is a fascinating interview that shows the end times movement of SRA and how the age old spiritual battle is being waged. Throne of Satan Links: Revelation 2:13https://www.rbb24.de/kultur/beitrag/2023/03/pergamon-museum-berlin-sanierung-oktober-wiedereroeffnung-2037.html https://www.publico.es/culturas/museo-pergamo-cierra-puertas-otono-obras-remodelacion-duraran-14-anos.html https://www.clgonline.org/sermonblog/2021/9/26/pergamum-where-satan-has-his-throne-revelation-212-17 Whore of Babylon: Revelation 17-18 Especially 17:5, Mystery written on her forehead Egyptian Dance Rituals:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mz-YQ-5w8_I https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=upT5it63f-I&t=29s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewcdorszuFQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLbnpbfBmGQ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlyOx0ojm2U https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E6xK3jDkM50 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=anrY_1R0u24 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9omDvfdjCcM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r83ZRissyw&t=143s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6I1b5MZdWbM If you would like to support this podcast, you can visit PayPal @Lisa453 or go to www.onlygodrescuedme.com and find donate at the top of the page.

Survivors have to have wisdom in making safe friendships. Life coach Amy Pfeffer joins us today to share her wisdom with us in this area that can be quite baffling to survivors. Amy shares red flags to look out for as well as what healthy friendship include. This is an important part of healing to learn. You can find more content from Amy at: www.elysianoakslifecoach.com facebook: Elysian Oaks Instagram: @elysianoakslifecoach 1. Dr. Henry Cloud and John Townsend’s book “Boundaries” outlines some safe and unsafe characteristics. Here’s a good article I found that covers a bit more: https://neurofeedbackville.com/articles/ 2. Here’s a link to the article I did with Probably Alexandra: https://probablyalexandra.substack.com/p/f4210cce-ddd1-43c0-b266-4aa9b70f052c 3. A link to Cathy’s book: https://trance-formation.com/ptsd-time-to-heal-ebook/ 4. Steps to Freedom in Christ by Neil T. Anderson book: https://www.mardel.com/Christian-Bookstore/Christian-Counseling/Counseling-Books/The-Steps-to-Freedom-in-Christ:-Workbook,-by-Neil-T.-Anderson/p/1035534. This can also be purchased from Amazon. 5. Link to article about slave mentality: https://www.sefaria.org/sheets/2543?lang=bi 6. Link to Kay Tolman’s “Should an SRA survivor maintain a close relationship with family members?” https://www.rgmconnect.com/uploads/9/2/0/3/92035482/q-contact-with-family.pdf 7. Regarding the “Spiritual Warrior” song – I worked with Andi on some melodies for lyrics that some of her closest survivor friends had put together. Andi is now working with a producer out of Denver and will be finishing the song with that producer and hopefully many other survivors will be able to join her in completing the song. I can’t wait to hear what they come up with! Please visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com If you would like to help support this podcast, you can donate in a few ways. PayPal: @Lisa 453 Go to www.onlygodrescuedme.com and visit the donation page at the top of the home screen. Subscribe to Lisa's World at Spotify. Thank you to everyone who helps to keep this podcast going!

What is the Biblical background for SRA? Today we run that down. Deuteronomy 12:29-31 Joshua 10 2 Chronicles 33:6 2 Kings 21:9,11-12 Jeremiah 19:3-6 Ecclesiastes 1:9 Ezekiel 8:6-12 Ezekiel 9:4 Jeremiah 8:19-22 Ephesians 5:12-13To help support this podcast, please visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com

Amy Nordhues grew up a survivor of sexual abuse. When she got saved, she went to the church for counseling. The very kind minister/counselor became a father figure, telling her she was the "daughter he never had," words he knew she was aching to hear. He invaded her personal space because he knew she was never allowed to have boundaries. What ensued was a horrific story of abuse by a therapist that was supposed to minster the healing power of Jesus. While this is a highly triggering podcast, it is one that needs to be heard. As survivors, we need to know what the warning signs are for unsafe therapists. Amy helps us to know what good therapists are and how to trust them. While Amy is not an sra survivor, this therapist tried to convince her that she was DID, adding to her confusion. We have to be wise even in therapy and Amy walks us through this delicate are. You can find a link to Amy's book "Prayed Upon: Breaking Free From Therapist Abuse" on the community page at www.onlygodrescuedme.com or https://a.co/d/gy0R69T. You can connect with Amy at www.amynordhues.com.

Fall comes every year with survivors once again having to face the Halloween decorations laced with the macabre reminders of their abuse. It is triggering and having a complex PTSD meltdown in the store is not something a survivor wants to face. So how does one un-trigger Halloween decorations? It can be done because God can help us to do all things. Today we talk about practical tips on un-triggering Halloween.

SRA Victor Andi Bond joins us today to introduce her project: The Spiritual Warrior Song. She has created a song that is being written and sung by survivors and whistle blowers that will powerfully show that we exist. The purpose of this project is to bring healing to survivors through music and to bring a spak of hope into the darkness. If you feel called to donate to this endeavor: Givesendgo: https://givesendgo.com/spiritualwarriorsong?utm_source=sharelink&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_campaign=spiritualwarriorsong Or find Andi Bond on link tree: https://linktr.ee/andibond108?utm_source=linktree_profile_share&ltsid=357cd899-971e-4000-9926-b3c69a7e6768

Paul has been married to an SRA survivor for 26 years. Neither of them knew it at the time, yet Paul handled it with God's help. He gained incredible perspective as he sat in with his wife through counseling sessions and realized there was no way the memories or reactions could be made up. Paul has well thought out answers to deep questions in this interview and it's fascinating to hear how he sees his wife on her courageous healing journey. What is amazing is to see how the journey is his as well. This is the story of a couple who have been through the aftermath of SRA together and Paul's insightful observations and understanding will help all of us.

Where has Only God Rescued Me been and what's been going on? Join me as I explain and give the vision for moving forward. You can visit the new website at www.onlygodrescuedme.com. Thank you for your patience through this transition.

Randy and Cynthia Lail decided to tell Randy's story of being an SRA victor together because they became a team in healing years ago. They had been married for years and were fighting a sex addiction that Randy couldn't account for and couldn't get free of. Cynthia tried lining up with it, ignoring it, accepting it, and then just wanted Randy to get over it. He wanted to as well. When it was finally explained to Cynthia that healing just didn't work that way, she got on board and never looked back. Together they faced the demon and it opened the past of sra. In a fascinating part of this interview, Randy wants to share a horrendous triggering ritual. Cynthia jumps in to stop him because so many platforms do not want to hear that. She is protecting Randy and shielding him from being rejected, once again, from a society that just doesn't open it's heart to survivors. He tells the memory and after the interview, Cynthia asked me to take out the part of her pleading with him not to share it. I asked her to allow me to keep it in so that it can showcase how much spouses are in the middle of keeping their loved one safe from a harsh world. We need to be sensitive, not only to our precious survivors, but to our precious spouses and family as well who courageously shield survivors from this world. Cynthia is hero and I cannot express my pride in seeing her watch out for her husband. I very happily add Randy and Cynthia to our Victor's series. Their book, "Our Born Identity: How My Sexual Addiction Was Broken Through the Power of Jesus Christ" is available on Amazon.

Kardia Joi joins us today to discuss her song "Child of My Dreams" that she shared with us for the Baby Memorial back in January. As a survivor or SRA herself, the loss of her baby was horrific and the healing power of Jesus coming in was a healing balm of Gilead. Join Kardia as she takes us along with her on her journey of healing with her song. It is always an honor to have Kardia with us. You can buy her song on all platforms under the title and under her name. Here is the link for spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5dkrPEPRRMLqIVJHIaDr2F?si=dc1dd2e13a9c4f2c

A healing barrier is placed on victims of sra on their birthdays during rituals. This barrier makes healing very difficult for survivors. God has symbolically removed this barrier for all survivors. He is making the path to healing open to us all. The Scriptures for today are Jeremiah 8:19-22, Ezekiel 36:25, Isaiah 59:19; Revelation 22:1-3. A big thank you to Life of Love Ministry Center.

Faye Russell started her journey into learning about her background with sra with fears of abusing her children. She had flashes of how to do it. Eventually these flashes turned into flashbacks of rituals of her being abused as a child. Delving into her past, she found out that her bipolar, schizophrenic mother was also dissociative and a member of the Eastern Star. Her father, who was sweet to her at home, took her to the Masonic Lodge where he was a completely different person. Faye's journey takes her from a false Jesus who sexually abused her to the real Lord Jesus who set her free and enables her to give her testimony with joy and confidence. Thank you for joining us today for Faye's journey.