Mandy Speaks Up!

How did I enter the cult? They asked for our names as we stood in line at a “haunted house”. Or was it really a haunted house?

Part 2- what was inside this “haunted house”? And why did it add to my fear of hell.

I once believed all my issues had come from the cult. Digging in more. Brought me to healing my inner child.

Part 3 of the 3 part series on The Unloved Daughter/Mother Wound. Today end this series with actually validating and sitting with the emotions that come with being an unloved daughter. We must sit with it and speak to our childhood versions that experienced that suffering.

In Part 2 of the Unloved Daughter / Mother Wound series, we journey deeper into the tender places where our unmet needs first learned to hide.In this episode, I explore how the mother wound shapes the way we relate to ourselves—how it teaches us to push our own needs aside, to treat our feelings like chores, and to grow irritated with ourselves for simply being human.I share a personal chapter from my solo travels in Mexico, where I learned to mother myself with compassion and gentleness. In that sacred space, I finally understood what it felt like to respond to my needs with softness instead of resistance. And I realized… this is one of the hidden signatures of the mother wound & The unloved daughter. We’ll also dive into the truth that every one of us carries a Divine Mother within—an inner presence whose only purpose is to nurture, comfort, and hold us. For many of us, this presence went unnoticed because our earthly mother could not give us what we needed. But she has been there all along, waiting to be remembered.Stay tuned for Part 3 of this powerful series as we continue unraveling and healing the unloved daughter wound.To go deeper in your own healing, reach out to Mandy or book a session atwww.divinemandyoracle.com

In this short episode, we explore the wound of the unloved daughter — the deep ache that forms when our mothers or caregivers were unable to meet our emotional needs in childhood. This wound can shape the way we see ourselves, the love we believe we deserve, and how safe we feel in the world.When we grow up without the nurturing and emotional attunement we needed, parts of our spirit often fragment — separating to protect us from unbearable pain. But true healing comes when we begin to journey back into that darkness, with gentleness and courage, to rescue those lost parts and bring them back home to our hearts.It is possible to heal. It is possible to re-mother ourselves with compassion and softness. And we do not have to do it alone.I’m Mandy, and today I guide countless women in their healing journeys. I know this darkness intimately — the pain of this wound and many others that shaped me. But I also know the beauty that comes when we turn our wounds into wisdom. Today, I offer this medicine to women all over the world.✨ Find me on Instagram @divinemandyoracle🌹 Book a private session at www.divinemandyoracle.comThis is the 1st episode on the series of the unloved daughter, mother wound. There will be 3 episodes in this series. Come back for more!XxMandy

💜Episode begins about 12 seconds in! 💜Are you ready to feel secure in who you are? Because it's who YOU choose to be?As fall is approaching, trees prepare to lose their leaves.Leaves can represent the identities that no longer serve you. That aren't allowing you to absorb the sunlight you deserve in order to be the beautiful, resilient tree you are meant to become.How many identities do you carry that came from the external, such as people's feelings or perceptions? How many times have you identified someone based on your own feelings? It's okay! No need to feel shame. This is a safe space to heal, learn, and feel inspired! With special guest: Diana Estrella. She will also have some funny stories to share about her own experiences with false identities that became knowledge - meant to be shared.In this podcast, Diana as a very special guest HOST in this episode will touch up on some deep realizations that many identities we carry come from what others felt or perceived, not because they are true. We will provide guidance on how to recognize the differences in order to become aware of who you choose to be and release the painful ones that may be blocking your potential. We will also share healthy examples on how feelings can be expressed without using them to identify others, and how to handle situations where someone may be (intentionally or unintentionally) identifying you based on their own feelings, so you don't take them on.You can find Diana on IG or FB!IG: https://www.instagram.com/joyful.hummingbird_diana?igsh=MW40aXk4azBxdnB1dw==Also watch the video episode on my YouTube Channel: Mandy speaks up!https://www.youtube.com/live/UkrFu92FWuA?si=KrFA0SuZYFPrT117

Vicenta sent me a message asking if she could share her story for the very first time since leaving The Potter’s House CFM in 2020. Vicenta’s story is her own personal experience and is shared in her own words allegedly. She shares how she was sucked in by “the community” and gatherings that helped her loneliness after moving to Colorado. But soon all her time and focus was demanded. She became a “leader’s wife” and then a “pastor’s wife” inside this highly authoritarian organization. She claims she suffered suicidal tendencies while “pastoring” a baby church and pleaded for help but was denied compassion and was instead told to “suck it up”. She admits her children is the only reason she continued and is still her with us today. She shares her story without blame but with a desire to prove to others that may be wanting to leave The Potter’s House CFM but are too afraid that there is “life after The Potter’s House”. Join in and listen to this weeks episode with Vicenta. warning: viewer discretion is advised. Mentions of SA, su!cide. You can also watch the full episode on my YT channel as well:https://www.youtube.com/live/IpZli_NkBhE?si=d3V8T1-aLVQa37cm

Athena talks about rac!sm, decolon!zing & how yt supremacy remain a huge issue &impacts us all. And how we can begin to truly heal. With awareness and without shame. She uses her work as a somatic practitioner to help guide our bodies through this tough discussion. But the discussion is only the root problem of what has been surrounding us and in us for generations. How did your ancestors live through this?If you are BIPOC - how or in what ways did your ancestors have to minimize themselves in order to live in a society that removed any respect from them and grew this “cancer” also known as racism. *This discussion can be triggering at times so please allow your body time to complete the somatic healing Athena guides you through.

Get ready for a magical ride! In this uplifting episode, Mandy introduces the radiant Diana Estrella — a cosmic star being with a truly inspiring story to share!Diana takes us on a journey that begins in a quiet Mennonite community in Mexico. She loved the simple joys of farm life, but from an early age, she had to hide her true self in order to survive. Her story is one of resilience, heart, and ultimately, transformation.“Hi! I’m Diana," she says. "Even though I grew up surrounded by the beauty of a humble life, I learned to shrink myself out of fear of shame and judgement. It felt like being a bird in a cage, never free to fly."Diagnosed with lupus and bipolar type 2 at just 18, Diana spent years navigating the shadows of pain and medical trauma. But deep within, her soul began to stir — calling her back to her essence. One day, she woke up. She chose to break free. She turned to the ancient wisdom of spirit, energy, and the Earth to heal.Through this awakening, Diana discovered the sacred gifts that had been waiting patiently within her — her healing hands, intuitive sight, and star-born knowing. Today, she stands as a certified intuitive spiritual energy healer, devoted to helping others remember who they truly are.Tune in for this heart-opening chat, and come meet the beautiful soul that is Diana Estrella. You’ll be inspired, and you might just feel a little more magic in your own life by the end.You will also learn how to connect with Diana Estrella yourself!Xx you can also watch on YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/live/SBcG4R9f6lM?si=H3vDszuwKSjwVBXR

What if there was a way to bring “closure” or rewrite the stories of your ancestors? The stories of your ancestors may still carry on even after they are long gone. INSIDE OF YOU.A story left untold. A story not believed. Trauma. It doesn’t just end. The pain of it will continue even after you are gone. What if you could stop what you are passing on? Stories of pain and suffering? Listen in on this episode where Mandy shares about her holistic treatment she has seen great progress in and many of her clients benefiting from! Is This treatment somehow going into the epigenetics (It’s what tells our cells what genes to read)?! Listen to her discussion with JohnPaul here: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3RRFmCv8dTKIoKCfK5a5bS?si=7JOLY_3xQj6NxS_bNodjVwOr watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/a14jZJkZ3nE?si=tn0UXDD_aqol-0zsReady to Book a session with Mandy: https://www.divinemandyoracle.com/

HAPPY FULL MOON 🌝 Listen in as Mandy & Jason talk about the BEAUTY OF DARKNESS. How our stories of pain can become our “robes of darkness”. That shine and help bring enlightenment to so many! I also offer 2 Meditations here during the full Moon! They are more than just meditations. They are transmissions of power for you!🪶Ancestral meditation - 16:05🖤Dark goddess royal code meditation- 47:15

On this weeks episode I am sharing my story of how escaping a cult was the beginning of my journey to heal and let go of old beliefs and structures that held me prisoner for so long!! And how today I am using my power to help others heal from their own pain and traumatic stories 🤎You can also listen on my YouTube channel @mandyspeaksupHere’s a free guided meditation from Mandy:https://divinemandyoracle.gumroad.com/l/FearlessTo find more about Mandy and her offerings: https://www.divinemandyoracle.com/

Escaping a cult and religion and living to share it. My name is Star and this is my story. Join me during this very special discussion and personal experience with my guest Star. She shares her story authentically but with great bravery. Many of her family members are still inside this extreme high control group that has been studied and deemed a cult by many and even professionals. Watch full interview on my YouTube channel https://www.youtube.com/live/yBH0ufu3tW8?si=ImtBVBPTUwBlmNwY

3 ways you can begin to heal your body after leaving a traumatic environment. 1. Pleasuring your body - number 1!! 2. Healing your body will come next and much smoother. 3. Processing & honoring your emotions. To listen to this specific message skip to: 🌹59:44🌹Listen to the full discussion on this weeks episode on YouTube also🔗 https://www.youtube.com/live/O7NRbW05qcA?si=eqWTNE9dkPHIxniNJoin me as we talk about some real horror stuff on this week’s podcast episode!My guest and I will be chatting about a real horror story! The fear of hell, religion, and cults! 😈Perfect for the scary month of October! Don’t miss it!!!!🖤@mandyspeaksup find my podcast on YouTube!

Noel Ann shares her painful story of experiencing The Potters House CFM. And how She didn’t realize it was on the list written by professionals Of traits that identify cults until years after she had left this environment. Eye opening and raw interview. Find more of my interviews on my YouTube channel. Mandy Speaks Up

🌿ANCESTRAL HEALING: Healing your bloodline guide: ALL you need to know about healing the stories of your ancestors written inside your body: Hi! I’m Mandy an ancestral connecter- I facilitate a space for you to meet your ancestors face to face. Through ancestral healings 🌿 What is an ancestral healing? FIRST OF ALL - Listen to my short Audio of what can go during an ancestral healing including past life healing!! https://streamyard.com/5m46h4wi8je6 I share with you some delicious information on ancestral healing! And 25:40 timestamp your ancestors come through as well!! If you are a healer or light worker this is a MUST! I have special guests share their experiences with ancestral healing and past life healing. Wow! See you there!!! 🌿🤎🪶 www.divinemandyoracle.com

The Potter's House has received much criticism throughout its existence and has been labelled by many as a cult. Major areas of criticism include the level of control exerted over its members, the intense level of commitment required, and the shunning and mistreatment of those who have left the church. The church has been accused of brainwashing its members resulting in the blind following of church beliefs and the division of families. According to their site They are an International Fellowship of over 3000 “churches” in 130 nations. The churches within The Fellowship are usually known as The Potter's House, The Door or Victory Chapel. Alan Eby knows firsthand the abuse that takes place because he was once one of them. Birthed into this place during an April conference in Gallup, NM. He soon became a pastor’s kid at only 6 years old. He lived almost 30 yrs inside this place that has been branded a cult from professionals that study these type of high control systems. He trained diligently to climb up the ladder to become a leader of his own church. The countless hours of non paid work for this place and at the end he says he’s left with so much shame and regret for some of the actions he was persuaded and taught to proclaim and do. Today after finally walking away from The Potter’s House after almost 30 years Alan is trying to further his career as an independent artist but says he suffers from feeling so behind then others in this industry because of so much wasted time he gave away to this so called church. As he continues to heal from his experience inside The Potter’s House Alan hopes by sharing his story that it will bring community and encouragement to others that have walked away from this same place. Join me as Alan shares his story with Mandy exclusively on Mandy Speaks Up on Spotify, Apple Podcasts and YouTube! *You can support Alan on his newfound journey with his art at the links below: https://stormdreamer.threadless.com/ * https://aeby530.wixsite.com/alanebycaricature-co Find Mandy’s personal story about escaping The Potter’s House at the Spotify link’s below: https://spotify.link/iQi0pSavjDb ** https://open.spotify.com/episode/5DXDQIH8VMVsBkTu51LARQ?si=vKEucd5HTDqlwPKWtE_zOA Signs you are in a cult: https://centerofbalancecounseling.com/signs-you-are-in-a-cult/ Mandy’s Merch inspired by those that have made it out of this “church”: https://mandy-speaks-up.myspreadshop.com/ Want to create easy live streams like this? Sign up here with my link!! https://streamyard.com/pal/d/5647474163974144

After escaping a cult in 2018. I deconstructed from the beliefs I had been groomed to believe. I began to rediscover who I had been before them and before the pain. I discovered my core truth. Connecting with my spirit guides became a monumental time in my journey. Especially when I met my main spirit guide BO. A Native American Chief. In this episode I talk about why it is very important to have this relationship with them. And how you can begin to find that for yourself! Links: https://mandy-speaks-up.myspreadshop.com/ ❤️ https://www.divinemandyoracle.com/tarot-and-intuition-course 🤎 https://www.divinemandyoracle.com/

As a shamanic healer and spiritual teacher, I channel information and my own teaching from my shamanic ancestors and spirit guides. This is a mindful discussion on making sure to really research where spiritual teacher or mentor especially one you are learning from is receiving their information from. And why at times we may invest our time am money into a course or mentor but do not feel we receive much from it. You may learning from their own energy but not from the source. Such as ancient wisdom. And that is where I want to receive from. Very intriguing discussion that was channeled from ancient wisdom.