Talking to Myself

I have a lot of recordings that I did not import back from may my dudes my bad. I don't even remember what I said in this one cuz I didn't listen to them. I never listen to what I'm said on this stuff cuz then I'll remember that I hate myself and I'm trying this new thing called delusion. Let's hope it works. And I hope you guys enjoy this one.

I think I figured it out guys. I won't promise to be consistent this time cuz evidently I never am. So I'll try to figure out an easier way for this. I've been doing this thing 3 years now dude how crazy is that. Please enjoy. Oh and new name and new logo. I'll talk about in the next episode. I recorded this one a few days ago and just remembered to upload it now lol.

Guys I'm sorry idek what I was talking about on this one. Seems like the quality of my stuff is just going downhill. I will try to drive it back up tho. This does weigh on my mind. Hope you guys can get a tiny bit of enjoyment out of this piece of shit upload. Thanks. Sorry again.

I woke up around 7am and immediately had hella thoughts in my head. My brain never shuts off guys. It's never quiet. It's torture. Even in sleep and milliseconds after waking up, it's going 100mph. Please enjoy.

I'm changing my format dudes. Small recordings throughout the week. We're still working out the kinks with this shit lfg yes. Latter half was a big disappointment on my end very sorry hope you all enjoy

This is me exposing myself as the weak person that I am. Hope you can enjoy this episode of me being a complainy little bitch.

I lost my ability to talk guys. I am scum. I am a nothing person. I have nothing to offer. I have no thoughts. But I chose to record this bullshit than to sleep so im uploading it to justify my constant self sabotage.

Fun day with a weird ending. Self diagnosing. Here's what happened. Please enjoy.

Just a wittle bittle venting

I am back my friends. Sorry it took so long but I got the itch again. Here's me just dumping the thoughts I've been having since I don't have anyone to tell it to. And that is not a negative anymore leshgoo. Please enjoy if any of you are still here.

Here's me talking about everything, or what I can remember rn, that's happened post landing in the San frans. Very shitty like this episode. Hope you guys enjoy it.

Hella fuckin happened after the last episode. Here's me getting it off my chest since I don't really have anyone to go to for stuff like this. Might as well burden strangers that watch me rather than the people in my life. Hopefully any of you can find joy in this shit. I'm still tryna find it. Oh and yeah I got to add the next recording to the last one so that's why I repeat myself.

I had nothing in my mind at all when I pressed record but I think it went pretty well. Better than the other episodes I made where I had an idea or two in mind. Welp here's me talking about ice cream I think, coworker stories, and some other shit I forgor. Hope you guys enjoy.

I gots food poisoning and took the opportunity to record anuva episode. So here it is my friends. Food poisoning brain words.

I was trying to sleep and thought this is classic Bumpy Rhode. Just me laying in my bed about to sleep and letting sleepy brain go off. Making this for the episode is fun but it takes away my sleepiness and I'm resenting it very much rn. Anyways I remember talking about my new job and weed. I forgot the last thing I was talking about already holy shit that's so weird. Welp. Please enjoy my friends.

I was walking home alone late at night and I was little wittle scared that a homeless person would bite me and take the possessions I had on my person so it was a prime opportunity to catch up with you lovely folks once again. Sorry it's been a while but here's me talking about whatever I talked about. I forgot already. Please enjoy and thank you very much.

I finally got it hehe. Here's me talking about whatever tf while high on covid and the fear of germs in this shitty motel that I will miss once I leave. I can't remember what I was talking about like usual. Please enjoy.

I was laying on the grass in this episode so it's called the laying on the grass episode. Very very chill very very what I've been wanting. Hopefully I get to do it again soon. I don't like the ants crawling on my neck tho. Here's me just getting shit off my mind for a minute. Hope you enjoy.

I had to make this one a bit of a downer to release a little. Sorry guys.

I can't remember what I was talking about but I remember saying I won't remember what I was talking about so I won't be able to write whatever I usually write in these. Please enjoy.