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Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** In this episode I welcome Annasley Park - a British adventurer and former elite cyclist who, after overcoming career-ending injuries and an eclectic journey through sports and global exploration, became one of only nine women ever to row solo and unsupported across the Atlantic Ocean. https://annasleypark.com/
We discuss Park stumbling into elite cycling after overtraining as a runner (Osgood-Schlatter’s and back pain), joining Team GB at 17–18, learning the brutal technicality and team tactics of track/road racing, and racing at the Doha World Championships alongside Lizzie Armitstead, while managing chronic pain, weight scrutiny, WADA/UKAD restrictions, and internal politics. We talked about the end of her pro cycling due to EILO (exercise-induced laryngeal obstruction) and unaffordable surgery, triggering an identity crash and jobs from cleaning to running a solo chalet in the French Alps, then four years in superyachting. After burnout and glandular fever in 2023, she did a 10-day silent Vipassana course, trauma-informed somatic training, and set out independently to row the Atlantic solo; after capsizing 10 hours in, she decided, “I was either gonna die out there or make it,” completed 54 days, and now builds a resilience framework around solitude, magnitude, and attitude, emphasizing authentic reputation, clear “why,” and support during reintegration.
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** Live-streamed to H-Hour patrons, this Icebreaker introduces Annasley Park - a British adventurer and former elite cyclist who, after overcoming career-ending injuries and an eclectic journey through sports and global exploration, became one of only nine women ever to row solo and unsupported across the Atlantic Ocean. https://annasleypark.com/
I run through patron questions submitted for Annasley, discussing the hardships of her ocean row and the last two years changing her perspective on life. Discussing cheating in sport, Annasley says cheaters “are only cheating themselves” and steal moments from those who sacrificed, while noting anti-doping scrutiny in cycling (2015–2019) and recounting a shocking claim that “certain countries would get their females pregnant” to gain hormonal advantages. She describes her most scared moment: capsizing 10 hours into her row amid strong winds and a mis-set centreboard. She shares loving six months in Auburn, USA, living outdoors, and says the outdoors improves her mental health through flow and testing conditions. She briefly addresses discrimination as a woman, and says she’d refuse support that violates her moral compass. This is a short episode, leading into the full podcast - H-Hour #281
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** In this H-Hour episode, I chat with actor and ex-Queen’s Royal Hussars Officer Alex Brockdorff about breaking into film/TV via commercial crew work—starting as a runner and becoming a location manager to “keep a roof over my head” while pursuing acting—and why set life suits ex-military planning, teamwork, and initiative. Brockdorff praises the technical craft of production, contrasts commercials with long-form drama, and describes his unconventional audition for Warfare, the film’s memory-based scripting, long takes, tight hours, and why it felt special, calling it “fucking grim” with “no sweeping strings” or “American Eagle” heroics. He recounts leaving the Army, bottoming out in 2015, seeking help through Combat Stress and HorseBack UK, and urges veterans to ask for help.
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Alex Brockdorff Is an actor and former soldier. He joined the Army in 2008 with deployments to both Iraq and Afghanistan - in 2014 he left the military to pursue a career in film. He as appeared in a slate of films, network and streaming television dramas, and most recently he played Mikey in the critically acclaimed WARFARE (A24). https://www.alexbrockdorff.com/
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** Live-streamed to H-Hour patrons, this Icebreaker introduces returning guest Alex Brockdorff and runs through patron questions about his Army career and acting work. Alex explains that Sandhurst is designed as a training course—selection should mean candidates can pass—though passing out isn’t proof of “excellence,” and new officers should “keep your mouth shut and listen.” He recalls finishing Sandhurst in 2008 and being sent rapidly to Iraq with QRH in Basra, initially stuck on watchkeeper duties until he pushed to go into the city, and later doing a full Afghanistan tour on Herrick 15. Now freelancing in film, he says insecurity drives stress but he’s learned to “roll with the punches.” He describes pivoting into acting after watching Rafe Spall direct non-professional actors, and praises Warfare’s immersion—real radios and live comms—saying, “Shit’s going fully fucking sideways,” and arguing it should be heard loud in Dolby Atmos.
Alex Brockdorff Is an actor and former soldier. He joined the Army in 2008 with deployments to both Iraq and Afghanistan - in 2014 he left the military to pursue a career in film. He as appeared in a slate of films, network and streaming television dramas, and most recently he played Mikey in the critically acclaimed WARFARE (A24). https://www.alexbrockdorff.com/
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** For H-Hour #279 I welcome back “Bags,” a former Royal Tank Regiment officer and military advisor for film, TV, and theatre, where we discuss reviving TV/film episodes—starting with a tank-film theme—and how cavalry and tank regiments evolved from WWI to today. Bags discusses his ongoing advisory role on Rogue Heroes (including season three’s production challenges, schedule compression, and historical-accuracy debates), the mixed military reaction to season one, and his views on the portrayal of Paddy Mayne while balancing authenticity against storytelling, budget, and time. The conversation ranges through theater work at the Globe, the appeal of live performance and improvisation, ticket pricing and ways to find cheaper seats, and how streaming has reshaped pay—especially the loss of residuals and disputes like Scarlett Johansson’s—alongside Netflix’s “second screening” influence and attention spans. We trade film recommendations and reflections and then address patron questions about how much productions act on military advice and whether media shapes public perceptions of war. The episode ends with a discussion of UK defence readiness, reliance on allies, and Bags’ new role at a British engineering firm building UGVs (uncrewed ground vehicles), plus thoughts on future instability, potential reserve service, and legacy prosecutions related to Northern Ireland.
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** In this H-Hour Icebreaker, I welcome back Bags Simmons after roughly 18 months since his last appearance on the show. Answering questions submitted by H-Hour Patrons, Bags explains that the British didn’t deploy tanks to Afghanistan, but used heavily protected armoured vehicles like Mastiff/Cougar variants, describing restricted visibility, the need to get out and speak with locals, and the major IED risk posed by predictable routes—especially canals—plus his fear of drowning if a vehicle rolled due to welded front doors and heavy rear exits. He argues the Afghanistan campaign’s aims shifted from al-Qaeda to the Taliban, lacked coherent long-term strategy, and misunderstood Afghanistan’s tribal “donut” dynamic and the Durand Line, concluding there wasn’t a clear “win” and the withdrawal was rushed on a US timeline, leaving allies behind despite strong on-the-ground performance. He also discusses pledging allegiance to the Crown and his views on the Royal Family, praising the Queen’s 70-year reign and saying Charles has transitioned well while criticizing controversies around Prince Harry and Prince Andrew, before previewing the full podcast.
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** Freddie Kemp returns to the H-Hour studio after three years to dive into his latest endeavors in the film industry. Kemp talks about his advisory role in the upcoming film 'Fuze,' the increasing dominance of streaming platforms in content creation, and the resilience required in acting careers. He recounts gripping untold military stories and reflects on notable war films and the evolving nature of storytelling. The discussion also touches upon the psychological impacts of military life and the intricate challenges faced by submariners.
Freddie Kemp is the CEO and founder of MFS Casting Ltd, a UK-based company specializing in providing military, police, and emergency services personnel for film and television productions. https://www.mfscasting.co.uk/
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** In this H-Hour Icebreaker episode, Freddie Kemp answers questions from H-Hour patrons. Topics explored include the perceived respect for reservists in the military, the discipline and commitment required of reservists, and the effectiveness of German military strategies in World War II. Freddy shares his experiences of serving in the reserves for over two decades and the positive feedback from regular soldiers working with his unit. They also delve into the open-mindedness and collaboration required when veterans transition to civilian roles, emphasizing that no single military background guarantees ease of working in civilian fields.
Freddie Kemp is the CEO and founder of MFS Casting Ltd, a UK-based company specializing in providing military, police, and emergency services personnel for film and television productions. https://www.mfscasting.co.uk/
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** H-Hour #277 Lee "Frank" Spencer. In this podcast, Lee 'Frank' Spencer, a former human intelligence operator with extensive experience in Afghanistan, shares his nuanced perspective on the conflict. The discussion covers the operational dynamics from 2006 to 2012, differences in military tactics between US and British forces, and the complex tribal politics that complicated the region's stability. Frank delves into his unique role in intelligence gathering, his challenging experiences with the Defence Humint Unit, and interactions with local agents. The conversation also touches upon the moral complexities of the Taliban, courageous restraint, and reflections on the broader implications of foreign interventions in Afghanistan. Frank's insights are further complemented by anecdotes from his service and his recently published book, 'The Rowing Marine.' https://leespencer.co.uk/
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ***** In this H-Hour Icebreaker, Lee 'Frank' Spencer joins Hugh to discuss his journey through military service and his remarkable achievements post-injury. Lee talks about the mental and emotional challenges he faced, including his experience rowing solo across the Atlantic despite losing a leg. The conversation covers essential topics like resilience, the Royal Marines mentality, and the importance of being present in the moment. The discussion is enriched with personal anecdotes and insights into coping mechanisms, providing a deep dive into Lee's endurance and optimistic outlook. https://leespencer.co.uk/
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In this episode of H-Hour, host Hugh Keir interviews Tom Sherwood about his groundbreaking work with Sentra AI, an innovative technology aimed at providing mental health support for veterans and blue-light workers. They discuss Tom's journey from the military to tech, the challenges of tackling PTSD, and the role of AI in enhancing mental resilience and performance. The conversation also touches on data privacy, the resistance from existing charities, and the future of AI in mental health. Tune in for a deep dive into the intersection of technology, mental health, and the need for innovative support systems.
https://getsentra.ai/
Tom Sherwood, a British Army veteran of Iraq and Afghanistan, is the Co-Founder and CEO of Sentra AI and a pioneer in trauma-informed, dual-use generative AI for mental health.
Sentra AI is a 24/7 AI companion specifically engineered for acute psychological crises and long-term resilience, serving both defence and security forces and civilian populations affected by trauma.
Join the H-Hour Patron Community at patreon.com/hkpodcasts ****** In this H-Hour Icebreaker, Tom Sherwood and Hugh delve into the multifaceted world of mental health, trauma, and the role of AI. Tom shares his experiences from serving in Iraq and Afghanistan, the inception of Sentra AI, and its potential impact on reducing veteran suicides. The discussion also covers mental health stigmas, the complexities of PTSD, and candid thoughts on governmental understanding and handling of AI technology. Enjoy this eye-opening conversation on resilience, innovation, and the future of mental health support.
https://getsentra.ai/
Tom Sherwood, a British Army veteran of Iraq and Afghanistan, is the Co-Founder and CEO of Sentra AI and a pioneer in trauma-informed, dual-use generative AI for mental health.
Sentra AI is a 24/7 AI companion specifically engineered for acute psychological crises and long-term resilience, serving both defence and security forces and civilian populations affected by trauma.
For H-Hour perks, join the H-Hour Discord guild: https://discord.com/invite/KCb54MQNxd and follow H-Hour Hugh on X: https://x.com/HughKeir ******* In this intriguing episode of H-Hour, Dr. Alastair Santhouse, author of No More Normal: Mental Health in an Age of Over-Diagnosis, delves into the delicate balance of psychiatric diagnoses, the potential pitfalls of overdiagnosis, and the nuances of self-diagnosis. Covering topics from the rates of neurodivergence to redefining trauma and anxiety in contemporary contexts, this episode offers a thought-provoking exploration aimed at fostering better understanding of mental health challenges and their societal implications.
Dr Alastair Santhouse is a consultant neuropsychiatrist at The Maudsley Hospital in London, and authored No More Normal: Mental Health in an Age of Over-Diagnosis, published by Granta Books in April 2025.
https://www.alastairsanthouse.com
https://www.amazon.co.uk/No-More-Normal-Mental-Over-Diagnosis/dp/1803511141
For H-Hour perks, join the H-Hour Discord guild: https://discord.com/invite/KCb54MQNxd and follow H-Hour Hugh on X: https://x.com/HughKeir ******Dr Alastair Santhouse, a consultant neuropsychiatrist at The Maudsley Hospital in London, authored No More Normal: Mental Health in an Age of Over-Diagnosis, published by Granta Books in April 2025.
In this H-Hour Icebreaker, a prequel to the full podcast, Alistair to tackles critical questions from H-Hour patrons about neurodivergence, self-diagnosis, and the evolution of psychiatric terms like trauma and depression. Santos delves into the rising diagnoses of autism and ADHD, the complexities of self-diagnosis, and the pressures on mental health services. The discussion also touches on societal issues like loneliness, financial insecurity, and the need for nuanced, accurate mental health diagnoses. This episode promises a rich conversation full of balanced, research-based insights on mental health and diagnosis.
https://www.alastairsanthouse.com
https://www.amazon.co.uk/No-More-Normal-Mental-Over-Diagnosis/dp/1803511141
For H-Hour perks, join the H-Hour Discord guild: https://discord.com/invite/KCb54MQNxd and follow H-Hour Hugh on X: https://x.com/HughKeir ******* In this episode of H-Hour, Chris Shirley opens up about his life-altering mountain climbing accident and the arduous recovery journey that followed. He shares insights into how adventure plays a crucial role in building mental resilience and rediscovering purpose. Chris also talks about his work with Hiatus Digital, specializing in digital solutions for the defense sector, and the importance of thoughtful design in branding. The discussion underscores the power of community support and the impact of physical challenges on psychological growth. Tune in for an inspiring and educational conversation.
Chris Shirley is a former Royal Marines officer and also former Royal Military Police. Chris is also the founder of Hiatus Designs.
https://www.hiatus.design
https://www.instagram.com/hiatus.design.co
For H-Hour perks, join the H-Hour Discord guild: https://discord.com/invite/KCb54MQNxd and follow H-Hour Hugh on X: https://x.com/HughKeir ****** In this H-Hour Icebreaker, Chris Shirley returns as a guest, answering questions submitted by H-Hour patrons. The topics range from the performance of marines in combat compared to other infantry units, to respect for figures like Bear Grylls within the military community. Additional discussions include the UK's digital ID for veterans and its privacy concerns, the impact of reviewing historic special forces actions on mental health, and strategies for maintaining focus during challenging physical endeavors. Shirley shares personal stories from ocean rowing to ultra marathons, highlighting the importance of positive role models and maintaining elements of military life post-service. The episode concludes with light-hearted banter and hints at future exclusive content for patrons.
Chris Shirley is a former Royal Marines officer and also former Royal Military Police. Chris is also the founder of Hiatus Designs.
For H-Hour perks, join the H-Hour Discord guild: https://discord.com/invite/KCb54MQNxd and follow H-Hour Hugh on X: https://x.com/HughKeir For H-Hour #273 I sit down with Steve Holland, who shares his firsthand experiences from conflict zones like Gaza and Ukraine. We discuss the complex dynamics between aid agencies, local populations, and militant groups in Gaza, as well as the devastating impact of war on Ukrainian children. Holland provides a vivid, unfiltered account of trench and drone warfare in Ukraine, emphasizing the stark differences from traditional combat. The conversation also explores the psychological resilience required to work in such dangerous environments, and Holland’s humanitarian efforts through his project, Children of Ukraine, to support war-affected kids. This is an eye-opening episode that underscores the harsh realities and human costs of modern warfare.
Steve's fundraising link for his Children of Ukraine initiative: https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/steven-holland-699?utm_term=X2GynXaNE&utm_medium=FA&utm_source=CL
For H-Hour perks, join the H-Hour Discord guild: https://discord.com/invite/KCb54MQNxd and follow H-Hour Hugh on X: https://x.com/HughKeir In this H-Hour Icebreaker, a preview to the full podcast, former soldier Steve Holland shares gripping accounts from Ukraine, offering profound insights into bravery and the harsh realities of modern warfare. He delves into the advancements in drone and robotic warfare, the emotional impact of war, and the importance of compassion, especially towards traumatized children. The episode also examines the moral complexities of showing empathy for enemy soldiers and understanding the strategic mind of leaders like Putin. This short intro to #273 provides an unfiltered exploration of life on the frontlines and the valuable lessons learned from the battlefield.
Steve Holland is a former soldier with tours including in Northern Ireland, Iraq, and Afghanistan. After leaving the army in 2014, he worked in close protection, returning to Iraq and Afghanistan for diplomatic and oil contracts. In 2022, he supported CNN and The New York Times in Ukraine, observing a WWII-like conflict transformed by drones and modern tech. He founded “Children of Ukraine,” a charity delivering aid and relocating children from danger and into safe spaces. Now, as Security Manager in Gaza for a global humanitarian aid organisation, he ensures staff safety and decision making in the delivery of food supplies to millions.
Steve's fundraising link for his Children of Ukraine initiative: https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/steven-holland-699?utm_term=X2GynXaNE&utm_medium=FA&utm_source=CL
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Adnan Sarwar and I delve into the heart of modern Britain, exploring the causes and impacts of social unrest, the nuances of immigration, and the evolving concept of British identity. Adnan shares his firsthand experiences from recent protests around the country, offers a historical perspective on multiculturalism, and discusses his military background. The discussion also covers contemporary issues such as Digital IDs and the balance of morality within the military. This episode is a thought-provoking journey into the current state of Britain and the historical forces that have shaped it.
https://www.adnansarwar.com
https://substack.com/@adnansarwar
https://www.instagram.com/adnansarwarphotos
Adnan Sarwar served with the Royal Engineers Explosive Ordnance Disposal unit (EOD) and during his service completed multiple tours including the invasion of Iraq in 2003. Upon leaving the military, Adnan has forged a successful career as a documentary maker for Channel 4, ITV and the BBC, a writer. He previously edited at The Economist.
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In this insightful icebreaker for H-Hour, former soldier Adnan Sarwar answers challenging questions from Platinum subscribers, reflecting on grief, identity, and military culture. This gripping session includes raw discussions about the Iraq War, the significance of storytelling, and the power of photography. Adnan also opens up about his book, 'British Muslim Soldier,' and its exploration of belonging and values. Enjoy this compelling 20-minute podcast that sets the stage for a profound conversation in the full podcast episode, #272.
https://www.adnansarwar.com/
https://substack.com/@adnansarwar
https://www.instagram.com/adnansarwarphotos/
Adnan Sarwar served with the Royal Engineers Explosive Ordnance Disposal unit (EOD) and during his service completed multiple tours including the invasion of Iraq in 2003. Upon leaving the military, Adnan has forged a successful career as a documentary maker for Channel 4, ITV and the BBC, a writer. He previously edited at The Economist.




wow. just wow. I really struggled with how we were affecting the locals In Iraq when I was there. and your description of the nothingness in feelings and emotions was exactly what it was like when I was in the middle of my battle with ptsd and mental illness. great podcast, not just because my sister Liz Murray was a guest lol
Spine tingling... Gripping account of kajaki!