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In Episode 10, Audrey gets real about walking through the refiner’s fire and the struggle of taking thoughts captive. Drawing from the book of Malachi and the image of a silversmith holding silver in the flames until he sees his reflection, she shares how God uses trials to refine us, not to destroy us. This raw conversation is a reminder that even in the heat, we are held by a loving Father who won’t leave us in the fire one second longer than necessary. If you’ve been asking “God, where are You in this?” this one’s for you.

🎙 Episode 9 Title: You Won’t Miss the Boat—You’re Helping Build ItIn this heartfelt and Spirit-led episode, Audrey reflects on a simple phrase that led her straight back to Genesis: “I don’t want to miss the boat.” Through the story of Noah, she unpacks how we often live in fear of missing God’s will—when in truth, God is inviting us to build with Him. This episode explores divine timing, obedience, cultural pressure (especially around marriage and motherhood), and the freedom of walking in step with God instead of fear. Audrey calls out harmful narratives, affirms the power of surrender, and reminds us that God’s not just calling us to the boat—He’s co-building it with us.

🎙️Episode 8: Taming the Tongue: When Words Spark WildfireIn this vulnerable and honest episode, Audrey opens up about her journey with emotional expression, family patterns, and learning to tame the tongue—through both human effort and Holy Spirit surrender. Rooted in James 3, she unpacks the devastating power of speech, shares personal stories of conviction and refinement, and explores how true transformation isn’t linear, but Spirit-led.Whether you’ve ever lashed out, shut down, or struggled to speak the truth in love, this episode is a reminder that our words matter—and our hearts do too.

🎙️ Episode 7: When People Fail Us, But God Doesn’t — The Story of Leah (and Rachel) In this raw and grace-filled episode, we unpack how our view of God is often shaped by the people who were supposed to love us—but failed us. Through the story of Leah and Rachel, we explore the ache of rejection, the longing to be chosen, and the beauty of God’s steady love.Leah was overlooked by man but chosen by God—and from her came the lineage of Jesus. Even when people fall short, God doesn’t. He sees. He comforts. He redeems.“The goal isn’t to be chosen by man. It’s to be changed by God.”If you’ve ever felt unseen, unloved, or let down—this one’s for you.

🎙️ Episode 6: Comfort in the Wilderness: Finding God When It HurtsIn this vulnerable episode, I open up about the kind of suffering that makes you question everything — and the Comforter who meets us right there in the middle of it. We explore how pain entered the world, why trust is so hard, and how God doesn’t waste a single wound. From the Garden of Eden to the cross to the quiet places where we feel forgotten, this is a reminder that God is near to the brokenhearted — and He’s still binding up what feels shattered.Whether you’re in a season of wrestling or just weary from the wait, I pray this episode wraps you in the truth that you are not alone, and that comfort is not a concept — it’s a Person.

🎙️ Episode 5: Elijah Grew WearyEven bold, fire-calling prophets get tired. In this episode, we walk through Elijah’s story in 1 Kings 18–19 and how his spiritual high was quickly followed by crushing intimidation. If you’ve ever felt worn out from doing the right thing, battled resistance right after obedience, or questioned whether your weariness meant you were weak or out of alignment—this episode is for you.We’ll talk about the Jezebel tactic (spiritual intimidation disguised as chaos), why spiritual progress often draws pushback, and how God responds when we’re tired: with rest, not rebuke.Whether you’re forcing something in your own strength or faithfully following God and feeling the heat, let this be a reminder—weariness is not the end. God meets you in it. He feeds you. He whispers to you. And He will renew your strength.Scripture focus: Galatians 6:9 | 1 Kings 18–19 | Isaiah 40:31

🎙️Episode 4: When Your Theology Doesn’t Match Your Reality — The Book of Habakkuk Habakkuk knew the character of God. But what he saw around him—violence, injustice, sin—didn’t seem to match. If you’ve ever faced a season where your faith felt out of sync with your circumstances, you’re not alone. In this episode, we walk through Habakkuk’s honest prayers, God’s eternal response, and the invitation to trust Him in the tension.

🎙️ Episode 3: The Pressure of PerseveranceWhen the Red Sea parts but the desert follow You surrendered. You obeyed. But now you’re standing in the wilderness wondering what just happened. In this episode, Audrey shares a raw and real reflection on what it means to follow God through the uncomfortable middle—the season after surrender but before the promise. Through biblical stories, personal testimony, and a friend’s breakthrough, this conversation unpacks how perseverance (not self-built resilience) is what God is cultivating.If you’ve ever wrestled with God in the waiting, felt like you missed it, or doubted if the promise would ever come—this one’s for you. The wilderness has purpose. Keep your eyes on Jesus. And remember…He didn’t bring you this far just to bring you this far.

🎙️ Episode 2: The Messy MiddleIn this heartfelt episode, is about wrestling with God in the middle of uncertainty, healing, and transformation. Jesus is not seeking perfection but calling us into relationship with him. Through scripture, stories, and some giggles listeners are invited into the sacred space of becoming. If you’ve ever felt stuck between what was and what’s next—this one’s for you.

🎙️ Episode 1: The Honest BeginningThis is the raw, real, imperfect start of the Cowgirl Church Podcast—and honestly? That feels exactly right. 🤍This is my nervous heart showing up to share why I feel called to speak here, what God’s been stirring in me, and how even when we don’t feel ready, He is always working.I don’t have it all polished. But I do have passion, purpose, and a deep love for Jesus—and that’s more than enough to begin.If you’re craving real talk, rooted in faith, with a little cowgirl grit and a whole lot of grace… you’re in the right place.

Reading of the Gospel of John Chapter 1-5 English Standard Version