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This Lonely Bitch
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On quitting caffeine, the fear of being fine, and making my child self proud.
On head-on collisions, not fucking the sad guy, and being afraid all the time.
On flea markets, clear eyes, and that sobriety thing.
On being an older woman, sitting on the other side of the table, and trying not to make bad decisions.
On giving, belonging, and the fear of losing it all.
On thin veils, sobriety, and all the truths a hand can hold.
On mental clarity, men from the street, and what’s so amazing about really deep thoughts.
A persnickety dog, an impasse, and the value of choosing what’s easy.
On needing comfort, dating while old/sober/traveling, and not being a viable, long-term option.
On curiosity, making difficult decisions, and that guy in Çıralı.
On fate, what is real, and not being able to trust myself.
On mountainside epiphanies, winning the Victim Olympics, and learning how to be in the world again.
About the past, mirrors, and following leads to nowhere.
On caring, shame, and awful toxic shit.
On childhood issues, relationships as resignation, and the safety of dancing on my own.
On joy, ovaries, and being crazy.
On patience, building a home, and conversations you should have before dinner.
On slutting it up, humiliation, and never being enough.
On shitty days, dropping the ball, and one man’s great personal failure.
A park bench in Antalya, a dark street in Lviv, and the end of my anonymous chat sex era.





