It Sucks To Have A Heart

Ever heard of someone that runs multiple businesses, full time content creator, fuller-time new mom, and was also a busy and booked DJ? Well in this episode I have just that person. Meet Emiliya Ninova, also known as "Foxxy". Bulgarian powerhouse who came to the GCC as a DJ and ended up with so much more than what she expected, one of those things being a baby. Foxxy dives into how she started her career, started DJ-ing, content creating, and her own personal struggles with post-partum. She also gives incredible insight about her daily struggle with self-love and how it inspired her to begin her new upcoming project.

Ever wondered what it's like to be a fashion model? To be in the spotlight with all the glitz and glamour of being on photoshoots , campaigns, runway shows for so many high end luxury brands. Well, we have someone here to tell it to you how it really is: The fabulous Shabi. She joins me in this episode and we get to know a more personal side of her that hasn't been showcased before. We dive in and talk about her career as a model, her crazy stories on TikTok, her take on love and romance, and her experience with therapy and dealing with mental health. We even get a little sneak peak at some of her upcoming exciting new project.

Have you ever tried your hardest on something, given it your all and to only see the exact opposite of what you expected? This episode I'm sharing some of my most devastating moments in school where I ended up picking at myself and ridiculing my own self worth, and how toxic and damaging it was. It's not all bad stuff there a few good lessons in there and the goal is to relate to others, plus it's my first episode in Arabic! Yaayyy

TW: mention of death, depression, chronic anxiety, and controlled substance withdrawal. We've all felt hopeless and terrified at one point in our lives. Many of us have gone through an insufferable feeling of believing that everything is gonna go terribly wrong. In this episode I'll be talking about mental health, what it means, the reason behind it being such a taboo, how sometimes it's difficult to find support from the people we love for us to get better, and how we can take appropriate action to help guide us in the right direction. I'll also be shedding light on therapy, and some of the misconceptions around it, some untold truths as well. I also get really deep and personal with my own journey of dealing with my own mental health, and how it felt for me to navigate it on my own. Does it ever get better? Is it a guaranteed win from the very first appointment or session? And how if left untreated, your mental illness could send you to the emergency room.

It's the day of LOVE! Everyone is buying red roses, getting written notes, sharing a romantic evening with their boo. Everyone expect you. Worry not, this episode is made specifically for you! It can be very difficult and triggering to see others enjoy something you crave dearly and desperately to have, it can be difficult to continue feeling happy for others when you've been waiting on your own chance at love for what feels like forever. It can be shitty, but it doesn't HAVE to be. This episode I'm shouting out all the single beautiful people, having a real discussion and basically telling them that what they're feeling is ok. Do you have to share Valentine's Day with a romantic partner? How do I cope with loneliness on this day? Will I ever find love?

We've all been there, in a relationship with someone who is just plain horrible, it could be with a romantic partner like your spouse or partner, it could be with your close friends, even with people in your family like a parent. Whether it's the way they treat you, talk to you, or even manipulate you into getting their wants and needs. The gaslighting and the guilt tripping is REAL. It's an unfortunate situation that so many of us have had their fair share of stories about. in this episode I'm gonna be diving into what makes a relationship toxic? How can you spot a toxic individual and be more aware of letting that energy into your life? and what to do if you're already in a toxic situation?

Is having the "perfect body" the only way you can ever feel good about yourself? What happens when you put such a high standard on yourself from a super young age? Does it make life easier when you "fix" certain things about yourself? Is this it shallow to get plastic surgery? In this episode I tackle all these questions and more. Fitness and the anxiety that comes with signing up for a gym and comparing yourself to others, plastic surgery and how I ALMOST got it done, and the way the people in our life and that are closest to us can make us feel insecure. This is about addressing those inner thoughts and trying to understand where they come from.

Is being an Influencer all glamorous and fun? Is what we see on social media the real image? In this episode we dive into the crazy world of influencers and see just how flawless it is. The struggles, the pressure, the online bullying, and how much money they make. Are influencers hard workers? or are they getting paid big bucks to just look pretty?