Integrated Awakenings with Maria

A primer designed especially for those who are easily scared with regards their third eye experiences, or want longer explanations to how extra-sensory senses work. For folks who have sudden access/energies to sounds, sights, feelings while also going through enormous in-real-life transformations, decoding and managing messages can feel daunting. In this primer we go through techniques and specific cases to be able to work with your senses in a more manageable way. This ep is in collaboration with @noreen who reminded me quite efficiently how daunting it is to be new to all of this. On a personal note, I also feel strongly about younger folks who feel ostracized and tortured about the things they see/hear. If you know anyone like this, I hope this episode can be conveniently forwarded to them as this was recorded specifically for their experience. Covers: first off: our expectations, beliefs, assumptions color our experiencehow do you filter information? randoms vs appropriateintention while opening, and clear closing sequenceslayers of intimacy/privacysmaller spirits are more “mischievous”? why?regional/land specific spiritsboundaries to your body, house, larger environmentsspirits’ stories seek rectification/closure ——
PS: i’ll see if i can forward this to all the tiktok peeps who really seem scared of this/ maybe post a tagalog version 
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Power places is common technique across many indigenous cultures, speaking the psychological truth of how spirit roots us into places and structures that support our being. If you find that you need language that helps you converse with your soul, for your soul-bone-tired body to penetrate a deeper kind of rest, or you simply want a more creative, symbolic and organic way of relating to wisdom of Life and your Being then this is the place. I’m surprised I haven’t made an episode on this so I got to really stitching together the techniques and considerations of how one can find and co-create their power places. This practice can solve so many problems: whether it’s feeling oversensitive all the time, or if your soul longs for a place that feels far away/not here. This is a dense episode so I hope that the ideas are listened to in full and it would also also! actually be cool if one listened to this while tending to a physical or psychological space! Key terms - why work with powerplaces?basic transitions, innate energiesplaying sims, traveling and attuning to different energiesthe everyday x intermeshing with shifting placesleveraging inner vision, regardless of psychic competency, the physical body anchoring to a sensationcollective places, gates/locks in places, domesticating spaceintentions in communicationwhere to start? Your Heart. —— Let’s help each other! If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session: mariamison.io  Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Following up our centennial cast with a special guest Eiren of @thetempleofmirrors, where we talk about the specific magick of mirrors and the crossroads. Many might feel like the terms “shadow work” “mirrorwork” and “listening to our inner truth” are overplayed statements, but there is power in simple and lived examples. If you feel like you need a companion (karamay, katuwang) through the depths of the recent transformations that could be full of questions and the sense of feeling lost in the liminal space of change, then this is the episode for you. Personally I find Eiren’s voice here a refreshingly simple at payak in approach and clarity with regards to shepherding the Self through it’s many changes. I hope you all enjoy this episode as much as I did! PS: this episode is significantly in taglish covers:
 ereshkigal, queen of the underworld guiding the establishment of the temple of mirrorswalking into the world naked, unfettered truth of what is still true for you?grieving projects/selves we invested so much time onwhat builds your foundation?how does one discern truth when you’ve doubted it?what if something feels true but also doesn’t feel light? what if I lived with doubt? shadowwork would you love her(the dream) and yourself(the shift) through her ugly and bad days?you know what you want (1) what’s the worse that can happen? spelling out fearsEiren’s fear of being visible Maria’s fear of The FactoryYou become what you fear most, mirror-workgaslight girlboss of projection and having no other choice but to love the worstcompass of your heart. hunter vis a vis the gardeninevitable polarity, being open to change in seasons in self and others ——
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Hello so this is the last podcast before the start of the Lunar New Year, and just like we needed here are: Roots. This is a very potent, read out loud instructionals to a simple game about drawing and re-telling the tales of your family tree. For lyrical, soul-level-mytho-poetic games, I really think there’s a magick of being read aloud to, like having a grandma or someone simply older than you telling you a good old story. I hope that even if you don’t come to play this game, that the reading of it feels comforting like a grassy forrest you wander around until you find bravery to pick up your own voice or pen. The printed out game is quite helpful for layouting or making little tents:https://mariabumby.itch.io/treebanksofancestorsMaria’s Gamedev Page: https://mariabumby.itch.io/Happy spring whereever (and whenever!) you are. —Let’s help each other! If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session/Ask Questions! mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hello so this is another read through of this time a more recent game, a lyrical almost DIY slammed poetry list of how to shapeshift or — TRANSMORFIGY. This is for all the folks who enjoy pulling out litanies of stories ( or maybe horrors ) from their own bodies and really testing and experimenting, with how the things in our bodies exit or talk. This is quite image dense so I do recommend downloading the game to read along! so you can highlight or maybe type out comments on a mad mad pdf. Game page: https://mariabumby.itch.io/transmorfigationMaria’s Gamedev Page: https://mariabumby.itch.io/—Let’s help each other! If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session/Ask Questions! mariamison.ioSend this link to a family or friend :)  Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

We’re continuing where we left off from the last podcast and having a straight read through of the RPG Tower of Heaven, a circa 2020 game about an ex-angel breaking into heaven about an ex-love. If you’ve ever loved supernatural stories that are cozy and at the same time heart wrenching, then this game and it’s prompts will be perfect for you! Sometimes we do need the realms of story and fictions to expound on what we feel, through borrow paints, and timelines expanded. This is direct read of the instructions of the game and i do read all 78 rooms of tower of heaven, each one a reinterpreted scape of the classical tarot deck. Feel free to pause at any parts/rooms that you like or even randomly shuffle through the audio. I hope you enjoy the Worlds I built back in 2020 as much as I do. This is part 2 of 2, of a coupled episode where the first episode is a sample playthrough of the game, where I play out the story of Kenneth. —Game link: https://mariabumby.itch.io/towerofheaven Maria’s Gamedev Page: https://mariabumby.itch.io/—Let’s help each other! If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session/Ask Questions! mariamison.ioSend this link to a family or friend :)  Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

A new format for the new year! In this episode Maria plays through an old RPG game they wrote in 2020 about an ex-angel breaking into heaven about an ex-love. A story of liminality and symbol, we explore the space of Stories (a general one or a particular one) and how it can activate the untouched rooms of our psyche. This is part 1 of 2, of a coupled episode where the second episode will be a read through of all 78 rooms of tower of heaven, each one a reinterpreted scape of the classical tarot deck.For this play through, I tell the story of Kenneth a being of particular restriction and regret. —Game link:https://mariabumby.itch.io/towerofheavenMaria’s Gamedev Page:https://mariabumby.itch.io/—We build the world into a kinder place by helping each other:If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session/Ask Questions! mariamison.ioSend this link to a family or friend :)  Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

A relatively short but important podcast! In this episode we pick apart the different nature (or even orientation) of listening to Intuition versus Overthinking. For many, accessing the many depths and spiritual intelligences inside of us feels overly magickal, miraculous when it can surely be everyday, lived and embodied. In this episode, we walk through the capacities to discern but also drop into the well of intuition inside of us, a sure web and compass from our Soul and how to increasingly grow momentum and trust with it. If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

If you ever feel like your end of year ruminations need to process not just the past years, but the past several years (and larger cylces) then you’re not alone. Time is fudgy! And there are a lot of concepts, assumptions and expectations we bake into how things end (or don’t end), or how things tie up and awkwardly transition into things you notice happening (or don’t notice! happening at all). Join the conversation with Maria and Anna as they walk through the cyclical in between of being between eras and grief, and yielding to heart that both Knows (and maybe doesn’t need to know). Listen in :)Note: Episode has significant tagalog as kwento/chika/storytelling Covers:haircuts, shedding color schemes, skinssaturnian changes, marking endings or ever transitioning beginningsEg: oh it’s still alive it’s just …in a different form now…when do gardens actually end? definitions of “sacred” changing: salt water is salty no matter the shapechanging versus just being at peace with “muchness”rush to have answers but maybe we shouldn’t have them? absolutelywhat’s a miracle you didn’t even plan for? (GREMLIN SCHREAMING)love, friendships: your heart content, honest and untamed at peace with the life it gets to holdlove as sharing, invitation; do you want to include your heart in your plans? what does your Kaibuturan need wala ng lokohan. listening long enough to actually answer? Connect with Anna https://www.instagram.com/artbyannadominiquesantos/You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

There’s a specific process, patient and wise that concerns itself with diving into one’s depths, touching the very fiber—primordial myths of how we’ve come to settle in our very being. In this episode we have artist, pastoral counselor and expressive arts facilitator TJ of @ssssawa___ sharing the personal narratives we reclaim: whether it’s around a Christian God, our fractalled pasts, and the many poemed-arts we make to find our way through them. A very contemplative podcast about the potent energies of personal Mythos, with a hint of expressive arts therapy. If you long for a space to contemplate your own inner worlds and journeys, then this is the podcast for you.This episode has some taglish but is mostly legible to english only listeners.Covers:Creative process: pocket portals, IFS (Internal Family System) in LoreA beach memory, and safe locationsRedemptive Mything from bible stories, seminary backgroundVoid’s sari-sari store and Sawa’s tattoo, a direct relating to the Divine, EXA’s transformation drawing, a favorite activity making tactile workSpiritual Accompaniment from Dessert Fathers and Mothers, Ignatian Myths as Spiritual Tech, Gachiakuta, re-tailoring & attunement to sutrasMusic as portals as energetic memoriesAnother Myth: The Widow, Like a Holy Face, The Isolate, Inter-dimensional Immigration OfficersOriginal characters expound themes and fields, Collective Stories around Princesses and Knights (archetypal)collective myths and how we resonate.. earthing the high pisces watersinvitations Connect with TJ:https://www.instagram.com/ssssawa___/https://ssssawastories.substack.com/MAGIS - TAHIhttps://www.magiscreative.net/the-arts-and-health-instituteIf you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

There’s a specific energy speaking with Kat about the willingness to really root down and feel the very life and experiences that you’ve had. In this episode, we have @cutiesexylonely, artist and dear ARMY friend of mine, sit down to chat with us about a deep acceptance of ourselves, our own process, and the cheeky fun ways more desires and love can come crashing in our lives. We talk about very aries-eque tendencies of heightened emotions, but also instincts for the truth of things or how to align to things. We share the specific feeling of offering up to the world, more inner-worlds of who you are and being willing to trust it. If you want a very fun (AND YES IN CHIKA-TAGLISH) podcast on befriending and advocating for yourself, and the creativity that is (also!) within you, then this is a must listen for you. We cover: 
- the push and pull of self birth“in your feelings” intuitive self-acceptance process of kat’s flow vs planninggut-fire deep seated intense unearthing of our creative process“thank god i take care too much”claiming and announcing, what you’re aboutjust being NICER to YOURSELFdeep knowing and manifestation: signed hobi barbiedeeper sense organ: i think everything will be fundamentally Okaygiving EVER MORE!!! permission to what you wantscared baby bunny wanting connection but also pulling backcontinuous waves and new soil unearthing and being offered to the shorewhat’s playing with your inner child like?when children “grow up too fast”, nawawala ang spark/purity ng childraising zae: best life for kat’s self and her daughterfeeling so generously vis a vis also neutrally witnessingclosing thoughtsConnect with Kat:
https://www.instagram.com/cutiesexylonely/Note: This episode is significantly in Taglish.If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

With our returning guest Puki Maanawhari @pukifromearth we get a potent preview of the upcoming book “Babaylan Whispers for the Colonized Filipino Mind”, a very vital but also direct treatise on a Philippine Babaylanic Lineage. In this book Puki has channeled from the foremothers not only accounts of famous babaylan revolutionaries, but also vital invitations and specific languages of native living practices hailing from negros but also adapted and explained to modern times. Plenty of modern texts on babaylans come from an observer’s perspective, talked about in the past tense rather than engaging with it in the present era. Puki and the babaylans of her coven share generously the very personal work of writing down and even translating, the very heart of their spirit and practice. Covers:Why they came to write the book?Babaylanic lineage like a hardy grandmother, souls that are people not non-humansDifferent roles of babaylans like Taga Bantay (protector)Enerhiya and Dunggan (Life Essence) difference with KarmaSocial Work aspects and typical features of a authentic babaylanOral and non-standardized manner of calls and ritualsWhy knowledge and wisdom is earnedWhat’s important is not always convenient---References:Babaylan Sing Back by Grace NonoFirst puki ep:https://shows.acast.com/integrated-awakenings-with-maria/episodes/58-puki-maanawhari-philippine-babaylan-lineage-and-indigenouConnect with Puki:InstagramTiktokBinabaylanInstagramTiktokIf you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Most folks consider the soul as a truth that one discovers, eternal and not co-designed and cultivated. One of the many gifts of chinese esoterism-buddhic views is that the foundational base of the body is seen as something that is built up, maintained and ergo “cultivated”. In this episode we cover many touch points asking: - What energies does my system have high affinity to? - What is my allyship to my dan tien/main battery? My manipura/my metabolism? - Commonly locked sacral energies: shadows, divine prostitute, the selling of the self, common culprits to non-activated inner fires via warrior/deaths/karmic rectifications- Special care for the kidneys, Ming Men; - Coalescing Energy, Chi packing`- Natural culminations of mature energetic bodiesIf you’ve always wanted to have a more detailed approach to energetic body anatomy or are simply craving a different POV in approaching the ecosystems of the bodies then this is the episode for you. If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Usually topics around rewriting soul contracts, reclaiming and stitching parts of the soul, and “timeline rectification” is couched in very mystical language. So much so that the technical aspects, what these things actually entail are lost in vague poetry. In this episode, we walk through the main definitions, common cases and pitfalls with regards to terms like “soul contracts” (the akash), “soul reclamation” “timeline jumping/ weaving/ hooking” in a way that’s practical for the everyday psychopomp but also clientele who want to understand why their soul feels “trapped” “is missing parts” “may utang” or “is pulled in a certain direction” like an undeniable magnet. As I’ve come to always say, the soul has so much magick to it, but also so much logick, and laughably, Math. Laws like equal exchange, or even just accrued debt. If you’ve always wanted to learn more about these topics, this podcast (as well as it’s transmission) hopefully illuminates more of the specifics and nuances of the anatomy of the soul. *As per always this comes from direct experience with clients and Spirit, and a particular working knowledge that I use alongside my colleagues and friends. Topics:IntroSoul energies and soul blueprints/plansWhat the hell is “best timeline” really? technically?contract rewriting, group contracts, petitioning, intercessions/interceding, “sugo”why being overly specific about past/parallel lives, akashic fineprint might not be too helpful. spirit speaks in images/symbols don’t grip too hard on details. listen more widely/heart of the matterwhat integration would look like aftersynchronous timelines: teamwork or pabigat/dissonance? feeling more allied, whole, ensouled and so much more…If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

A purely channeled episode! We talk about how naked to what is in the present allows the Truth of Change to simply happen. ——If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Community (and genuine connection) is touted as a cure-all to modern day isolation and rugged individualism — but how exactly do you go about doing that? Building that? Especially when we have limited time and resources, how does one create a bank of community that feels sustainable, aligned and real? In this solo-cast we go through two major parts: clarifying for ourselves why we might feel a shift into holding space for more people through a specific intention (part one), but also the pragmatic who what when where how often we create momentum in the connections you are making. If you want a convenient starter pack, this is the episode for you. PART1: SELF-CLARIFICATIONPART2: PRACTICAL QUESTIONS——If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Let’s get cracking on one of the most fundamental concepts in self-development: Self! What is it? What’s our baggage with the definitions of it? Why is it so paradoxically real and not-real? In this podcast we tackle what it means to rebirth and redefine, combing through the common hang-ups of interrogating the self, internally, as well as extrapolating the self externally in your lived manifest life. A lot of folks tend to have a pull to re-make and re-birth, during spring, or during wide tides of change, which the world has plenty. In this episode we take a two-pronged approach of simple-complex, internal-external, basic-paradoxical of considering how one really defines the seat of One’s Self. If this seems to be right time to listen to this then you’re surely invited.PART1 Aries and the Self: Baggage and other notesPART2 Radical self-acceptance: mastery, energy, internal naturePART3 Your Self within Society: Co-creation, external nature——If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

A focused solo-cast on everything mercurial: words, intention, sanctified communication and the very human sincerity of wanting to understand and to be understood. In this podcast ep Maria walks us through the common injuries of an injured throat chakra: whether it was your voice/words not being valued, or our inner storms/word-vomits being numb to it’s own powers. We go through very useful tips on how to tap the power of our VERY WORDS, and how to invoke intentions that help us receive, transmit, feel into what needs to be spoken, and the highest expression/music of our will, heart and soul’s intentions.If you always find that most of your issues are around communication or an aspect of the mind, this is the podcast for you. Covers:intro, mental comms, speaking For an energywhat if the message is not about you? on the throat chakraconfessing to yourself first, just HEARING the truthshallow talk, are your words cheap or is there more weight/value/You in it?pre-prayed offering of actions and words, history of one’s own hung-ups in communication: processing & sorting outspell work for your Literal Words, tools, words as music, pulsing protectedprayer for spaces and conversations, stewarding your energetic footprintnot running away from oneself, the unglamorous job of listening and working with where We Areletting go of the need to be magickal, then all Becomes magickal: Everything is Constantly Happening; The Wordthe way you talk is a mirror, how much of us in the density of our speech?——If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon Book a session:mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

85 ART TAMBAY: Creativity Acceptance & Community with Lilay and KentWelcome to our first live audience podcast ep! In this episode, si Maria Lilay at Kent ay nagkwekwentuhan tungkol sa mga virtues ng creative process at papaano tayo nakakapagheal at learn kasama ng isang community. Located at @odangputikpotterystudio we talk about our own journeys around our creative practices (inner children, stepping out of capitalism), and how necessary it is to consciously cultivate a village especially when modernism leans towards isolationism & personal greed. If times are tough, if creativity and art feel can feel like a classist privilege, if community/totoong mga kasama feels optimized out of your life — then this might just be the podcast ep for you.An art tambay reminder na: di ka nagiisa and we can continue to keep re-making and remembering the abundance we have in each other.FEEL FREE TO PARALLEL PLAY/MAKE ART WHILE LISTENING TO THIS PARA BUO PO ANG IMMERSION. atmospheric po ito nasa rooftop po ang vibesMga nadaanang topic:intros, what drew you to creativity? is art educated out of us? creative play, redefining what art is for or papaano siya ginagawa? capitalismpride vis a vis receptivity and grace4th spaces: intentionality, allowing it to be organicother kinds of communities/tambayan bat siya needed?how about people who can’t break the cycle of exhaustion/isolation?leisure class, purging/healing needs to be paced cause even healing change can be stressfultreadmills of outcomes and better “futures”, self acceptance and present moments, delayed fulfilment, PRESENT gratitude journalsreceptivity and radical presence, making inner spaciousness, aminin ang celebration, while also allowing grief, anger and present feelingshow stuck are you, REALLY? non-linear processes, cultivating sanctuary, what’s your real definition of success? what are the emergent -isms of the current generation? glocalisms? your honest art kung saan ka dreams to impart knowledge, space sa ating pagkakaiba iba, abundance of connections—-Makiconnect!kay Lilay:https://www.instagram.com/lilaypinay/kay Kent:https://www.instagram.com/patrickkan999/sa Odangputik:odangputik.comVideo version ng podcast:https://www.instagram.com/reel/DI3pYKOSe8Z/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==—-If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Another cafe episode drop! In this episode Maria and Ice walk through the highly underrated topic that is astral remediation, where tough/“hard” planets and aspects on one’s chart can be more supported ergo “remediated”. We go through popular malefic planets like saturn and mars, and go through houses with strong holistic health themes like 6H 12H 4H etc. We emphasize the uniqueness of each person in how they wield, work with and alchemize energies, and encourage folks to find outlets, and complimentary, sulit actions that will help you live out your best life. If you’ve always been frustrated with a chart imbalance or a tough chart placement, this episode is for you.PS: this pod has a bit of cafe BG noise and was recorded while flushed to an open exchange library, some taglish but remains legible to our international listeners :)Covers:Intro: Astrology is not a personality test Mars, Saturn, ChironChart rulers, self-worship, JupiterHouses, the subconscious, art making, virgo4H tricky lowest point of the horizon, ancestral woes, PlutoNorth & South NodeOPEN CALL: for those who need mercury remediationMercury as a neutral position, potent Spelling—-Connect with Ice on IG—Helo Astro Remediation ResourcesHelo Astro: House Remediation BONUSAstroDienst AstroClick Travel for Astrocartography—-If you appreciate this kind of work send tips here: paypal ,You can support monthly here: patreon mariamison.io Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.