Do Me Wong

Today's Episode: I'm starting school again after my 2 year break, I'm not passionate about anything?, two older men gave me the most life changing advice, my hobbies aren't worth my money??, is this the end of Do Me Wong....

Today's episode: What if everything we did was intentional, are you actually family oriented or do you have no one else, how to leave a relationship when you still love them, loving someone vs being in love, life update from the past 2 months

Welcome back for season 2 of Do Me Wong (now available on YouTube)! I discuss relationships and why I am the way I am. Embark on this new journey with me by getting to know the new me (I still talk the Wong way). PS: answer my poll to help you get ready for our next episode topic!

Rundown: I love Rancho, what kind of people attracts people, I'll never gain the confidence to come up to guys, sometimes I wish I lived in Cali, what phase am I at in my life right now, my idea of what being an adult means, I want to live in the city so bad, I reflect heavily on how humans function and live, I keep a lot of mementos because I'm sentimental, we all give things different levels of importance, I don't like connecting with just anyone, camera talk, I kind of feel lonely without social media, !! THIS IS MY LAST EPISODE OF SEASON 1 !! stay tuned for season 2...on YT ;)

PROMOTE THIS EPISODE!! Rundown: some people do good things to be seen as a good person, work talk (deja vu, spider, meltdown), middle child syndrome, social pressures of being in a relationship in your 20s, how you expect to share your life with someone when you can't handle your own, I'm the only person to tell y'all the real stuff, some things are just as it is and nothing else to it, THE LITTLE THINGS MATTER, we give the normalized things less value, learn to pick yourself up after everything, change your now if you want to change your future, still wasting my time and energy on people???

Rundown: one of my toxic traits, why do people like me first, why y'all trying so hard to find your person when y'all haven't even found yourselves, it's literally so embarrassing and pathetic for me to admit this like imagine ranting about this to yourself for 30 minutes straight.

Rundown: what's new with me and where I'm at in life, why did I delete social media and how I view it now, I can't talk about intellectual topics but I can, I'm not confident to post on youtube yet, I missed the Weston Estate and Bryson Tiller show, Spanish phrase of the day, please promote my podcast while I'm gone from social media, creating a habit in 3 months, I saw my ex in public.

Rundown: is watching "corn" or going to strip clubs considered cheating?, 111 (intuition, manifestation) is coming in effect in my life, does intentionally manifesting work for you?, my fortune was calling me out asf, I'm going to upload on my youtube channel soon, I got a taste of what it's like to be a wedding photographer, the world is so small, I get anxiety and panicky almost every time after getting intoxicated, why did I feel high without taking anything?, do you act a certain way amongst certain groups?, I'm not a girl hater but females be so damn obnoxious, I devalue myself to make others feel better, everyone knows everyone here (gross), why I talk to people who don't live in my state?, FEMALES BE SO SKETCHY LIKE DAMN

Rundown: I feel so depressed whenever I get sick, top 5 films to watch for Asian American and Pacific Islander Heritage Month, is right person wrong time a real thing, I disregard guys who flirt with me irl (lemme heal in peace), I got a panic attack on day 3 of Coachella???, why am I obsessed with deactivating all my social media all the time, why do I have such terrible social skills and low confidence, I would never move back to Georgia, my comfort bubble is made of Vibranium, I am so emotionally unavailable.

Rundown: My first Coachella experience and how to prepare for it

Rundown: my intuition is on a whole other level (AirBnB experience), deja vu is a constant occurrence for me, I voice my dreams so it doesn't happen, dreams and their hidden meanings, whatever happened is meant to happen (let things run their course, don't force), is fighting for someone good?, always be who you actually are, no self discipline = no self respect, LOVE YOURSELF so you don't feel empty like me now, love and care for yourself the way you want someone to love and care for you, I accepted less than what I deserved.

Rundown: (disclaimer: i was so out of it so don't mind the extra randomness and also I cough a lot in this), you can't ever go back to your old self, how my LA trip went pt 1, I am SO sick, quick update on my emotions, how my LA trip went pt 2, random rambling and long periods of silence, I swear I got bronchitis, I feel so annoyed with social media lately, if you know anything about the reselling business lmk

Rundown: why I've been slacking on everything, why my Until I'm 20 challenge ruined me, your 20's are hard, I pierced my own ear, emotional pain lasts longer than physical pain, when I get sick I get depressed, thrifting was a bust, my 20th birthday trip, I always have no expectations for my birthday, my loneliness has made me more mature, what I admire and respect about myself, I don't want to be a Debbie downer, appreciate the people who actually care for you, am I caring or just a people pleaser, I can get what I want but not what I know I deserve, I'm not satisfied with who I am as a person, drop my whole life and start a new one, your mind doesn't control you, are we really in control of our decisions, I feel like a dark aura took control of me, personality trumps appearance, I'm way too aggressive for soft/healthy love, I deleted Instagram and Snapchat.

I went on tiktok live for this whole episode and see how I deal with all these creeps.

Rundown: how I act different irl vs on podcast, I got multiple personalities, want vs need, those tiktok videos be too accurate for manifesting, we see what we want to see but only when we are ready, "the universe won't give you the life you aren't prepared for", no such thing as a coincidence, believing in something to give life meaning, your perception is everything, I've slowly been taking more care of myself, being a good story teller makes you successful, if you want something, work hard for it, growth vs fixed mindset, you get what you deserve...not what you want, grateful for my success and failures, I mentally can't handle "going with the flow", The Weeknd is S tier.

Rundown: I need to see benefits to try hard, if I don't see the point in doing something I ain't gonna do it, I think school is pointless, I just wanna help people LMAO, finding a specific skill to excel in is hard, the desire to learn everything, please don't waste your 20's, your life is precious so don't take it for granted, today's challenge: don't talk about love, I'm slowly finding myself again, don't let go of the thing you're passionate about, the concerts I've been to, I refuse to watch anything related to SZA's tour, what outfits to wear at Coachella, "Until I'm 20" to do list, my brain works better at night, I need to have a balanced life, I don't want to grow up, I want to be content, you are privileged, I had an epiphany,

Rundown: how I spent my Valentine's Day, why I find Valentine's Day important, I feel smarter with uncomfortable/mature conversations, overthinking vs fully knowing the situation, I don't feel anything towards anyone anymore, becoming more aware of my words, romance is gross to me now, I feel more comfortable talking about love with y'all, surrounding myself with knowledgable people, the discipline to post is running low, I overthink my presence on social media, I'm ready to flee the country, I wanna be a travel vlogger, car therapy is essential to my mental health, why I don't have a job, I wished more females listened to my podcast, my school situation, my plan in 5 years, how tf I ramble on, underground tunnel car meets, I want a sunshine trait, I AM NOT A PUSHOVER...maybe, tiktok live is menacingly outtapocket, racist comments (I will eat your dog), I'm singing Determinate from Lemonade Mouth, messy sleep schedule, power of social media, A.I. will take over humanity. I don't remember wtf I say on this.

Rundown: (im emotional and crying in the first 3 min), post breakup empty feeling, ups in a relationship, don't take things for granted beetch, downs in a relationship, why i don't love easily, i take shit too close to my heart, little things = big meanings, im an emotional wreck, i've lost weight, your 20's are our learning stages, people remembering what you told them a long time ago>>>>, do you immediately drop the person that reminds you of your ex, is love really a choice, not showing the same energy from your ex to a new person, traveling with your significant other for the first time changes your relationship, EDC was life changing.

Warning: I yell loudly a few times in this...Rundown: romance is tainted for me, finding comfort in past relationships, it takes two to make it work, IM IN MY HEALING STAGE, distractions won't help you heal the right way, you a whole L if you do this, talking to people when you're not over your ex, don't use people as a distraction to cover up your heartbreak, cancel culture, my next bf HAS to be end game, relationships after healing stages are a challenge, I regret so much of my past, don't waste your youth, traumatic relationships builds character, I don't retain knowledge the same, ugly babies, most awkward hang out I've had, (rly loud yell at 34:51), who lives in an asian household and don't got rice?, forgive but never forget,

Rundown: mistakes and experience, my toxic traits, risk taking, our actions are a reflection of our demons, when is it right to change yourself, success is defined by wealth, words without action are manipulation, actions speak louder than words, we make the same mistakes countless times, healing with the right mindset, driving is my escape from reality, first month of 2023 was okay, should I video record my podcast and post on youtube?