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Author: Kate DeAraugo

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Kate DeAraugo was crowned Australian Idol champion in 2005... but not all fairytales have happy endings and Kate’s life quickly spiralled out of control.

In 2017, Kate was convicted of drug possession, drug driving and weapons possession.

Six years later, Kate is sober, happily married and with a new baby – so she's decided to turn her difficult experiences into a podcast where she can talk about her life in the hope of giving hope and offering a safe space for other to acknowledge their own hardships.
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The Sweetest Couple

The Sweetest Couple

2026-04-0650:22

Addiction doesn't just effect the individual, it's something that impacts many people, on many levels. In this chat, we talk to the sweetest, most delightful couple who's story started with addiction, but has blossomed into a lifetime of faith, purpose, love and helping others.If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14
Have you ever had problems discussing the things you want... in the bedroom? Mental health and sex, are two topics we've never talked about on the pod. You talk about these sorts of things with your friends, but sometimes you  just don't talk about sex with the person you're sharing your bed with.So join us as we get between the sheets and talk sex with a professional.
Let's Get Candid

Let's Get Candid

2026-03-2324:19

We took a big break. Turns out we both needed it. In this episode we detail what we've been up to over the last few months and why we needed some space.If you, or anyone you know is struggling, call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
With a mother supplying drugs, multiple home invasions and a police raid, Hope was surrounded by addiction and abuse throughout her entire childhood - but she refuses to let that define who she is today.This is a story of recovery, resilience and breaking generational addiction.If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.Hope Richards TikTok: @hoperichards94
Ben Besant was the tactical officer who shot and killed terrorist Man Monis in the 2014 Lindt Cafe siege. However for a decade he was only publicly referred to as "Officer A" due to a suppression order from the government.In part 2 of our chat with Ben, he details the moments he shared with Katrina Dawson as she passed in the Lindt Cafe. He also unpacks the painful mental journey that followed from the events of the siege. You can purchase Ben's book Tiger! Tiger! Tiger! here: https:// tigertigertigerbook.com/Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of violence, terrorism and suicide. If you, or anyone you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Ben Besant was the tactical officer who shot and killed terrorist Man Monis in the 2014 Lindt Cafe siege. However for a decade he was only publicly referred to as “Officer A” due to a suppression order from the government. Now that order has been lifted and Ben is finally able tell his own story and reclaim his identity.In this episode, Ben recounts his memories of the Lindt Café Siege and the long term impacts the attack has had on his life.You can purchase Ben's book Tiger! Tiger! Tiger! here: https://tigertigertigerbook.com/Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of violence, terrorism and suicide. If you, or anyone you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
This our monthly catch up episode where we are brutally honest with each other and our healing.In this ep we talk about Kate's viral video on TikTok and the confronting comments she recieved because of it.Claudia unpacks her 'bratty' week and what led her to bunker down for 48 hours.Trigger warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and eating disorders. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
In this episode we're joined by one of our incredible listeners, Rhys.Eight years ago Rhys was diagnosed with HIV and has been navigating the realities of the disease ever since. In this chat we unpack the stigmas around HIV, the steps to be taken after diagnosis and what it means to be HIV positive in everyday life.National Association of People With HIV Australia: https://napwha.org.au/Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and eating disorders. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Today we're joined by AFL legend Gavin Crosisca, who's recently admitted to playing while high for most of his footy career. Today, Gavin is 14 years clean, Director of Sober Living Rehab and back (where it all began) at Collingwood where he's spearheading the Past Players Association. Sober Living Rehab: https://soberlivingrehab.com.au/Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addicition and suicide. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Boys To The Bush

Boys To The Bush

2025-05-1939:45

This week we're chatting to Adam DeMamiel, Co-Founder and CEO of Boys To The Bush.Boys to the Bush started when three school teachers noticed common issues in young men with similar backgrounds - disconnected, vulnerable and often from a home without the presence of good male role models. Boys To The Bush was created with the aim to change the course of these young mens lives.Boys To The Bush: https://boystothebush.org.au/about-history/Socials: https://www.instagram.com/boystothebush/Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of domestic violence, addiction and suicide. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Claudia has officially entered the dating jungle... and what a wild place it is out there.In this episode we catch up on the last 4 weeks, including dates, babies and therapy!Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and domestic violence. If you, or anyone that you know is stuggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
In this weeks ep we breakdown the difference between identifying as an addict and acknowledging behaviour that no longer serves you.We're joined by media powerhouse Sangeeta Kocharekar who, after causing a scene at her friends wedding, decided to quit alcohol for good. And while she has no plans to drink anytime soon, Sangeeta doesn't identify as an addict, rather someone who likes herself better when she's sober.Sangeeta - Insta: @sangeetatatiana / TikTok: @sangeetatatiana
This week we're joined by Lili Higgins.On the outside Lil looks like she has everything - successful career, an incredible family, a beautiful smile and a strong social media following... but no one sees Lili's daily struggle. This isn't a story of tragedy, rather a story of maintaining hope and positivity through adversity.In this episode we break down what life looks like for someone struggling with a chronic illness, how to find healing through the pain and how we (as a society) can do better do support those struggling.Lili Higgins: @lilihigginss (insta) and @lilihiggins (TikTok)
This week we reflect on grief.The grief that comes when you lose a loved one, grief of a life you envisioned for yourself that never came to fruition and grief of a relationship that came to an end.What does grief look like for you? What are some tools that can help? And what does life look like on the other side?Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addicition, grief and eating disorders. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Today we're joined by Intervention Specialist and Founder of Sober Living Rehab, Belinda Walsh.With almost 4o years of experience, Belinda unpacks the power of intervention, including best practices as well as the biggest mistakes people make when planning an intervention.Belinda Walsh: belinda@soberlivingrehab.com.auSober Living Website: https://soberlivingrehab.com.au/Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of suicide and addiction. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Keeisha Pettit is the Executive Producer of some of Australia’s biggest podcast such as Life Uncut, Two Doting Dads and Not An Overnight Success. She’s also recently stepped out and started her own podcast, Cloud, where she unpacks all things ADHD and late age diagnosis.eurodiversity
"I can do hard things"

"I can do hard things"

2025-03-1735:14

From livin' la vida loca to facing our fears head on - this month's catch up is a wild one.Also, we want to hear from you! If you've intentionally faced your fears and lived to tell the tale, send us a DM and let us know about it - we promise to keep you anonymous.Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and eating disorders. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Lockie Welch

Lockie Welch

2025-03-1038:40

You'll know him as the positive man who spreads love and joy on Instagram and TikTok, but Lockie Welch is so much more than his beautiful reels.In this episode we shine a light on mens mental health and the ways in which we can address, support and love those struggling.Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addicition and suicide. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Kate's Big Decision

Kate's Big Decision

2025-03-0328:28

In this episode Kate details a big decision she's made around breastfeeding and what's led her to this outcome.We also unpack the MAFs incident that unfolded last week and the way it was handled within the bounds of reality tv.Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of eating disorders and domestic violence. If you, or anything that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.
Four years ago Justin Bieber made headlines when he was filmed 'havening' himself on the set of his music video for Yummy. It got the world talking - what is havening? does it actually work? and how do you know you're doing it right?Today on the pod we're joined by Psychosensory Therapist Elle McBride who breaks it all down for us. Not only that, Elle provides a step-by-step guide on how to practice havening on yourself.
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Jan 5th
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