I Could Never...

Author and activist, Dean Spade, shares his go to guide for dealing with jealousy, and how he and his boyfriend raised kids with his lesbian best friends.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Dean on IG - @spade.dean Dean on TikTok - @deanspade Dean on YouTube - @Dean_Spade Dean on Patreon - @DeanSpade Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Dance floor unicorn, Kenna Bethany, lets loose about sleeping with couples, sapphic lust and being the only queer person in a foursome.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Kenna on IG - @kenna_bethany Kenna on TikTok - @kenna_bethany Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Super ADHD and crushing it, polyamorous therapist Dr. Manijeh Badiee shares about surviving breast cancer and proposing to her ladyfriend (in front of her spouse).   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Dr. Badiee on IG - @doctorbadiee Dr. Badiee on TikTok - @doctorbadiee Dr. Badiee on YouTube - @doctorbadiee Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Ballroom baddie, Loren Loubser, dishes about the queer scene in Cape Town, healing after cheating and why they have to stop sleeping with all their friends.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Loren on IG - @loren_loubser Loren's Podcast - Open Wide Say Ah Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Comedian Lily Kerrigan sets the stage for how she fell into Mono/Poly, messy gossip in her polycule, and why she kept her mouth shut about her partner’s dating choices.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Lily on IG - @lilykerriganpresents Lily on TikTok - @lilykerrigan Lily on BlueSky - @lilykerrigan.bsky.social Lily on YouTube - @lilykerriganpresents Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Genevieve and Ishik are back with the second half of the midseason Q&A double feature. In this half they touch on dating monogamous people, getting past cheating and what is "too much information".   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Gifted a bountiful harvest, Genevieve & Ishik got so many questions for the midseason Q&A, they're doing two parts! In this half they dig into cheating friends, moving in with a metamour, and wanting closure from a partner's ex.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Deepak Kashyap tries not to sound “OMG Ghey” while connecting the dots on polytheism & polyamory, feeling left out of group sex and why friends can’t bring 15 partners to his wedding.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Deepak on IG - @mrpsychologist Deepak on YouTube - @kaisehomedia Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Lovergirl femme, Tay, talks about having a baby in a triad, garden party vibes and why they moved out of their partner's home (twice).   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Tay on TikTok - @polyamgirliepop Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Polyamorous since 18, Marla Schreiber, @polyamarla, is sick of talking about hierarchy, but loves bedtime rituals with both of their partners.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Marla on IG - @polyamarla Marla on TikTok - @polyamarla Marla on YouTube - @polyamarla Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Besides being a socialist, abolitionist, polyamorous & queer city councilor, Willie Burnley Jr. says he's "pretty normie". Together, we get into being polyam & single, running for mayor and getting c*ck-blocked by his nosy monogamous friend.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Willie Burnley Jr. on IG - @willieforsomerville Support Willie for Mayor - willieforsomerville.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Reece Foster, aka SaulForged, is a very special guest for Genevieve & Ishik - an episode full of surprises to kick off Season 3!   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For video versions of the podcast: Full Videos Here For more info and episode transcripts: chillpolyamory.com Genevieve on IG - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Genevieve on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Reece Foster on IG - @saulforged Reece Foster on Etsy - Etsy - SaulForged Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

In this Season 2 Finale Q&A, Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about annoying metas, dating as a couple and being too fucked up for polyamory.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo Peer Support Calls - chillpolyamory.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Bringing high drama, Darkwah lays bare their monogamous failures, Ghanaian pride, and how the tits be titting.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Darkwah on LinkedIn - @hausofdarkwah Darkwah on IG - @hausofdarkwah Darkwah on TikTok - @hausofdarkwah Darkwah on Spotify - @Darkwah Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Libby Sinback, host of Making Polyamory Work, on watching partners fall for each other, her triad breaking into a V and what happened when her kid's teacher found out about it all.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Libby on IG - @thatpolyammom Libby's Podcast - Making Polyamory Work Libby's Website - libbysinback.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Up for trying anything once, Deepa Paul gets down and dirty on coming back from cheating and ditching Filipina Catholic shame.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Deepa on IG - @storiesbydeepa Deepa on Substack - Letters by Deepa Ask Me How It Works: Love in an Open Marriage - Preorder The Book Note: For US listeners, Waterstones will ship to the US from the UK. Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Author of The Anxious Person's Guide to Non-Monogamy, Lola Phoenix, discusses love under lockdown, living solo in Sweden and why she views sex like a car.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Lola Phoenix's Website - nonmonogamyhelp.com Lola on IG - @nonmonogamyhelp Lola on Twitter - @nonmonogamyhelp Lola on TikTok - @nonmonohelp Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Hannah and her quad are part of an even larger polycule buying land and building a family together in Argentina.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Hannah on IG - @eutimian Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

Genevieve and Ishik answer listener-submitted questions about age gaps, holidays in a triad and dating your best friend.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory Too on YouTube - @chillpolyamorytoo Peer Support Calls - chillpolyamory.com Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik

The Collectress, Ashtin Berry, gets into romance with friends, who should pay for dinner and how men react to her swearing off marriage.   "I Could Never..." is a Chill Polyamory podcast. For more info and episode transcripts: https://www.chillpolyamory.com/icouldnever Chill Polyamory on IG - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on TikTok - @chillpolyamory   Chill Polyamory on YouTube - @chillpolyamory   Ashtin Berry on IG - @thecollectress Cover Artwork by Anni Jyn - @annijyn   All music is sourced from the Free Music Archive, under a Creative Commons 4.0 Attribution License (CC BY 4.0) Intro/Outro: Ruffling Feathers by Jesse Spillane, Transitions: City Line by Beat Mekanik, Announcement: Lane 1992 by Beatopia Beats