wandering into the void

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In this brutally honest and wildly relatable solo episode, the host dives into what it's like trying to survive online school while mentally glitched out and emotionally fried. They talk about juggling schizophrenia, depression, dissociation, and social anxiety—while also pretending to be a “functional” college student. If you’ve ever felt like you’re buffering through life, half-human, half-error message, this one hits home.You’ll hear chaotic thoughts on lectures, dissociation during Zoom calls, unwashed planners, planner stickers, and why squirrels have life more figured out than most people. It’s vulnerable, weird, funny, sad, and surprisingly hopeful in that “I’m still here, even if I don’t know why” kinda way. Great for students, mentally ill creatives, and anyone who’s had an existential crisis at 3AM while watching a lecture they forgot to finish.Topics Covered (for SEO + indexing):Mental health in online collegeLiving with schizophrenia, depression, DID, and social anxietyCollege burnout and existential fatigueOnline learning vs. in-person classesFeeling disconnected in digital spaces (Zoom/Canvas)Hygiene struggles and executive dysfunctionProductivity guilt and planner shameDissociation during classFeeling invisible in academiaHumor as a coping mechanismBuffering brain and attention glitchesThe difference between meditation and dissociationTrying to measure progress with mental illnessThe feeling of being “haunted” by your own thoughtsMotivation vs. survival modeWanting to finish anything (college, a vlog, a sandwich)Identity crises in schoolComparing yourself to a squirrel eating a CheetoWanting to matter—even in the backgroundFeeling like a glitchy NPC in lifeHope in hopelessnessFunctioning while mentally overloadedPretending to be okay as survivalAcademic pressure with neurodivergenceInternalized failure and educational traumaCrashing, restarting, but still trying

In this raw, unfiltered solo episode, I dive deep into the exhausting cycle of dealing with toxic people while mentally struggling to keep it together. If you've ever felt gaslit, emotionally drained, or like your mind is your worst enemy, this one’s for you. I unpack the subtle manipulation tactics used by energy vampires, the guilt spiral of overthinking, and the brutal truth about healing, especially when it means being alone.This stream-of-consciousness-style rant explores how toxic behavior sticks in your brain, how it intertwines with mental health issues like dissociation, depression, self-harm urges, and paranoia, and the internal war of trying not to become what hurt you. It’s messy, painful, brutally honest—and 100% relatable for anyone feeling like they’re barely surviving in a world full of fake smiles and passive-aggressive texts.Topics Covered (for SEO + content indexing):Signs of toxic people in daily lifeMental health and toxic relationshipsGaslighting in friendships and online spaces (like Discord)How toxic behavior affects self-perception and identityOverthinking, self-blame, and spiralingEmotional manipulation and passive-aggressive behaviorThe loneliness of healing and setting boundariesStruggling with routines and dissociationIntrusive thoughts and negative self-talkCoping with emotional exhaustion and brain fogSelf-harm as a response to emotional painThe fake confidence of toxic peopleThe fear of becoming toxic yourselfTrying to stay kind without being a doormatThe curse of introspection and emotional sensitivityHumor and childhood coping mechanismsInternalized abuse and broken self-trustDiscord drama, group chat trauma, and social anxiety

Diving headfirst into the chaos: therapy, antidepressants, psych ward stories, existential dread, and why Captain America: Brave New World wasn’t it. Plus, deep thoughts on Invincible, Harley Quinn, Fleabag, and the eternal question—does anything actually get better? Strap in for a raw, unfiltered rant session where self-improvement meets nihilism.Topics Covered: Therapy & medication: Does it actually work? My psych ward experience (not as bad as TikTok says), Movie & TV rants: Captain America: Brave New World, Invincible, Harley Quinn, Fleabag & more, Student loans: The modern curse, Existential spirals & why I feel like a ghost, Wanting to escape but being too broke to do it

Think life’s got an emergency exit? Think again. In this episode, we’re crash-landing into the chaos of modern existence—why hustle culture is a scam, why "balance" is a lie, and why we can’t all be like A$AP Rocky (no matter how much we manifest). If you’re tired of self-help gurus peddling productivity like it’s salvation, buckle up. This is the anti-motivational pep talk you didn’t know you needed.Topics Covered: The myth of balance (aka, why I’d rather burn out than fade away), Hustle culture and why it’s just capitalism with a wellness filter, A$AP Rocky vs. the rest of us mere mortals, Emotional plane crashes (and why I refuse to brace for impact), Passion vs. practicality—why chasing stability feels like slow death, Why feeling everything is better than feeling nothing at all, The fear of mediocrity and why comfort is the real villain, Why playing it safe is just another way of dying early

Ever stared at a wall for so long you start beefing with it? Wondered if boredom is just a symptom of late-stage capitalism or if you’re actually just built wrong? Yeah, same. In this episode of Wandering Into the Void: A Rantcast, we dive headfirst into: The existential horror of boredom, Why scrolling is a psychological graveyard, Making bad decisions for funsies (cut your own bangs, text your ex in Morse code, etc.), Anhedonia and the art of feeling absolutely nothing, Meds that fix the symptoms but steal your soul (shoutout Risperidone), Peripheral ghosts and hallucination hangovers, The guilt of existing when you were raised to be useful, not loved, Mothers who see you as a servant instead of a person, Why forgiveness feels fake and overrated, The weird limbo of still being here but not really living, The absolute fraudulence of “just find a hobby”, Creating terrible, ugly art as an act of rebellion, Disappearing for a day just to prove you can, The desperate need to just exist without expectationFollow, rate, comment, or share—because if you vibed with this, you’re probably a fellow ghost wandering the algorithmic abyss.