Crystal Ballers

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her). In this episode: A discombobulated holiday time for the Ballers Britten goes immersive for Christmas Sharing a distaste for pressure to buy things at the holidays Christmas is a true inner child joy for Natasha Britten & Natasha's opposite feelings about Christmas Putting too much pressure on yourself about gift giving This episode is for everyone with a Capricorn moon How do you chill and have fun, and follow the recipe? Dreading asking for help What is a dark moon? Tips for navigating the holidays Quietly pre-resenting people   Plus... Get Release & Receive, Natasha's guided energy workshop for closing 2025 and anchoring 2026.  Learn more or get it here. Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her). In this episode: Britten had a different experience with the energy of the last few weeks We're just gonna be chart people 2025 has been a hermit year (astrology) and a nine year (numerology) Britten is already feeling 2026 energy "Go big on your magic, go big for our world" The world has done so much shedding this year Britten and Natasha's relationship to the language of finance The importance of "undoing" Natasha used to be afraid of Type A people So much of your rising sign is your process Letting others be themselves isn't possible if you're ashamed of being yourself Natasha is scheming to manipulate her solar return chart What choosing yourself can look like Natasha introduces The Sovereignty Diamond Anxiety isn't a prophecy, it's a memory The joy of holding eye contact with a loved one longer than usual When genuineness is disorienting Being shamed for being shameless Question: Do you think it's possible to cultivate trust in mystery and uncertainty if you're not anchored in a cosmology of something bigger than yourself? Shame thrives in silence and isolation   Plus... Join Britten's series, Unshaming Your Chart! Details here. Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here! If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her). In this episode: Natasha's taking a super cas(ual) approach today The strangeness of being on a mic Venus is still in Libra The dangers of the Vanderpump to Housewives pipeline How much lifestyle compatibility matters in relationships How the Venusian gets shamed as being "shallow" Practicing discomfort The Nine Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie Visibility is central to baddiness Boredom as the last step of healing When you suddenly become more interested yourself than the problem you thought you had to fix Learning to identify "fake boredom" "No judgies" The boredom to baddie pathway Societal conditioning has separated us from our divinity and our beauty Worth tied to your existence, not your output A space where proving yourself doesn't even make sense   Plus... Get in on Britten's free offering, The 9 Boredoms of the Rightful Baddie Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here! If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her). In this episode: Natasha is a maximalist being forced into minimalism How summoning together can help   The importance of not forcing things when manifesting Go Humans! We're really doing it! The rapidity of emotional and energetic updates happening right now Trying to speak astrology in a way that doesn't center personality types Personality is a rudimentary way of relating to yourself. Medical racism as a reflection of how we cut ourselves off How personal growth can affect relationships when  "Who are you to love what you do every day?" Being forced to comply makes Natasha's Aquarius parts feel shrivel Britten's book, Living Astrology A recent major inner child event for Britten Letting our inner child parts feel seen helps remove the sting of what triggered them Learning to manage your own emotions to help others (especially children) All of this growth is catapulting us into a new era How we can sometimes live in different realities than others How the 3D/5D discussion is reminiscent of The Rapture New Segment: Messages from Natasha's dragon guides     Plus... Natasha is now doing live monthly attunement calls for paid subscribers of her Substack, Coming Home.  Learn more or sign up here! Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Mentioned on this episode: The practice of Summoning, as explained in Episode 7   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her). In this episode: Natasha was really shaken by the events of the past couple weeks: the assassination of Charlie Kirk and its fall out, the lynching of two black men on the same day in Mississippi, the indefinite suspension of Jimmy Kimmel We're not imagining fascism; America feels precarious right now Quoting Charlie Kirk's own words is viewed as hate speech How the reaction from those in power can be triggering or soothing for narcissistic abuse survivors No, really: Joy is resistance Your expression of who you are is not just for you; it feeds joy and resistance in others This all had to be exposed; and now we can come at it with truth Call your representatives! All of your actions matter; even tiny actions matter Taking time to "shut up and learn" from those who know more than you about something A helpful tool for your inner child parts who want to fight or argue with people Giving time for dreaming without shaming it The audacity to build your future now A helpful inner parent is sometimes just a noticer Maintaining your personal boundaries as a form of self-care "Teeth, pee, jammies, bed!" A powerful message from one of Natasha's dragon guides Showing up as yourself has a powerful effect on both you and others The little moments are everything; you speak through all the little moments Natasha's libra moon says: Your aesthetic is a loud voice! How encountering or anticipating shame from others can keep us from our own power The way forgiveness is often pushed by those with an agenda   Plus... Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. Paid subscribers to Natasha's substack get tons of free tools, discounts, and an extra weekly energy report. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Mentioned on this episode: Brian Recker (@berecker) Stacey Abram's podcast, Assembly Required Democratic Socialists of America (DSA) Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her). In this episode: Britten is only four weeks out from a marathon! Britten taking her daughter to college Summer is often a death process for Britten The year begins with Virgo seasons Moving momentum from the visionary plane to the material plane Britten has been using AI for dream interpretation and it has been exciting, supportive, and inspiring The importance of knowing your own boundaries and seniority if you work with AI This is important when seeing human spiritual advisors, too. The importance for leadership of trusting yourself and allowing yourself to be human Learning to feel safe even when you're triggered Getting physical support for energetic work The upcoming eclipses Natasha is tearing up a lot on this podcast How the past comes up in a lunar eclipse How pain, separation, and disappointment can be a portal to feeling the joy and wonder of connection Finding the joys of being in body and the uniqueness of those pleasures The pain that comes from fear of The Other Shoe How to move forward after betrayal The skilled and unskilled approaches to surrender Supporting yourself when you have to take an emotional risk Having your own back no matter what Committing to yourself provides structure to surrender Not giving away your power allows you to experience your own emotions more fully It can be scary to receive the abundance of love Noodling, but in a Pisces way Unshaming the sign that feels furthest away from you Plus... Paid subscribers to Natasha's substack get tons of free tools, discounts, and an extra weekly energy report. Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her). In this episode: Natasha & Britten share their daily routines! The parts of your astrological charts aligned with routine The moon rules over daily habits and routines How stability and safety nourish you Examining when/where your daily routines began  to learn what need they satisfy Learning to be more conscious about your habits How habits and routines differ Natasha's feeling very chatty today but didn't realize it until just now! Healing from a very "productivity as worth" mindset Britten and Natasha both highly value sleep Natasha was shocked to learn how often babies wake up Every night is like a slumber party for Natasha & Brett Britten needs to stop talking to all people around 10pm Journal + coffee = heaven for Britten How Britten's partner shifted her relationship to coffee A coffee ritual as self-care Imagine if we felt about life the way Britten feels about coffee? Allowing yourself to be a person with a picky palette and particular preferences The joy of being a "difficult" person Trying to make sense of the nonsensical rules imposed on you by immature caregivers Natasha outs herself as a morning Coke Zero person ChatGPT for dream analysis?? Yes, says Natasha Journaling about your dreams Using showers or baths to ground with water When to employ and back off from rigidity in your routine Laziness doesn't exist and is usually a label for behavior your subconscious engages in to try and meet your actual needs and desires How depression can masquerade as laziness "Laziness" as an invitation to explore your life circumstances But wait, what about food? Natasha's skincare routine Natasha may be in the pocket of Big Sunscreen Adding speaking out loud in the morning to activate different parts of your body and brain Why do so many people hate their own voices? Britten helps Natasha heal some shame around the idea that she "should be reading more".   Plus... Spots are open for Awakening, Natasha's one-on-one mentor program. Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her). In this episode: The intentional choice to slow down How Mercury retrograde is showing up for the Britten and Natasha Examining obstacles and setbacks for what they can show you A lot of challenges related to home coming up for Natasha during a nodal return Natasha swears she has a healthy relationship with Brett "You can be healthy and be obsessed with each other!" -Natasha July as a microcosm for 2025 The difference in rest for skilled and unskilled feelers Your aura as it relates to your experience of yourself in your power Three important steps for dealing with anything that comes up: Noticing, Validating, Tending How the simple act of noticing what is coming up can keep you from getting overwhelmed by it. Validating your experience doesn't mean you have to take any action about what you're validating You are the only one who can keep your signal clean Everybody needs something different to keep their signal clean The wonderful and rare experience for introverts of feeling lifted up by the right social groups All of us humans have a deep need to be seen. And allowing yourself to be seen can be terrifying Accepting that there are some people who are simply unwilling or unable to attune to you Witnessing the deep and severe abuses and violence in society coming from a lack of care and attunement Untangling from the messiness of societal projections Spirit guides have been instrumental in getting through 2025 for Natasha Fighting against societal shaming of rest Allowing your inner child to feel their anger can be very freeing How true protection feels when it comes from your grounded inner parent It is not possible to want sovereignty only for yourself Plus... Spots are open for Awakening, Natasha's one-on-one mentor program. Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a semi-weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her). This week, Britten & Natasha are excited to welcome special guest, codependency counselor Erika Wright In this episode: Natasha may get to see The Format live! Natasha's rapid growth working with dragon guides Britten is being interviewed for the Dallas Morning News Erika is immediately and officially anointed a baller How Erika turned the scourge of her life (codependency) into a job she loves Independence is the opposite of codependency Helping people take the shame and self-deprecation out of codependency recovery How can you move forward if shame stops you from seeing the patterns in your life? Erika: Libra's are wired for codependency What a blessing it is to get to heal from codependency Bringing consciousness to parenting to avoid instilling codependency How Erika responded to innate codependent tendencies in her own kids Learning to sit with sensitivity without assigning stories or blame How difficult it can be to not make other people's your own Acknowledging psychic capacities with kids Instilling energetic autonomy, responsibility, and hygiene in young kids Can you help someone with an energetic problem who is not open to energy work How the long history of patriarchy's relationship to women impacts modern relationships Erika's definition of codependency: The manipulation and control of other people's feeling states, and of your own American culture absolutely abhors vulnerability "How do I love people and accept them exactly as they are and leave them alone?" Sacred reciprocity is the natural antidote to the highly polarized ways of being we all of us experience under capitalism, patriarchy, white supremacy, etc. "You and me" not "you or me" How lucky we are to live in a time where we now have the tools to dismantle the harmful structures around us Loving ourselves more is a thing we all get to heal together The behavioral and emotional cues of codependent patterning: guilt, betrayal, resentment, disappointment, expectation, martyrdom, suffering, people-pleasing, conditional and transactional love. Erika's work doing individual and group codependency counseling The healing power of realizing you are not unique or special in your suffering How to begin healing from codependency: stop lying The hidden selfishness of codependency "Welcome to the Age of Aquarius. Shit's gonna get really fuckin' weird." And more Plus... Natasha's new psychic membership, You Are The Oracle, is open for registration! But only until July 21! Sign up by the 15th to get free early bird bonuses. Learn more or sign up here. Mystics Making Money, Britten's series of 8 live workshops starts soon. Learn more or sign up here. Want to work with Natasha one on one? Book a session or learn more at natashalevinger.com. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us! Erika's Info: Website: https://www.erikawright.org Instagram: @erikawrighthcd   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her). This week, Natasha & Britten are delighted to welcome special guest, Will from Creative Minds to talk all things creativity. In this episode: The creative process as a place for self-discovery Finding comfort, solace, refuge in the creative process during difficult times Connecting to others through creation Using creativity to understand, transmute, and transmit your own experiences How creativity can give you space from activated inner child parts We live in a world where our experience can remain confined to your own brain Great art allows you to get out of your own experience Many people struggle to be present with anything How aging can help remove obstacles from your space The mystical qualities of being delusional Connecting to your inspiration well into adulthood Recognizing that you can change as an adult You can choose to be rigid or you can choose to know yourself The seduction of closing of possibilities to gain what feels like stability The difficulty in not taking on the limiting beliefs of those you share home with What drove Will to begin performing his music Deriving nourishment from creative collaboration The completely made up coupling of time and money, and how it contributes to living from scarcity The importance of listening and receiving without feeling the need to produce And more Plus... Registration for Emergence Astrology Year One closes today (June 20)! Learn more or sign up here. Sign up for Coming Home, Natasha's newsletter on substack. Additional content, free healing tools added on the regs for paid subscribers. Want to work with Natasha one on one? Book a session or learn more at natashalevinger.com. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us! Will's Info: Creative Minds on YouTube Inside Creative Minds on Substack Mentioned in this episode: Hugo by Loyle Carner Painter David Speed   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue (she/her) and Natasha Levinger (she/her).   In this episode: 2025 is getting Natasha used to the ebbs as well as the flows Viewing the "ebbs" like the pullback in a slingshot Natasha's expanding capacity for both joy and sadness The degree to which you resist anything is the degree to which you resist everything How our deepest insecurities infiltrate everything Old issues resurfacing when you are particularly stressed The brain loves the familiar, even when it hurts Patriarch in its death throes (fingers crossed!) trying to use old tools to stay alive How do you heal anything without inner child work, Natasha wonders Learning to tell discern between protector parts and your true feelings Gemini season affecting sleep (at least for Britten) Your feelings are just parts of you calling for attention Learning to hold space for your own voice and for others' The connection between the throat and living a life of integrity Voice is integrity is abundance. Resistance is scarcity. When you build up inner safety, you create capacity to release resistance "The conductor can't lead the orchestra if she's facing the audience." The power of speaking things out loud, especially (but not only) to someone else The energetic and physical similarities between the vulva and the vocal chords Side by side healing of your voice and connection to your erotic nature Working with a summoning buddy Check out the new logo, and some upcoming video!! And more Plus... Time Secrets: Britten's free mini class on what the planets have to teach us about time. Expires June 20! Emergence Astrology Year One starts on the solstice (June 20)! Learn more or sign up here. Sign up for Coming Home, Natasha's newsletter on substack. Additional content, free healing tools added on the regs for paid subscribers. Want to work with Natasha one on one? Book a session or learn more at natashalevinger.com. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Mentioned in this episode: Couples Therapy Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger (she/her) and Britten LaRue (she/her). This week, Natasha & Britten are thrilled to welcome special guest, Eliza Swann aka Emerald (she/they).  Eliza is an alchemist, teacher, poet, author of The Anatomy of the Aura and the upcoming 2026 release The Alchemical Imagination, and found of Emerald School, a nonprofit organization dedicated to exploring alchemy as a living, transdisciplinary practice for contemporary artists, thinkers, and seekers. In this episode: Eliza used to run an art school for witches called Golden Dome Recently opened Emerald School, which uses Eliza's own teachings, centered around alchemy Eliza's definition of alchemy Alchemy gets you in touch with the world's soul as a facet of your own soul How Eliza recognized when it was time to let go of the Golden Dome Alchemy teaches you about balance The role of grief in alchemy Alchemy is fundamentally about failure This year scientists accidentally created gold while trying to replicate the Big Bang What can arise while trying to achieve the unachievable A redefinition of failure altogether How capitalism frames so many endings as failures "A good death bring a village together; a bad death tears a village apart." Practicing science without tending to soul and spirit will cause harm Some products of the combination of scientific inquiry and religious initiation Ceremony called The Opening of the Mouth by Gnostic mystic Zosimos The lineage of alchemy from ancient Egypt to western chemistry to the mysticism revival to Carl Jung and beyond Alchemy is for artists Astrology is a sister science of alchemy Alchemical heritage is heavy with women, queer, and non-binary practitioners The principal deity of European alchemy is non-binary Alchemy is a very gender queer art and it is not shy about it Current attempts by men to dominate and de-queer the space Disrupting the binary is part of the ethic of alchemy Eliza is preventing burnout today by gardening and slowing down The realization of how deeply unhealthy institutional education can be How dragons helped usher Eliza into teaching alchemy Leaning into trust, benefit of the doubt, forgiveness as a vital antidote against cruelty Poisons and antidotes grow together on the forest floor Trusting even when it feels risky Eliza's book of sonnets called "The Green Mary" Poetry shows you how powerful you are Watching her journey to finding her wife through her own poetry And more Plus... Spots are open for Awakening, Natasha's one-on-one mentor program. Mystics Making Money is Britten's new course and registration is now open! Learn more or sign up here. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Eliza/Emerald's Info: Eliza's website: elizaswann.com Emerald School website: emerald.school   Mentioned in this episode: Eliza's appearance on Natasha's other podcast, Getting to Know Woo Alchemist Brian Cotnoir The Queer Art of Failure by Jack Halberstam Poet Alice Notley Poet Bernadette Mayer Poet Hilda Doolittle   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. In this episode: Britten is finding a lot of power in the name "Crystal Ballers" The theme of 2025 is "Authentic Power"; how are you giving it away and how can you reclaim it. How reclaiming your own power shifts your relationship with things that used to be difficult The entrance of the Fuck You Left Britten has some thoughts about Big Dick Energy Natasha is "such a feminine lady" that she even has a hard time feeling masculine energy somatically The very patriarchal definition of "being taken care of" in a relationship Natasha literally makes money because of dragons Family trying to intervene when they see your growth as a mistake Plugging your battery into yourself The vulnerability of letting the world see your energetic hardon How societal masculine/feminine conditioning seeps into everything You can be loud about what you love and still be boundaried How shadow parts use judgement to lessen your own inner discomfort There can also be healthy judgement Compassion for all the women who were raised to be damsels You can find agency within a lack of agency Natasha's experience of hoarding self help to get out of a bad relationship Healing can show up in different ways at different times and still be connected Britten is literally horny for her own work Part of being in abundance is knowing that it ebbs and flows but it doesn't leave Natasha deems this episode "a delight." And more Plus... Mystics Making Money is Britten's new course and registration is now open! Learn more or sign up here. Spots are open for Awakening, Natasha's one-on-one mentor program. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Grounding in the Chaos, the next Crystal Ballers workshop, is happening today (May 1) @ 7pm ET!  Sign up here! Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. In this episode: Time feels like a big mush to Natasha right now Dealing with the fear that you can't create When you're merged with an inner child part their view feels like the only reality The collective energy is beaming a fake fragmentation right now Connecting to your future self is so grounding Your future self isn't gonna say "What the fuck is wrong with you?" Britten dealing with critters in her attic. But literally. Raccoons, squirrles, possums, bats; the whole world is up there The "both, and" of it all The deceptive suddenness of very gradual growth Retrospective examination of the time before life milestones Gaining tools to fully connect to your future self Your heart has a brain.  And so does your gut.  But literally Science catching up with woo. Natasha both understands and resents getting validation from science There are infinite versions of your Future Self Intellectual understanding is just a piece of the puzzle, not the whole reality Collecting data for your science of the self The heart of the future self practice is developing capacity to be with them Your future self isn't better than you; they just have wisdom and love for you Unlearning the idea that working on yourself can't be fun And more Plus... Grounding in the Chaos, the next Crystal Ballers workshop, is happening today (May 1) @ 7pm ET!  Sign up here! Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. Spots are open for Awakening, Natasha's one-on-one mentor program. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. In this episode: Britten has been sick this week Fighting a sense of being pulled backward Remaining aware of the positives during difficult times, without spiritually bypassing Judging yourself when you're not meeting your "normal" capacity How judgement can keep you from grounding How Britten & Natasha experience relational healing by doing the podcast together Natasha's relationship with ChatGPT and ADD The very different ways Natasha and Britten experience grounding in their bodies The invitation being offered now to try seeing what it feels like to sit with what makes you uncomfortable Large swings from "things are great" to "TOTAL CHAOS!" seem to be the energy of 2025 The importance of telling your body you're in the present Your soul can be at a different pace than your body Making sure you connect to both your soul and your body Shaking your being back into your body Chaos isn't always a negative thing And more Plus... Grounding in the Chaos, the next Crystal Ballers workshop, is happening Thursday May 1 @ 7pm ET!  Sign up here! Natasha's small-group psychic mentorships are open for registration again!  Learn more or sign up here. Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. In this episode: Time isn't real.  And also, there's a divot in the time-space continuum. The limits we put on time are constructed and can be played with. Trying to communicate energetically with animals Natasha's cat, Kenny, is just here for the vibes Finding it easier to draw energetic boundaries with non-human energies The possibilities opened by "choosing to believe" Making sure "choosing to believe" validates your experience and isn't gaslighting you Britten practicing a hermitage with her emergence astrology students The "this side" and "that side" of astrology Astrology isn't about us, it's about how the universe expresses itself "All of the energy noticing each other." The ways in which identity can limit your growth Finding your grounding even while you feel anxious You don't have to wait for the "perfect moment" to show up for yourself and others Learning that we are so much more than we think we are Holding multiple sides of yourself at the same time Believing you can no longer be wise or discerning or protective when we are anxious or fearful Self doubt and inner knowing can actually be teammates And more Plus... Save the Date! Grounding in the Chaos, another Crystal Ballers workshop will be happening May 1 @ 7pm ET.  More info coming soon! Natasha's small-group psychic mentorships are open for registration again!  Learn more or sign up here. Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. This week, Natasha & Britten are excited to welcome special guest, PJ of Poster Journal. Poster Journal is a public diary that doesn't hold back—a bold mix of wit, candor, and all-caps chaos. Its minimalist style is nostalgic yet timeless, speaking from the heart (and sometimes screaming). Launched anonymously in 2020, Poster Journal has evolved into a loud, unfiltered voice in the art world, growing more acidic and unabashed with each passing year. With phrases that are as vulnerable as they are biting, Poster Journal captures the messiness of being human and dares its followers to do the same. Its mission? To say what you're thinking so you don't have to. In this episode: PJ loves any opportuity to talk about himself The energy of PJ's prints Becoming an audience of your mind Ideas are not rare; they are one of the most abundant resources PJ's technique of 3-D poetry Channeling ideas is vital to their authenticity "If these ideas are not helpful to me first, they won't be helpful to anyone else." The scary idea of being alone in living at a given frequency You might not have these kinds of ideas, but they are available to anyone PJ didn't always have access to these ideas Living in a channel of desperation, fear, confusion Saved by "Letters to a Young Poet" Your inner turmoil is the material; your work as an artist is to honestly depict it If you're always looking for misery, you're going to create more of it Needed to find positivity and affirmations that we're saccharine and paper-thin "The trick is to take being unserious very seriously." Humor releases pain from everything Giving people permission to be a whole person; happy, angry, messy, all of it The ego can be very funny and silly Started in 2020 when the pandemic took everything away and PJ started learning about stoic philosophy "I put on a mask, so I can be myself." What is a 12th House Sun sign? Giving your inner child an opportunity to be expressed and not denied Not wanting to pick any one aspect of your personality to express Confronting the fear of seeming like a narcissist when you are proud Self-love is the beginning of all love PJ talks about having haters Using constraints to inspire rather than inhibit Realizing you are not your thoughts Training yourself out of evaluating while you are creating How do you decide which ideas to write down The confirmation is in your spine! Activating your light codes Learning not to ignore your intuition when you hear it The value of being a court jester A harmless selfishness And more Plus... If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us! Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. Check out Natasha's book, Healing Your Inner Child, now in its second edition!   PJ's Info: Website: posterjournal.com Instagram: @posterjournal The books that saved PJ: Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Marie Rilke Letters from a Stoic by Seneca Damn Good Advice for People With Talent by George Lois Meditations by Marcus Aureleus The Consolation of Philosophy by Boethius Discourses & Selected Writings by Epictetus Interaction of Color by Joseph Albers The Creative Act by Rick Rubin   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. In this episode: Just showing up when you wish you didn't have to is the most baller energy ever Mindset is a huge theme this week Narcissist family dynamics with the US administration The power of disrupting the stories we tell ourselves Trying to just be receptive to the universe when you're feeling bad about yourself Holding conflicting visions of the "success" of your work We make subjective meaning from numbers and metrics but think it is objective Quality vs quantity, reach vs impact Letting go of caring about results A million ways up to show up to the facts in your life Everything is meaningful and not everything has to mean something Is the meaning you make of things connecting you to expansiveness or contraction? Letting go of inauthentic patterns and systems Trying to apply objectivity to "data" from your life The Meaning Maker & The Seat of Neutrality Being afraid to give ourselves spaciousness Getting locked in your inner protector The power of positive routine as an anchor Picking an idealized inner parent And more Plus... If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us! Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings. Check out Natasha's book, Healing Your Inner Child, now in its second edition!   Mentioned on the show: Amelia Hruby's Off the Grid Podcast.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. In this episode: The "proper" pronunciation of equinox Beginning to see growth as we collectively adjust to the chaos and change from the beginning of the year The excitement of seeing something you planted start to grow Having to ask people to be patient when you don't have the resources or conditions you need to show up the way you want to Noticing where you feel that things need to be "just so" Learning to reach out, to build community by accepting help Working through your assumptions of others' feelings The problem with basing your reality on your projections onto other people Breaking down your own misconceptions of what "power" is and looks like A hypnosis technique to help overcome fears and anxieties The idea that we are infinite beings who are choosing to experience limitation while on earth The same magic that repels some attracts others Dispelling misconceptions around manifesting and magic Treating manifestation as co-creation with the Universe The synchronicity of asynchronous magic The necessity of practical steps to accompany manifestation Britten getting inspired to do group magic with more people The role of trust in manifestation Brushing off your intuition as "just a feeling" The mundane becomes magic when you trust it The power of vulnerability in manifestation Dealing with "What if it doesn't work?" Leaning on your faith in other people to have more faith in yourself Fully committing to being yourself Double-down on trusting your own knowing And more Plus... If you like this podcast, please leave a 5-star review and tell your friends about us! Schedule a one-on-one reading with Natasha, or learn more about her other offerings. Learn more about Britten's courses, books, and one-on-one offerings.   Mentioned on the show: Bozoma "Boz" Saint John on Bravo's Hot Mic podcast   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.

Welcome to Crystal Ballers, a podcast celebrating the audacity to create our future now, with your hosts Britten LaRue and Natasha Levinger. In this episode: Skiing is Britten's favorite thing in the world Natasha once skied into a group of children on purpose Building the grooves to trust yourself Britten helping her daughter down a double black diamond ski run Natasha turning personal tragedy into comedy Going down the double black diamond of your emotional life You're not the boss, but you do need to trust yourself Toxic masculinity cannot feel the difference between ownership and reciprocity Finding ways to embody The Emperor that are not extractive and dominating Emperors who want to scaffold worlds for people to come into A tool for connecting to and supporting the earth The energy of the recent lunar eclipses Relating to eclipses by being aware of sight and what you're noticing Eclipses can lovingly show you things you can't unsee Magic is participation with Change Be your own researcher The consequences of being taught to pathologize ourselves Lessons in self-healing from archaeology All you're supposed to do it draw pictures of what's in YOUR square "I notice this is here. Can I have compassion?" Sometimes you have to come back to basics to to work with things you thought you already healed Recognizing that growth is like a slinky on the floor Sometimes the same issue comes up in order to show you how much you've grown since the last time If I could trust that everything I am dreaming of bringing through is already on its way, how would i tend to that today? Having compassion shame you feel for not knowing how to realize your dreams Let compassion be your compass when you're lost in shame Unshaming what it looks like to "be Virgo" Showing up for yourself doesn't have to be rigid; it needs to be what YOU need it to be Virgo is mutable, adaptable, responding, learning What would it be like to give yoursel permission to be a human who is learning to be here? What if the process is the purpose? Observe, allow, welcome, then adapt and respond Boredom in relationships comes when you stop knowing your partner, not when you know them too well Being excited about growth and adaptation in your relationships And more Plus... Britten's next round of The Magician's Table opens for registration soon.  Learn more or get on the waitlist here. Natasha's latest mediation on releasing collective anxiety is available for paid subscribers of her substack.  Learn more or subscriber here. If you like this podcast, please leave a review and tell your friends about us!   Crystal Ballers is a weekly podcast hosted by mystics Natasha Levinger and Britten LaRue. Inspired by Pluto’s shift into Aquarius, it’s space to celebrate the audacity to create our Future now. In a world that minimizes the subjective experience, it takes swagger to validate our dreams, desires, and visions in co-creation with the unseen, the unexplainable, and the felt. Britten and Natasha invite listeners into the concept of "skilled feelership" - the practice of honoring and developing one's intuitive abilities as a skill, rather than seeing it as a fixed trait. They explore the reclamation of feminine power, intuitive development, and the collective shift happening in 2025 and beyond. With weekly episodes and monthly guests, Crystal Ballers’ primary goal is to support listeners in staying present to their power no matter what astrological and energetic shifts are present.