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© Brittany Alambar 2024
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Think of this as an inside into my growing brain, like a dear diary kind of vibe. For now, it's just me talking about my current state. Eventually, I want to tell you my perspective of life and all the things that make me who I am. I want to discuss my evolving thoughts and all the things that go through my mind. I picked Burp as the name because it just popped in my mind, and it has made the most sense. It could mean anything. I wanted something as open and limitless as possible. Every other word i have found has so much meaning behind it and comes with judgement. but a burp... yea, some think its gross, but the rest of us don't have much else to say about it. I like that, it keeps us free.
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this week has been full!! lots of things on my mind i wanted to share! and a little reality tv for ya lmao.... love you!
my week, my first class!!! my health ish , social media recently, idk everything.love you
yay happy birthday jaelynnnnnnn, car stuck, cops mean, called into my first shift, weird af weird complex conversation for 3 1/2 hours, jaelyn bday, lost phone, found phone, party, work work work work work
little rant in the beginning, cults, surfing, abuse, vulnerability, live laugh lovelove you
slight judgement towards my doctor and wrestling but also my week and my bungee life etclove you
continued a part of last week's episode and then got into this week and also reflected on 2025 accomplishments and 2026 resolutionslove youuuuu
in a difficult conflict with someone close to me. my week my life etc. had to push through this one so if you stick around thank you, some parts are more exciting than others, love you.
lots of things new job maybe new year new me and also a lot of my regularness lol and its RAVEEE DAYYYY i love you
me, Brody and Bryanna celebrating Christmasss and discussing multiple fun topics . hope you enjoy . life updates, skinwalkers, ghost, religion
anxiety, christmas tree, more anxiety
i had a blast and im glad to be home love youuu
i planned a trip. the intention is getting out of my comfort zone. im scared the plane is going to crash and im gonna die. when it is my time, it is.. weather im living my life or if im sitting in bed so im trying to be scared and do it anyway because although im scared im also excited and open to all the possibilities and if im going to look at the negative i also want to look at the positive. and im so lucky that i am someone who wants to live so bad that i have this giant fear of death. my life is so beautiful i dont want to leave it. so im living it to the fullest... or trying to .i love you
mom came on. we talked about a lot of random things that just came up. happy thanksgiving i love youuuu turkeyss
i sometimes live in my curious self and often live in my scared self . they are the opposite and i dont know what i want or what i should be doing. my curious self has big outside of the box desires but my scared self almost 100% in the box. today i had a curious conversation with you and chat gpt and i stilll have no answer but i feel a lot less alone, more curious and less scared. love you
mostly this past week has been slow on paper but full in my mind. im trying to learn to be comfortable with all of my parts instead of trying to shove them out. im trying to stay open and curious about my whole self. and im trying to clean my house .love you
idk what im doing with my life, i have so many questions and no answers ... but does anyone have any real answers or just answers someone else gave to them. idk. i like the way im living my life, it is definitely hard but it's so true and deep and i love that so i know it would be harder to pretend i dont know that and go live a life that is not true or deep to me so im stuck doing it this way and im still glad im choosing to but fuckkk love you
now that i have quit i can spill all the tea... i guess, i have no ill wishes for them i just am putting myself in a healthier situation. i tell you everything bad thats happened and i forgot to mention there has never been a single problem with my technical work or conversations or language etc.. since working there until i changed my schedule love you
today i go over my week and then go on tangents about some bigger thoughts that occurred this week such as psychedelics, my past experiences, work tea results, community, podcasts and books ive been listening to, what ive learned, etc...
finally i finished remaking my clay earring holder. i love it . this week things i did spending time with people i love and then reading my book. nothing crazy.love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
something slightly light. mostly my week nothing too deep or crazy! been spending time with friends and family. it's important to lean on each other in hard times... also i want to wear more flowy clothes , i want to be more comfortable and be able to move freely .
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