Beyond the Dose

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with Unitarian Universalist minister and former client Chris Jimmerson to explore how grief, psilocybin, and surrender can transform the human spirit. Chris opens up about the loss of his life partner, how a guided psychedelic journey helped him reconnect with God and love, and how that moment of surrender shifted his faith, purpose, and capacity for love. Together, they talk about: ✅ What psilocybin revealed about grief, God, and presence ✅ Why surrender is the hardest — but most powerful — part of healing ✅ The emotional paradox of finding joy in deep loss ✅ How psychedelics helped him reconnect with a new love ✅ How spiritual leadership changes after encountering divine love ✅ The role of integration, community, and self-acceptance after loss Whether you're navigating loss, faith, or the unknown, this episode offers comfort, clarity, and real hope for what's possible on the other side of grief. 🎤 To learn more about Chris Jimmerson's work, follow his contributions within the Unitarian Universalist community or check your local congregation to find his latest talks and spiritual leadership offerings. 📺 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@BeyondtheDose 🌐 Podcast Site: https://www.purplecityexperience.com/podcast-beyond-the-dose 🎁 FREE Burnout to Balance Course: https://tackleburnout.com 🌺 Purple City Retreats: https://purplecityexperience.com 🍄 Psilocybin Facilitation: https://treeoflifefacilitation.com

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell speaks with Tracey Tee, founder of Moms on Mushrooms (MOM) to explore how psychedelics are transforming mental health for mothers. Tracey opens up about her personal journey, the evolution of the MOM platform, and the growing movement of mothers who are healing and reclaiming their inner peace through sacred medicine.   Together, they talk about: ✅ How motherhood changes emotions, and why psychedelics offer powerful support ✅ What most people misunderstand about microdosing  ✅ The challenges mothers face when exploring psychedelic medicine ✅ Why community and slowing down are key to healing ✅ The potential of psilocybin to treat postpartum depression ✅ How Moms on Mushrooms is building a new model for healing through sisterhood and storytelling   Whether you're an anxious mom or simply curious about this rapidly growing space, this episode is for you. 🎧 Tune in to learn how one mother's mission sparked a global movement, and why mushrooms might be one of the most important tools in modern maternal care. 🔗 Connect with Tracey: www.momsonmushrooms.com or @momsonmushroomsofficial on Instagram 🔗 Connect with Michelle: @purplecityexperience or @treeoflifefacilitator --- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose.   Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps   Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being.   https://tackleburnout.com/   Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together.   💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes founder of Abundance Doula, Miara Danae, for a deeply moving conversation about birth, healing and the parallels between motherhood and the psychedelic journey. As a new mother, Miara shares how her own birth experience inspired her to become a doula and how the nature of childbirth mirrors the breakthroughs found in psilocybin.   Together, they explore: ✅ Why childbirth is one of the most profound rites of passage ✅ How breathwork and surrender bridge the gap between labor and psychedelic journeys ✅ The importance of mindset, intuition, and energetic presence in both doula and facilitator work  ✅ The emotional and spiritual growth that emerges through struggle  ✅ How faith and spirituality guide Miara's presence in the birthing space ✅ The power of storytelling and community for healing mothers   Whether you're a mother  or someone looking to understand transformation, this episode offers an insight into the sacred feminine, self-discovery, and the magic of being present. 🎧 Tune in to hear how birthing a child and birthing your truest self are more connected than you think. 🔗 Connect with Miara: @abundancedoula on Instagram 🔗 Connect with Michelle: @purplecityexperience or @treeoflifefacilitator --- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose.   Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps   Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being.   https://tackleburnout.com/   Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together.   💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!  

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Dr. Lauren Alderfer, an award-winning mindfulness author, educator and microdosing coach for a conversation about navigating life, death and everything in between. Dr. Alderfer shares how her lifelong meditation practice led her into the world of psychedelics and how mindfulness and microdosing can work together as tools for healing and inner peace.   Together, they explore: ✅ How decades of meditation shaped Lauren's psychedelic experiences ✅ The connection between stillness, prayer, and altered states ✅ Mindfulness as a foundation for preparation, journeying, and integration ✅ Her deeply personal story of caregiving through her husband's Alzheimer's ✅ How mindful agreements can help couples navigate cognitive decline ✅ Why surrender, not control, leads to transformation   Whether you're new to mindfulness or exploring psychedelics for growth, this heartfelt conversation will offer insight and hope. 🎧 Tune in to discover how presence can reshape your relationship with suffering, love, and letting go. 🔗 Connect with Lauren: @lauren.alderfer | www.laurenalderfer.com 📖 Mindful Microdosing: A Guidebook and Journal 🔗 Connect with Michelle: @purplecityexperience or @treeoflifefacilitator --- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps  Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being.  https://tackleburnout.com/  Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together.  💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!  

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes Henry Winslow, a yoga teacher, newsletter creator, and founder of Tricycle Day to talk about finding purpose through psychedelics. Henry opens up about his transformative experience and how it led him from yoga practice to psychedelic advocacy, and community building.    Together, they explore: ✅ How yoga laid the foundation for Henry's psychedelic journey ✅ His profound first encounter and how it dissolved his fear of death ✅ The real meaning of integration and identity transformation ✅ Psychedelics as a tool for unlocking creativity and entrepreneurial vision ✅ How Tricycle Day helps bridge the gap between science and spirit ✅ The evolving role of psychedelics in business and in finding purpose   Whether you're a practitioner, a curious seeker, or someone exploring your life's purpose, this episode will inspire you to see psychedelics in a whole new light. 🎧 Tune in to discover how psychedelics can open the door to deeper connections, and create conscious action. 🔗 Connect with Henry: @tricycleday or www.tricycleday.com 🔗 Connect with Michelle: @purplecityexperience or @treeoflifefacilitator --- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!  

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell welcomes Jenna Kluwe to talk about borderline personality disorder (BPD) and psilocybin-assisted therapy. Jenna, a wellness counselor for more than 15 years, shares how psychedelics can be transformative for people with BPD.   Together, they explore: ✅ What borderline personality disorder really is ✅ The five types of dysregulation at the heart of BPD ✅ Why psilocybin is often dismissed—and why that is a mistake ✅ The role of mindfulness and distress tolerance ✅ Real stories of transformation and healing ✅ How to assess readiness before using psychedelics   Jenna's experience is honest, grounded and compassionate. Whether you're a clinician, a curious listener or someone living with BPD, this podcast is for you! 🎧 Tune in to discover how psychedelics can be a therapeutic way to heal. 🔗 Connect with Jenna: @naturespathcoaching on Instagram  🔗 Connect with Michelle: @purplecityexperience or @treeoflifefacilitator --- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this powerful episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with author Alex Abraham to discuss his deeply personal journey of healing from childhood trauma using psychedelic-assisted therapy. Alex shares how years of unexplained physical pain led him to uncover repressed memories of abuse, and how MDMA, psilocybin, and other therapeutic modalities helped him process and heal. Together, they explore: ✅ The connection between trauma and physical symptoms ✅ How psychedelics like MDMA and psilocybin aid in trauma recovery ✅ The importance of integration and long-term healing ✅ Overcoming self-doubt and societal stigma around male sexual abuse ✅ The role of spirituality in the healing process Alex's story is a testament to the power of self-discovery and resilience. If you or someone you know is struggling with trauma, this conversation offers hope and insight into the transformative potential of psychedelics. 📖 Trauma and Ecstasy: How Psychedelics Made My Life Worth Living – Available now 🔗 Connect with Alex: @alex.l.abraham on Instagram | alex@traumaandecstasy.com 🎧 Listen now and discover how psychedelics could be a breakthrough tool for trauma recovery. --- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Anne Hamilton—lawyer, professor, filmmaker, and founder of the Survivorship Collective, a nonprofit dedicated to supporting cancer patients and survivors through legal, safe, and guided psilocybin therapy. Anne shares her personal journey from being a litigator and filmmaker to being diagnosed with Stage 3C breast cancer, and how psilocybin-assisted therapy helped her navigate the emotional and existential challenges of survivorship. She also dives into the scientific research backing psychedelic therapy for cancer patients, the importance of structured, legal treatment, and the mission of the Survivorship Collective to make these therapies accessible. 🎙️ Topics Covered: ✔️ Anne's journey from law to film to cancer survivorship ✔️ The emotional and psychological toll of a cancer diagnosis ✔️ How psilocybin therapy helps cancer patients process trauma, grief, and anxiety ✔️ The Johns Hopkins studies on psychedelics and cancer patients ✔️ How the Survivorship Collective is providing safe, legal retreats in Oregon ✔️ The power of community healing and Indigenous wisdom in psilocybin therapy If you or a loved one are interested in learning more, visit www.survivorshipcollective.com or follow them on Instagram @survivorshipcollective. 🔗 Don't forget to subscribe, leave a review, and share this episode with anyone who might benefit from this conversation. ---- Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together.

In this inspiring episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Renee Anderson, also known as Wild Oregon Girl, to explore her incredible journey of resilience, mental health advocacy, and purpose-driven living. Renee shares her schizoaffective diagnosis, her battle with psychosis, and how she found stability through a dual-diagnosis rehab program. She also opens up about her experience with psilocybin therapy, the power of community, and how she rebuilt her life through writing, photography, and conservation work. 💡 Topics Covered in This Episode: ✔️ Navigating mental health challenges and finding the right support ✔️ The role of creativity and storytelling in healing ✔️ How psilocybin impacted Renee's recovery journey ✔️ Finding purpose through service, advocacy, and conservation ✔️ The power of community in overcoming struggles 📢 Connect with Renee: 🌲 Follow Renee: @WildOregonGirl | WildOregonGirl.com 🦦 Support Oregon Conservation: Oregon Shores Conservation Coalition 🌹 Portland Rose Festival: Royal Rosarians If you're seeking inspiration, hope, or practical steps to move forward in your own life, this episode is a must-listen! Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell explores the journey of finding purpose in life. She shares her personal story of transitioning from a high-profile corporate career to a more fulfilling path, emphasizing the importance of self-reflection, redefining success, and embracing struggles as a gateway to growth. Michelle outlines four key steps to uncovering your purpose: ✅ Lean into your struggles – Your greatest challenges often hold the key to your true calling. ✅ Redefine success – Is it money, flexibility, peace, or impact that matters most to you? ✅ Think about legacy – What do you want to leave behind for future generations? ✅ Be of service – Purpose is deeply connected to helping others and making a difference. If you're feeling lost, stuck, or uncertain about your next steps, this episode will inspire you to take action and discover deeper meaning in your work and life. Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell provides a comprehensive overview of Oregon's legal psilocybin program. From the passing of Measure 109 to the five key license types—including manufacturers, labs, service centers, facilitators, and workers—Michelle breaks down everything you need to know about how the program works. Learn how psilocybin is grown, tested, and consumed legally, and what to expect when participating in a guided psilocybin journey. Michelle also shares insights on the importance of safe consumption, the benefits of the legal framework, and how to get started with psilocybin-assisted experiences through her services at Tree of Life Facilitation Services and Purple City Experience. Whether you're curious about legal psilocybin in Oregon, looking for a facilitator, or exploring a retreat experience, this episode offers valuable information for anyone interested in the therapeutic use of psilocybin. Book a free consultation or learn more at Tree of Life Facilitation Services or Purple City Experience. Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this powerful episode of Beyond the Dose, we sit down with Shi Choong, an immigrant from Malaysia whose incredible journey of survival, self-discovery, and courage will inspire anyone seeking purpose and self-love. She shares her remarkable story of raising her siblings alone at 15, navigating life as a non-English speaking student in the U.S., overcoming trauma, and ultimately pivoting from a successful six-figure career at Intel to pursue her passion for event planning. Discover how Shi found the strength to forge her own path, build a thriving business, and create a platform for women to share their stories through her upcoming event, Women Who Dare. This episode is a testament to resilience, self-belief, and the transformative power of authenticity. Key Topics Covered: Overcoming adversity and building resilience The importance of self-love and self-acceptance Navigating career changes and entrepreneurship Empowering women through storytelling and community Join us as Shi Choong inspires us to believe in ourselves, embrace our authentic journeys, and dare to create the lives we deserve. Don't miss Shi's event, Women Who Dare, happening on March 8th – a celebration of courage, stories, and empowerment. Connect with Shi: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/eventplannershi/ Website: Women Who Dare Event Listen now and be inspired to write your own story of courage and self-love! Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this deeply moving episode of Beyond the Dose, we sit down with Dr. Tiffany Ryan—PhD, MSW, LMT, and founder of YoMassage—to discuss the unimaginable loss of her son to suicide and the powerful journey of healing that followed. Tiffany opens up about navigating grief, embracing radical acceptance, and reshaping her relationship with her son beyond the physical world. She shares how she's turning her pain into purpose, finding strength through connection, and fostering open conversations about mental health, suicide, and the importance of authentic support. Whether you're facing personal grief, supporting someone in mourning, or simply seeking a deeper understanding of healing, this conversation is one you won't forget. 🔹 The reality of navigating loss as a parent 🔹 Why acceptance isn't a destination but a daily practice 🔹 How we can foster deeper connections in a disconnected world 🔹 The role of vulnerability in healing This episode is raw, honest, and necessary. Grab a tissue, settle in, and join us for a conversation that could change the way we approach grief and love. 📲 If you or someone you love is struggling, help is available. Dial 988 for the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. 🎙 Follow Dr. Tiffany Ryan on Instagram: @Dr.TiffanyRyan 🔗 https://yomassage.com/ Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell sits down with Dr. Karin Calde, a therapist-turned-relationship coach and practicing psilocybin facilitator. Together, they explore the challenges and transitions that midlife couples face, from empty nesting to career shifts, menopause, and evolving relationship dynamics. Karin shares insights on the Energy Leadership Index and how understanding our energy patterns can improve communication and connection. Plus, they dive into the transformative role of psilocybin in relationship healing, helping couples break through emotional blocks, deepen intimacy, and rediscover their shared vision for the future. If you've ever wondered how psilocybin, energy work, and holistic wellness can support lasting relationships, this conversation is for you. They also introduce their upcoming Align & Thrive Couples Retreat, designed to help midlife couples reconnect, realign, and grow together. 🔹 Why midlife couples struggle with burnout, disconnection, and shifting identities 🔹 How psilocybin facilitates healing, accountability, and deeper emotional connection 🔹 The power of energy work in relationships and personal growth 🔹 Why self-awareness and intentionality are key to thriving partnerships 🌿 Learn more about the Align & Thrive Couples Retreat 📩 Connect with Dr. Karin Calde Website: https://drcalde.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theloveandconnectioncoach/ 🎧 Subscribe for more insights on psilocybin, wellness, and relationships! Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

In this episode of Beyond the Dose, host Michelle Harrell shares her deeply personal journey from corporate burnout and personal struggles to healing, transformation, and purpose. After 18 years in the Netherlands, a high-powered career, and raising two daughters, Michelle found herself at a breaking point—burnt out, unfulfilled, and searching for answers. She opens up about her unexpected spiritual awakening, her introduction to psilocybin therapy, and how psychedelic plant medicine helped her rediscover joy, faith, and a new path in life. Now a licensed psilocybin facilitator in Oregon, Michelle founded Purple City Experience, offering psilocybin retreats for individuals and couples seeking healing and self-discovery. Tune in as she discusses the power of psilocybin, the importance of integration, and her vision for this podcast as a space for education, transformation, and real conversations. Whether you're curious about plant medicine, struggling with burnout, or looking for inspiration on your wellness journey, this episode is packed with insights and personal reflections. 📢 Topics Covered: ✔️ Burnout, self-discovery, and finding purpose ✔️ The role of psilocybin in healing and mental health ✔️ Spiritual awakening and the intersection of faith & psychedelics ✔️ How Purple City Experience is helping others heal ✔️ What's coming up on Beyond the Dose 🎧 Listen now and join the conversation! Learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together. 💬 Have questions or topics you'd like covered? Let us know!

Welcome to the first episode of Beyond the Dose! In this debut episode, we dive into a topic that hits close to home: burnout. With 80% of employees at risk of burnout in 2025, managing stress is more important than ever. Join me as we uncover: What burnout really is and its warning signs. The alarming statistics about stress and mental health in America. Practical tools to combat burnout and reclaim balance in your life. The surprising power of stillness, rest, and aligning with your true priorities. If you're feeling overwhelmed or stuck in survival mode, this episode will provide actionable tips and insights to help you break free from the grind and find deeper meaning in life.   Plus, learn about my free 5-day burnout course designed to guide you toward renewed purpose. Tackle Burnout with 5 Simple Steps Everything you need to... • Get through the relentless cycle of stress • Quit sleepless nights • Say no to back-to-back meetings • And nurture your well-being. https://tackleburnout.com/ Tune in, and let's tackle burnout together.