Just for Today Podcast

In this moving episode, Adriana is joined by Shay Martin, who shares the story of her late husband, Tanner. Shay opens up about their love story, his five-year battle with colon cancer, and their decision to have a child despite his terminal diagnosis. She speaks on the challenges of being a caregiver while pregnant, the bittersweet six weeks they had as a family, and navigating the profound grief of losing a partner while raising a newborn. Shay's story is a testament to the enduring power of love, the complexities of grief, and finding hope in the face of unimaginable lossConnect with Shay► Instagram: @tannerandshay Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this powerful episode, Lyndsey Hackford shares her candid story of surviving domestic abuse, her struggles growing up in a strict religious family, and her inspiring journey toward freedom and healing. With raw honesty, Lyndsey and Adriana Sansam dive into cycles of emotional and physical abuse, the challenges of leaving, and redefining self-worth beyond trauma. This conversation offers hope and clarity to anyone feeling trapped by their circumstances, with hard-won advice for those rebuilding their lives after abuse.Connect with Lyndsey► Instagram: @lyndseyh6723 Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this deeply moving and raw episode of the Just for Today podcast, host Adriana Sansam sits down with Elaine, a mother who shares the heartbreaking story of losing her 27-year-old son, Joe, to an accidental fentanyl overdose.​Elaine paints a vivid picture of Joe, a charismatic and loving young man with a "bursting personality" and a "vibrant smile," who was adored by his family and friends. She shares cherished memories that highlight who Joe was, emphasizing that his death was the tragic result of a single choice, not a life of addiction.​The conversation explores the depths of a mother's grief as Elaine recounts the harrowing day she learned of her son's death, the gut-wrenching phone call from the coroner, and the "blur" of the days that followed. Adriana and Elaine connect on a profound level, sharing their parallel experiences with the shock of sudden loss, the struggle to get answers, and the complex emotions of guilt and regret that can linger for years.​This episode is an intimate and powerful testament to a mother's enduring love and a crucial conversation about the real human impact of the fentanyl epidemic. Join us for an unforgettable story of love, loss, and the long road of grief.⚠️ TRIGGER WARNINGThis conversation contains mature themes about death, grief, addiction, overdose, and trauma. Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In a raw and unflinching conversation, Morgan sits down with Adriana to share her story of becoming a widow at 29. She recounts her "damn near perfect" marriage to Thomas, the terrifying 72-hour spiral from a simple flu diagnosis to an ICU goodbye, and the moment she had to find the words to explain the unimaginable to her young daughters. This episode is a powerful look at sudden loss, solo parenting, and the strength it takes to navigate the immediate aftermath of tragedy.⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: This episode contains discussions of sudden death and medical trauma. But it also contains hope, healing, and proof that love transcends death.Connect with Morgan► Instagram: @widowinbloomConnect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this raw and unflinching episode, Ally opens her heart about the devastating reality of loving addicts: first as a spouse to an alcoholic for 13 years, and then as a mother watching her teenage son spiral into marijuana addiction.Ally's story begins at 13 when she met her future husband, believing she could control his drinking through sheer willpower and denial. What started as young adult partying evolved into a marriage filled with broken promises, DUIs, and the exhausting cycle of "I won't drink anymore" followed by inevitable relapses. When their son exhibited aggressive behavior, throwing knives and threatening violence over marijuana use, Ally faced an impossible choice: protect her other children or continue enabling her addicted child.Through her nine-year journey in Al-Anon, Ally learned the hardest lesson of all: you cannot love someone out of addiction. She shares the moment she had to ask her own son to leave their home, the guilt of family members blaming her parenting, and the misunderstood reality that today's marijuana is not the same substance from decades past.Ally's testimony reveals how marijuana addiction led her son into psychosis, stealing money, and rage episodes that terrorized their household. She discusses the challenge of setting boundaries with a child versus a spouse, the judgment from those who don't understand addiction as a disease, and finding peace through detachment with love.Key moments include:12:54 - The moment Ally's son admitted he didn't feel safe with his father24:25 - When aggressive behavior escalated to threats and violence28:37 - Discovering stolen pills and money, the final breaking point43:19 - Learning to separate the disease from the person she loves51:41 - How Al-Anon meetings provided life-saving community and toolsThis episode is essential listening for anyone loving someone through addiction, offering hope that recovery, for both the addict and their family, is possible, even when it doesn't look like what you expected.Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

Grief has a hierarchy that nobody talks about, and siblings are often left at the bottom. In this deeply emotional conversation, Adriana sits down with her friend Carina, who lost her 23-year-old brother Nick to heat exhaustion during an Arizona hike in June 2021. From childhood Taco Bell runs and Guitar Hero battles to the devastating phone call that changed everything, Carina opens up about the overlooked reality of sibling loss. Through raw honesty about family dynamics, the pressure to be "the strong one," and the unique bond shared only between siblings, this episode shines light on a type of grief that deserves recognition. Perfect for anyone who's ever felt invisible in their own pain, or who wants to understand the complex journey of losing not just a brother, but a lifeline.Connect with Carina► Instagram: @oxcarinaxoConnect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

Anne Marie’s journey reveals the raw reality of battling addiction, depression, and trauma while finding the strength to rebuild her life. From growing up in a family affected by substance abuse to confronting her darkest moments and navigating toxic environments, she shares candid insights on resilience and hope. With 12 years of sobriety under her belt, Anne Marie’s story is a testament to courage, healing, and the ongoing fight to rise above the fallout of past pain. Listeners will find inspiration and solace in this honest conversation about overcoming adversity and embracing a new beginning.Connect with Anne► Instagram: @_day4590_Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this powerfully honest episode, Adriana's friend Teresa shares her story for the first time, walking us through the slow erosion of her 20-year marriage. What began as a partnership was shattered by a life-altering cancer diagnosis that, while beaten, unleashed a devastating spiral of addiction, depression, and psychological torment. Teresa recounts the lonely years spent trying to "fix" the man she loved, the chilling effect of prescription drugs, and the impossible weight of keeping her family together, until her daughter’s four simple words, "I don't feel safe," changed everything.This is a story about the guilt of giving up, the strength it takes to leave, and the slow, difficult path toward healing from trauma. Teresa's journey from a toxic marriage to a new, unhealthy relationship and, finally, to a place of self-awareness and healing, is a testament to resilience and the courage to finally listen to your own inner voice.Key Moments:03:27 — The Cancer Diagnosis: A shocking turn that rocked their world.08:37 — His Drug of Choice: How losing his identity as an adrenaline junkie fueled his despair.11:01 — A Combination of Disaster: The dangerous mix of pain pills, Ambien, and alcohol.13:12 — He Beat Cancer, But Broke His Back: The chemo aftermath and the start of a new pill dependency.17:50 — "He Wasn't That Dad Anymore": The heartbreaking moment Teresa realized the man she married was gone.21:10 — "I Don't Feel Safe Anymore": The words from her daughter that became the final straw.23:21 — The Break-In: The terrifying incident that led to a restraining order.26:13 — The Guilt of Leaving: Facing judgment from family and the struggle to let go.32:26 — Jumping Into Another Bad Relationship: The trap of avoiding silence after trauma.40:05 — When Therapy Goes Wrong: The challenge of finding the right therapist and medication.59:08 — The Nine-Year Mistake: Teresa reveals she spent almost a decade in another toxic relationship after her marriage.1:03:46 — Advice to Her Younger Self: What she wishes she had known.Connect with Teresa► Instagram: @love.t.cConnect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this episode of the Just for Today podcast, Adriana sits down with Amanda to hear her incredible story of addiction, survival, and recovery. What started as secretly abusing pills while working in a pharmacy spiraled into a full-blown heroin addiction that consumed her and her two sisters.At rock bottom, living in chaos under her parents' roof, Amanda wrote a desperate letter to the Dr. Phil show. Two years later, she received the call that would change everything. Amanda gives a raw, behind-the-scenes account of the show's producers filming their lives, the emotional on-air confrontation, and the life-altering moment she walked off set and into treatment. Now, 11 years sober, married with two kids, and both of her sisters also in recovery, Amanda's journey is a powerful testament to the fact that recovery is possible, even when it feels hopeless.Connect with Amanda► TikTok: @amandaholla► Instagram: @amandahollaConnect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

Grief, addiction, and motherhood collide in one of Adriana’s most vulnerable conversations yet. Answering listeners’ toughest questions, she traces Eric’s relapse from heroin to fentanyl, the everyday tells she missed at first—long “gas station” runs, restless energy, and a different cadence in his voice—and the moment a hidden wrapper shattered her denial. She recounts how she chose clear, concrete language to explain death to her kids, and why “passed away” felt more confusing than kind.Adriana speaks candidly about the limits of love in the face of addiction, why ultimatums didn’t work, and how her experience with a non-abusive, high-functioning partner may differ from those in unsafe relationships. She opens a difficult window into her children’s grief—openhearted talks, sudden public tears, anger seeking a safe outlet—and her own guilt from surviving while parenting. Finally, she shares the controversial choice to leave California—and her nearby parents—to return to Arizona, prioritizing mental health, stability, and a sense of home over proximity to support.Content warning: discussions of addiction, overdose, and children processing death.Connect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcastThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

Disclaimer: This episode reflects Adriana’s personal experience and is not medical advice. Always do your own research and consult licensed professionals.In this deeply personal and unfiltered episode of Just for Today, host Adriana Sansam opens up about her experience with ketamine-assisted therapy after years of battling depression, postpartum struggles, and the devastating loss of her husband, Eric. Adriana shares why traditional antidepressants stopped working, what led her to try ketamine, and exactly what the sessions were like, from the IV setup and music to the vivid, Space Mountain-like visuals and emotional breakthroughs.She speaks candidly about revisiting childhood trauma, processing grief, finding unexpected forgiveness, and how ketamine created “space” between her and her pain, helping her build new habits, show up more patiently as a mom, and move from “Why me?” to “What now?” Adriana also covers the practical side: session structure, recovery time, maintenance, cost, and why doing the work afterward matters just as much as the medicine.If you’re curious about ketamine therapy for depression, PTSD, anxiety, grief, or addiction, or you’re simply seeking hope when nothing else seems to help, this episode offers a grounded, compassionate, and honest look at what healing can really feel like.Highlights:• What ketamine therapy is (and isn’t), and how it promotes neuroplasticity• The exact structure of Adriana’s 6-session protocol and how each one felt• Processing childhood abuse, grief, and anger, and finding acceptance• The immediate next-day shift: energy, routines, and relief from the “bed gravity”• Parenting after loss: more patience, less panic• The realities: cost, timelines, upkeep, and integration beyond the clinicConnect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcast⚠️ TRIGGER WARNINGIf you or someone you know is struggling with loss, please know you're not alone. This conversation contains mature themes about death, grief, addiction, overdose, and trauma.This podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this deeply moving episode of Just for Today, Adriana sits down with Brittany Putnam for an intimate conversation about navigating life's most unimaginable challenges. Brittany shares her heartbreaking story of losing her husband Kyle in a tragic accident during what was supposed to be a joyful birthday celebration at the lake.What You'll Hear:• The devastating moment that changed everything - Kyle's fatal accident while cliff jumping• How Brittany navigated telling her young children (ages 5 and 16 months) about their father's death• The isolating reality of sudden widowhood at 31 with two small children• Finding community through social media and widow support groups like Camp Widow• The complex journey of dating again as a young widow• Meeting Luke in an unexpected place - the elementary school cafeteria where she taught• Blending families and helping children process grief while building new relationships• Creating "Exhale" - healing retreats for young widows with children living at home• The beautiful and complicated reality of loving again after lossKey Moments:• The raw account of the lake accident that took Kyle's life• How children process grief differently and the ongoing challenges of single parenting through trauma• The guilt, judgment, and healing that comes with dating after loss• Finding hope and purpose through helping other widows in their darkest moments• The importance of community and not walking through grief aloneBrittany's story is one of devastating loss transformed into powerful purpose. Through her vulnerability, she shows us that it's possible to honor the past while embracing a future filled with hope, love, and healing.Resources Mentioned:• Camp Widow• Never Alone Widows• Exhale Retreats for Young WidowsConnect with Brittany:► Instagram: @bravely.brittConnect with Adriana ► TikTok: @justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: @justfortodaypodcast ► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcast⚠️ TRIGGER WARNINGIf you or someone you know is struggling with loss, please know you're not alone. This conversation contains mature themes about death, grief, addiction, overdose, and trauma.This podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.com Like and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this raw, unfiltered episode, renowned medium Aime Balesky does something that will leave you questioning everything you thought you knew about life after death. She channels my deceased husband Eric - and reveals intimate details about our life together that I NEVER shared with anyone.What happens in this episode will shock you:• Aime describes the exact layout of my closet and where I keep Eric's memorial items• She knows about our future chicken plans and specific Christmas traditions• She reveals details about Eric's physical appearance, injuries, and final moments• She channels his personality so accurately it's like he's in the room with usTHE EMOTIONAL JOURNEY:Aime shares her incredible story of surviving 4 near-death experiences that awakened her psychic abilities, starting when she lost her kidney to cancer at just 5 years old. But this isn't just about the supernatural - we dive deep into the reality of loving someone with addiction, the devastation of overdose, and how dangerous fentanyl really is.KEY MOMENTS YOU CAN'T MISS:• 00:40:15 - Aime's first near-death experience and awakening abilities• 01:03:00 - The truth about whether people choose their death date• 01:32:00 - Aime channels Eric and reveals details about our closet, Christmas tree, and future plans• 01:36:00 - The Titanic song moment that made me cry• 01:44:00 - Our song plays and Amy explains spiritual "signals"MIND-BENDING REVELATIONS:Aime explains how spirits manipulate matter to send signs, why some souls get stuck in shame after death, and how our deceased loved ones are actively working through us to help us heal. She also shares heartbreaking stories of channeling murder victims, children who died tragically, and why some spirits can't move on.⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: This episode contains discussions of addiction, overdose, suicide, and child death. But it also contains hope, healing, and proof that love transcends death.Connect with Adriana► TikTok: justfortodaypodcast ► Instagram: justfortodaypodcast► YouTube: @justfortodaypodcast Connect with Aime Balesky:► Instagram/TikTok/Facebook: @thebaleskyThis podcast was produced by Scufd Studio Pvt. Ltd. For permissions, inquiries, or collaboration, please contact hello@scufdstudio.comLike and subscribe if this episode gave you chills, changed your perspective, or brought you comfort. Share your own spiritual experiences in the comments below.

In this powerful episode, Adriana Sansam sits down with Samuel Harness, a soulful singer-songwriter known for his standout performances on The Voice and American Idol. Beyond the stage, Samuel shares a deeply personal conversation about his journey with music, identity, and mental health.Samuel opens up about the highs and lows of his career, the healing power of creativity, and how he’s learned to cope with inner battles. With raw honesty and heartfelt vulnerability, he speaks to anyone who's ever felt lost, misunderstood, or on the edge of giving up.This episode is a reminder that sharing your story can create space for others to heal — and that even in your darkest moments, you’re not alone.Don’t forget to like and subscribe so you never miss an episode.Guest: Samuel Harness – Singer-Songwriter | The Voice | American Idol

In this moving episode of Just For Today, Sarah opens up for the first time about her experience with multiple miscarriages following a successful pregnancy—and how those heartbreaking losses have shaped her family, her resilience, and the path she’s now considering to grow her family. With honesty and grace, she reflects on the emotional toll of pregnancy loss, the strength it takes to keep hoping, and the new possibilities she’s beginning to explore. This conversation is a powerful reminder: there’s no single way to become a parent—and no one should have to face these choices alone. Don’t forget to subscribe for more real, meaningful conversations.

In this deeply personal episode of Just For Today, Adriana is joined by her fiancé, Kevin, for an honest and heartfelt conversation about the mental health challenges they both experienced—before and after the loss of their spouses. As part of Mental Health Awareness Month, they share their journeys through grief, the healing process, and how therapy has played a vital role in their recovery. This episode is a reminder: you are not alone. Don’t forget to subscribe for more real, meaningful conversations.

Hosted by Adriana Sansam instagram.com/adrianasansamCONNECT WITH US► TikTok: justfortodaypodcast► Instagram: justfortodaypodcast► YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@justfortoday-podcast►Website: https://citryn.com/just-for-today-podcast/The content of this podcast discusses topics that may be sensitive or triggering for some listeners, including addiction, substance abuse, death, mental health struggles, and trauma. The stories shared are personal experiences and are intended for informational and educational purposes only. They do not constitute professional advice and should not be used as a substitute for professional counseling or treatment. Listener discretion is advised.

In this powerful episode, Adriana sits down with Jori Kinney, host of the Shattered Silence podcast. Together, they dive into the raw reality of widowhood, the healing power of shared experience, and the deep support they’ve found in one another. With honest conversation and heartfelt connection, Adriana and Jori open up about grief, growth, and the unspoken bond that comes from living through loss.Hosted by Adriana Sansam instagram.com/adrianasansamCONNECT WITH US► TikTok: justfortodaypodcast► Instagram: justfortodaypodcast► YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@justfortoday-podcast►Website: https://citryn.com/just-for-today-podcast/The content of this podcast discusses topics that may be sensitive or triggering for some listeners, including addiction, substance abuse, death, mental health struggles, and trauma. The stories shared are personal experiences and are intended for informational and educational purposes only. They do not constitute professional advice and should not be used as a substitute for professional counseling or treatment. Listener discretion is advised.

In this special Q&A episode, Kevin takes the mic to ask Adriana your questions—submitted by her amazing community on Instagram. From personal reflections to recovery insights, Adriana opens up with honesty, vulnerability, and the same heart she brings to every episode. Tune in for a deeper look at the voice behind Just For Today, and the journey that continues to unfold—one day at a time.Hosted by Adriana Sansam instagram.com/adrianasansamCONNECT WITH US► TikTok: justfortodaypodcast► Instagram: justfortodaypodcast► YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@justfortoday-podcast►Website: https://citryn.com/just-for-today-podcast/The content of this podcast discusses topics that may be sensitive or triggering for some listeners, including addiction, substance abuse, death, mental health struggles, and trauma. The stories shared are personal experiences and are intended for informational and educational purposes only. They do not constitute professional advice and should not be used as a substitute for professional counseling or treatment. Listener discretion is advised.

In this deeply emotional and vulnerable episode, host Adriana sits down with her fiancé, Kevin, as he opens up for the very first time about the devastating loss of his wife, Nicolette.Together, they talk through the grief, the moments that broke him, and the long road toward healing. Kevin’s story is one of love, pain, and resilience—and a powerful reminder that even in the darkest moments, hope can still be found.Whether you’ve experienced loss yourself or are supporting someone who has, this episode is a must-listen.Hosted by Adriana Sansam instagram.com/adrianasansamCONNECT WITH US► TikTok: justfortodaypodcast► Instagram: justfortodaypodcast► YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@justfortoday-podcast►Website: https://citryn.com/just-for-today-podcast/The content of this podcast discusses topics that may be sensitive or triggering for some listeners, including addiction, substance abuse, death, mental health struggles, and trauma. The stories shared are personal experiences and are intended for informational and educational purposes only. They do not constitute professional advice and should not be used as a substitute for professional counseling or treatment. Listener discretion is advised.