Edge of My Seat

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with her identical twin sister Radha Agrawal, founder of Daybreaker and community builder, to revisit one of the most intense moments of her life: the day she prepared to lose everything she had built. We dive into the minutes before that meeting—Radha sitting in the Upper West Side, meditating, breathing, grounding herself to face a room full of lawyers who were about to take her company away. She opens up about the heartbreak of walking away from five years of devotion with nothing to show for it, the emotional reckoning that followed, and the role that dance played in her healing and return to joy. Plus, we talk about the bravery of staying present in the face of loss—and how healing often begins when we choose to keep our hearts open anyway. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes Radha Agrawal, founder of Daybreaker, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Emily Fletcher, founder of ZIVA Meditation, to explore what happens when everything in your life feels like it’s falling apart—at once. We dive into a season of unraveling: a breakup, a move out of New York City, her son’s illness, her mother falling sick, and the unexpected physical changes of perimenopause—all colliding in a matter of weeks. Emily opens up about the emotional weight of that time—how sadness, anger, fear, and exhaustion brought her to her edge—and what it taught her about capacity, presence, and grace. Plus, we talk about the power of naming our limits, the strength in admitting “I’m at my max,” and how surrender can be the first step back to center. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes Emily Fletcher, founder of ZIVA Meditation, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Kimbal Musk, chef, entrepreneur, and Tesla board member, to reflect on the deeply personal unraveling that came with divorce—and the slow process of becoming someone new. We dive into the emotional fog that followed the end of his marriage, explore the concept of “open loops”—the patterns we repeat when we’re disconnected from reality—and uncover how grief, sadness, and reflection led Kimbal back to himself. He shares how heartbreak changed the way he relates to love, creativity, and feedback from the world around him. Plus, we talk about the imperfect beauty of relationships, the wisdom that comes with loss, and how transformation often begins with simply being willing to feel it all. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes Kimbal Musk, entrepreneur and Tesla board member, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Justin McLeod, founder of Hinge, to revisit the night he woke up in a hospital bed with a 0.4 blood alcohol level—and the summer that changed everything. We dive into the moment his mother called the fire department, the chaos of addiction, and the internal tug-of-war between the part of him that wanted to break free and the part still clinging to escape. Justin shares how that experience led him into rehab, and how sobriety became the starting point of a deeper, more personal transformation. Plus, we talk about overstimulation, emotional numbness, and what it means to redefine your life—not around avoidance, but around truth, connection, and becoming someone you actually want to be. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes Justin Mcleod, founder of Hinge, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Aubrey Marcus, founder of Onnit, host of the Aubrey Marcus Podcast, and a leader in the human optimization movement, to revisit the year everything unraveled. We dive into the emotional wreckage of 2018—a ruptured friendship, the sudden departure of his CFO, and the terrifying moment he was told the company he loved might not survive. Then came the car crash. A near-fatal collision that left him bloodied, broken, and on the edge of something much deeper. Aubrey opens up about the intense physical and spiritual reckoning that followed. He shares how grief, fear, and uncertainty pushed him into the deepest corners of his psyche—and how allowing himself to fully feel was the first step toward healing. Plus, we talk about the fight to hold on to purpose in the face of chaos, the courage to surrender, and the role of emotional release in true transformation. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes Aubrey Marcus, founder of Onnit, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Dr. Mark Hyman, 14-time New York Times bestselling author and founder of Function Health, to explore the personal collapse that led to a revolution in how he understands—and practices—medicine. We dive into a dark chapter in his 30s: a failing marriage, two young children, and a body so broken by stress and illness that he could barely function. As he fought to stay afloat - physically, mentally, and emotionally - he reached a breaking point where even continuing felt impossible. Dr. Hyman shares how that rock-bottom moment planted the seeds for functional medicine, a field he would go on to pioneer. He opens up about the connection between emotional trauma and chronic disease, and how a systems-based approach to health can help people reclaim their lives. Plus, we talk about the miracles he’s witnessed in his work - reversing conditions once thought incurable - and the mission that drives him to keep going: making sure no one suffers without knowing that healing is possible. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes Dr. Mark Hyman, founder of Function Health, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

In this episode of “Edge of My Seat,” host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with John Mackey, founder of Whole Foods Market and pioneer of the conscious capitalism movement, to reflect on the inner journey that ran parallel to building a billion-dollar business. We dive into the emotional weight of having his credibility challenged, explore the internal reckoning that came with stepping back, and uncover how surrendering control opened the door to a deeper calling. John shares his insights on ego, purpose, and the evolution of his leadership philosophy - including what it means to build something enduring without becoming consumed by it. Plus, we chat about plant medicine, daily rituals, and the path to finding meaning beyond achievement. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Get in - we’re going for a ride. In this segment of Edge of My Seat, host and founder of TUSHY Miki Agrawal takes John Mackey, founder of Whole Foods, on a rapid-fire joyride through life’s biggest themes - love, legacy, money, power, purpose, and poop. It’s fast, fun, and wildly human. Fast questions, real answers, no filter. Don’t miss the full sit-down conversation! Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life’s darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life’s messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It’s a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. 🚽Edge of My Seat: Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. 🚨This is a teaser for the first episode with John Mackey, the CEO of Whole Foods – full episode dropping April 23rd 2025! Tune in every Wednesday to hear from a new guest!🚨 To learn more about TUSHY visit 👉 hellotushy.com Let's talk 💩 on our socials! Instagram:  @hellotushy TikTok: @hellotushy Facebook: @hellotushy