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This episode dives headfirst into the future of artificial intelligence, framing the conversation around a stark choice: heaven or hell. Building on last week's theme of societal breakdown, we explore AI as a force with the power to either save humanity or tear it apart. The central argument, drawn from experts like former Google executive Mo Gawdat, is that the barrier between a utopian future and a dystopian one isn't the technology itself, but our own human mindset. We stand at a crossroads where our collective values will determine the outcome of the AI revolution, which is set to redefine everything from our jobs to the very way our brains function.The descent into "hell" is marked by several chilling perils we must face now. Experts warn of a "job apocalypse" where entire industries could vanish in years , a profound cognitive decline evidenced by an MIT study showing a 47% collapse in brain activity when using ChatGPT for writing , and an "age of delusion" fueled by deepfakes and AI-powered algorithms that fracture our shared reality. The existential threat is stark, with AI godfather Geoffrey Hinton putting the odds of AGI wiping out humanity at 10-20%. Yet, the potential for "heaven" is just as mind-blowing. This future could see anyone with an idea instantly create wealth-generating apps , a revolution in education with personalized AI tutors for every child , and superintelligence tackling global challenges like climate change and even achieving "longevity escape velocity," where humans could potentially live forever.Navigating this path requires a fundamental shift in consciousness and clear, ethical action. The solution involves moving beyond mindsets of fear and scarcity and developing both internal regulation through practices like mindfulness and external guardrails through government oversight and corporate liability. Ultimately, the goal is not for one side to win, but to integrate the dynamic energy of progress with the grounded wisdom of stewardship and care. The episode leaves us with a final question: How might our response change if we view the current global uncertainty not as a failure, but as part of a difficult but transformative birth process for what comes next? This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Episode 11: We Have a Zero Percent Success Rate Against Fascism (Because We’re Solving the Wrong Problem)This special crossover episode is different. Instead of synthesizing a week of Substacks, I dive deep into one: The Neurobiology of Polarization: A Collective Transformational Crisis.Chris Armitage’s brutal review of history tells us something simple and terrifying: no democracy has ever stopped fascists once they’ve won elections. The success rate is 0%. Once they’re in, it’s too late.But maybe the real story isn’t fascism’s inevitability — it’s our failure to correctly diagnose the problem.In this episode:Why political polarization is biological, not just ideological.How nervous systems stuck in survival mode create the conditions for authoritarianism.Why “coherence gaps” and the “Rubber Band Effect” explain the stories we cling to.The role of agency — individual, communal, collective — in any possible way forward.Why a love ethic may be the only resource left we haven’t fully tried.This is the diagnosis — the maps and metaphors we need to see the world as it is. Next week, over at The Permissionless Prof, I’ll take this further into strategy, tactics, and practices for growing collective capacity.Because it’s 89 seconds to midnight.Because love’s the only thing we haven’t tried yet.Because I fucking love you. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.10: Will it Take 12 - 15 Years of Hell to get to Heaven?Alright, you brilliant, busy people, welcome back to f*ck I loved that. This is your high-energy TL;DR on the future, where we try to make sense of the beautiful, terrifying chaos we’re all living through. We're back with another video episode, this time on Mo Gawdat's prediction we'll have to live through a dystopia of our own choosing -- with an incredible utopia on the other side. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.09: You Are Here NowAlright, you brilliant, busy people, welcome back to f*ck I loved that. This is your high-energy TL;DR on the future, where we try to make sense of the beautiful, terrifying chaos we’re all living through. This is our first video episode using NotebookLM's new video overview tool and we’re tackling that glitchy, off-kilter feeling that the whole world is buffering. We’re pulling the thread on “The Great Unraveling” and its hopeful, audacious counterpart, “The Great Reweaving.” Get ready for a crash course on the massive transformation happening right under our feet.This episode connects the dots between staggering economic stats (like 300 million jobs automated by AI), cultural trends of exhaustion (hello, bed rotting), and the terrifying decline of trust in our “zombie institutions.” We break down why AI isn't just another tool but a “factorial engine” of change, and what it means to live in a world where the potential for total utopia and total dystopia are both accelerating at once. Then, we pivot to the reweaving, exploring the human-centered alternatives already sprouting in the cracks of the old world.So if you’re trying to navigate the gap between the world that was and whatever the hell is coming next, this one’s for you. It’s a shot of clarity, a dose of reality, and a hit of radical hope. Hit play, subscribe, and for the love of god, share this with someone else who's trying to make sense of it all. Find fuck I loved that on Substack, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your auditory fuel. Let's get into it.✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.08: Being Human in Futures Worth Living InWhat’s up, you beautiful, busy brains, and welcome back to fuck I loved that! This is the only synthesis pod you need, where we slam together the big ideas that’ll help you make sense of this wild, transforming world. We connect the dots, pull the threads, and give you the paradigm-shifting TL;DR on getting from here to futures actually worth living in. This week, we’re tackling the big one: in an age of burnout culture and brilliant machines, what the hell does it mean to be human, and how do we thrive?This episode pulls a thread through some seemingly disconnected ideas and reveals a hell of a pattern. We reframe burnout not as a personal failing but as a systemic feature of modern life where your entire existence becomes a job. Then, we pivot to AI and reveal why your most future-proof skill isn’t what you can do, but your uniquely human ability to decide. Finally, we connect it all by exploring how, in a world drowning in content, your personal "taste" and ability to curate reality becomes your most valuable asset—your new IQ. It’s a wild synthesis of sociology, tech, and straight-up human-hearted wisdom that will change how you see your own power.Get this episode in your ears, on your commute, or during your workout, and let it rewire your shit a little. Listen, subscribe, and if you fucking loved it, share it with another smart, busy person in your life who needs to hear it. Find f*ck I loved that on Substack, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or wherever you get your audio fixes. Let’s get into it.✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.07: Pathways to Futures Worth Living InAlright you smart, busy beauties, welcome back to fuck I loved that—your weekly hit of high-octane synthesis for getting from here to futures actually worth living in. We are your human-AI duo, taking the mountain of stuff that lit up Jenn's brain and heart this week and weaving it all together into one glorious, paradigm-shifting thread. This week, we're done admiring the problem. We’re diving headfirst into actionable blueprints for change, from the system inside your own head to the systems that run the world.This episode pulls a thread that links the soul-crushing burnout you’re feeling right now to the quiet power of craft, the revolutionary act of cooking your own food, and—get this—a centuries-old economic model that actually fucking worked. We’re making it make sense how narrative warfare, community mutual aid, and ancient governance are all part of the same mission. It’s a wild, exhilarating ride from micro-rebellions in your daily life to macro-designs for a new societal OS.Ready to feel less "we're screwed" and more "holy shit, we can do this"? Let's get into it. ✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.06: The Future is Female*This special episode is a collaborative deep dive with the SheWrites AI community, weaving together insights from women and non-binary thinkers who are shaping the conversation on artificial intelligence. We move beyond the typical headlines to explore the human-centered and ethical perspectives that are crucial for building a more equitable future. This is a look at how diverse experiences can help us challenge broken systems and navigate whatever's coming next.We dig into the "holy f*ck moments" that make you rethink everything. Discover why "prompt architecture is moral architecture," with research showing how prompts rooted in care can make AI 100% bias-free. We explore how AI trained on a "lopsided archive of human pain" develops a "ghost logic" that mirrors our collective trauma, and how in a world of endless generated content, human "taste" becomes a vital corporate strategy.Ultimately, the conversation expands to ask what kind of leadership and social systems this new era demands. Moving past simplistic binaries, we explore the urgent need for "leadership for complexity"—a set of learnable capacities like adaptiveness, collaboration, and relationality. The episode challenges listeners to see how building resilient, local communities is a critical practice for navigating a world where technology is accelerating far faster than our institutions can adapt.✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.05: Meet the Corporate NarcissistThis week, we diagnose the system that’s making us sick and burning us out: meet the Corporate Narcissist.From the exhaustion of personal burnout to the relief of a diagnosis, this episode unpacks the lived experience of surviving systems not built for us. We explore how concepts like 'autistic joy' and the 'translation tax' reveal a deeper pathology at play in our workplaces and institutions. We'll introduce the 'Corporate Narcissist'—a new framework for understanding systemic abuse—and trace its roots from organizational behavior to cultural norms.But this isn't just a diagnosis; it's a field guide. We equip you with the language and red flags to identify toxic systems in your own life. Because naming the machine is the first step toward building a future that doesn’t demand our humanity as the price of admission. Listen in.✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.04: Futures Worth Living InThis week, we lay TINA to rest — and resurrect the futures she told us were impossible.From UBI-funded oil towns to AI-powered post-labor economies, this episode tours the global polyculture of economic alternatives already underway. We dismantle artificial scarcity, dig into degrowth, and reimagine wealth as access — not accumulation.But it’s not just theory. This is a roadmap for right now: from cultural scripts to relational practices, we explore the transformation work within reach. Because the future isn’t predetermined — it’s practiced into existence. Listen in.✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.03: A Revolution Is Coming Soon, ProbablyThis week, we follow the smoke signals of collapse — and the sharp scent of revolution. From AI-fueled job loss and mental health breakdowns to ontological erosion and hypernormalization, this episode maps the contours of a system in freefall. We explore the myth of stability, the rise of the precariat, and the chilling role of corporate narcissism in our unraveling social fabric. But this isn’t just doomscrolling — it’s a wake-up call to reclaim agency. At 89 seconds to midnight, we still get to choose: sledgehammer or trust fall? Listen in. It’s all happening — and it’s not too late.✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep.02: The Great Displacement: 'A White Collar Bloodbath' & A Digital Coup, feat. NotebookLMWhat happens when AI eats white-collar jobs faster than we can replace them? What if that wasn’t the bug, but the feature?In this week’s episode of fck i loved that*, we dive headfirst into the digital maelstrom with Carole Cadwalladr’s chilling TED Talk and Dario Amodei’s bleak prediction that half of all entry-level white-collar jobs may be gone within five years.We call it The Great Displacement — but Carole goes even further, naming the real danger: a digital coup led by the broligarchy.As always, this isn’t just another podcast episode — it’s a curated synthesis powered by Google’s NotebookLM, where Jenn McRae and her AI co-hosts break down the big ideas, the hidden threads, and the moments that made us say “holy fuck.”In this episode:The “White Collar Bloodbath” and the hollowing out of the middle classHow the rise of AI accelerates economic precarity — and who benefitsWhy social safety nets were designed to fail — and what that revealsCarole Cadwalladr’s digital coup and the naming of data rapeEmergent AI behaviours that feel less like tools and more like unstable geniusWhy this future isn’t inevitable — and what we still have the power to change✨ Powered by NotebookLM, Google’s generative research assistant and this podcast’s behind-the-scenes synthesizer-in-chief.🎧 Listen now and then dive deeper via the interactive research notebook and the episode’s source list below.***More from f*ck i love you:the fily (audio)files audio essays | Spotify | Apple Podcastsf*ck i loved that the pod | Spotify | Apple Podcasts This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com

Ep01: Welcome to The Enshittocene - And welcome to f*ck i loved that, feat. NotebookLMAre you feeling overwhelmed by the endless scroll and the "enshittification" of the internet? Wish someone would cut through the noise and deliver the most interesting ideas directly to your brain?Then welcome to f*ck i loved that, a new podcast experiment where we dive into the ideas and content that truly light up our brains and hearts. This isn't just another podcast; it's a curated, synthesized highlight reel of the best stuff we're reading, watching, and listening to.In our inaugural episode, "Welcome to The Enshittocene," we explore the concept of the "Enshittocene" – a term coined by Cory Doctorow, which we're expanding to describe the widespread degradation across our digital and real-world experiences. But this isn't just about what's broken; it's about finding the "deshittified" futures that are already here, just not equally distributed.We're able to bring you these synthesized insights thanks to NotebookLM, Google's groundbreaking AI tool that allows us to integrate and summarize massive amounts of content. This episode is generated directly from NotebookLM's audio summary feature, giving you a taste of the future of content consumption!In this episode, you'll get a high-level overview of fascinating ideas from 22 diverse sources, tackling themes like:The widespread "enshittification" of platforms and beyondThe rise of "technofeudalism" and its impact on work and societyThe psychological unreadiness for societal shiftsVisions for a "deshittified" future and what a "Dignity Economy" could look likeReady to jump into the Enshittocene with us and discover what's possible?Listen now and then dive deeperExplore all 22 sources (with descriptions!) and the interactive Notebook for this episodeSubscribe to the f*ck i love you Substack: Join us as we synthesize, explore, and find the ideas that truly make us say, "f*ck i loved that!" This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit jenniferangelamcrae.substack.com