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Gods, Ghosts & UFOs
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Every week, we talk about all the things they said weren't real. Guided by strange headlines and ancient mysteries, Jordan, Tom, and Mal explore the paranormal, metaphysical, and supernatural with all the earnestness and insight three big-hearted nerds can muster.
If you don't have a good time, then you don't know what a good time is.
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A former analyst for the Bank of England just warned that alien disclosure could throw global financial systems into crisis.
Tom and Jordan can’t stop laughing.
We’re already in financial crisis, aliens or no aliens.
And if there was some official disclosure tomorrow, people would just go back to work and worry about groceries. Unless the revelation materially changes people’s lives, they won’t care that much.
But what if there’s free energy technology? The analyst worries that would be a disaster. But, uh, for whom? ExxonMobil? Probably. You and me?
No.
The materialist scarcity mindset is transactional. If you get something, it must be taken from me. But there’s a more efficient way to structure our communities, and it’s about building for mutual benefit. Not easy, but definitely not impossible.
Anyway, we’re still pretty sure we’re headed for calamity, thanks for a broad cultural inability to accept reality, which turns out to not care very much about our ideas about what it should be.
The highlights:
Helen McCaw, former Bank of England policy expert, warns that revelation of aliens could throw global financial systems into crisis
The cases for and against this prediction
Tom reads part of McCaw’s letter to Bank of England Governor Andrew Bailey urging contingencies for alien disclosure (from The times of London article)
How she even came to care about UFOs
Internal memo from British Defense chiefs from 1997 discusses “technology acquisition” from alien tech
Basically, same as America
What if there’s free energy technology? For whom would this be a disaster?
Where Lord of the Flies got it wrong (the real life kids who went through it)
Materialism leads to scarcity mindsets and zero-sum transactional societies
How mutual benefit structures the most efficient social models
Buddha in the Dhammapada: “Therefore Ananda, be ye lamps unto yourselves, clinging to no external refuge, clinging to the truth as a refuge”
Regardless of anything, we’re basically headed for disaster
Why suffering and the acceptance (or rejection) of reality are closely correlated
A practice of presence with the expectation of imminent cataclysm
The Honey Doctrine
Mindfulness and presence are the last words on living the fulfilled life
After recording this episode, we did our very first Open Epilogue, which we unfortunately were not able to record. Don’t worry! We’ll do another one very soon.
Don't miss the next one!
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Brother Richard Hendrick is a Capuchin Franciscan friar and Celtic mystic. He comes from “a people who embrace faith but did not let go of magic and understand that one completes the other.”
When Tom asks how to deal with anger and powerlessness in the face of cruelty, Brother Richard offers this: “Anger externalized is actually internalized fear.”
Those moving in hatred WANT hatred in return because it justifies their action. They push and push waiting for the explosion. So the hardest practice is maintaining compassion even for those who hate you—because that’s when the other is actually disassembled and overcome.
Three practices: Hold yourself in compassion. Take refuge in great teachers—we’ve done this before over thousands of years. And manage basic human needs—no good decision is ever made at 2am.
Also, how can we grow up? Our culture is bad at helping people make the transition from adolescence into adulthood. What if the big missing piece in our development is transcendent experience? Are we doomed?
Brother Richard says no! But you’re gonna have to start meditating. The good news is that he has some things to say that might help you finally start the practice.
Brother Richard’s sternly non-political take on what’s going on in Minnesota
Most hatred and anger comes from fear
Choosing compassion means accepting vulnerability, even and especially when your compassion is rejected
Hate wants hate, anger wants anger — it’s cyclical justification
“No matter how much hatred they are pouring on me, fundamentally I have a brother or a sister in front of me”
Three practices for holding compassionate solidarity
People full of compassionate energy can often forget their own needs—they become tired, worn, anxious, and then make bad decisions
How Brother Richard became a friar
Celtic mysticism maintains the sacred nature of both the subtle world and ourselves, plus our venerable relationship with it
What to look for in a good spiritual teacher
The icon of the Ladder of Heaven shows monks climbing to heaven, and at the very top, just as one steps in, he’s falling
Saint Augustine: “God wrote two books—the book of Scriptures and the Book of Nature. We have not read His word if we can’t read both.”
When we’re in relationship with nature, the transcendent begins to happen
The Dalai Lama: “Meditation over thousands of years becomes a laboratory of the mind and soul”
If meditation stretches you with compassion and bestows peace, it’s real; if it makes you think you’re superior, it’s egoic
The muscle of focus and inner attention is atrophied in the Western world
Start with basic stillness practices, even just two minutes, because most people haven’t done it before
Distraction is literally half of the practice of meditation
And in the epilogue…
What the Fae actually are (hint: it’s complicated!)
Why believing everything a non-human intelligence tells you is dangerous
Brother Richard’s take on a particular passage from the Gospel of Thomas (because of course Tom had to ask him)
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Most people believe in ghosts. Always have. Always will.
EJAE, the lead vocalist from K-Pop Demon Hunters, told a ghost story on Jimmy Fallon and nobody questioned her sanity, because it turns out people who DON’T believe in ghosts are the minority.
Tom recorded in one of the most haunted studios in New Orleans in the ‘90s. And boy does he have stories. A distorted face in a window. A badly burned little girl pleading for help. A late night tryst with an apparition…
Do artists see ghosts more often? Or does making art make you more sensitive to what’s already there?
Regardless, when you make the effort to really say something—to write, to record, to create—there’s magic in it. Maybe you’re more that thing than you are the relentless cyclone of anxious thoughts you live with the rest of the time.
Ars longa, vita brevis. Art is long, life is short.
We’re here to play the long game.
IMPORTANT UPDATE
We promised to have our first virtual hang this week, but then we made a scheduling mistake, and so now it will officially be NEXT WEEK.
Monday, February 2
1pm PST / 4pm EST.
Do you see that? That’s an actual date, and an actual time. Which means it will be WAY MORE EMBARRASSING if we have to reschedule again, which we will not.
All paid Substack and Patreon supporters can expect to get the link within the next couple of days.
(And a quick reminder that the 1st 100 people get Founder status for $4/month for life — and not all those spots have been taken yet.)
Okay, enough of all that.
On to the highlights:
The vocalists from K-Pop Demon Hunters saw a ghost and told Jimmy Fallon about it
People who don’t believe in ghosts are in the minority—always have been, always will be
Mal always asks people if they believe in ghosts at parties
We love people who say “I don’t believe in ghosts, but I saw a ghost”
Tom’s was in a swing band in the 90s and has lots of other recording studio ghost stories
King’s Way Studio in New Orleans was (is?) famously haunted by Germaine Cazanave Wells, Queen of Mardi Gras, total party girl from the 1950s/60s who fell, hit her head, died, never left
Tom’s friend saw a distorted, glaring face appear in the window
Tom made deals with Jermaine in the clawfoot tub: “Listen, don’t show up now—I don’t want to slip and fall while naked”
Another band’s bass player (an EMT) was awakened by a young woman badly burned, pleading for help—turned out to be Jermaine’s daughter who died in a fire
And, uh, another story, which you’ll have to go ahead and just listen to Tom tell it
Creative people seem to encounter ghosts more often—artists, musicians, people in heightened emotional/creative states
Are ghosts attracted to creativity, or does creativity make people more sensitive to what’s already there?
What it’s like to re-read own old writing
Maybe we’re more than the stuff that constantly spins in our brains
The more you create, the more you pin down and make substantial, the more that you ARE
There’s a magic to making the effort to really express yourself in some tangible way, going on the record, so to speak, even if you’re wrong, even if you’re full of crap
Tom loves himself and his friends as individuated people, even while recognizing we’re expressions of Brahman
He also talks to his peach trees, so
And in the epilogue…
What it’s like to prank a prankster
That one time Mal got kicked out of girl’s camp
A truly horrific story about fried chicken
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Today, we’re doing something ambitious and maybe a little bit stupid, but hopefully the right kind of stupid.
We’re rejecting the algorithm. No clips for the feeds. No farming for engagement. Because social media is antisocial.
Tom wrote a book about the Chapel Hill music scene in the ‘90s. Before discoverability tools and doomscrolling. Before music became something you listen to by yourself. Back when people listened together, and told their friends.
After all, word of mouth is the OG algorithm. So that’s how we’re gonna do it.
It’ll be slower, but it’ll be better.
So go tell your friends, and come on up to the house.
~~~NEWS!~~~
We’ll be having our first virtual hangout next week for all paid subscribers and Patreon supporters — speaking of which:
THIS IS THE LINK TO OUR PATREON1st 100 people get Founder status for $4/month for life.
You might be wondering what the difference will be between Patreon and Substack.Here’s the breakdown:
Paid supporters of either will get access to ad-free episodes and epilogues.
For the Patreon folks, there will be more bonus video content, as well as access to a private Discord, which we will be launching as soon as the first 100 people sign up.
On Substack, there will be more written work (essays and supplements), some of which will be behind a paywall, as well as access to a paid-subscriber chat, which will go online once we reach 100 sign-ups there.
The world is full of people asking for your money. Anyone who supports this show with actual dollars will have our undying gratitude, and we’ll do everything we can to return the love.
Highlights:
The algorithm is killing us. We have the data.
Social media melts attention and connection
How and why Jordan got into podcasting
Dan Carlin’s Hardcore History proved millions of people will listen to 4-hour deep dives, despite the TikTok-ification of everything
How do we produce stuff that earns thoughtful attention without marketing it on platforms that absolutely ravage attention
How posting on socials violates the creative instinct
If you build your platform on social media, you don’t get to leave
David Foster Wallace’s “This is Water”: we’re all actively worshiping something—the passive viewing sneakily changes our personalities
Tom’s book (A Really Strange and Wonderful Time) about the Chapel Hill music scene in the 90s became a manifesto for “scenius”—Brian Eno’s term for the genius of community, not individual artists
We used to listen to music publicly, with friends, talk about it
Now music is private, instantly available, and we listen alone
The Great Deceleration: we’re trying to build something that encourages depth over virality, connection over “engagement” (whatever the hell that is)
We can’t fail. We’re already on the path.
First 100 Patreon supporters get Founding Member status at $4/month for life
If we can grow successfully without bowing to the algorithmic feeds, it’ll chart a path for other creators
Complete transparency and monthly updates (at least) on the numbers, tracking the OG algorithm of word of mouth
If we’re not giving you what you want, tell us
If we ARE giving you what you want, tell your friends
And in the epilogue…
Tom’s dog chorus
What the word “whoredoms” really means (and why the world is full of whoremongers)
The implications of a theory that ancient pyramids started as industrial chemical factories
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Most (most!) people report having noetic experiences. Knowing who’s calling before you answer. Predictive dreams. Feeling someone’s presence. Gut feelings that turn out to be true.
The Institute of Noetic Sciences was founded by Apollo 14 astronaut Edgar Mitchell, and it just released a study about twelve unique “noetic signatures” based on deep survey data from over four thousand people.
Some of them know things in their bodies. Others get mental, emotional, or spiritual downloads.
Everyone has a different signature.
But what are the hazards of personal revelation without coherent social support? And what will happen to us if we keep replacing our latent human superpowers with technology?
Still, we have high hopes for 2026. Maybe this is the year we heal from screen addictions. Maybe we’ll finally get some kind of blockbuster disclosure about non-human intelligences. Or maybe, if we all pull together, we can finally break free from the algorithm and move back into our enchanted world.
Highlights:
The Institute of Noetic Sciences (IONS) was founded in 1973 by Apollo 14 astronaut Edgar Mitchell
They study consciousness, human potential, and the intersection of science and subjective experience
“Noetic” comes from Greek “noesis” meaning “inner knowing” that transcends the five senses and conventional notions of time and space
(Examples: knowing who’s calling before caller ID, predictive dreams, feeling someone in the room, gut feelings that prove accurate)
Most people report having these experiences, but they’re still stigmatized
The Noetic Signature Inventory is a 44-item questionnaire measuring individual’s unique pattern of intuitive experience
Four primary intuitive pathways: body-based (gut feelings), mental (sudden knowing), emotional (feeling into situations), spiritual (mystical experiences)
Is “inner knowing” reliable without the support of a community?
Why it’s so hard to balance social coherence against mystical experience
Robin Lassiter said in the last episode that patriarchy and materialism might not have just been huge mistakes—we got amazing stuff from them, and now it’s time to turn the wheel
In what ways are we trying to replace our noetic abilities with technology?
Jordan abashedly hopes this is the year UFOs, NHIs, etc stop being laughed at on on CNN
Mal hopes we heal from screen addiction (it’s actually possible!)
Tom hopes we can free ourselves from the fetters of the algorithm and move back into an enchanted world
The real magic is in interaction, intuition, knowing, and the gorgeous unpredictability of ourselves and each other
And in the epilogue…
How algorithms actually steal your personality
A pretty MASSIVE decision about the future of the show
Our first progress report on Jordan Crowder’s Law of Probability course
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Roman concrete has been healing itself for thousands of years, surviving earthquakes, volcanoes, the ocean…
As she’s actively recovering from surgery, Mal has lots of questions about self-healing. And also why her dad keeps telling her to use colloidal silver.
Jordan Crowder has a lot to say about how the body heals, it turns out, having survived some major, life-threatening health crises himself. We ask him lots of questions, and he offers insights that synthesize science and spirituality in a way that is just exactly our vibe.
Finally, we’re gonna hear about something he calls probability engineering. Your future is a probability cloud. Every decision collapses some outcomes and expands others. Agency is your power to project new pathways into your future that didn’t exist based on your past.
But no, you can’t manifest a million dollars without becoming the kind of person who would have a million dollars. Change requires energy, and the universe resists it just like people do.
We talk about how you can do it anyway.
Welcome to 2026.
Highlights:
Jordan Crowder from Conscious Observers doubles the number of Jordans on today’s episode
Mal shares a story about Roman concrete that survives earthquakes, volcanoes, and millennia under the sea because it literally heals itself over time
The whole Nature Communications article is basically about a possible misreading of an ancient concrete recipe
Why Mal is being drawn to things with “self-healing” in the title
Her dad keeps trying to make her spray colloidal silver on her surgery wound
The placebo effect works even when you know it’s a placebo
Cellular communication
How to help your body do what it’s spent millions of years evolving to do (hint: get out of the way)
Thoughts create reality through quantum probability cloud engineering (an introduction to Jordan Crowder’s Law of Probability)
Your future is not one predetermined path (obviously), it’s a cloud of potential outcomes
You can project entirely new pathways into your future probability field that didn’t exist before based on your past
Agency maxxing
Getting a millions dollars (as a, ahem, for instance) probably means changing behaviors you’ve never changed before
People generally don’t like to change—and neither does the universe, because change requires more energy
Also/related: dumping a million dollars on a someone who isn’t ready for it is usually calamitous
What is a Minimally Viable Manifestation?
Ellen Langer says procrastination is not the problem, mindlessness is
The real work is increasing awareness and “awakeness” to your decisions and choices
Jordan and Mal commit to starting Jordan Crowder’s 21-day probability engineering course
And in the epilogue…
The overwhelming evidence of reincarnation overcomes Western skepticism
Without humans, who would care about beauty? We’re not here just to collapse wave functions.
Jordan Crowder’s 90-year-old Jesus hypothetical
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A Norwegian physicist just published a peer-reviewed paper that mathematically describes consciousness as a fundamental field that existed before space and time.
She proposes testable predictions—including the possibility that if consciousness differentiated itself into structured reality through something like universal thought, it might have left detectable patterns in the cosmic microwave background.
This is ancient scripture overlapping with cutting-edge physics. “Thou Art That” from the Upanishads. “I AM that I AM” from Exodus. The earth was formless and void, then God said “Let there be light.” Consciousness precedes manifestation, thought is a collapse mechanism.
Everything happens in cycles. We went out to do science in a universe of strict materialism, and now we’re coming back, changed, to the wisdom of mystery and consciousness.
Finally, we talk to Robin Lassiter about her new Mystery School for the Brokenhearted.
Here’s to the end of a fraught and beautiful 2025, and a 2026 which promises to be no less complicated.
Highlights:
Norwegian physicist published a peer-reviewed paper treating consciousness as a fundamental field rather than an emergent brain phenomenon
Mathematical integration with quantum field theory
Testable predictions involving quantum field interactions, neural coherence patterns, and cosmological signatures in the Cosmic Microwave Background (CMB)
Tom connects this to the Chandogya Upanishad: “Thou Art That”
The Abrahamic analog: “The earth was formless and void” (undifferentiated potential), “I AM that I AM” (consciousness preceding manifestation), “Let there be light” (universal thought as collapse mechanism)
From 2nd century BCE scripture to modern testable mathematical physics of universal consciousness
Everything goes in circles. Going out into the “billiard ball universe” of strict materialism, now we’re coming back around
Robin on discovery through experience itself
What is the relationship between us (personality, body, experience) and the unifying field?
Evolution of grief in community
The healing that can only happen in the presence of others
The Mystery School for the Brokenhearted: the mutual capacity to hold grief without trying to fix or rescue
What makes this era of human history unique
Robin’s “big yes” to the ampersand universe
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If you’ve got a quiet moment this week, here’s a thoughtful radio essay from Tom that explores the intersections of Victorian literature, social conscience, and what it means to truly connect with our fellows.
Yes, it turns out we can be serious sometimes. Please try not to faint.
In this piece, Tom tracks the circumstances that led Charles Dickens to write A Christmas Carol, from his disastrous American tour and the child labor reports that haunted him, to his compulsive night walks through London’s streets where he encountered the cast out and forgotten.
Within this substrate, Tom weaves together Dickens’ personal struggles, the neuroscience of human connection, and an urgent message about what we’ve lost (and must reclaim) in our age of radical isolation and screen-mediated existence.
Consider this our gift to you: a half-hour to slow down and remember that, “no one is useless in this world who lightens the burden of it for anyone else.”
Truly, we wish you the very best of the season, and count you among our beloved fellows.
Tom, Mal, & Jordan
PS - For six years running, Jordan has been making compilations on Spotify called Hot Christmas. Here’s the latest.
And here are links to all the others:
Volume 1
Volume 2
Volume 3
Volume 4
Volume 5
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Let’s talk about drugs.
This week we learned that some doctors have figured out how to make DMT trips last as long as you want. They can dial it up or down, or turn it off if things go south. And in the ultimate hack to do this legally, they formed an actual church, and they’re recruiting members for what they call “expeditions.”
Their stated goals are to develop therapies, solve advanced problems, explore consciousness, and build something called “the Matrix Machine.”
Probably a long shot, but maybe this is how we’ll find out who and what DMT aliens really are.
And speaking of non-human entities: it turns out there’s a mushroom in China that makes pretty much everyone see itty bitty little people. And this thing has absolutely no relation to psilocybin, if you can believe it. In fact, it doesn’t contain a single psychoactive compound that we know about.
So, once again, we’re left wondering if these are hallucinations, or…something else.
Highlights:
The Extended State DMT program (DMTX) has figured out how to stabilize and extend DMT experiences
The International DMT Church
Consistency of DMT experiences
Jordan conjures a comically horrible mental image of people handcuffed to beds with IV drips, trapped in thousand-year experiences they can’t escape
Are we exploring the architecture of the human mind, or accessing something external to ourselves?
Most psychedelic insights are “just vibes” (Paul McCartney, for instance)
A mushroom that makes 96% of people see tiny people or elves, often dancing, jumping, or marching (the story)
Reports span Papua New Guinea, the Philippines, and a third-century Taoist text about a “flesh spirit mushroom” that lets you “see a little person”
The mushroom is genetically closer to porcini than to psilocybin—contains NO known psychoactive compounds
Chemical analyses reveal nothing
Experiments on mice
Does this explain why every culture throughout history has legends of fairies, elves, and sprites?
Are the mushrooms making you hallucinate little people, or only allowing you to see the little people that are already there?
(Picture a Lovecraftian world full of squirming horrors just outside our normal perception)
Victorian art depicting sprites smoking pipes while sitting on mushrooms
No epilogue this week. Blame the holidays. But also, if you’re not one of the handful of heroes with paid subscriptions — well, now you’ve got time to catch up, don’t you?
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What happens after we die? It’s one of the fundamental questions that drives all human interest in religion, philosophy, and science.
But while it might not conform to strict materialism, we actually do have a huge body of evidence about what the so-called afterlife might look like. You’ve heard of near death experiences, but you might not know how rigorously they’ve been studied. There are thousands of documented cases that reveal remarkably consistent patterns.
So that’s what’s up for today — NDEs, afterlife cosmologies, how the James Webb Space Telescope is breaking Big Bang theory, and what the handprint of God might look like to someone trying to build a religion.
Oh, and a few hours before we started recording, I heard about Robert Monroe’s visit to the afterlife, so we talk about that, too.
In other words, if you can only listen to one more podcast before you die, you could do worse than this one.
Highlights:
Growing up Mormon meant growing up with a rich afterlife cosmology
NDE stories as religious confirmation bias
Ancestors and experiences with people who’ve passed on
People get too comfortable with their pictures of reality in both science AND religion
Is the James Webb Space Telescope breaking the Big Bang theory? (that Kurzgesagt video)
In every generation, you can find prominent scientists who say we’ve figured pretty much everything out, right before some major paradigm collapses
Christian Wiman: “If you believe at 50 what you believed at 15, then you have not lived, or have denied the reality of your life” (from My Bright Abyss)
The large and rigorously studied body of NDE evidence (Jeffrey Long’s work, in particular)
What Robert Monroe saw in his trip to the afterlife (ht Jordan Crowder’s podcast, and Ultimate Journey)
Hell as a lower-dimensional experience
Can a higher-dimensional God manifest as a lower-dimensional being? Would that lower-dimension being not be God?
Bad branding for universal consciousness
Samuel Norton’s Come as You Are, and the hotel analogy for final judgment
And in the epilogue:
Why God might call most Christian creeds “an abomination”
The real definition of moral courage
How social media is like carbon monoxide, lulling doom-scrollers into the sleep of death.
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Nick Cook is a British aviation journalist turned consciousness researcher. We discuss his take on the Age of Disclosure documentary, why the UFO conversation has become impossible to have like adults, and how simulation theory might be the most grounding framework for understanding reality (no but really).
Highlights:
Nick’s storied career, from winning four Royal Aeronautical Society Journalism Awards to investigating Nazi anti-gravity research (Hunt for Zero Point) to consciousness studies (Bigelow essay contest winner)
His “Age of Disclosure Challenge”: trying and failing to have actual conversations with skeptics about the documentary’s evidence
We’ve lost the ability to hold adult conversations about polarizing topics
Back to the co-creative nature of the phenomenon
Nick’s simulation theory framework: consciousness is non-local, not generated by individual brains but expressed through them
We’re all nodes of a larger consciousness system, constantly feeding data back
Simulation theory might sound meaningless, but it actually doubles down
Truly understanding consciousness totally recontextualizes human hierarchies
The great secret of disclosure isn’t about NHI technology, it’s about how governments have weaponized this for 80 years with Cold War mentality
Nick’s approach is the least horrifying version Mal has ever heard
Someone please come up with a better name for “simulation theory”
And in the epilogue:
Nick shares his perspective on human agency, or “free will”
Why our souls might have dreaded coming to Earth School
What the Belgium drone mystery proves what intelligence agencies know (or don’t)
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Kicking us off this week, Mal takes us through the complete James saga—a YouTuber whose mysterious “UFO” turned into toxic performance art. After that, a high-level conversation about The Age of Disclosure, before Tom finally gets to share a wonderful update from Loch Ness.
It’s good, guys. It’s real good.
Highlights:
Recapping and then tying off the story of James the UFOtuber
How he started off, what made him compelling, etc
That time a couple weeks ago when he maybe faked his own death?
His half-hearted attempts to keep the mystery alive
The big reveal that it was all a hoax
A lively conversation about the crappiness of this whole thing, and what it reveals as an artifact of our culture
Weaponized sincerity, parasocial manipulation, and other fun ideas to enjoy
Jordan’s meta-review of The Age of Disclosure (including a quick recap of his experience attending a screening in LA)
A stupid review from the New York Times that we refuse to link to
A Bug’s Life as a labor organizing manifesto
Go join Citizens for Disclosure (after you hear an impassioned pitch for civic engagement)
Something is shifting, people are tired of the same things, conversations are bending differently
News from Loch Ness - researchers used underwater drones to capture very boring footage and very interesting SOUNDS
Very much also: charming Scottish narration and infectious enthusiasm
The lake monster laugh is going to be our new ringtone
And in the epilogue
Why being deceived doesn’t make you a chump
How caveman stereotypes were reflections of mid-century misogyny and violence
The study that shows how shame causes repeated bad behavior while self-acceptance corrects it.
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This week, for kicks, we decided to flame a rancid piece of alien abduction “journalism,” including feeding the thing to AI on a whim to see what happens. Then, on the back of an article in The Debrief about a supposed “Seventh Sense,” we get into a speculative conversation about transhumanism, biology, technology, and human perception, before circling back to waste more time with sycophantic LLMs.
Beware the energy vampires.
Highlights:
A thorough dissection of alien abduction woo-woo gobbledygook
A “spiritual healer” who probably doesn’t exist, albino men in parks, bodies on spacecraft walls, O negative blood as 1950s genetic engineering, and UFOs “dumping out water and frogs”
The article claims “we are a much more advanced version of AI... Tesla approved that”—a sentence made of words
Experiencers dealing with trauma and isolation deserve thoughtful journalism, not content farm garbage
We ask Claude what it thinks, and are reminded how important it is to frame questions carefully when interacting with AI
From Chrissy Newton at The Debrief - New research from Queen Mary University reveals humans can detect objects buried in sand before touching them
Humans achieved 70% accuracy detecting hidden cubes; AI-assisted robots only managed 40%
Mirror touch synesthesia: some people literally feel what they see happening to others—sight translating directly into tactile sensation
The “seventh sense” is actually our fingertips reading microscopic disturbances in sand around hidden objects—feeling the echo of what’s beneath
Our technology mimics nature, then reveals deeper layers of complexity in nature, in an infinitely recursive pattern
Why transhumanist dreams of replacing our “fragile, broken bodies” with robot perfection are probably very silly
The more we understand biology, the more we realize how incomprehensibly sophisticated human bodies actually are
What if advanced civilizations actually value hard work done by hand?
Assembly lines run by robots: great. Assembly lines staffed by humans forced to behave like robots: the worst
Remember that AI slop is basically an energy vampire
And in the epilogue:
How good horror movies are basically modern incarnations of the Aristotelian tragedy
Wrestling with the probability that the universe is full of super-intelligent, non-human monsters
Why we blame victims to make ourselves feel safer
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This week we’re looking into a technology-assisted variant of an ancient, mystical practice to locate subterranean water veins, and then Tom’s got the full scoop on America’s first documented haunting. You can also expect an update on James the YouTuber with a tuber of a UFO, which has frankly not aged well.
We have a lotta fun, don’t we, guys.
Highlights:
Map dowsing! How it’s the same and how it’s different from using a rod to find water.
Tom’s family once hired a “water witch” with dowsing rods to find a place to drill their mountain well
The Stanford Research Institute studied dowsing for the CIA in the 1970s, finding statistically significant results but no explanation for how it works
Professional dowsers charge $500+ per session to help locate optimal drilling sites for major water works projects
An update on James, which, yes, we know is incredibly and hilariously OUT of date now
The Wizard Clip: 1790s Virginia haunting where invisible forces cut crescent moon shapes into everything — clothes, saddles, boots, bedding
Adam Livingston refused last rites to a dying Catholic stranger, then his property became ground zero for supernatural scissors
Witnesses traveled 75 miles on horseback to see clothing being cut while people wore it, invisible voices praying, and objects moving
After Catholic priests performed an exorcism, the haunting transformed — heavenly voices appeared, leading prayer sessions
The town of Middleway, West Virginia, still decorates with crescent moons and scissors
Multiple eyewitness accounts passed down through families are a “durable oral history”
Protestants called it “wizard” work, Catholics blamed evil spirits
This predates the term “poltergeist” — they literally didn’t have words for what they were experiencing
And in the epilogue:
The “two beers and a puppy” friendship test - Can you have two beers with someone AND trust them to babysit your puppy overnight? If not, what are they doing in your precious waking hours?
Irish fey hospitality rules - Never ignore unhoused people or street musicians because they could be vengeful fairies (faeries?)
True moral courage - standing up to the people you agree with on behalf of people you don’t agree with
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This week we did a bit more diligence on 3I/Atlas (it’s a big deal, ok!), and dove into the surprisingly emotional world of English psychic pub nights. We also took an extended virtual through Florida’s Everglades to see what we could see about the Skunk Ape. And then we stuck around to hear Tom’s theory about how Disneyland is a kind of metaphysical purgatory. Enjoy!
Highlights:
David Shealy, who saw his first Skunk Ape in 1973 at age 10, became obsessed, and opened the Skunk Ape Research Headquarters in 1997
Over 354 documented Skunk Ape sightings
The 2000 Skunk Ape video
The proposed bill in Florida to protect Skunk Apes
English psychic pub nights
Tom watched a medium correctly identify specific details about audience members’ deceased relatives, down to names and circumstances
Why Avi Loeb is pushing NASA to release all data on 3I/Atlas asap - every week of delayed data is wasted opportunity
Avi on Newsnation
Avi on The Hannibal TV UFO Channel
The comet’s astonishing orbital path
Mal’s reference to Don’t Look Up
And in the epilogue:
Tom’s theory that Disneyland is purgatory
The very boring purpose of enlightenment
Those rare people who change your life by simply giving you their complete and undivided attention
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This week we’ve got updates from James the UFO-Tuber, those photographic telescope plates from the mid-20th century, and Enigma’s recent USO report. All that ends up kicking off a deeper conversation about ontological wheel-spinning, and how a guy named Reed Summers is trying to help move the conversation about UFOs and NHIs in a more practical, impactful direction, especially against a chaotic informational landscape and the potential (probable?) manipulation of NHIs themselves.
Highlights:
James keeps on keepin on
An update on those photographic plates from Project VASCO
Enigma’s USO report - 9000 cases of unidentified submerged objects, with multiple incidents of craft entering and exiting water at impossible speeds
An introduction to Reed Summers, and his approach and methodology
The hazards of NHI emotional manipulation (with a reference to James Barber’s experiences - the clip we used starts around the 50-minute mark)
How to see through telepathic and/or emotional manipulation
The witness/observer behind emotions
Society as a “narcissist factory” that makes us feel we need to earn our right to exist
Meditation and ego dissolution — losing the stories, not the self
Mal’s friend’s wisdom: “If you could lose it, then it wasn’t everything”
Tom’s closing anecdote
And in the epilogue:
The etymological history of our names
One of Mal’s unique professional hazards
An existential fear of losing communal identities in whatever collective consciousness turns out to be
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Welcome to our (very) haunted Halloween Special.
We’ve been sitting on this one for a while, waiting for the right time.
In the first half, listen to the chilling, remarkable story of a childhood haunting. What starts as an early encounter with a long-haired figure in the shadows escalates into possession, physical attacks, and a deeply unsettling episode of missing time in a bathroom. (Good luck sleeping tonight.) Then, in the second half, we talk to the woman that child became.
Highlights!
Lisa’s experience with a shadowy figure who watched her motionless from the doorway so often that she got used to it.
A seance that went wrong (do they ever go right?)
Billy (6’7”, 300 pounds) gets possessed
The introduction of two distinct entities - the peaceful long-haired man (the shadow watcher) who apologized for his aggressive companion, and a “bored and angry” spirit responsible for years of harassment
Another friend lifted off his feet and slammed into a wall
The thing that happened in the bathroom
The motive behind Lisa’s extraordinary documentation, what Tom calls “a PhD thesis” of paranormal data
Lisa’s affinity for horror movies (she doesn’t scare easily)
Why the haunting makes no sense (the house was new when they moved in)
Ghosts are just “people you don’t see” who can be jerks or peaceful observers
Why most of her experiences were alone or with her friends, without the parents around
Tom shares his partner’s auto-writing experience that produced Victorian-era cursive spelling “Jeffrey C U”
Links!
Anomalie - The project Jordan talked about at the top of the episode
The original letter about Lisa’s experiences
Those 18 pages of documentation
If you’ve got ghost stories, share them at godsghostsufos.com
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This is what you might call a sequel episode, since we’re not only revisiting the Fresno Nightcrawlers (thanks to some hot tips from a listener), we’re also checking in on “just James,” the anonymous UFO-Tuber. Also, yes, we’re finally covering 3I/Atlas. Sometimes, you gotta hold your nose and jump onto the bandwagon.
Highlights:
Turns out we were wrong about the Fresno Nightcrawler video
Tom connects high strangeness to Oscar Wilde’s “all art is useless” philosophy - neither art projects or genuine cryptids are fundamentally “useful”
But, hey, check out this fresh footage of the thylacine!
An update on our favorite UFO-Tuber, in which he receives a threatening letter from an unnamed foreign government
How 3I/Atlas is a cosmic Rorschach test — basically, people self-select into three camps: it’s definitely not aliens, it might be aliens, and it’s definitely aliens
A favorite theory that the object is broadcasting frequencies to upgrade everyone’s DNA
But also, what we already know for sure is super cool and weird
Science is best at breaking its own models (looking at you, James Webb Space Telescope)
The Vegetable Lamb of Tartary (go ahead and Google it)
What we don’t have nearly enough of, is patience
The three flavors of wonder: art projects are wonderful, real phenomena are wonderful, and not knowing which is its own kind of wonderful
Highlights:And in the epilogue:
A (relatively) heated debate about “main character syndrome”
The paradox of being both profoundly valuable and completely worthless
How to find truth at the intersection of contraries
P.S. If you encounter any vegetable lambs, please feed them. They’re supposed to starve dramatically for theological reasons.
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Mothman Prophecies screenwriter and fellow podcaster Richard Hatem (!!!) joins us this week to tunnel down into some of the weirdest stuff on the Internet. First up, the Fresno Nightcrawler, followed by a sketchy Las Vegas ghost hunt email scam, and finally a lively discussion about whether “James” the YouTuber actually found a flying, radioactive metallic pill in the desert, or if he’s creating the world’s most tedious ARG.
Bizarre leggy creatures first appeared on surveillance footage in early 2000s Fresno — not biological, not mechanical, but…kind of cute?
The cognitive dissonance of watching something that looks “so janky and fakey” while simultaneously looking completely real
Also: Yosemite National Park footage, a sighting in Poland, another in Billings Montana in 2020, and the “Carmel Area Creature” in Ohio
A “$5,000 ghost hunt contest” at El Cortez Hotel in Vegas is actually just an email scam
But actually lots of hotels and casinos in Vegas are haunted (and some theories as to why)
The Venetian’s Whispering Hallway
MGM Grand/Bally’s Flickering Ghosts
A (probably) Canadian named James posted over 40 YouTube videos since last month about finding a shiny metallic pill-shaped object in the desert
A very small but very dedicated audience
The object is magnetic, burned his hand (he says), weighs 15.8 pounds, has crude markings, causes lights to flicker (??), and allegedly moved itself 10 feet from sawhorses to the ground when he wasn’t watching
The Geiger counter subplot
Is it real??? (Probably not, but we don’t know!)
How younger generations’ first instinct is to post online and crowdsource help rather than calling authorities — a counter-argument to what might look like performative attention seeking to old people like us
Inevitable comparisons to the Dear David thing on Twitter eight years ago (which resulted in a movie deal)
Richard Hatem’s anecdote about how the Blair Witch Project got the smartest and most effective gorilla marketing campaign in Hollywood
And in the epilogue (for paid subscribers only):
Mallory’s existential fear that we’ll eventually discover some kind of “God formula” that solves all the mysteries
How and why people closest to paranormal phenomena sometimes go insane and die, i.e. Keel’s paranoia in Mothman Prophecies, and Blake Smith’s fear of becoming vulnerable to cults like Heaven’s Gate
The great atheist hypocrisy - how materialist skeptics claim their worldview is rational while it’s really just their own “comfortable smugness” and personal opiate
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We’re thrilled to welcome Mark Turner to the show. A Navy veteran, Rhine Research Center volunteer, and experienced remote viewer, Mark helps us dig into one of the most rigorously studied and widely dismissed phenomena in modern history. Find out how the CIA and military spent decades proving remote viewing works, why your ego is the biggest obstacle to accessing non-local information, and the potential consequences of RV destigmatization.
(For access to the spicy epilogue, go to godsghostsufos.com)
HIGHLIGHTS:
How a two-day workshop at Duke’s Rhine Research Center fundamentally changed Mark’s understanding of reality
The Two Core Rules of Remote Viewing
Why people who don’t believe in remote viewing are often the best at it
The Left Brain Trick
That time Mark had to prove it to his own son
Accidentally predicting the Cumbre Vieja eruption
That time Mark bet the under on an 8-run baseball game and doubled his money
What the military had to do with remote viewing (it was a reaction to the Soviets, naturally)
Ingo Swann, etc
Steven Schwartz’s “Alexandria Project” in the 1970s, locating actual lost Egyptian cities
When RV habits started to bleed into Mark’s everyday life in disturbing ways
The risks of bi-location experiences
Stuff that’s tough to remote view (like SPACE), and a reaction to Birdie Jaworski report on 3I/Atlas
Remote viewing crime work, and why Mark doesn’t do it
A future without secrets
Also! After we ended this episode, we left the mics on for 30 minutes just to see what would happen. Well, what happened was a lot. Among many other things, Mark told us how some non-human intelligences are “master hypnotists”, and we talked about why people claiming contact with angels or aliens or whatever might actually be getting catfished by trickster entities.
We’re calling these post-episode, hot-mic hangouts “Epilogue,” and they will only be available to paid subscribers.
Why? Two reasons:
We know the thing some of you want most is longer episodes, so hopefully this scratches that itch.
This might surprise you, but there are actually a lot of things we’re careful not to talk about in our regular weekly episodes.
So if you want to see what it’s like when we’re not being careful, head over to godsghostsufos.com and fondle the right button.
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