Undecided and Committed

🎧 Episode 3: Every little thing’s gonna be alright.Moving back to our separate worlds didn't mean the story was over. If anything, the distance made it harder to move on. We were stuck in an impossible cycle of trying to live the lives our families expected for us, while constantly being pulled back to each other.In this episode, we talk about Moishe’s descent into weed addiction, assuring her parents we’d never marry, and the gut-wrenching goodbye that wasn't actually the end.Inside the conversation:* The Addiction: Moishe Dov shares about how he entered the world of weed addiction and how that shifted the foundation of the relationship. * The Parents: Chaya shares the weight of assuring her parents they were done, while still feeling the pull to stay.* The Will: How a letter from the Rebbe and the belief that “nothing stands in the way of one’s will” kept us circling back to each other.* Real-time: A surprising and raw look at the struggle to stand behind the intuitive warnings that Chaya couldn't name.It’s a heavy chapter in our story, but it’s where we started to learn the difference between what we wanted and what our guts were trying to tell us.We hope you enjoy this episode.Instagram: @coachmoishe & @chaya.chanin @thefrocknyc @undecidedandcommittedEmail: UndecidedandCommitted@gmail.comSponsor: Yossi Loloyan (@YossiLoloyan). Yossi is our producer and the artist behind our sound, video, and editing. Reach out to him for any media or podcast work.

🎧Episode 2: Is He The One?The early young love days eventually faded into a much more complicated reality. We found ourselves caught between what we felt for each other and the mounting pressure from the world around us, navigating a year that honestly changed everything.In this episode, we talk about the alcoholic blackouts, the disapproval with our parents, and the raw intensity of trying to make our opposite worlds work together at 19.Inside the conversation:* The Blackout: Moishe Dov shares about the night he can’t remember and the impact that had on us.* The Parents: What happened when our "secret" finally came out during a 1:00 AM confrontation.* The Intensity: Looking back at the mistakes and the trauma of that year without any sugarcoating.* Real-time: Why these specific memories remain some of the hardest ones for us to revisit today.It’s a vulnerable part of our history, but we wouldn’t be where we are now without it.Thank you for being here.Instagram: @coachmoishe & @chaya.chanin @thefrocknyc @undecidedandcommittedEmail: UndecidedandCommitted@gmail.comSponsor: Yossi Loloyan (@yossiloloyan). Yossi is our producer and the artist behind our sound, video, and editing. Reach out to him for any media or podcast work.

🎧 Episode 1: She loves me, She loves me not.We didn’t plan on falling in love. We definitely didn’t plan on telling this whole story in public.In our very first episode of Undecided & Committed, we take you back to where it all began - Jerusalem, 2002. We were 18, awkward, full of energy, and completely unprepared for how this would all unfold.We talk about the first time we noticed each other (and how we remember it differently), the tension of our differences from the start, what it meant when Chaya accidentally said “I love you” and the very real discomfort of revisiting our early story in real time.This episode starts slow - we were figuring it out as we went. But if you stick with us, you’ll see the layers start to peel back. It’s messy. It’s sweet. It’s us.Thank you for being here. You can find us on Instagram @coachmoishe & @chaya.chaninEmail us at UndecidedandCommitted@gmail.comThis Podcast is sponsored by Yossi Loloyan, who also happens to be our very talented producer and the man behind everything techy here. You can find him on Instagram @YossiLoloyan .He handled our sound and video and all the editing as well and is overall a super supportive, dedicated, and gifted artist. Reach out to him for any podcast /sound/film/editing or media work.