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It’s Sunday, which means it’s time to talk about how confusing this world really is with Melissa Dawn.
This is the real spiritual journey—no fluff, no bypassing. Let’s be honest: the world is a clusterfuck.

Join me live Sunday at 6pm EST on YouTube, Twitch, and Kick, or catch the audio later on your favorite platform.

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We are going to discuss how MAGA has become infiltrated with Dark MAGA, aka technocrats whose goal is to have a total dark enlightenment. Sound like an oxymoron? Well that's because it is. Leave it to the likes of Elon Musk and Peter Thiel to think that one up. RESOURCES:---- https://cascadeinstitute.org/dark-enlightenment/- https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2025/06/09/curtis-yarvin-profile- https://www.tabletmag.com/sections/news/articles/the-cathedral-or-the-bizarre- https://theconversation.com/friday-essay-trumps-reign-fits-curtis-yarvins-blueprint-of-a-ceo-led-american-monarchy-what-is-technological-fascism-256202FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Special Wednesday stream tonight. We discuss the attack on Iran, the miscalculations and how this could possibly turn into WW3 if America AKA Israel keeps up their insanity. FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Let's take a look at King Charles past with figures like Jimmy Saville, you know just to remind the public that he's not the "good" brother to Andrew's evilness. Second half we talk about the war against the sun and to do that we have to go back and talk about Saturn and black cube worship and why the elites hate the sun. Strange that they hate the source of all life isn't it?Resources:https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10693583/As-new-letters-lay-bare-relationship-did-Prince-Charles-know-Jimmy-Saviles-abuse.htmlhttps://davidicke.com/2023/05/05/former-british-soldier-exposes-king-charles/https://medium.com/@ShoreNewsNJ/5-things-that-can-go-wrong-if-bill-gates-is-allowed-to-block-the-sun-863da3f330a0https://www.dailystar.co.uk/tech/news/bill-gates-hatches-horribly-stupid-26287609https://www.popularmechanics.com/technology/a70261931/bill-gates-artificial-sun/FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
have talked about Jim Jones on this channel before and I think it's time to revisit the reverend Jones and what the truth is behind his church People's Temple. We will cover:*Jones KKK links via father*Jones as a communist MKUltra Plant*Jones fake healings*Jones flees America after journalist expose him*Jonestown land history *His involvement with CIA in South America*Jones study of mind control and use of Satanic process / Tavistock Method. *Step by step last moments in Jones Town*Lawsuits against CIA from 1978-81*Who is Richard Dwyer?*Who made up "Drink the kook-aid" false narrative?Resources:https://jonestown.sdsu.edu/https://theunredacted.com/the-peoples-temple-massacre-welcome-to-jonestown/https://www.winterwatch.net/2025/07/the-jonestown-massacre-a-horrific-tavistock-style-brainwashing-experiment/https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP99-00498R000200020030-8.pdfhttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hugheshttps://sites.neoninspire.com/csgss/wp-content/uploads/sites/214/2019/01/Banet-Hayden-1977-The-Tavistock-Method.pdfhttps://jonestown.sdsu.edu/wp-content/uploads/2020/12/Dwyer-Richard-A.toc_.pdfhttps://blog.thegovernmentrag.com/2021/01/24/what-the-media-wont-tell-you-jim-jones-was-a-cia-operative-conducting-mind-control-experiments/FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Another one off before I get crazy busy with work! This clusterf*ck of a planet keeps escalating the blackmail. The question is, who is doing it and who is trying to gain all the power from other elites? It's like a techno game of thrones out there!FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Melissa here. This is a one-off Monday show I decided to do so we can dig into the origins and intentions of Palantir Technologies. There’s no shortage of speculation out there, but tonight we’re focusing on verifiable facts—along with examining some of the more unusual public behavior and statements from its leadership, including CEO Alex Karp and co-founder Peter Thiel.FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Ram Dass’s legacy has also drawn criticism for his proximity to wealthy and controversial donors within elite spiritual and academic circles. Like many figures tied to the 1960s–70s consciousness movement, his work intersected with patrons whose money came from opaque or ethically questionable sources, raising concerns about how spiritual authority can become entangled with power, privilege, and influence. These associations don’t erase his teachings, but they do complicate the image of the movement as purely altruistic or detached from elite financial networks.FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song Sun Awakening courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Welcome to the Clusterf*ck ladies and gentlemen. It's time to join me in un-f*cking this weekly cluster hell today. But before we go live and get into it, remember my advice is:OBSERVE DON'T ABSORB!Today we have a 3 hour stream that will cover: *Epstein files and the suspicious timing.*CIA creating the Moonies cult.*How the Moonies are tied to TPUSA and Evangelicalism.*What to do to calm yourself in a clusterf*ck!FOLLOW AND THUMBS UP ON THE YOUTUBE CHANNELWebsite: www.theclusterfuck.comSubstack: https://clusterfuck.substack.comTwitch:https://www.twitch.tv/clusterfuck101Kick:https://kick.com/cfpodcastSpotify:Intro song courtesy of the YouTube Studio library. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Alan Watts the Pseudo Guru

Alan Watts the Pseudo Guru

2026-02-0201:54:49

Alan Watts didn’t rise in opposition to the system — he rose through it. His work circulated in the same academic, media, and intelligence-adjacent spaces that later defined the MKUltra era and the government’s interest in consciousness, ego dissolution, and social control. Whether he knowingly participated or simply benefited is debated, but his message fit the moment perfectly: disengage, transcend, don’t resist. Parts of the counterculture weren’t accidental — they were managed, redirected, and weaponized. Watts became one of its most calming voices. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Welcome to this stream. I’m talking about this topic as an introduction to a new YouTube channel I’m developing—one that’s in a completely different vein from this one.You’re welcome to subscribe to Breaking Ground at Fifty here: https://www.youtube.com/@BreakingGround50The new channel dives into living remotely, homesteading, retirement, how AI is reshaping our lives, talk therapy, aging, and why the system quietly punishes the elderly. It’s also an honest look at what it means to stay authentic in a world overloaded with brands, algorithms, and general fuckery.TIKTOK: https://www.tiktok.com/@breakingground50SUBSTACK PODCAST VERSION: https://breakingground50.substack.com/EMAIL: melissadharris77@gmail.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
In this stream, I break down how Twilight quietly reflects Mormon theology and cultural values—from eternal families and moral perfection to sexual restraint, abstinence, and the fantasy of godlike immortality. We’ll explore how Stephenie Meyer’s beliefs shaped the vampires, the romance, and why this franchise feels less gothic horror and more sanitized, eternal love story with very specific spiritual rules baked in.If you want it edgier, more academic, or more playful/snarky, I can tweak the tone fast.FOLLOW ME OVER ON SUBSTACK!Don't forget to check out the free content over at Substack and subscribe! https://melissadawnharris.substack.com/💀 Subscribe & hit the bell so you never miss a deep-dive into the occult, vampires, folklore, and the paranormal.SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MelissaDawnHarris• Substack: https://melissadawnharris.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite• Website: https://melissadawnharris.comSpotify: This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
On this Spiritual Sunday, we’re exploring the mystery of Project Looking Glass—a rumored time-viewing technology tied to alternate timelines, consciousness, and hidden history. In this live Q&A, we’ll discuss where these stories come from, what they symbolize, and why they continue to resurface during times of global change.This is a space for curiosity, discernment, and thoughtful conversation—not fear or prediction.✨ Bring your questions🕰️ Time & timelines🧠 Consciousness & perceptionSubscribe for weekly conversations on spirituality, the paranormal, and hidden knowledge.Free Book Cosmic Consciousness of Humanity https://www.scribd.com/document/133259696/COSMIC-CONSCIOUSNESS-OF-HUMANITY-PROBLEMS-OF-NEW-COSMOGONY-V-P-Kaznacheev-Л-V-TrofimovFOLLOW ME OVER ON SUBSTACK!Don't forget to check out the free content over at Substack and subscribe! https://melissadawnharris.substack.com/💀 Subscribe & hit the bell so you never miss a deep-dive into the occult, vampires, folklore, and the paranormal.SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@MelissaDawnHarris• Substack: https://melissadawnharris.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite• Website: https://melissadawnharris.comSpotify:#SpiritualSunday #ProjectLookingGlass #Consciousness #HiddenHistory #Paranormal #Metaphysics This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Join me this Spiritual Sunday for an unforgettable livestream as I sit down with legendary cryptozoologist Richard Freeman! 🐾 We’ll dive into the mysterious world of cryptids, exploring evidence, folklore, and the spiritual connections behind some of the planet’s most elusive creatures. From shadowy forests to ancient legends, Richard shares his decades of experience uncovering the unknown.Whether you’re fascinated by Bigfoot, mythical beasts, or the spiritual mysteries that surround them, this episode will open your mind to the unexplained. Don’t miss this mix of paranormal, adventure, and spiritual insight—hit subscribe and tune in for a journey into the unknown.SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite•KICK: https://kick.com/orderofvelvetbite•Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/velvetbiteradio• Website: https://melissadawnharris.com•Email: melissadharris77@gmail.comAudio Podcast: •Spotify:Intro music Celluloid Seance by Melissa Dawn with Suno This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Discover the hidden side of conflict — rituals, psychological warfare, and symbolic power used in wars throughout history. We dive into Venezuela’s political crisis, exploring how propaganda, fear, and mass influence shape modern battles beyond the battlefield. We also discuss how elite system is actually organized in a concept called “The Swarm”.🔔 Subscribe for more deep dives into occult history and hidden power structures🌐 MelissaDawnHarris.comSUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite•KICK: https://kick.com/orderofvelvetbite•Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/velvetbiteradio• Website: https://melissadawnharris.com•Email: melissadharris77@gmail.comAudio Podcast: •Spotify:Intro music Celluloid Seance by Melissa Dawn with Suno This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Who is the most romantic Dracula in cinema history? In this livestream, we count down the Top Ten Most Romantic Draculas ever put on film, exploring gothic love, obsession, tragedy, and eternal devotion across classic and modern vampire movies. From silent-era shadows to modern re-imaginings, we break down what makes Dracula a timeless romantic icon. Join the live chat, share your picks, and subscribe for more vampire history, film analysis, and dark folklore.SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite•KICK: https://kick.com/orderofvelvetbite•Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/velvetbiteradio• Website: https://melissadawnharris.com•Email: melissadharris77@gmail.comAudio Podcast: •Spotify:Intro music Celluloid Seance by Melissa Dawn with Suno. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Ring in the New Year with me as we tear through 2025 in review—no fluff, no safe takes. We’re breaking down the cultural and political moments that shaped the year, from Charlie Kirk and Candace Owens to Trump’s gravitational pull on the narrative, while also diving beneath the surface into the occult undercurrents, spiritual shifts, and psychological symbolism driving it all. Expect big-picture connections, uncomfortable questions, and a late-night, end-of-cycle vibe as we close out the year wide awake and clear-eyed. 🥂✨Don’t just watch—subscribe and stay plugged into the conversations they don’t want you having.SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite•KICK: https://kick.com/orderofvelvetbite•Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/velvetbiteradio• Website: https://melissadawnharris.com•Email: melissadharris77@gmail.comAudio Podcast: •Spotify:Intro music Celluloid Seance by Melissa Dawn with Suno This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Tonight we’re slowing down and celebrating the Winter Solstice together—the longest night of the year and a powerful turning point that humans have honored for thousands of years. 🌑🌲 Pour a glass of wine, get comfortable, and join me as we talk about the ancient origins of Christmas, from Yule and Saturnalia to the symbolism of light returning after darkness. This isn’t a debate or a takedown—just a relaxed, thoughtful conversation about where our traditions come from and why this season still carries so much meaning, even now.We’ll chat about evergreens, candles, rebirth, and why people across cultures marked this moment as sacred long before modern holidays existed. Think of this stream as a fireside gathering—history, mythology, spirituality, and a shared moment of reflection as the wheel of the year turns once again.🍷✨ Light a candle, say hello in the chat, and don’t forget to like, subscribe, and ring the bell so you can join us for more evenings like this—curious conversations, hidden history, and meaningful moments we get to share together.🌲🔥🌞SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbiteKICK: https://kick.com/orderofvelvetbite• Website: https://melissadawnharris.comSpotify:Intro music Dance of The Sugar Plum Fairy by Kevin McCleod courtesy of Youtube Studios. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
First, we explore Romania’s proposed Dracula-themed park and the growing commercialization of Vlad Țepeș, Transylvania, and vampire folklore. Is this cultural history being preserved—or exploited for profit and tourism? We break down the real history behind Dracula, Romania’s response, and why this project is stirring controversy among locals and historians.Then, we shift gears to a far more disturbing issue: Roblox and the ongoing allegations of child predators operating on the platform. With millions of children using Roblox daily, serious questions are being raised about moderation, safety failures, and corporate accountability. We examine documented cases, parental warnings, and why this conversation is being quietly ignored.⚠️ This stream discusses real-world harm, online safety, and media manipulation. Viewer discretion advised.👉 Subscribe for weekly deep dives into hidden history, modern myths, and social issues👉 Like & share to keep these conversations visible👉 Join the live chat and add your perspectiveSUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite KICK: kick.com/orderofvelvetbite• Website: https://melissadawnharris.com This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Welcome to Spiritual Sunday ✨ Tonight we’re diving into Dolores Cannon’s teachings on the New Earth and the souls who volunteered to incarnate now to help raise the planet’s vibration. 🌍💫 We’ll talk about the Three Waves, the awakening signs, and why so many people feel called to uplift humanity during this massive shift in consciousness. If you’re drawn to ascension, higher purpose, or metaphysical truth, this is your space.🌟 Don’t forget to subscribe and tap the 🔔 so you never miss a Spiritual Sunday deep dive.✨ Topics we’ll explore:• New Earth energies 🌈• Volunteer souls & the Three Waves 👶👩‍🦳🌟• Raising frequency & awakening symptoms ⚡️• Consciousness shifts happening now 🔮SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite• Website: https://melissadawnharris.comSpotify: This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
Step into the shadows with me as we explore two unsettling and interconnected mysteries: the chilling Appalachian Vampire legends hidden deep in America’s oldest mountains, and the strange disappearance of a man near the real Castle Dracula in Romania.In this livestream, we’ll dive into:🩸 Appalachian Vampire folklore — centuries-old tales of blood-drinkers, haints, and mountain revenants🏔️ Strange creature sightings tied to isolated hollers and abandoned mining townsPlus we talk about the recent news that a tourist has gone missing near the area of Castle Dracula in the Carpathian Mountains. If you love vampires, folklore, true mysteries, or unexplained disappearances, this stream is for you.👉 Don’t forget to Like, Comment, and Subscribe to join our community as we explore vampires in history, myth, and modern culture.SUPPORT THE SHOW BY BECOMING A PATRON ON PATREON:https://www.patreon.com/cw/OrderOfVelvetBite🔗 Connect with me:• YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@OrderOfVelvetBite• Substack: https://orderofvelvetbite.substack.com• TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@orderofvelvetbite• Website: https://melissadawnharris.comSpotify:Thursdays Show Intro Song: Tragic Story Myuu YouTube StudioWednesdays Intro & the Substack podcast song is by Matthew Leigh Embleton. Copyright of Melissa Dawn Harris at Velvet Bite Radio. Visit Matthew Leigh Embleton at his website for more of his work in music and writings: https://www.matthewleighembleton.co.uk/ This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit clusterfuck.substack.com
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