What Lingers

Corrinke grew up in a strict religious community in the Netherlands where shame, control, and rigid rules governed emotions, the body, and desire. Leaving was only the beginning. Through burnout, a complicated breakup, and an ongoing search for herself, she unexpectedly found a path through BDSM, dominatrix work, and shibari—spaces that helped her reclaim her body, redefine control, and begin healing decades of internalized shame.In this candid conversation, Corrinke reflects on how exploring power, vulnerability, and pleasure became deeply therapeutic rather than extreme or escapist. She shares her journey from religious trauma to self-acceptance and finding freedom in the very places she was taught to fear. Her story reminds us that healing is rarely linear—and often arrives in forms we never imagined. Corrinke is a storyteller, poet, and self-described joyful weirdo devoted to exploring the stories that shape, constrain, and liberate us. Through a blend of depth, humor, and emotional playfulness, she creates spaces where people feel safe to unravel inherited narratives, reconnect with their embodied truth, and normalize every part of the human experience—the sacred, the messy, and the shame-soaked—because she believes shame dissolves when real stories are spoken in safe spaces.Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

Born in Madeira and raised in Lisbon after his parents’ forced migration from Angola in 1975, Filipe grew up surrounded by unspoken truths. The most painful was the secret kept from him and his sister for years: their mother had died by suicide. In this intimate episode, Filipe reflects on uncovering that truth, the family silence that hid it, and the complex relationship with a father who chose secrecy over honesty. Set against Portugal’s post-colonial history, his story explores the lasting impact of migration, silence, and secrets—and the courage required to ask forbidden questions in order to heal.Filipe is a 41-year-old Madeiran-born Lisboeta, constantly divided between both places. He holds a degree in History and works as a historical guide in Lisbon, with occasional commentary on CNN Portugal as a Royal Families specialist. Shaped by two grandmothers from very different backgrounds—both gifted storytellers—Filipe’s life and work are deeply influenced by the power of storytelling.Find him on @amazedby.lisbon | @uselessroyalfactsContent Warning: Discussion of suicide, family secrets, and grief.Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

What makes someone leave a tech startup behind to open a comedy café in Lisbon? For Ash, it was the need for real human connection. In this episode, he reflects on growing up in India under academic and cultural pressure, his path through elite education and tech entrepreneurship, and the moment he chose stand-up comedy over startups. Ash explores the fine line between making people laugh and making them feel, and why the stage became more meaningful than any algorithm.The conversation deepens as Ash shares his storytelling experience—speaking publicly about his mother’s severe illness—and how that vulnerable moment revealed the power of empathy and presence. From comedy to personal storytelling, this episode is about choosing passion over security, embracing emotional honesty, and finding connection through both laughter and tears.Ash is a Lisbon-based comedian and creative entrepreneur. After six years as a digital nomad living in Dubai, Santiago de Chile, and San Francisco, he found his home in Lisbon, where he has lived for the past decade. He founded Lisbon Digital Nomads, helped build the city’s English-language comedy scene through Lisbon Comedy, and co-runs Selva Comedy Café. Today, Ash tours across Europe as a stand-up comedian and spends his downtime unsuccessfully trying to convince his puppy, Leila, to behave.Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

What does it mean to find your individual identity when you're born as one of three? For Alexa, the question of "who am I?" has always been more complicated than most.Alexa is an identical twin triplet, a biracial woman who grew up in a mostly white, small Portuguese town, a daughter of a traditional patriarch who struggled to accept her sexual orientation, and now, a social worker for Europe's largest LGBTQI organization based in Brussels. Each of these identities shaped her—and sometimes collided with each other in painful ways.In this intimate episode, Alexa opens up about the complexities of finding your individual identity when you're born as one of three, navigating family dynamics when your father can't fully see you, growing up biracial in a homogeneous community, and a childhood near-death experience that shaped everything.Alexa Santos is a Portuguese social worker living in Brussels. Alexa is interested in queer studies and practice, gender and sexuality theory. Has been an anti-racist, trans feminist and LBGTIQA+ activist and educator, for almost 20 years and uses story telling in her social justice work.Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

What do childhood pranks, undiagnosed ADHD, and professional magic have in common? For Luke Hamilton, they’re all part of the same story—one about learning to hold people’s attention, channel restless energy, and turn secrets into art.Luke’s story begins with mischief. As a kid with an international upbringing and adventures across Indonesia, he and his friend discovered the joy of pranking unsuspecting shoppers at supermarkets using magic tricks. What started as innocent fun—making things disappear, creating impossible moments—became the foundation for a life dedicated to the craft of illusion.In this episode, Luke opens up about the intricate preparation behind magic tricks, the psychology of mentalism, the life lessons he learned from his father, and why audience engagement is everything—whether you’re performing magic or telling a story. Find more of Luke’s Journey on his Youtube ChannelFollow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz MelchorThanks for reading! This post is public so feel free to share it. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

Vanessa grew up in a small, conservative town in Peru where being different wasn’t just difficult—it was dangerous. Raised in a strict Catholic school environment, she navigated the painful intersection of faith, identity, and belonging. She faced homophobia daily, was outed against her will, and struggled to reconcile the God she loved with a community that told her she couldn’t be both queer and faithful.But Vanessa’s story isn’t one of losing faith—it’s one of finding it in new places. In herself. In her community. In the understanding that God’s love was never conditional on who she loved.In this deeply vulnerable conversation, Vanessa shares her journey from a young girl trying to fit into boxes that were never meant for her, to a woman who refused to live a lie—even when it meant ending a long-term relationship and disappointing the people she loved most.Vanessa’s story is a testament to the power of self-acceptance and the courage it takes to choose authenticity over comfort. She reminds us that the journey to being yourself isn’t linear—it’s messy, painful, and ongoing. But it’s also necessary. And you’re never alone in it.This episode is for anyone who’s ever felt caught between who they are and who they’re expected to be. For anyone who’s been told their identity and their faith can’t coexist. For anyone who’s choosing themselves for the first time—or the hundredth time.About Vanessa:Vanessa is a 25-year-old Latina VC, angel investor, and LGBTQ+ advocate from Peru. After navigating identity and faith in a conservative Catholic environment, she’s dedicated to creating spaces where everyone belongs—from the boardroom to the queer community. Her story proves you can be authentic, faithful, and unapologetically yourself.Follow Vanessa: @iamvanessa.peFollow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz MelchorThanks for reading! This post is public so feel free to share it. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

Harjeet Johal is a 46-year-old writer, commentator, broadcaster, and host of the podcast “The Boy Likes Gin,” based in Lisbon. In this episode, we explore his journey to making the audacious decision to run the Marathon des Sables—a 250-kilometer, six-day ultra-marathon through the Sahara Desert, often called “the toughest footrace on Earth.”But this isn’t just a story about physical endurance. It’s about what you discover about yourself when you push past every limit you thought you had.In this deeply moving conversation, Harjeet opens up about the journey that led him from being an overweight young adult to standing at the starting line in the Sahara—and what he found on the other side. He shares the cultural expectations he defied, the mental preparation that was just as intense as the physical training, and the unexpected ways the desert transformed him.Harjeet’s story is a testament to the extraordinary capabilities of the human spirit. It’s about perseverance, yes, but more importantly, it’s about self-discovery—about the courage it takes to run toward the person you’re meant to be, even when the terrain is unforgiving and the path unclear.This episode will make you believe in your own capacity for transformation. And it might just inspire you to sign up for something that terrifies you.About Harjeet:Harjeet is a writer, commentator, broadcaster, and podcast host based in Lisbon. He hosts “The Boy Likes Gin,” a podcast exploring life, identity, and authentic conversations. After losing 40 kilos and completing the Marathon des Sables, he continues to challenge himself and share his journey with honesty, humor, and heart. Follow Harjeet on instagram @theboylikesgin Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz MelchorThanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support my work. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

Miguel, a Portuguese journalist and storyteller from Lisbon, had eye cancer as a child. Since then, he’s lived with a prosthetic eye—a physical reality that shaped not just how he sees the world, but how the world sees him, and most importantly, how he sees himself.In this tender and vulnerable conversation, Miguel takes us through the internal emotional landscape of growing up with a disability. He shares the insecurity, the self-consciousness, and the quiet burden of carrying something you can’t easily explain to others. But he also shares something unexpected: the funny, connecting, and deeply human moments that happened because of his prosthetic eye.From his early years navigating a world that wasn’t always kind, to his career path from journalism to education, and eventually to the storytelling stage—Miguel’s journey is one of slowly learning to embrace what he once tried to hide.Miguel’s story is a beautiful reminder that our differences—the things we spend so much energy trying to conceal—are often the very things that connect us most deeply to others. His vulnerability on stage wasn’t just an act of courage; it was an act of freedom.This episode is for anyone who’s ever felt “other,” who’s carried a story in silence, or who’s wondered what might happen if they finally let the world see all of who they are.Miguel grew up in the Lisbon suburbs with a love for writing, but he’s recently discovered the joys of storytelling - even though he says it terrifies him that you can’t edit a live joke.Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz MelchorThanks for reading! Subscribe for free to receive new posts and support our work. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In this episode, Jeremias takes us through an extraordinary odyssey across Asia—from trekking through the Himalayas to navigating the complexities of traveling through China, buying a horse in Mongolia for an off-the-grid adventure, and ultimately being deported from Russia due to visa issues. But this isn’t just a story about stamps in a passport. It’s about the emotional terrain we navigate when we push ourselves to the edge.Jeremias opens up about the tension between working professionally in a suit for a nonprofit and craving the unrestrained freedom of true adventure. He shares the story of a profound connection with a local tour guide—the emotional highs and devastating lows that come with love on the road. And he reflects on what these extreme experiences taught him about self-love, personal growth, and the delicate balance between seeking thrills and finding stability.Jeremias Winckler is a passionate traveler, writer, and competitive kitesurfer who has explored over 40 countries. With a background in economics and a master’s in literature and cultural studies underway, he brings a unique perspective to his adventures. His first book, Gratwanderung, chronicles his solo journey across Asia, with a second book about his crossing of Iran currently in the works.Connect with Jeremias on Instagram: @jeremias.wincklerBook: www.bod.de/buchshop/gratwanderung-jeremias-winckler-9783752659504Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

When her brother’s health crisis turned Amy’s world upside down, she found an unlikely path to healing: ultramarathon running. In this deeply personal episode, Amy shares how she went from zero athletic background to completing her first ultramarathon while navigating mental health struggles, self-compassion, and profound personal transformation.Recently relocated to Lisbon and facing significant life challenges, Amy discovered that ultramarathon training became more than physical preparation—it became a journey of mental endurance, emotional resilience, and self-discovery. Through running clubs in Lisbon, she found community support and an unexpected romantic connection that helped carry her through the highs and lows of both training and life.Amy’s story explores the transformative power of setting ambitious goals, the interconnection between body and mind, and the continuous journey of self-acceptance. Whether you’re a runner, someone dealing with mental health challenges, or simply seeking inspiration for your own transformation, this conversation offers profound insights into human resilience and the courage it takes to keep moving forward.Amy is a joyful, warm, and empathetic human building a meaningful life in Lisbon. From the UK, she works as a startup Brand and Marketing specialist and discovered her passion for trail and ultrarunning by accident. Now in a season of curiosity and figuring out what midlife looks like, trail and ultrarunning has become her grounding place to build strength, confidence, and curiosity. Connect with Amy on Instagram @amyinlisbon or @walkandtalkandrun where she shares her running journey. Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers PodHosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

We’re back! What Lingers returns for its third season, and we’re thrilled to kick it off with a powerful story of resilience, liberation, and self-discovery.In this episode of What Lingers, Robert shares his extraordinary journey from growing up inside Synanon, one of America’s most infamous rehabilitation communities turned cult, to rebuilding a life of freedom, healing, and purpose in Spain.A ninth-degree black belt in Shaolin Kung Fu, Robert reflects on his childhood marked by family dysfunction, time in foster homes, and the psychological control of Synanon’s notorious “Game” — a confrontational group therapy method that crossed into emotional abuse.At just sixteen, Robert made the courageous choice to walk away from the only world he’d ever known. His story reveals the resilience of the human spirit, the dangers of unchecked power, and the path toward authenticity and spiritual liberation.Today, Robert lives in Spain with his beloved wife, sharing his wisdom as a writer, messenger, and spiritual teacher.Follow us on Instagram: Storytelling Lisboa & What Lingers Pod Hosted by Cristian Figueroa & Liz MelchorEdited by Liz Melchor This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In our season 2 finale episode of What Lingers, Christian and producer Jonny flip the tables to put Liz in the hot seat as they explore her story from the theme "Second Chances." We listen to Liz's tale of a blackout night at her cousin's wedding that left her waking up next to a complete stranger, followed by an unexpected reunion a decade later when that same man reaches out via Instagram. Both had transformed in remarkable parallel ways during those ten years—each finding sobriety and building new lives in San Francisco. The episode explores the complex emotions of shame, growth, and second chances as Liz navigates whether this reconnection represents destiny or something else entirely. Through intimate conversation, we delve into the profound work of sobriety, learning to trust your body's wisdom, and the courage it takes to honor your instincts even when the story doesn't unfold as expected. This episode offers a raw look at personal transformation and the power of trusting yourself after years of learning who you really are.Liz Melchor is the host of the other episodes of What Lingers, runs Storytelling Lisboa with Cristian, and otherwise works as a visual artist in both Lisbon and Vienna, Austria. You can find her at @i.draw.monkeys or https://www.lizmelchor.comWhat Lingers is a podcast from the team behind Storytelling Lisboa Hosts: Cristian Figueroa and Jonny Bunyan Produced and edited by Jonny Bunyan Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

After hearing Skye tell their story and hearing about all their experience on stage, we knew we had to pick their brain for storytelling tips. This is a special bonus episode where we deviate from our traditional format and nerd out about how to tell a story on stage. Skye is an an experienced actor, writer, and theater company director who shares the intricacies of overcoming stage fright and mastering the art of presence on stage. Skye shares personal experiences, including the transformative power of warmups, meditation, and the Meisner Technique. They explore the delicate balance of humor and vulnerability in storytelling and offer practical tips for new storytellers. Listeners will learn how to prepare stories, manage stage fright, and create a deep connection with the audience.To hear Skye tell a story about feeding pot brownies to the nuns check out last episode (S2E09).Skylar Lyralen Kaye, fae/they, is an award-winning writer, storyteller, actor and solo performer. They won the Moth Slam in 2017, the Boston Story Slam in 2018, the San Francisco Fringe Festival Best in Fringe and Techie Best in Fringe in 2018, the NE Film Star Award in 2021, the Meryl Streep Writer’s Lab in 2015 and their web series, Assigned Female at Birth, has won 13 Best New Media Awards internationally. They ran the theater company Another Country Productions from 2003-2018, teaching the Meisner acting technique as well as movement for theater. Their novella, Priest Kid and novel Leaving Winter for a Desert Sky are available through Amazon.com and multiple other platforms, and they hope to release the memoir Bachelorx in 2026. In their spare time they teach yoga, edit writing and work for social justice. They believe in giving to their community and paddle boarding until they drop.Link to My Mother, the Nun and Me, Moth winner: themoth.org/storytellers/lyralen-kayeAssigned Female at Birth, a web series: www.youtube.com/c/anothercountrytvSkye's web site with acting and writing samples: www.lyralenkaye.comYou can find us on Instagram at @storytellinglisboa and @whatlingerspodHosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz MelchorEditor: Liz Melchor Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

Skye shares a hilarious story of feeding pot brownies to unsuspecting nuns at their Catholic school in 1976. Our conversation explores the reasons for teenage rebellion and the unexpected consequences of transforming from “bad kid” to honor student. We talk about anger as life force, dealing with family dysfunction, claiming authentic identity as a non-binary person in an era without language for it, and how the people who see our potential can change everything. It is an episode about how the funniest stories often carry our deepest truths.Skylar Lyralen Kaye, fae/they, is an award-winning writer, storyteller, actor and solo performer. They won the Moth Slam in 2017, the Boston Story Slam in 2018, the San Francisco Fringe Festival Best in Fringe and Techie Best in Fringe in 2018, the NE Film Star Award in 2021, the Meryl Streep Writer’s Lab in 2015 and their web series, Assigned Female at Birth, has won 13 Best New Media Awards internationally. They ran the theater company Another Country Productions from 2003-2018, teaching the Meisner acting technique as well as movement for theater. Their novella, Priest Kid and novel Leaving Winter for a Desert Sky are available through Amazon.com and multiple other platforms, and they hope to release the memoir Bachelorx in 2026. In their spare time they teach yoga, edit writing and work for social justice. They believe in giving to their community and paddle boarding until they drop.Link to My Mother, the Nun and Me, Moth winner: themoth.org/storytellers/lyralen-kayeAssigned Female at Birth, a web series: www.youtube.com/c/anothercountrytvSkye's web site with acting and writing samples: www.lyralenkaye.comYou can find us on Instagram at @storytellinglisboa and @whatlingerspodHosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz MelchorEditor: Liz Melchor Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In this engaging conversation, Miguel shares his unique experience of receiving emails meant for someone else due to his childhood nickname. During fifth grade, he jokingly created an email address for him using Riberalves, a Portuguese cod brand, in it because classmates had nicknamed him that. Years later, during COVID, Miguel began receiving emails from a woman named Liliana who worked at a cod factory, mistakenly thinking his email belonged to the company. Miguel recounts how this comedic situation took an unexpectedly emotional turn when Liliana shared some more personal details. We discuss Miguel's storytelling approach, his search for "pops" while on the stage, and his hesitation about sharing more vulnerable personal stories. The episode offers a reflection on the power of different storytelling approaches - from comedic to emotionally vulnerable - and how unexpected connections can lead to meaningful human experiences.Miguel Ribeiro is from Lisbon where he lives and works running a tech startup. Hosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz Melchor.Editor & Producer: Jonny Bunyan. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In this emotional interview, Christine recounts her personal journey of transformation through storytelling. After experiencing a toxic relationship that left her feeling lost and broken, Christine finds solace and healing in the street art of Amsterdam and the compassion from the street artist Laser 3.14. She discusses the challenges she faced, the significance of her storytelling at Storytelling Lisboa, and the emotional impact the experience had on her. Christine also touches on her early days as a social media influencer and her upcoming historical fiction book about Franz Kafka’s lover, Milina Senka. The conversation centers on themes of self-rediscovery, the importance of storytelling, and the profound impact of human connections. Christine reflects on the universal experience of self-blame and the lies our brains can tell us, emphasizing the healing power of raw and real storytelling.Our guest Christine Estima, based in Toronto, has written for The New York Times, New York Daily News, The Observer, The Globe and Mail, The Toronto Star, The Walrus, VICE, Refinery29, Chatelaine, B***h, etalk, Maisonneuve Magazine, and many, many more. Her debut book THE SYRIAN LADIES BENEVOLENT SOCIETY (House of Anansi Press) was named one of the Best Books of 2023 by the CBC. Her forthcoming debut novel, LETTERS TO KAFKA, will be released September 9, 2025. Christine is also a Portuguese citizen, so you can find her, most likely, eating pastel de natas at 4 AM. Visit ChristineEstima.com for more and follow her on Instagram @cestimaHosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz Melchor.Editor & Producer: Jonny Bunyan. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In this episode, Janet shares her exhilarating journey to the stage of the iconic game show "Press Your Luck." The conversation begins with Janet recounting how, while facing the dual challenges of needing two hip replacements and financial uncertainty, she made a bold decision to audition for the game show she had watched with her father as a child. The episode delves into the intense audition process, revealing how producers meticulously craft television personas and storylines for contestants. Janet describes the surreal experience of standing under bright lights in front of a national audience, freezing on a trivia question about Magic Johnson, and facing the heart-stopping moments of deciding whether to press her luck or walk away with what she had. The conversation explores fascinating family connections—both her mother and sister had previously appeared on game shows—and how the experience led Janet to Portugal two years later. As the story unfolds, listeners are taken on a journey where dreams, risks, and life-altering decisions converge under the watchful eye of television cameras.Janet has lived in Lisbon for two years. When not telling stories, she is working in education, supporting students in getting into college or boogie boarding in Carcavelos. You can find her on Instagram @dammit_janetHosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz Melchor.Editor: Liz Melchor.Producer: Jonny Bunyan. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

Hania shares her deeply moving love story with Bill, evolving from years of friendship into a profound relationship marked by meaningful coincidences (sometimes while watching Korean television dramas) and small daily gestures of love. She opens up about the sudden loss of Bill and her journey of "grieving well" - embracing her emotions fully while honoring his memory through storytelling and connection with others who've experienced loss. The episode explores thought-provoking questions about spirituality, coincidences, and finding meaning in life's unexpected moments. Hania reflects on how true love is found in life's quiet moments and how sharing our stories can help keep the presence of those we've lost alive in the world.Hosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz Melchor. Editor: Liz Melchor.Producer: Jonny Bunyan. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In this episode, Zak, an artist living in Lisbon, shares his transformative experience at Being Gathering festival following a tumultuous breakup and his father's sudden death. The conversation explores Zak's evolution from identifying as a gay man most of his life to embracing bisexuality during the pandemic. At the festival, he forms two significant connections: an intense non-verbal attraction with Martine, and a relationship with Mafalda that begins sexually but evolves into one of his most meaningful friendships. Throughout the discussion, Zak reflects on vulnerability, radical honesty, and the challenges of authentic connection in the age of social media as he continues his healing journey in Portugal.You can find Zak on Instagram @zak_krevitt Hosts: Cristian Figueroa and Liz Melchor. Produced by Jonny Bunyan. Edited by Liz Melchor. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com

In this episode, Seb, a Swede living in Lisbon, delves into his experience of performing a deeply personal story about his grandmother, whose influence shaped his interactions and emotional openness. Seb explores the therapeutic power of storytelling and the cultural nuances of Swedish masculinity. The episode highlights the emotional range of life and death, from laughter about his grandmother's quirky habits to the shared tears during her passing. Join us as Seb unpacks the complexities of familial relationships, cultural identity, and the healing process of retelling personal narratives.Seb has a heart that sings for storytelling and a mind in the sky. He sees storytelling as the glue that connects us on a deeper level–either human to human, or human to nature. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit whatlingerspod.substack.com