Love and Radio: Blood Memory

“The issue's not the truth. The issue is the reality of the truth." Nick and his reporting team try to piece apart how much of Michael’s story is true. SUPPORT OUR SPONSORS! https://mood.com Promo code: LOVERADIO SUPPORT THE SHOW! https://loveandradio.org/member PLAYLIST! https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/half-self https://tambien.bandcamp.com/album/memory-amb https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/san-gregorio-remastered-2 https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/c-mulo-estelar https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/acqua https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/tigre-de-papel-feat-king-klav https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/destrancadera-remastered https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/exit-man https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/only-us https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/asonata https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/corporal Overlook by Sereptie (unreleased) https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/se-ales https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/nonorganics https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/his-broom https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/two-skins https://ab-odnu.bandcamp.com/track/meaning https://ab-henrik-meierkord.bandcamp.com/track/erinnerungen-requiem-tomo-nakaguchi-remix https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/falso-paraiso-feat-biomigrant https://samarecordings.bandcamp.com/track/quixosis-descomposicion-1-kuna-feat-soios https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/ant-tesis-2 https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/buenas-noches-imposible-2 https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/flowing https://distantfiresburning-ab.bandcamp.com/track/book-of-hope https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/cet-cea https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/the-goodbye-clouds https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/descomposicion-2-stillness-2 https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/every-word-in-the-english-language-interbellum https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/hole-time https://wilbolton.bandcamp.com/track/going-nowhere https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/vac-o https://run-ireland.bandcamp.com/track/paidir-poball-pupil https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/tierra-madera-y-fuego-2 CREDITS! Additional Voices: Bill Rohlfing, Roman Mars, Alice Lyons, Valinda Lee, Ellen Horne, Avery Trufelman, Brian Reed. Series Producer: Meera Kumar Managing Editor: Robin Amer Additional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya Schultz Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka Contributing Editor: Allison Herrera Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

“ I believe there's order and beauty and meaning in the universe. I believe in goodness and not evil. And if I found out that was all not true, it would be devastating to me.” As the years tick by, Michael and Ariel start to lose hope he’ll ever be free – while Heather fears the people in charge may finally fall for Michael’s charisma. SUPPORT THE PODCAST! https://loveandradio.org/member PLAYLIST! https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/weight https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/closing-time-the-party-is-over https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/waiting-in-moonlight https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/every-word-in-the-english-language-interbellum https://tambien.bandcamp.com/album/memory-amb https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/inmutable https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/tunnbaq https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/hidroslidaridad https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/g-lido https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/afuera https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/17-minutos https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/a-bao-a-qu https://ab-henrik-meierkord.bandcamp.com/track/erinnerungen-drawing-from-memory-odnu-remix https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/c https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/2-paisaje-oblicuo https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/tierra-templada https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/red-grey-orange https://orietachrem.bandcamp.com/track/punta-uva https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/covina https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/blue-light-marcus-fischer-version https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/red-grey-orange https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/blue-christopher-hipgrave-remix https://glitchbird.bandcamp.com/track/calima https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/descomposicion-iv-triple-n https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/only-us https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/sagitarii https://glitchbird.bandcamp.com/track/aube https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/kon https://jennifercastle.bandcamp.com/track/justice https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/ant-tesis-2 CREDITS! Additional Voices: Katie Mingle, Betsy Corcoran, James Spring, Lu Olkowski, Nigel Poor, and Samantha Harvey. Series Producer: Meera Kumar Managing Editor: Robin Amer Additional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya Schultz Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka Contributing Editor: Allison Herrera Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

“Bushido, the code of conduct for a samurai: When you render it down, it's about honor.” When a former AB member testifies against the gang and goes into hiding, its leadership debates whether to murder his family as retribution. SUPPORT THE SHOW! https://loveandradio.org/member SUPPORT OUR SPONSORS! https://mood.com USE PROMO CODE "LOVERADIO" for 20% your order. PLAYLIST! https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/frente-a-espejos Looped Bowed Gong - Star of the Sea  (Unreleased) https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/2-paisaje-oblicuo https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/the-ash-around-us https://nonturn.bandcamp.com/track/opportunity https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/against-futures https://ab-marcneys.bandcamp.com/track/tides https://ab-memoryscale.bandcamp.com/track/pluto-l-o https://ab-odnu.bandcamp.com/track/dividing https://lashermanas.bandcamp.com/track/dormir-un-a-o-entero https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/an-impossible-hello https://andrewfrankel.bandcamp.com/track/anibol-station https://dj-masuno.bandcamp.com/track/romero https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/warm-soil https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river Lay Your Puny Bones Beside the Water by Boduf Songs (Coming 2027!) https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/candela-y-tron-2025-edit CREDITS! Additional Voices: Bill Rohlfing and Dan Conroy Contributing Research: Bethany Jones Series Producer: Meera Kumar Managing Editor: Robin Amer Additional Reporting: Brian Krans, Anya Schultz Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

“It's interesting how people think when they're attempting to justify or rationalize the damage to another human being.” Michael considers a proposal from the Aryan Brotherhood that could alter his future – and the gang’s. SUPPORT THE SHOW! https://loveandradio.org/member PLAYLIST! https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/despegar https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/early-morning-light Sax Synth Loop - Star of the Sea (unreleased) https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/chiron https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/reversa-2 https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/tigre-de-papel-feat-king-klav https://rosarito1-2.bandcamp.com/track/tiempo-libre https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/remnants-of-structures-built-to-break https://wilbolton.bandcamp.com/track/swept https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/resbala https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/covina https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/nublado https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/hesperia https://eezzmmeerraallddaa.bandcamp.com/track/l-grimas-de-sangre-ii https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/deriva-qoa https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/17-minutos https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/nonorganics https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/a-crushing-down https://landless.bandcamp.com/track/the-newry-highwayman https://rosarito1-2.bandcamp.com/track/karmario CREDITS! Additional voice: Tina Antolini Series Producer: Meera Kumar Managing Editor: Robin Amer Additional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya Schultz Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

“Somehow it always turns out that trouble finds me.” Michael is sent to prison, where the teachings of Walks On Top are put to the test. PLAYLIST! https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/solsticehttps://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/le-syst-me-d-railleStar of the Sea - Winter People (unreleased)https://zoroxxe.bandcamp.com/track/tahuandohttps://joaquincornejomusic.bandcamp.com/track/quixosis-lisergium-tremens-joaqu-n-cornejos-broken-mixhttps://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/undoinghttps://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/fuegohttps://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/resbalahttps://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/chimborazohttps://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/el-viento-lo-sabehttps://landless.bandcamp.com/track/the-fishermans-wife SUPPORT THE SHOW! https://loveandradio.org/member CREDITS! Additional voice: Katie Mingle, Dave ShawSeries Producer: Meera KumarManaging Editor: Robin AmerAdditional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya SchultzFact Checking: Nicole Pasulka Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

“Stop what you’re doing. There’s two bodies buried there.” Police discover two dead bodies buried under a shed in Michael’s back yard. When he runs off with one of the murder victims’ wives, his involvement is called into question. SUPPORT THE SHOW! loveandradio.org/member PLAYLIST!https://canvas-index.bandcamp.com/track/i-wed-my-shadow https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/la-desolaci-n-del-gran-ahorrar https://dj-masuno.bandcamp.com/track/filamentos https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/tundra https://rosarito1-2.bandcamp.com/track/tiempo-libre https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/pululahua https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/onitsura https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/la-ni-a-al-gato-le-ense-a-danza https://dialogdiscos.bandcamp.com/track/las-olas-oxygen-studio-version https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/alas https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/oxygen https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/acqua https://orietachrem.bandcamp.com/track/punta-uva https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/vespere https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/kon https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/devuelvan-las-entradas https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/panterabyte https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/a-bao-a-qu https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/florecer https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/apoapside https://oracogan.bandcamp.com/track/ground-and-grave https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/kon CREDITS!Additional voices: Katie Mingle, Bill Rohlfing, Peter Lang-Stanton, Adam ConoverSeries Producer: Meera KumarManaging Editor: Robin AmerAdditional Reporting: Brian Krans, Anya SchultzFact Checking: Nicole PasulkaVisuals: Orla Mc Hardy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

While cutting firebreak as a teen, Michael is approached by a rancher who offers to look after him, become his spiritual mentor, and teach him how to handle himself in a fight. PLAYLIST! Momenta Neo 1 by Quixosis https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/el-ascenso-de-la-luz https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/shown-in-the-corner https://olivercoates.bandcamp.com/track/living-branches-feat-chrysanthemum-bear https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/inmutable https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/vertigo https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/3-autopolesis?in=tambi3n/sets/zoroxxe https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/cet-cea https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/ausente https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/winter-tungsten https://andrewheath.bandcamp.com/track/spaghetti-western https://ab-odnu.bandcamp.com/track/under-the-igloo https://bodufsongs.bandcamp.com/track/sword-weather https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/false-drain SUPPORT L+R! https://loveandradio.org/member CREDITS! Additional voices: Katie Mingle, Lorrie Goldensohn, Bill Rohlfing Series Producer: Meera Kumar Managing Editor: Robin Amer Additional Reporting Brian Krans, Anya Schultz Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy Editorial Consultant: Allison Herrera Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

“Sometimes, if you want something great, you have to make a lot of sacrifices.”  Two women meet the same man in prison and walk away with decidedly different impressions of him. PLAYLIST! PLAYLIST! https://nataliabeylis.bandcamp.com/track/the-lighthouse-trembles https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/mind-shifts https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/acqua https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/not-in-our-name https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/vertigo https://nataliabeylis.bandcamp.com/album/mermaids https://ab-memoryscale.bandcamp.com/track/apr-s-la-pluie http://soundcloud.com/zoroxxe/07-zoroxxe-revoluciones-micro No More Underground by Sereptie, from the forthcoming Bone Pile EP https://glitchbird.bandcamp.com/track/intemperie https://russyoung.bandcamp.com/track/a-listening-voice https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/la-inmanencia-del-ser https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/tigre-de-papel-feat-king-klav https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/chanclas-de-mercurio-2 https://dialect-trax.bandcamp.com/track/sentimental-sedimentary https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/vertigo https://eezzmmeerraallddaa.bandcamp.com/track/l-grimas-de-sangre-ii https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/the-process-from-birth https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/2-paisaje-oblicuo https://timbertimbrefth.bandcamp.com/track/well-find-out https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/chahuarmishqui-remastered-2 Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Sarah found the perfect husband. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Sandor Katz has had a deep and longstanding love affair with fermented foods that spans decades. His book The Art of Fermentation is considered by many to be the Bible of DIY fermentation (although if you're just starting out his book Wild Fermentation is a little less overwhelming). His latest book is Fermentation Journeys. PLAYLISTS AND CITATIONS: https://loveandradio.org/2023/06/rotting-with-style/ SUPPORT THE SHOW: https://loveandradio.org/member Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

One of the great ironies of today's "Golden Age" of podcasts is that it's hard to find work that stands out and has creative ambitions. Fearful Symmetry--a mix of surreal monologues, conversations, and ephemera from Bob Paris--is definitely an exception. I hope you enjoy it as much as I have. https://fearfulsymmetry.org/about/ MUSIC! https://soundcloud.com/pipe-choir-three/prayingspace https://soundcloud.com/gumbelgrumble https://soundcloud.com/pipe-choir-three/the-whisper https://freemusicarchive.org/music/Damiano_Baldoni/Old_Beat/Gothic_trip_with_thunderhorse Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Ed does the unthinkable for a young friend. SUPPORT THE SHOW! https://loveandradio.org/member PLAYLIST! Marc Barreca - Music Works For Industry - Music Works For Industry Richard Horowitz - Bandit Nrah Master of Rajasthan - Eros in Arabia Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith & Suzanne Ciani - Closed Circuit - Sunergy Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith & Suzanne Ciani - A New Day - Sunergy Helado Negro - Calienta - Private Energy Helado Negro - Tartamundo - Private Energy Michele Mercure - The Intruder - Eye Chant Helado Negro - Runaround - Private Energy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Marilyn York is Reno, Nevada's only attorney specializing in Men's Rights. PLAYLIST! Artist - Song - Album Dialect - Invert Yr Path - Under~Between  Flore Laurentienne - Petit Piano - Volume I Dialect - Mesa - Keep Going... Under   Carlos Niño & Friends - Commend, NYC Peace 2 - Live at Commend, NYC  Orieta chrem & selvagia - Punta Uva - Ramho EP Carlos Niño & Friends - Commend, NYC Peace 4 - Live at Commend, NYC  Dialect - Flame Not Stone - Under~Between  Isik Kural - yeniden (feat. spefy) - in february Melodium - 26 Septentri - Exhibition #100 Autistici & Justin Varis - Red Grey Orange (Isnaj Dui - Remix) - nine Steve Gunn & David Moore - Over the Dune - Reflections Vol. 1: Let the Moon Be a Planet Cue Shop - Multilane Traffic Interchange - Disquiet SUPPORT! https://loveandradio.org/member SECRETS! https://secretshotline.org Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

It took Anwen almost a year to realize that it wasn’t just a bad hookup. Listen to more from Reckonings at https://reckonings.show Support Love + Radio: https://loveandradio.org/member Playlists, transcript and more: https://loveandradio.org Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

When I first saw Eyes Wide Shut, I hated it. 20 years later, thanks to poet and sound artist Tracie Morris, I took a second look. Check out Tracie Morris's work here! https://traciemorris.com/ Support the show! https://loveandradio.org/member Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

David didn’t want to be attracted to men, so he created a program to fix it. Guess how that went. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

They said the war was over. It wasn't. Support the show! https://loveandradio.org/member Playlist: Artist - Title - Album AF Ursin - Reverie en mineur - Aura Legato Mushio Funazawa - Artist - The end of Negation Tashi Wada with Yoshi Wada and Friends - Ground - FRKWYS Vol. 14 Biosphere - 't Schop - The Hilvarenbeek Recordings Leandro Fresco - Cuando El Sol Grita La Mañana - Pop Ambient 2013 Eduard Artemiev - Untitled (Track 4) - Andrey Tarkovsky Vol. 4 Hyperspace Jelly - (Interlude) - Digital Travelogue Jan Jelinek - A Concert For Television - Tierbeobachtungen Hyperspace Jelly - City Nights - Digital Travelogue Craig Leon - The Twenty Second Step As Well As The Tenth - Anthology of Interplanetary Folk Music Vol. 2: The Canon Corey Fuller - Look Into The Heart Of Light, The Silence - Break OSSIA - Devil’s Dance - Devil's Dance Tashi Wada with Yoshi Wada and Friends - FRKWYS Vol. 14 Mushio Funazawa - In the Night of A Red Moon - The end of Negation Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Sarz Maxwell, whose LOTR erotica we explored in Part 1, returns for a very different story about her day job as a psychiatrist, and her controversial treatment of opioid addiction. Playlists/transcripts/more: https://loveandradio.org Support the show: loveandradio.org/member Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

In the shadow of a murder trial, a powerful border patrol agent and a reporter/activist develop an unlikely friendship. Maybe. Playlists/transcripts/more! https://loveandradio.org Support the show! https://loveandradio.org/member Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

As a young Christian growing up in Michigan, Jex Blackmore decided to leave the church after making a stunning realization: Satan was actually the good guy. Final song: Inu by Satomimagae https://satomimagae.bandcamp.com/track/inu-2 Support the show! https://loveandradio.org/member Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices