i had a big fight with my mom yesterday while she was in my apartment. Now she’s back in my hometown and i deeply regret what i screamed at her...
on this date 3 yrs ago, i got on a plane returning back to Vietnam. so i wanted to share how i think about me at that point vs myself at the moment. i also rambled about some other events that happened to me recently
i moved in to a new apartment, again. and i’m lying down in a large bed talking about myself, again.
i’ve been sick for 2 weeks now, and my voice is pretty nasal. But it’s been almost 3 months since the last episode, so i still wanted to record a new one to keep you updated!
i’ve been listening to “I’ll never love you” for the past 2 days and then found out that it was written for a movie named “A star is born”. Then i watch the movie last night, cried like hell before bed and woke up 5 hours later feeling miserable.
It's been few months since the last episode was published. I’m here again to share some updates and late-night thoughts to you!
Just sharing some thoughts to ease my minds and make it a little easier to drift off to sleep.
i’m talking about what i’ve done today and rambling about many other things
i’m experiencing a combination of disorientation and confusion and loneliness after a series of unexpected changes that happened over the past few months
not sure if this is a new chapter of my life, but i’ve been feeling like i’m marrying to myself all over again in this new city
today i felt unmotivated at work and confused about the past and the future
my cat isn’t here and i’m feeling uncertain about lots of things in life
i skipped a physiotherapy this morning and went to the office to work for the whole day instead. and after work i went to a supermarket by bus with a broken leg to just buy...a baguette while i could easily buy it at my apartment complex
i can’t count how many days like today i’ve had so far, but i experienced a bunch of (both positive & negative) emotions in just a couple hours this morning after leaving home
i woke up at 5am again after sleeping for about 6 hours. my mind was constantly wandering and questioning things from the past
i rambled on random things and then on my big love for St. Petersburg, Russia
let me tell you why i’m feeling like losing control over my life
i’m feeling weak now as I'm experiencing pain in different parts of my body