Audacity in Love and Life

Welcome to the “Audacity in Love and Life” Podcast. I’m your host, Shawn Matos. This Podcast is a unedited, raw, sometimes crude and real jocoserious look at the term “audacity” and how it applies to my traumatic and weird life and love experiences. As well as, experiences related to those that are presently in my life or who have crossed my life's journey...past or present. When possible, I will have guest appearances. So, sit back, chilax and listen to the dichotomy of ridiculous mirth on sometimes serious matters! If you enjoy the Podcast be sure to follow, subscribe and share. Thank you!

What’s Done in the Dark, Comes Out in the Light

Highly beneficial information was revealed to me today in Divine Timing and is going to result in a huge Blessing to me ❤️💯

04-21
36:11

Gynosexual and Labeling

I feel like we have too many “labels” for who we are and how we want to be addressed, etc.. I explain why in this podcast.

04-20
37:17

The 12 Laws of Karma

The laws I try to use in living my life

04-19
39:02

The Farm Girl

Enjoyed my day hanging with her a bit.

04-17
36:18

Dedicated to my fur-baby ChiChi❤️

The best dog ever 💕

04-16
27:37

Clarification from Queen Bitchilante Kelly 😜

I’m always being corrected 🤦‍♀️

04-14
17:16

A Soft Place to Land

That’s what I’m looking for in my life❤️

04-14
53:30

What’s Meant for Us Will Not Pass Us ❤️

True Story💯💕😊

04-11
23:33

I’m Bread Crumbing Them😜

Yea, I am.

04-11
18:13

Let Them

Let Them Be Who They Are, Stay Who They Are and NOT Grow, Learn and Change. Let Them Go

04-08
51:00

Fifty Shades of Hay

Partying in AC with friends was epic… Again! And just some rod bit stories of the night.

04-06
24:19

Me and Unattainable Women

Story of my life but it guarantees my freedom 😜

04-05
24:33

Bitchilantes & Clarifications

The Mean Girls new name and some clarifications I got yesterday about The Bartender and clarification I’ve got to give to someone. It’s all about understanding each other better.

04-03
59:26

Being The Outsider

I was triggered by a recent situation that caused me to look deeper into why and the origin of the past wounds and feelings it conjured up. I explain what I found in this podcast. I hope it helps others that may have the same past wounds or traumas.

03-28
37:46

Respecting The Dark Night of the Soul Transformation

Having gone through it myself, I completely understand the deep dive inward and the chaos that needs to be dealt with to come out to the other side. So, I have to respect and maintain my love for anyone going through it even if they are vilifying and lying about me through the process.

03-28
44:28

And the Academy Award goes to “The Bartender” 😘🥸🤪

Best Actress in a Dramady 🎭 🏆

03-27
38:57

The Proof and Truth is on Video

Having a Facebook convo with “The Mean Girls” had enlightened me on how heavily “The Bartender” is still in denial and gaslighting the shit out of me and the situation between us. Neither one of us needs to tell our sides… let’s just watch the videos of our interactions and let people form their own opinion. 😜 Quite frankly , I think “The Mean Girls” love the dramedy between me and the bartender.😜😂🤦‍♀️

03-26
23:53

Saw The Bartender Today

Yep! She is in an angry and uncertain place because growth is painful and chaotic. Yet, beautiful when you get to the other side of it. I hope when she does get to the other side, she’ll see how much I truly did care, love her, and wanted the best for her one day. Most importantly, that she turns that anger into love, appreciation and growth.

03-26
40:13

Dedicated to The Mean Girls

I apologize for the sound. I was driving home from work with my headset on for the podcast. Just deal with it lol

03-24
18:06

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