This is a super emotional and raw episode that was meant to be just about the residency. I have some difficult family news and an influx of texts from my parents during the recording of this episode that triggered me and I decided to leave it all in so you actually know what's going on in my life. I don't think I've ever been this vulnerable online before, but if you're a diasporic black sheep or cycle breaker you'll definitely understand what's going on for me in this episode.*Residency Progress Update* $200 earned out of a total needed of $4,215.6**Still remaining to earn: $4,015.60**$4,216 is what I need to pay to fulfill the program fee, but doesn't include flight prices or what I would need to save up to pay for my bills for a month out of work. (I'm still working on calculating that for reasons you'll see in this video.)How to support me:Book a coaching session or tarot reading on www.blacksheepexperience.comUse code RESIDENCY to book a session at 50% offSupport me IRL at an event in Denver (I share all events on my Instagram @blacksheepexperience)Share this content, review this podcast, leave a comment on my TikTok or Instagram, or if you're a previous client, tell someone who would be interested about your experience working with me!
Learn more about the writer's residency I got accepted to! https://youtu.be/0QTQaZe7_Dk?si=Zt_Ma3ExwAyxNh80Use code RESIDENCY to book a private reading or coaching session for 50% off! Book via my website only: www.blacksheepexperience.com
Watch this episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/PcVjGHHK9mUDownload the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking Workbook: https://forms.wix.com/f/7157257820734227235Join The Worthiness Blueprint: https://www.blacksheepexperience.com/challenge-page/771765a6-268c-4f61-a738-d9c2ed0ab6dbIn this episode, I shared my background of being raised as a Southern Baptist Christian and how religion created an environment of all-or-nothing thinking. I felt like I was always being measured to be either perfect or not good enough, and that created the foundation for how I spoke to myself later in life. I explored how all-or-nothing thinking, perfectionism, internalized shame, and low self-worth all tie together to create the perfect storm. Many of us no longer identify with the religion or strict beliefs we were brought up with, but we have an entirely new beast that keeps us trapped in this same loop: social media.I hope you enjoyed this episode! Leave a comment on Spotify or DM me on Instagram if you relate and want to hear more on this topic! Don't forget to check out the resources linked at the top of the shownotes to get even more out of this episode.
This is probably one of the most vulnerable episodes I've ever shared.I don't have a perfect solution at the end of this video because I'm showing you the *worst* part of my self-doubt. Being a small business owner comes with soo many ups and downs, and if you don't have a team, you have to navigate it all on your own. As black sheep, we often have REALLY limited support systems and don't always have access to guidance that could be really helpful in our journeys. So we're left to figure it out on our own, and this is a look at the challenges I've faced in business and what it feels like to feel hopeless as a business owner in 2025.Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.*Monthly payments are available on all my services, and if you need a sliding scale option, reach out to me at roshni@blacksheepexperience.com!Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-BookBook Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience YouTube ChannelBlackSheepExperience InstagramAbout Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
This bonus episode is for the black sheep who worked hard, hit every milestone, and is still stuck feeling like they aren't enough. Being raised in a toxic family and/or with a narcissistic parent trains you to keep chasing the dangling carrot of their validation. As adult black sheep, that pattern comes with grieving lost years, fear of chasing your dreams, and suppressing your authentic self. It's time to stop playing their game and break free from their moving goalpost.Subscribe to my YouTube channel for weekly tarot readings!Defeat your worthiness wounds with a self-worth coaching session!Unlock guidance from your spirit team with a tarot reading!Contact Me
WATCH THE FULL EPISODE ON YOUTUBE: https://youtu.be/dKaUevOJS5gBlack sheep know exactly what it feels like not to be chosen or prioritized. We don’t just grow up and shake off that feeling. We internalize it, even as adults. You can see your dream life in your mind's eye, but can't fully bring it into reality because you sabotage yourself along the way. Maybe you are afraid you'll be let down or betrayed, so you try to rely only on yourself, making life harder and less fulfilling.Maybe you assume you won’t be heard or respected, so you stop trying to communicate your emotions, leading to resentment, anger, and more failed relationships.Maybe a deep part of you believes you’ll never have stability, so you make impulsive decisions with your finances or are too impatient to build the stability you could.If you resonate with this message and want to start taking back your power by making a plan that works for you, sign up for a 1:1 self-worth coaching session. Book a single session OR get a discounted, 5-session package: https://www.blacksheepexperience.com/selfworthcoaching*Monthly payments are available on all my services, and if you need a sliding scale option, reach out to me at roshni@blacksheepexperience.com!Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-BookBook Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience YouTube ChannelBlackSheepExperience Instagram
WATCH THE VIDEO OF THIS READING ON YOUTUBE:https://youtu.be/WIRBRMCJq_IDon't forget to subscribe to the YouTube channel while you're there - the second weekly reading drops in the morning on 4/19!Tap any of the links below to start working together!Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-BookBook Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience TikTokBlackSheepExperience InstagramReady to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.About Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
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Today was one of those days where I felt like leaving everything behind and starting over. The energy and astrology of this month (March 2025) are SO rough and I knew I probably wasn't alone in this feeling.When life feels like this, it’s easy to lose hope, numb out, or fall into old self-sabotaging patterns. But you don’t have to abandon yourself. In this impromptu check-in, I’m sharing a reminder to stay present, step away from the noise, and actually be there for yourself in the way you deserve. I also pulled a couple of cards from my animal oracle deck to help you get through this week with a reminder from Spirit. **Tap any of the links below to start working together!Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-BookBook Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience TikTokBlackSheepExperience InstagramReady to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.About Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
For black sheep, protecting our peace has been a survival strategy. We've spent years shielding ourselves from harm, cutting off toxic relationships, and learning to be self-sufficient. But at what cost? In this episode, we explore how our well-earned caution can turn into isolation - and why true healing requires community, even when it's frustrating, messy, or inconvenient.I talk about:✨ why black sheep often default to isolation,✨ the importance of tolerating discomfort in relationships,✨ how community makes us stronger, even when it's annoying, and✨ practical ways to reconnect without sacrificing your wellbeing.If you've been craving connection but struggle to trust people, this episode is for you. Let's talk about what it really means to find belonging without losing yourself in the process.As promised, I included my citations and research in the video. It was too long to include in the shownotes, so I put it in this blog post instead. Tap any of the links below to start working together!Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-BookBook Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience TikTokBlackSheepExperience InstagramReady to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.About Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.
For so long, I believed that rest had to be earned. Even through the ups and downs of burnout and consciously knowing that I deserved rest, I still didn't feel worthy of having it. I didn't feel like I could relax guilt-free. In this moment of reflection, I'm sharing how I'm unlearning the guilt of resting before everything is done. No solutions, no neatly wrapped lesson, just the truth of where I am right now. Stop thinking your progress isn't good enough - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book Book Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience TikTokBlackSheepExperience InstagramReady to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.About Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.#perfectionism #rest #youdeserverest
You're feeling lost in your personal life and zooming out to look at the world is only making you feel more detached, confused, and frustrated. You might be feeling connected to your purpose, but it still feels like there's a mismatch between your personal life and what's happening externally.I'm slowly discovering that the feeling of disconnect and loss is a blessing: one that if I embrace, I'm able to use to step into a deeper alignment for myself and the collective. I'm starting to embrace the idea of being something much larger than myself and shedding the need for immediate results and validation. I'm learning that I need not focus so much on my individual self, instead focusing on how my purpose plays into a larger role for others.In this episode, I share a very practical channeled writing exercise that helps you tap into your purest sense of self so you can stop fumbling for purpose in misaligned labels and start embodying the deeper self that's been calling you this entire time.Tap any of the links below to start working together!Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-BookBook Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience TikTokBlackSheepExperience InstagramReady to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.About Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.#higherself #spirituality #practicalspirituality #selfworth
So many of us tie our worth to what we do, what we have, or how others see us. Your parents showed you conditional love. They showered you with praise if you got a high-paying job, set personal sports records, or brought home good grades. But the rest of the time, you got reprimanded, judged, and punished. You were treated as a tool for them to up their own social currency, and nothing more.That taught you to shame yourself for imperfection, pressure yourself to amount to huge goals within a short time frame, and judge yourself if you fall anywhere short of your near-impossible expectations.In this episode, we're diving into the connection between self-worth and self-acceptance, and why you can't move forward in life without accepting where you are right NOW.I'll also break down the danger of basing your confidence on external circumstances and share how to cultivate a sense of worthiness that doesn't crumble when life inevitably starts life-ing.Get in, perfectionists. We're talking about what it really means to embody enoughness unconditionally.Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book (this is what I was talking about during this episode! This will FIX your fixed mindset!)Book Self-Worth Coaching with RoshniBook A Tarot Reading with RoshniBlack Sheep Experience WebsiteBlackSheepExperience TikTokBlackSheepExperience InstagramReady to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself.About Becoming Enough:The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you.#perfectionism #conditionallove #emotionallyimmatureparents #cyclebreaker
Tomorrow is the absolute LAST day of the One Isn't Enough sale! Book a voice note tarot reading by 2/16 to unlock TWO full readings for the price of one!Today's reading is suuuch a beautiful culmination to our tarot series this week! It's a reminder to challenge ourselves, to ask more of ourselves, but to do it from a place of tenderness and self-respect.How beautiful to witness you stepping into a greater light. You know you've had the power to shine, but it's been at the cost of a much greater fear.So how do you ground into confidence? You reconnect to your purpose. You realize that you're a part of something much bigger and that your perspective, actions, and leadership are a part of that collective unfolding.I love you, thank you for joining me through this series, and I can't wait to read for you soon. 🔮💜
ONLY TWO DAYS LEFT OF EXTENDED READINGS! Book yours today!You've been through so much, black sheep. But how long have you been using that as a reason to hold yourself back? How long have you let your past determine your future?You've made it through your WORST and most difficult moments: for that, celebrate! The less you identify and define yourself by your hardships, the more space you open up to start a new story.No one can take away what you've overcome. But only you can decide when you're ready to become more.Only TWO days are left to get your double-reading!You can either:-ask one question, get your reading, and then as a follow-up for a secondary reading, or-ask two questions/areas of focus upfront and get an extended reading!Drop your questions in my booking calendar and let's see what messages your guides have for you 🔮💜
ONLY 3 DAYS LEFT TO BOOK YOUR EXTENDED READING! Book yours today!The Queen of Cups reminds us that our emotions are information. How can your curiosity lead the way? How can you use your emotional information to create the life that you want? Anger is a stepping stone in that process. So is sadness, so is jealousy.Your emotions give you insight into your limiting beliefs - you won't be angry about what someone else has if you know you can have it too.So what's stopping you from going out there? Which thoughts are STILL limiting your reality, and how can you commit to the bigger picture?
ONLY 4 DAYS LEFT OF EXTENDED READINGS! Book yours today!The Star reminds us that in this age of vast technology and pure p0litical chaos, searching for certainty is a very human reaction.Yet we cannot get caught up in looking for answers outside of ourselves: that behavior is perpetuating our feelings of confusion and misdirection.The Star tells us that the most valuable, relevant information for us comes from within. And that even if that takes time, it's worth the wait.***#tarot #tarotforpersonalgrowth
Book your extended reading here!The Fool asks us, what do we really want? How can we stop basing what we want on what's going to happen, but instead embrace where we are and where we want to go next, even if we can't see what's coming next?Humans like to feel safe, and we often try to predict what's coming as a way to stay safe and prepared. But the rug feels like it's being pulled out from under us, both personally and collectively. So how can you root into your power in THIS moment?
Book your extended reading here!It's the bumpy part of the road that asks you to confront how LIMITING your limiting beliefs actually are. They kept you safe, in a protected cocoon for all this time. But you've outgrown this space, and these beliefs are now hurting you more than helping you. Will you answer the call to let them go?Only 6 more days to book your extended/double tarot reading!!...#tarot #tarotreading #dailytarot readings #spiritualpodcast #limitingbeliefs #personalgrowth
Welcome to my witchy/esoteric side! I found the meditation ahh here it is: https://youtu.be/i9R2Y6UMbE0?si=-FOQHmFg92kKK4qD Tap any of the links below to start working together! Stop your black-and-white thinking - download the FREE Bye-Bye Binary Thinking E-Book Book Self-Worth Coaching with Roshni Book A Tarot Reading with Roshni Black Sheep Experience Website BlackSheepExperience TikTok BlackSheepExperience Instagram Ready to leave your low self-worth behind for good? Visit BlackSheepExperience.com to learn how you can work with Roshni one-on-one through self-worth coaching sessions or tarot readings and finally step into the most powerful and confident version of yourself. About Becoming Enough: The Becoming Enough podcast teaches you how to liberate yourself from your limiting beliefs and worthiness wounds. You’ll find discussions that validate your internal experience as a black sheep and dive deep into the journey of self-actualization and sovereignty. Roshni, your host, wholeheartedly believes that high self-worth is your ticket to true liberation. If you want to regain your power, this podcast is for you. #meditation #spiritualpodcast #motherearth #shamanicmeditation #esoteric #witchy #witchypodcast #becomingenough