Dada Poetry

3/3/2011 Some loves are like  summer storms, it arrived without warning, and leaves behind memories that never last Other loves are also like tornadoes, it can shred through your heart and leave pains that never goes away but my love is like a winter sun or the summer breeze, it appears when I need them the most, and their existence warm up my world and cool down my anger, My love is the best love that a boy can have. My love is simple and sweet and is the only thing that I need.

11/16/2019 All these clutters in my mind, Blocking the path I'm trying to find. Like stuck in quicksand with each step, Truly lost in a life I cannot comprehend. Trying to let the smiles carry away the pain, Letting the laughter flush it down the drain. I'm going to walk tall toward the destination, And let my heart roam free with imagination.

2/3/2018 The fluttering of butterflies in my stomach, and the slow burning sensation appearing on my face. Accompany by a sudden loss of breath and the lumps in my chest. The moment I saw her beautiful smile, I knew she is the one. Looking at those hazel black hair, with a richness never seen before. The dimples on her cheek, and the mischievous light in her eyes. The innocence of our joy, and the youth of our time.   When she looked over at me, my heart melted so many thousand times. One day I finally had the courage, to tell her how I truly felt. The loving look in her eyes, is the only the answer I need. Those words she told me  were sweeter than the tastiest treat. As I finally held the hand of my only love, I knew there is no one luckier than me.

9/3/2018 Who is this girl that shine so bright, Bringing emotions that has disappeared long ago? Those moments we shared were truly unforgettable, Your touch and gaze left me in a daze. It’s been many years since I felt this way, How is it possible for you to reignite my light? The times we shared were way to short, You left before I can know you more. Now that I have met you in my dream, ​ I can’t wait to find you in this world.

12/28/2018 ​Just like Christmas without Snow, My life can never be perfect without you. Watching the crystals falling from the sky, I miss the moments I spent with you. I was never the same, Ever since the day we first met. A moment so magical, I could never ever forget. All I could think about since, Was spending another second with you. The sweetness of the touch, Your beauty so pure. My heart was stolen by you, But I never want it back. I am grateful for all the memories, ​Even if its just a midnight dream.

1/12/2020 I would love to hold your hand as we gaze at the stars, Lying by your side as we count down to forever. Feeling the moments slowly passing by, Holding on to the magic flowing between us. I would love to hold your hands as we feel the seasons. Seeing the world as it age year by year. Smiling sheepishly as I look into yours eyes, Grateful to spend my time on earth with you. I would love to hold your hands as I spend eternity with you, Counting each seconds as the clock ticks by. Cherishing the time we have created for two, Lost in the beauty we see in the love we share. I would love to hold your hands, But it's not yet possible. Maybe one day when the time is right, When the stars are bright, I would find you in my world, And finally hold your hands.

5/10/2020 I travelled the world and searched among the stars, ​looking for the one I would love with all my heart. After all these years of seeking, I finally have you here by my side. Now I look forward to travelling the world with you, searching the stars with you, laughing, crying, and smiling with you. I look forward to loving you, and spending my life with you.

2/25/2021 I just can't get you out of my mind, No matter how hard I seem to try. There are moments I wish I can turn back time, Before the days I could call you mine. But I know if I could turn back time, I would still choose to love you, To cherish you And spend forever with you. I know if I could turn back time, I will work to make everything right, To avoid the mistakes that I made, To not say those hurtful words I said. I know if I could turn back time, I will wait longer for you, To give you the time to heal, To support you more from near and far. I know if I could turn back time, I will travel further back. Back before those time you got hurt, To take away those pain and grief. I know if I could turn back time, I will remove the obstacles between us. Regardless of what is ideal or not, I will make them right again. I know if I could travel in time, Maybe this time I won't make you mine. If my presence cause you strife, I will step away from your life. I know if I can travel back in time, I will always love you. I will still do what I can, To make you the happiest person ever. I know I can't travel in time, To fix those mistakes I made. All I can hope for is a second chance, A chance to make amend. This time I won't travel back in time, But I will choose to wait. To grow, to be better, so when the time comes again, We can both be grateful that we don't need to travel back in time.

2/26/2021 I listened to the wind, I searched among the stars. Looking for the answer, That can take me back to your heart. I cling desperately to what remains, Not wanting to lose this magic again. I finally found you after all this time, I don't want to lose you again in this life. Praying for a miracle to change this fate, I clung desperately to what remains,

3/7/2021 As I began retracing the path of my past, It's surprising how long memories truly last. I still remember those kisses I stole in the dark, Reminiscing the laughter we shared in the park. Those places we visited together, The promises we made to each other. As those memories slowly turns into years, It now also brings me so much tears. As the promises we made remains unkept, The pain and bitterness makes me wept. I am now no longer young as I once was, No longer the one to hold your hand on the bus. The sourness of life taste bitter like lime, It will forever haunt me until the end of time.

12/1/2021 How did we start off as complete strangers? Yet somehow ending up as dearest lovers? Slowly becoming the most perfect two, Growing closer than anyone in this world. When did we move from dearest lovers, To becoming two complete strangers? Now walking two parallel paths in this world, No longer sharing any memories anymore. You started by making my lonely soul whole, Yet ended up leaving my aching heart in two. Regarding of you being a stranger or a lover, You left behind traces like no other.

2021-12-01 Turn back time to when I was still a boy, So I can fall in love again for the first time. Meeting that girl who was oh so special, She who brought warmth to my dying heart. My shinning light during my darkest winter, My companion on all those adventures. Looking back to those days long gone, Memories of a time fading slowly away. Losing you will forever be a regret, But life works in its own special way. I hope you found happiness in this life, With all the love I can never give.

2/18/2022 Who was it that taught you how to love Was it her with the gentle soul Who held you together during your darkest days Who gave you that sweet summer kiss in the rain Who cherished you deeply with her innocent love Or was it her with the fire within She who brought peace to your lonely soul She who share those countless adventures She who has the kindest and warmest heart It was both and their unforgettable lessons of love Lessons that you have learned though regret and tears Lessons you will forever hold close to your heart Lessons that you hope to never learn again

May 2, 2022 Why does it hurt so much still? Was it because of how similar we were? How much we enjoyed each other's company/ Those secrets we shared with one another? The intimacy we shown no others? The music you once played for me? The poems I wrote for you. The adventures we went on with each other The promises we made for one another. The stories we were hoping to create The future that was there for us to make.

2/16/2016 I still remember the days when we were young, When we kissed during the summer storm, Dripping from head to toe in the August dew. I still remember the days when we were young, Cuddling together during the winter freeze Sipping tea and laughing about the January snow. I still remember the days when we were young, Lying on the lake and counting the stars, Talking about our dreams and our personal fears. I still remember the days when we were young, When our lives were filled with innocence and joy, When all we cared for was each other. I still remember the days when we were young, When I thought you were the only one for me, That all my fear and pain can be taken away by you. I still remember the days when we were young, How we had all these unrealistic dreams and expectations, How we believe our love can conquer all. I still remember the days when we were no longer so young, When the reality of life hit us hard, When our love cannot conquer all. I still remember the day we grew up, What we want and what we saw is no longer right for us, What we wish for is no longer us. I still remember the day we broke up, The pain in our heart, the tears in our eyes, Can't believe that this was the end after all. I still remember the day when we were young, But I'm not sure if you still do. Life may have taken us in two separate paths, But I will always remember the days when we were young.

2022-01-27 I have a hole in my heart, That just won't ever heal. I'm trying to move forward, In a life that is no longer whole. I'm broken in many pieces, Struck and frozen in place. I am no longer able to feel, Those emotions I once cherish. Envious of others finding love, Feeling lonely and hopless. Why did you give me hope, Only to take it away from me. How can I move forward? When I can't let you go.

My memories of you is becoming blurred, I can no longer remember your face. My once most familiar companion, Now slowly fading into the shadow. I can no longer remember your voice, That once sweetest music to my ear, Now an echo in the distant shore. I can no longer remember your touch, That softness that was once so cherished, Now so foreign and unfamiliar. I can no longer remember you, Your presence is fading away, ​I am forgetting what was once unforgettable

2021/05/10 Tears swelling in my eyes as I travel down this road for the last time. It's surprising how the last time can feel so much like the first. Feeling those nervous lumps in my chest again, Anxious at seeing your face for the last time. It's painful to know how short forever really is, Forever gone in a blink of an eye. I truly thought you were the one for me, I had never been so sure of anything in my life. Now I'm left completely broken in pieces, How do I recover from a heartbreak I never expected? How do I move on when I never thought of a future without you? How do I do anything when I was trying to plan a life with you? Feeling so much bitterness and pain once again, Maybe it's better not to love after all.

2021-07-21 I remember those mornings we went chasing sunrises, Trying to catch a glimpse of the glowing lights. I remember those nights we danced under the stars, Singing songs to the glee of our hearts. I remember those days we dreamed of a better tomorrow, Those hopes and wishes we want the world to see. I remember those moments that we will forever cherish, Moments so special and dear to our heart. I remember those friends we will love eternally, Those we shared our stories in this life-long journey. I remember those memories we shall never forget, Bit and pieces that makes this life so special.

2021-07-28 I travelled back in time today Back to the land I once called home. I smelled the scents of the once familiar place, Seeing the shadows of those I once knew. I travelled back in time today Back to that summer many years back, All those moments we shared together. The laughter and joy we once had. I travelled back in time today, Remembering all those goodbyes I said. All the friends that have left since then, The emptiness that is now here to stay. I travelled back in time today, Surprised at the memories that flowed from me. Hard to imagine the changes that have happened, Left wondering how much time has passed since those days.