EW, For Real

Hi world, it's Jenguin! Ok, for real...how much do you like opening up? A lot? Me too! Oh, you'd rather be a fly on the wall, listening? I mean, perfect setup, eh? I love to talk (as you'll notice) to friends and family, get real life perspectives on all sorts of things and get to know my fellow everyday-people. We're all out here trying to survive. So, let's laugh & c'mon lets get deep! Either way, I want you to leave with smile lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU! Love Yourself šŸ«¶šŸ½

the dave n buster’s date • S2E7

Oh boy… sorry im late, been so busy around here! But, here’s a quick little episode this week just to recap the turn of events that happened on a recent date. I went Speed dating… met a guy, and then he took me on a surprise date. How ironic is my life? 🤣 Hey… Don’t forget to love yourself! šŸ«¶šŸ¼ļæ¼

12-05
37:53

our thoughts on hookup culture • savannah part 2 • S2E6

This week’s episode is a continuance of our conversation with Savannah! I wasn’t able to fit everything on one episode, so I asked you all on Instagram what your thoughts were on today’s hook up culture so we could have a chat about it! I guess it can be somewhat of a controversial topic… if you would like to share some of your input in the comments, I’m interested to read them! Thank you guys for being here, thanks for listening to us, and I hope everyone has a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving. Don’t forget to love yourself! šŸ«¶šŸ¼ (At some point, I decided I was going to troll you in the description of all of these episodes, and I totally forgot what the inside joke was… Lol so consider this me trolling you. Made you look! Then I said bye, puta! āœŒšŸ¼)

11-25
01:04:57

age is just a number • savannah’s journey thru overcoming self harm • part 1 • S2E5

Hi world, it’s jenguin! Today we have a special guest, Savannah, whom I’ve met throughout my journey here in Pennsylvania. This young lady has a beautiful, bright future up ahead of her after overcoming a lot of difficult struggles in life. I’m so proud of her growth, and I hope you enjoy today’s episode. TW: discussions on non-suicidal self harm behaviors and details. Part 2 will include the parts of our conversation where we talked about her experience with the college lifestyle and her thoughts on ā€œhook up cultureā€! Be sure to follow my Instagram @itsjenguin for updates and to chime in on my stories with your thoughts on said topics! I would love to hear your perspective and have a discussion! As my smart friend, Savannah, mentioned herself without even knowing my prompt; DON’T FORGET TO LOVE YOURSELF! Call ā€œ988ā€ to get help if you are experiencing any harmful/suicidal thoughts. WE CARE! šŸ«¶šŸ¼

11-19
01:46:04

we’re all insane podcast follow up • S2E4

hi world, it’s Jenguin! Welcome to anyone who may be knew to my podcast! I was recently a guest on ā€œWe’re All Insaneā€ with Devorah and after filming my episode with her, I realized I missed so many details and big moments i throughout my story. No biggie, hopefully most of you got the gist of what I was trying to say and how I was trying to help in my episode… But I decided I would share some more information and insight here. My podcast is a vulnerable space for me on the Internet, and I hope that anyone who tunes in can take something positive away, can relate somehow, and feel as if there is someone out there who understands them. You are not alone! I have shared many details throughout my past episodes here on the podcast, and I plan to share more! I also have some exciting things coming very soon and I hope to have more guests on in the future! If you would like the opportunity to have a space to share a little bit about yourself, your healing journey, or some insight on sensitive topics revolving real life issues, feel free to reach out to me… I would love to have you as a virtual guest on ā€œEw For Realā€. We get real. We get deep. And I would love to do that with you! Thank you for being here… Thank you for listening to me Yap for hours on the Internet! Lol I appreciate you all. Most importantly, don’t forget to love yourself! šŸ«¶šŸ¼ -jenni

11-12
01:14:00

what kinda cereal are you - ew for real S2E3

hi world, it’s jenguin! Here’s a random, goofy episode just catching up with my little sister when I went to Indiana to visit some family! No topic really, in this episode… just being silly and getting back into the swing of things! I can’t wait to have some new guests for you all Soon! HAPPY HALLOWEEN! šŸŽƒ be safe, and don’t forget to love yourself šŸ«¶šŸ¼

10-31
52:14

all about attachment styles - ew for real, S2E2

hi world, it’s jenguin! I was having some serious technical difficulties with this podcasting app and decided I was going to completely turn this into a TikTok podcast, posting shorter episodes. But I think I’ve got this figured out now… Here is all four of those TikTok episodes combined into one for you, in case you missed it! I had a moment and landed, yet Again, on a random interweb page taking another quiz. Lol. But this time it was all about our attachment styles in relationships. Honestly, learning these things about yourself will significantly help moving forward in your relationships in life, romantic, or not! I really learned a lot… And hopefully you will learn about yourself (and me too! Lol.) Tell me in the comments which attachment style you think you may have, and if you are unsure, let’s take the quiz and find out! As always, don’t forget to love yourself! šŸ«¶šŸ¼

10-28
35:38

ew for real - life updates! Season 2,E1

hi world! it's jenguin! missed you all dearly....just a quick check in to how ya'll are doing and to let you know what i've been up to out here on the road :) soooooo many good things to come, please stick around and don't forget to keep up to date with my tiktok @jenuinearts so you don't miss out on all the fun!! Don't forget to love yourself <3 (then i said bye pootah)

10-28
17:44

now you know. the end of a season. #37

See you all very soon. *hugs*. Don’t forget to love yourself.

10-28
49:40

Part 2 • Mental EW-ness follow ups & your experiences #36

Follow up from part one šŸ«¶šŸ¼

10-28
01:30:18

mental EW-ness • therapy + medication stigma #35

Ew. I CANNOT BELIEVE I WAITED THIS LONG for such a breakthrough. ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹ YOU ARE NOT ALONE. My sister-in-law Paige joins me on today’s episode as a surprise guest appearance. I go over my personal experience and side effects with taking medication after starting therapy for the first time in my 32 years of life. Thank you for being here… If you need help, please reach out. Don’t forget to love yourself. šŸ«¶šŸ¼

12-09
01:17:28

cheater cheater pumpkin pie #34 + family dysfunction

Stay till the end, if you wanna hear our experience at the Featherbutt restaurant in three Oaks, Michigan lol. Julianna joins me again today to discuss something that happened over our Thanksgiving holiday with our family and how we choose to communicate with each other and its effects on our relationships. DON’T FORGET TO LOVE YOURSELF ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @onceuponacamper @_onceuponacamper_ YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

11-28
01:11:07

ghouls, fools, tools, jewels and food stools #33

Lollllll happy Halloween, stay coO00o0OOoooL šŸ‘» and don’t forget to love yourself! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @onceuponacamper @_onceuponacamper_ YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

11-06
01:47:40

lost in boston! a birthdaycast with mimi’s #32

On this episode I literally talk for 3 hours about my obsession with Tori Kelly. Lol jk. But I would. IT’S MY BABY SISTER’S BIRTHDAY!! I cannot believe she’s 16…what a sweet soul, such a smart, lovely young woman she’s become. I’m so proud! We also touch on some drama and of course I explain some details on my spontaneous adventure; getting lost in Boston! Don’t forget to love yourself! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @onceuponacamper @_onceuponacamper_ YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

09-27
59:31

this is humiliating. don’t do this. #31

cat’s out of the bag. You heard it here from MY mouth. Whatever you think you know…You don’t, cuz I have not been the one lying. But don’t forget to Love yourself. Ā ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @onceuponacamper @_onceuponacamper_ YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

08-22
32:05

ex coworkers, still friends. + parasocial relationships w alyssa #30

ā€œseaky mamaā€ 😈 hi world, it’s jenguin! Today I’m joined by one of my closest friends, Alyssa! We talk about para social relationships (ay ay ay, this can be so comforting and good or SOO bad🄺) and living with a friend after being coworkers and not letting the friendship fizzle out! Don’t forget to love yourself! Ā ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @jenuinearts YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

08-04
01:22:02

i luh you, for real #29

for my favorite pootas. LOVE YOURSELF! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @jenuinearts YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

07-29
27:43

it’s a carcass… #28

Guys… I recorded this on like June 23. A lot has happened since then, I’m dying in bed, I haven’t been able to record a recent episode. So, I’m sorry this is so late! Here it is next week will be much better lol I’m sorry, it’s a car cast by the way… Not a carcass. But honestly from now on, every CarCast will be a carcass. OK bye puta. Don’t forget to love yourself! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @jenuinearts YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

07-19
01:18:55

shark eggs, mind blown & how things grow #27

eat your fungus, you filthy aminal. šŸ„ and don’t forget to love yourself! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @jenuinearts YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

06-19
01:11:17

we’re all geniuses! multiple intelligence theory - part 1 #26

WE FINALLY TOOK THE INTELLIGENCE QUIZ. I've been yapping about this for years and i'm so glad i had my unofficial, official co-host with me to do it. lol this was so fun and interesting! i feel so smarteth now. We will continue the talk and take the quiz with Julianna next week on a ā€œpart twoā€ of this episode! Message me on Instagram if you farted this week. 🧌 Don’t forget to love yourself! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @jenuinearts YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

06-10
01:03:12

flying cars & synesthesia #25

Hi world, its jenguin! In this episode, I’m just catching up with you and my lil sis and I’m very sorry for making you wait so long. I guess I took a break without letting you know that I took a break. Anyways, I experienced my first Indy 500! It was a blast… Cars were flying everywhere. And so were my farts. Literally. I hope you had a great memorial day weekend… Don’t forget to love yourself! ...and Don't forget to follow along on my socials to get sneak peeks on future episodes!Ā  TikTok: @itsjenguinĀ  Personal Instagram: @itsjenguinĀ  Creative Instagram & Tiktok: @jenuinearts YouTube: @MyJennirationĀ  Business Email: jennihiles@gmail.comĀ  You guys....we're gonna get deep, talk about real-life things and laugh while we're doing it. Each episode will either feature someone I love or look up to or include answers to your questions from my daily Instagram stories or TikToks! Each episode may also contain my dramatic AND emotional self trying to dig out the raw side of myself or my guest so I can learn more about them and how they view life. I want to talk about anything and everything whether it's relationships, music, home decor, coffee, thrifting, houseplants, Disney! or mental health. Either way, I want you to leave here with smile-lines on your face, joy and gratefulness in your heart and knowing that life is too freaking short to not be completely and whole-heartedly YOU!

06-01
01:00:22

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