Full of Shift

Birth, parents, babies, and hurricanes—this episode packs it all. This week on "Full of Shift," we're diving into the ultimate tale of survival, love, and raw natural forces. Join us as we recount the epic story of Pesce Pearl's birth amid Hurricane Milton's chaos. Picture this: a frantic evacuation, a hotel refuge, and at 3 AM, Bethany goes into labor. Eighteen intense hours later, in the tent, under a canopy of stars and the roar of the ocean, our son makes his grand entrance. Talk about drama… Pesce's arrival, in the heart of a hurricane, is a testament to finding calm in the storm—literally. It's about enduring love and the elemental forces that shape us. This is some wild BIRTH STORY SHIFT. This is FULL OF SHIFT. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

This week’s bonus episode is a little different... Because we're in a bed. For the first time as a family of four, we snuggle up under the covers with a few microphones and unpack even more about the intense experience we all just had. Birth is more than a beginning. It’s a cycle. A becoming. A crossing of endless thresholds. We change. We grow. We fall apart. We come back together. Come hang out with us as we attempt to put the pieces back in place. That means you should go listen to the bonus episode on Patreon, ya little shift. Love you. All SHIFT HEADS welcome Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

But wait... there's more! Dive deeper with us in this week's bonus episode as we continue our discussion about ayahuasca, sharing even more transformative stories. Enjoy a special surprise as Kilmer Dove makes an appearance! We'll also update you on the final week of pregnancy, our iconic tent, and our mission as we approach the election—calling people in rather than calling them out, in an attempt to bring people together. Plus, we talk about our Halloween plans. Join us for these intimate updates and more on Patreon. Don’t miss out on this extended shift! All SHIFT HEADS welcome Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Alright, y'all, we've been teasing our ayahuasca journey since episode one, and it's finally time to explore the "Ayahuasca Shift." This story isn't just intense, it’s a profound exploration of personal growth and relationship dynamics. We want to clarify upfront: this isn't everyone's experience, nor does it advocate for folks to seek this kind of spiritual awakening. However, sharing firsthand stories can offer real conversations and insights for those who feel called to explore these realms through plant medicines. Ayahuasca played a pivotal role in our decision to marry—not as the sole reason but as a significant catalyst that deepened our lifelong bond. The experiences we had in the jungle changed us forever, and it's time we share this transformative segment of our journey with you. This is FULL OF SHIFT, where the incredible continues to unfold. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

We're still here, and we're still pregnant! On this week's bonus episode, we navigate through a little scare, discuss the future of FULL OF SHIFT, unpack recent dreams, and ponder what it would be like to have dinner one more time with family members who are no longer with us. Head over to Patreon right now for a special, emotionally charged bonus episode. Don't miss out on these intimate moments! All SHIFT HEADS welcome Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

This week, we find ourselves on the edge of our seats preparing for one of life’s biggest changes, our second baby is due any day now! This is Home Stretch Shift. Join us as we have an honest family discussion about our feelings, fears and realizations during these final days. From discussing the real challenges of late pregnancy to the excitement and nervousness of giving birth, we share the raw and intimate inner workings of our journey. This episode is not just a podcast; it's a testament to the trials, tribulations, and triumphs of awaiting our newest family member. Tune in and experience the real and ridiculous shifts of pregnancy with us in "Home Stretch Shift." This is FULL OF SHIFT. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Honestly, we could talk to Tay and Zay for years. Y’all, if you want more (and we all do), you know the drill by now. Head over to Patreon for the extended bonus episode. We dive into all sorts of weird shift in this week’s bonus—from twins and gender reveals to mixed-race babies, dreams, and even more tales about our favorite state, Florida. Yeah and a lot more about our kids, duh. Let’s get weird. All SHIFT HEADS welcome Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Check out Taylor and Isaiah on Instagram: Taylor: @tayotic__ Isaiah: @zayugh But wait, there’s more! This is Isaiah's Substack -  https://freedomissomethingyoutake.substack.com/ This is Taylor's Website/Blog -  https://www.tayotic.com/ Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Parenting podcast prowess prevails! Join us this week on "Full of Shift" as we proudly present our newest pals, Taylor and Isaiah Baker. After Kilmer’s arrival, our NJ birth team connected us, suggesting we meet—and what a spectacular suggestion it was. It's not every day you find a couple who can not only keep up with our level of crazy but maybe even outdo us—lol. Come hang out with us as we dive into our first meetings, explore the trials and triumphs of parenting in the modern world, discuss navigating new pregnancies, adapting to life shifts in sunny Florida, and much more, from major work shifts to evolving identities. Tay and Zay are never getting rid of us, so get ready for more from these two in the episodes to come. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Check out Taylor and Isaiah on Instagram: Taylor: @tayotic__ Isaiah: @zayugh But wait, there’s more! This is Isaiah's Substack -  https://freedomissomethingyoutake.substack.com/ This is Taylor's Website/Blog -  https://www.tayotic.com/ Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Woahhhh, that was some crazy shift! But you know you want more. Head over to Patreon right now to dive even deeper into the wild stories from these two crazy kids. This episode has been truly special. We love you, Whitney, thanks for joining us over here. And your new name in this house is officially Aunt Wit-wee, lol. Hey! We know it’s been a little different around here this week, and yes, we miss Nico too. But remember, this is Full of Shift. Things are changing and evolving—like all of a sudden, we’re a family of four! Just when you think you’ve got your heads wrapped around this podcast, we’re coming in hot and shifting gears quickly. Go watch the bonus episode on Patreon, ya little shift! All SHIFT HEADS welcome Do us a favor and fill this shift out! http://bit.ly/3ZWqdoC Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Check out Whitney on Instagram: @innately_yours Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

This week on "Full of Shift," Bethany takes the mic solo for a heartfelt and hilarious sit-down with her best friend, Whitney Hull. If Nico is "It's You" in Bethany’s phone, Whitney is "That's Her"... because, let's be honest, it’s always been her. They dive deep into everything friendship—from lovers to long-distance relationships, inspirations, breakups, and wild, crazy stories from their past. Over here in family land, we're still very much in newborn bliss, and boy, do we have lots of stories for you coming soon. For now, sit back, relax, and meet one of our best friends, Whitney Hull. This is Full of Shift. Do us a favor and fill this shift out! http://bit.ly/3ZWqdoC Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Check out Whitney on Instagram: @innately_yours Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

And we are back, holy shift—it's been quite the week down here in the Sunshine State! But there’s plenty of time to unpack all of that shift. In this week's episode, we are getting into the "Third Trimester Shift." Join us as we explore how going through this a second time feels different. We discuss addiction, therapy, and revelations that surfaced in real time during our heartfelt conversation. This is mom and dad shift at its realest. Only a few more weeks until the baby arrives, and this podcast serves as our living and breathing journal. This is Full of Shift. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullofShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Ohhhhh SHIFT! Just when you thought this episode was over, we come back with a banger. Head over to Patreon right now to get even more from this week's episode. These bonus episodes are some of our favorite shift because we don’t really have a plan; we’re just hanging out. In this week's bonus, things get a little spicy. What are you waiting for? Go to Patreon right now! All SHIFT HEADS welcome Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullofShift @BethanyCMeyers @nicotortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

This week’s episode of "Full of Shift" is extra special—it’s our first with guests! This is "Our Midwife and Doula Shift with Maya and Sonia Bond." We’re thrilled to welcome our new birth team, the incredible sister duo who are nothing short of superpowers in the world of birth work. As we prepare for the arrival of baby number two, we sit down in the studio with Maya and Sonia to discuss the differences between a midwife and a doula, explore various approaches to birth, share personal stories, and delve into what it truly means to assist life’s transition into this world. We are so excited about this episode! Leaving our birth team in New Jersey was one of the hardest decisions we've ever made, but after settling in Florida, it feels like we were destined to meet Maya and Sonia for this part of our journey. Join us as we unpack all this shift and more in an enlightening conversation about bringing new life into the world. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Guest Info: Maya Bond https://treasurecoastmidwifery.com/ IG: @midwifey_maya Sonia Bond https://bellhousedoulas.com/ IG: @soniashootstheworld Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullofShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

But wait... There's more! We recorded for almost two hours in the studio and could have easily gone on for 24. To hear the rest of our conversation, head over to Patreon right now. In this week's bonus episode, we dive deeper with Maya and Sonia Bond—discussing their upbringing in the Second Baptist Church, how a midwife and doula protect themselves and support each other, family dynamics, and what it means to be your own spirit guide. You don't want to miss this shift! All SHIFT HEADS welcome Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Guest Info: Maya Bond https://treasurecoastmidwifery.com/ IG: @midwifey_maya Sonia Bond https://bellhousedoulas.com/ IG: @soniashootstheworld Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullofShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

For real, for real, there is so much more to our story. If you're craving more, scoot your tush over to Patreon right now, ya little shifts! In this week's bonus episode we’re keeping it light and fun. We're playing games, chatting about drugs and brunch, gift giving, and sharing cute little stories about each other. We got a lot of them after 18 YEARS OF THIS SHIFT. See ya there! All SHIFT HEADS welcome. Full video available only on Patreon: https://patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullofShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

18 Years of This Shift. Can you believe it? This is FULL OF SHIFT. This week, we’re getting into the shift that's captivated your curiosity the most—our relationship. From the moment we first met, to our first kiss, through breakups and breakdowns, we’ve transformed from boyfriend and girlfriend to lovers, to haters, to best friends, and finally to legally married husband and wife shift. Poly or mono? Open or closed? We’re laying it all out there. Join us as we answer the questions you’ve been asking and explore the shifts that have defined our 18 years together. This is our story of love, challenge, and endless evolution. Get ready for all the heartfelt—and heart-wrenching—shift talking. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Hey y’all! Let’s talk about home births. This week on "Full of Shift," we’re diving into OUR HOME BIRTH SHIFT. Honestly, this is one of our favorite topics these days, right next to our family’s poop schedules—which, yes, we also cover at the top of this episode. We've been dreaming of birthing at home since 2006, and after a rollercoaster of ups and downs, that dream became a reality in March 2023. This is our story. We’ll delve into our decision, our process, our birth team, our tent, and the birth itself. Releasing this episode feels extra special as we are currently prepping our home in Florida for our second home birth, God willing. And this podcast? It feels extra extra special because this too is like a birthing in and of itself. Let’s get into this shift. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Nico Tortorella Album “BORN.”: https://open.spotify.com/album/3Lsnq5SFSadZ85w438vJGG Abe Seiferth Album “Solstice”: https://open.spotify.com/album/0lTB86MUSNEg5338uDsFom Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

Who wants more of this SHIFT? We could literally fill an entire season of FULL OF SHIFT just discussing birth—and honestly, we just might. If you’re craving a bit more, head over to Patreon to check out this week's bonus episode. We dive deeper into the journey of getting pregnant a second time, share what life looks like for us right now, and recount some epic tales of winning and losing. You know you love this good, good SHIFT. And HEY! We love you too. All SHIFT HEADS welcome. Full video available only on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift Nico Tortorella Album “BORN.”: https://open.spotify.com/album/3Lsnq5SFSadZ85w438vJGG Abe Seiferth Album “Solstice”: https://open.spotify.com/album/0lTB86MUSNEg5338uDsFom Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullofShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

HOLY SHIFT! Welcome to our second episode, "WTF Pregnancy Shift." And by WTF, we really mean WTFWTFWTF! This week, we dive deep into the unexpected journey of how we got pregnant with Kilmer Dove, embracing every shift along the way. If you think you know, you have no idea. It took us two years to get here, and the whole story is nothing short of a miracle—and then some. Strap in, y'all, because shift is about to get weird. We'd also like to take a moment to apologize to our children, and definitely to our mothers. So... yeah, we're sorry. And HOLY SHIFT, do we love you! Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and follow this SHIFT for more. Full video available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@FullofShiftpod  Bonus Episode available on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift  Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast

We totally get it if you need a breather after that episode, but for all you SHIFT HEADS who crave a bit more, we've got you covered! This week on Patreon, our bonus episode dives even deeper. We unpack more of our wild journey, share how we got pregnant with our second, and open up in a heartfelt and revelatory discussion about our first memories of winning and losing. Plus, there’s exclusive bonus video content you won't find anywhere else. Don’t miss out on the good SHIFT—head to Patreon now. We love you! All SHIFT HEADS welcome. Full video available only on Patreon: patreon.com/fullofshift Make sure to follow us on Instagram: @FullOfShift @BethanyCMeyers @NicoTortorella This is a BENI PRODUCTIONS Podcast