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How lucky are we ex-Mormons to have Maddy Mitchell take an interest in our unique upbringing? She brings her own fascinating religious background to the conversation, and we dive into it in depth. Along the way, we discuss finding spirituality outside of religion, managing existential fears, and her fresh take on The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives. To top it all off, Maddy takes on a little Mormon trivia game I created—because why not have some fun with it? Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. FREE TOYS OR GIFT CARDS FOR TOYS! Everyone who signs up to my giveaway with Bellesa wins something! bboutique.co/vibe/girlscamp PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags give you an easy way to make room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Take advantage of Packd's only sale of the year - $15 off a single bag with code GIRLSCAMP at packdbags.com - the perfect way to give it a try! I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Courtly is the leader in online marriage, offering a variety of services that make it possible for couples to get a U.S. marriage certificate without leaving the comfort of their home. Visit www.courtly.com for $100 of wedding packages or use code GIRLSCAMP for a FREE name change kit. SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What happens when two ex-Mormon women watch A24’s Heretic, the horror film about sister missionaries and faith deconstruction? A Girlscamp deep-dive! Chelsea Homer joins me to unpack our thoughts and reactions—trust us, there’s a lot to discuss. TRIGGER WARNING: Discussion of violence and suicide References: Chelsea's Girlscamp episode Sophie Thatcher article on Mormonism Lost & Found club Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy way to make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Take advantage of Packd's only sale of the year - $15 off a single bag with code GIRLSCAMP - the perfect way to give it a try! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags Courtly is the leader in online marriage, offering a variety of services that make it possible for couples to get a U.S. marriage certificate without leaving the comfort of their home. Visit www.courtly.com for $100 of wedding packages or use code GIRLSCAMP for a FREE name change kit. SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

I asked for the scariest things you did or said as Mormons, and you all DELIVERED. We dive into converting friends, spouting homophobic rhetoric, getting married freaky fast, and much more. And I share plenty of my own haunting Mormon moments along the way. Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy, no-hassle way to send clothes home so that you can make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Round 2 of scary religious stories is even spookier than the first! Bentley and I cozied up after dark to read and react to your chilling tales. This round covers haunted pioneer chapels, disembodied hands, a mysterious hair collector, and a late-night sleep paralysis demon who calls himself the "enemy of all righteousness." Happy (and haunted) Halloween! Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy, no-hassle way to send clothes home so that you can make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This week on the Patreon, we’re diving into the big question: I’ll walk you through my take on it, break down the academic consensus, and read some of your thoughts and feelings on the matter too. Plus, a fun update—a certain email from A24 just landed in my inbox 👀  Sign up on the Patreon Girlscamp: After Dark to listen the whole episode! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

What’s better than scary stories? Religious scary stories! Today we’re diving into some wild tales: ghosts guarding sacred stuff, a stake president moonlighting as an exorcist, mission apartments with major paranormal vibes, and a spirit buddy named Michael. Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy, no-hassle way to send clothes home so that you can make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

It’s about time we got another therapist around here. Ashley shares her expertise on all things religious trauma and faith transitions. After getting the lowdown on her mixed-faith upbringing, we dive into what religious trauma really is, how Mormonism operates as a traumatized organization, and—most importantly—how to heal. Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. REFERENCES: Ashley Buckner on Instagram Ashley Buckner’s email: ashleybucknerlmft@gmail.com Ashley Buckner’s podcast Sunflower Movement Information on brainspotting How to find a brainspotting therapist near you When Religion Hurts You book  I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy, no-hassle way to send clothes home so that you can make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

This week on the Patreon, I'm sharing some thoughts, feelings, and lessons learned about a friendship fallout I went through this year. Turns out, 65% of people have gone through something like this, and that shit ain't easy. So let’s talk about it! Sign up on the Patreon Girlscamp: After Dark to listen Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal ideation & attempt Yes, you read that right! At just 16, today's guest, Josie Van Dyke, faced the threat of a Mormon disciplinary council. We dive into what led to that moment and the journey that followed, all the way to Josie's decision to leave Mormonism. Since Josie hosts a podcast where she speaks with people across the Mormon and ex-Mormon spectrum, I also pick her brain about the patterns and insights she's gained from her work. Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy, no-hassle way to send clothes home so that you can make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

I went on the Dr. Phil show to talk about being ex-religious, and I’ve got THOUGHTS! After a quick rundown of my experience (plus responding to all the drama from those who are upset I even went on), we dive into this month’s campfire chat. We’re tackling tough questions like, 'What should I do if I realize I’m in a toxic marriage?' and 'How do I handle feeling like the token ex-Mormon in my friend group?' It’s a fiery one, so grab a seat by the campfire! Join the Girlscamp: After Dark Patreon account here. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. I love traveling with PACKD's pre-paid, pre-labeled mailer bags that give you an easy, no-hassle way to send clothes home so that you can make plenty of room in your luggage for new purchases, or just to lighten your load for that return flight! Learn more at packdbags.com or on Instagram at @packd.bags SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

Today I'm telling your Mormon funeral stories as we talk through all things grief, death and funerals in the Mormon context. While I attempt to maintain some light-heartedness about this often somber topic, I do end up bawling my eyes out toward the end. You've been warned! TRIGGER WARNING: child & infant loss For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

In response to the big Mormon pop culture moment that is The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives, I’m putting my missionary hat back on to break down the fundamentals of Mormon doctrine! Because before really diving into soaking, ketamine treatments, soda shops, garments, and patriarchal marriages, you've got to understand the basics. My husband Bentley joins me to help unpack it all and keep me honest. Warning: I get a little heated. References: Bentley's intro episode Mormon temple episode Modesty episode Last Podcast on the Left episode on Mormonism Preach My Gospel manual For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! I have been loving Earlybird gummies and tinctures! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

That’s right! We got Jessi Ngatikaura from the current number one show on Hulu “The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives.” Jessi shares about her Mormon upbringing, what led her out of the church and what it was like being the only ex-Mormon cast member on the show. We get into all the Mormon moments including the infamous flask in the hot tub, the baby shower un-invite and the Chippendales fiasco.  For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

🔥 It's campfire chat time! 🔥 Today's lineup: a story of an Elder’s Quorum president fiercely defending toxic masculinity, my rant on whether Mormons are really Christians, a quick rundown on why I think LDS doctrine is total BS, and some thoughts on letting go of finding myself.  For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. REFERENCES Tara Herbert episode  Aurora TikTok Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

If you don’t know Emily yet, you’re welcome for the intro! She’s an expert in all things names and where they overlap with Utah/Mormon influencer culture. Today we’re chatting about the Utah name stereotypes (think McKinzleigh), the wild world of Book of Mormon names and what’s going on with the secret temple names. You’re going to love it. She also gives an original theory on why so many influencers are Mormon and gives me a new (new) name!  For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please email girlscamp@58ember.com. All other emails to girlscamppodcast@gmail.com. Emily's TikTok  Emily's Instagram Zelph episode  The HydroJug Traveler is always by my side and are game changers for anyone on the go! Use code GIRLSCAMP at www.THEhydroJug.com to get 10% off today and start hydrating today! I have been loving Earlybird gummies! Use my single-use discount code GIRLSCAMP20 for 20% Off on EarlybirdCBD.com. These gummies are for those 21+ and ship to all 50 states! Try BetterGreens and BetterHormones by BetterDays Co! Use code GIRLSCAMP at betterdaysco.com for 15% off your order, this includes subscriptions and locks you in at the discounted price! SpearmintLOVE has a fresh and modern take on the baby space. Check out their clothing and accessories and use code GIRLSCAMP for 25% off sitewide at spearmintlove.com, or browse on Instagram at @spearmintbaby. Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may have a direct or indirect financial interest in products or services referred to in this episode. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices