Man, idk. What is it that I want from this. Or am I being selfish to life? I just need to find it, whatever it takes.
I would love to see signs of growth from those who I came up with. However, if they are contempt with it, so be it. As long as they're happy.
Constantly contemplating amirite? Well, I don't know really but i think so. What more can I do right now?
I feel like I think more than I am able to say. I isolated myself today and I want to feel more comfortable with communicating my thoughts.