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Part 1 of 1CW: mentions of suicideYou may know Gabrielle Stone as the bestselling author of Eat, Pray, #FML, where she chronicles the wildest year of her life: discovering her husband’s affair with a 19-year-old, falling into a whirlwind romance, and then getting dumped just before a month-long trip to Europe. But her story doesn’t begin or end there.In this conversation, Gabrielle opens up about the layers of loss and heartbreak that shaped her. She shares about losing her father at a young age, grieving the death of a boyfriend, and living with the belief that everyone she loved would eventually die. We talk about the pain that inspired her to write, the healing she’s done since, and the vibrant life and community she has built today.This episode is about love, grief, resilience, and rewriting your story even when the plot twists are unthinkable.-Gabrielle’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/gabriellestone/Gabrielle’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@gabrielle_stone-Patreon: ⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Part 2 or 2Corey’s story pulls back the curtain on what it was really like inside Teen Mania’s Honor Academy, the infamous discipleship program featured in Amazon’s Shiny Happy People. From grueling workouts to “Unreached People Group Week,” where students were forced to cosplay as missionaries, Corey was subjected to bizarre exercises in control and spiritual manipulation. During his time with Teen Mania, he toured with Acquire the Fire, lived on just $5 a day, telemarketed for Jesus, and was pushed into purity culture teachings that took years to unpack.In this episode, Corey shares what it meant to grow up in a world of extreme legalism disguised as discipleship, as well as how he is finding freedom and healing after leaving.-Corey’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/coreylwright/Corey’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@coreylwright-Patreon: ⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8

Part 1 of 2Corey’s story pulls back the curtain on what it was really like inside Teen Mania’s Honor Academy, the infamous discipleship program featured in Amazon’s Shiny Happy People. From grueling workouts to “Unreached People Group Week,” where students were forced to cosplay as missionaries, Corey was subjected to bizarre exercises in control and spiritual manipulation. During his time with Teen Mania, he toured with Acquire the Fire, lived on just $5 a day, telemarketed for Jesus, and was pushed into purity culture teachings that took years to unpack.In this episode, Corey shares what it meant to grow up in a world of extreme legalism disguised as discipleship, as well as how he is finding freedom and healing after leaving.-Corey’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/coreylwright/Corey’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@coreylwright-Patreon: ⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

This is a special crossover episode with my other podcast, The Overshare Hour, where we read listener submissions and respond in advice-column style. We’re diving into a topic close to both of our hearts: religious trauma and the journey of deconstruction. From purity culture and church guilt to untangling fear and finding freedom, we share our experiences and open up space for healing conversations.- The Overshare Hour Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/4rhjrn5AYvOKJnN0gIeSLm?si=djs7yJarRSW56PO2jP9gTQThe Overshare Hour IG: https://www.instagram.com/oversharehour/Kenzie’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/itsmakenziejene/Kenzie’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@itsmakenziejeneJubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠

Part 2 of 2We’re bringing it close to home this week with someone you’ve heard me mention before — my ex–sister-in-law, Kenzie. We first met as teenagers in youth group, navigating the pressures of purity pledges, religious guilt, and the rollercoaster of charismatic Christianity. While we shared plenty of fun moments during those years, we were also shaped by environments that demanded conformity and obedience.Kenzie went on to join the International House of Prayer (IHOP), a high-control religious group where the spiritual abuse ran deep. While newly pregnant, she was forced to stay awake in prayer through the night, and when she expressed doubts, men laid hands on her belly and prayed her child would become a martyr. That moment marked one of many in which her humanity and dignity were disregarded in the name of faith.Her story didn’t end there. Kenzie eventually left IHOP, got divorced, and began the long process of deconstruction. Today, she identifies as queer, continues to navigate hard conversations with friends and family, and is writing a new chapter in her healing journey. She and I now co-host The Overshare Hour, where our shared history adds both depth and laughter to every conversation. This episode explores purity culture, spiritual abuse, queerness, and what it means to reclaim joy and belonging after religious disillusionment.—Kenzie’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/itsmakenziejene/Kenzie’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@itsmakenziejenePatreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Part 1 of 2We’re bringing it close to home this week with someone you’ve heard me mention before — my ex–sister-in-law, Kenzie. We first met as teenagers in youth group, navigating the pressures of purity pledges, religious guilt, and the rollercoaster of charismatic Christianity. While we shared plenty of fun moments during those years, we were also shaped by environments that demanded conformity and obedience.Kenzie went on to join the International House of Prayer (IHOP), a high-control religious group where the spiritual abuse ran deep. While newly pregnant, she was forced to stay awake in prayer through the night, and when she expressed doubts, men laid hands on her belly and prayed her child would become a martyr. That moment marked one of many in which her humanity and dignity were disregarded in the name of faith.Her story didn’t end there. Kenzie eventually left IHOP, got divorced, and began the long process of deconstruction. Today, she identifies as queer, continues to navigate hard conversations with friends and family, and is writing a new chapter in her healing journey. She and I now co-host The Overshare Hour, where our shared history adds both depth and laughter to every conversation. This episode explores purity culture, spiritual abuse, queerness, and what it means to reclaim joy and belonging after religious disillusionment.—Kenzie’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/itsmakenziejene/Kenzie’s Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@itsmakenziejenePatreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Kelli grew up deeply rooted in Mormonism, where rules and worthiness shaped her entire identity. She and her husband walked through deconstruction side by side. They traded their garments for coffee runs, tried things once considered off-limits, and together learned what freedom outside the church could look like.Their journey led to them ending their marriage on their anniversary. But instead of bitterness, it opened space for new forms of connection. Kelli even helped introduce her ex-husband to a close friend, and today the three of them remain good friends. They’ve been able to support each other through deconstruction and beyond.In this episode, Kelli shares what it means to dismantle old beliefs, navigate divorce, and find healing in unexpected places.-Kelli’s IG: https://www.tiktok.com/@kellichristinecaseKelli’s Tiktok: https://www.instagram.com/kellichristinecase/Patreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Part 2 of 2Trigger warning: Domestic Violence, Pregnancy LossAlissa Gray’s story is one of survival against overwhelming odds. What began as a relationship full of promise quickly spiraled into years of physical and verbal abuse. After enduring countless assaults and a terrifying police escape with her children, Alissa managed to break free - but her journey through domestic violence did not end there. She entered another relationship marked by abuse whenever alcohol was involved, even marrying her second abuser at Disney World while hiding bruises on her arms.Through therapy and intentional healing, Alissa has reclaimed her voice. Today she bravely shares her story to raise awareness, shed light on the hidden realities of domestic violence, and encourage others who feel trapped to know they are not alone. Her resilience is a reminder that healing is possible, even after unthinkable trauma.-If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence, please reach out for help:National Domestic Violence Hotline (U.S.): 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or thehotline.orgRAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or rainn.orgInternational resources: Find hotlines worldwide at ⁠hotlineproject.org⁠-Patreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠-Alissa’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/absolute_gray_media/Alissa’s Podcast:https://open.spotify.com/show/171GL1rfMCB9QdeWn4W1SaAlissa’s Website: https://www.makeituncomfortable.com/Alissa’s Ebook: https://stan.store/absolute_gray_mediaFollow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Part 1 of 2Trigger warning: Domestic Violence, Pregnancy LossAlissa Gray’s story is one of survival against overwhelming odds. What began as a relationship full of promise quickly spiraled into years of physical and verbal abuse. After enduring countless assaults and a terrifying police escape with her children, Alissa managed to break free - but her journey through domestic violence did not end there. She entered another relationship marked by abuse whenever alcohol was involved, even marrying her second abuser at Disney World while hiding bruises on her arms.Through therapy and intentional healing, Alissa has reclaimed her voice. Today she bravely shares her story to raise awareness, shed light on the hidden realities of domestic violence, and encourage others who feel trapped to know they are not alone. Her resilience is a reminder that healing is possible, even after unthinkable trauma.-If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence, please reach out for help:National Domestic Violence Hotline (U.S.): 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or thehotline.orgRAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) or rainn.orgInternational resources: Find hotlines worldwide at hotlineproject.org-Patreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠-Alissa’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/absolute_gray_media/Alissa’s Podcast:https://open.spotify.com/show/171GL1rfMCB9QdeWn4W1SaAlissa’s Website: https://www.makeituncomfortable.com/Alissa’s Ebook: https://stan.store/absolute_gray_mediaFollow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Part 1 of 1You might know Jake Deyton from TikTok, where he shares Taylor Swift chart updates and debunks excessive Easter eggs. But behind the music commentary is a powerful story of survival, deconstruction, and acceptance.Jake grew up in a rural Appalachian town in North Carolina, where church attendance was essential if you wanted friends or acceptance. At just three years old, he was told he needed to repent or burn in hell forever. When he learned what being gay meant, his immediate thought was “uh oh,” because he knew deep down that was him. Fearing rejection from the church and his community, he buried that truth for years and even promised himself he would never come out.Today, Jake is married to his husband, raising two children, and living free from the beliefs that once held him captive. In this conversation, he shares how he went from hiding in fear to becoming exactly who he was taught to fear.-Jake’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jakedeyton1The Lost Lore Podcast: https://linktr.ee/thelostlorepodThe Lost Lore Podcast Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@thelostlorepod-Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/Healedish-Follow Jubilee on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawnsFollow Jubilee on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawnsFollow Healed-ish on TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcastFollow Healed-ish on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcastApply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8

Part 1 of 1You might recognize Samantha as a licensed therapist who now helps others heal from the very belief systems that once shaped her. But before she began that work, Sam and I actually sat in the same small group at Bethel.In this episode, Sam shares her story of being introduced to JH Ranch at just 14 years old. She attended a father-daughter retreat where she was asked to sign a contract pledging to remain pure until marriage. That contract became a cornerstone of her identity, and she returned to JH Ranch as a volunteer for many summers.Her journey eventually led her to the Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry, where she attended all three years. During her third year, she began to question the teachings and became increasingly disillusioned with the environment. That season marked the beginning of a deeper unraveling and healing process.Today, Sam is a somatic therapist who specializes in working with individuals recovering from religious trauma. She shares how she reconnected with her body, learned to trust herself again, and how she now helps others do the same.This conversation touches on identity, purity culture, embodiment, and what it means to reclaim your story after spiritual disillusionment.—Samantha’s website:https://www.samantharedondotherapy.com/Spiritual Harm Process Group:Info: https://www.samantharedondotherapy.com/offeringsSign up: https://forms.gle/qKznXsRGtiVft27R7Samantha’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/wild.reciprocitySamantha’s Substack: wildreciprocity.substack.comPatreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

Part 1 of 1Scroll for CWYou might recognize Lyssa from her viral letter board post on TikTok that said: “My separation is 11 weeks along - and it's the size of the hole in our bathroom door from his temper tantrum”In this episode, Lyssa (@lyssagetsherlifeback) shares the story that started her series. Raised in extreme purity culture and once dreaming of becoming a missionary, Lyssa found herself in the middle of an identity crisis after leaving ministry and struggling with her mental health. It was in that vulnerable season that she met her abuser.Because of state laws, Lyssa was forced to remain separated for an entire year before she could even file for divorce. She walks us through that agonizing waiting period, the trauma of marriage counseling with your abuser, and what it was like to process it all while the internet watched in real-time.Today, Lyssa is remarried, thriving, and helping others find hope after heartbreak. This is her story.–Please note: This episode includes mentions of domestic violence, religious trauma, and sexual abuse. Take care as you listen.–Patreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/c/Healedish⁠Follow for more:  Lyssa’s IG: https://www.tiktok.com/@lyssagetsherlifebackJubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

After Jedidiah Hartley’s two-part interview on Healed-ish, the response was overwhelming... and so were the questions. In this follow-up Q&A episode, Jedidiah returns to answer some of the most-asked listener questions about his upbringing, the prophetic movement, and the personal impact of speaking out against spiritual abuse.We cover everything from whether he still believes in prophecy, how his dad made money, to his experience communicating with Bethel leadership. This conversation is honest, thoughtful, and a powerful extension of the story he began to share in his original episodes.If you haven’t heard Parts 1 & 2 yet, be sure to go back and listen. —Patreon:⁠https://www.patreon.com/c/Healedish⁠Follow for more: Jedidiah’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jedidiahhartley/⁠⁠⁠Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠ Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠ Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

After Jedidiah Hartley’s two-part interview on Healed-ish, the response was overwhelming... and so were the questions. In this follow-up Q&A episode, Jedidiah returns to answer some of the most-asked listener questions about his upbringing, the prophetic movement, and the personal impact of speaking out against spiritual abuse.We cover everything from whether he still believes in prophecy, how his dad made money, to his experience communicating with Bethel leadership. This conversation is honest, thoughtful, and a powerful extension of the story he began to share in his original episodes.If you haven’t heard Parts 1 & 2 yet, be sure to go back and listen. —Patreon:https://www.patreon.com/c/HealedishFollow for more: Jedidiah’s IG: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jedidiahhartley/⁠⁠Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8

*Scroll for CW*In this episode, I sit down with Cassandra, a survivor whose story shines a heartbreaking light on the intersections of spiritual abuse, grooming, and prophetic manipulation.At just 14 years old, Cassandra was groomed and sexually abused by her youth pastor. He was 28. Instead of protection or justice, she was blamed by those who should have protected her. Years later, she was targeted again- this time by a worship leader at EHOP, a cult-like spinoff of IHOP. He stalked her on MySpace before drawing her into a cohesive dynamic built on power and control. After abusing at least 15 women in the church, the organization finally shut down…but not before the victims were forced to take the blame publicly. It wasn’t until she began learning about trauma, nervous system healing, and how to name abuse that she was finally able to break free. She began untangling truth from manipulation, and she’s been healing. This episode is for anyone who’s ever questioned their intuition because of leadership. For anyone who’s questioned their reality, their worth, or whether they were somehow to blame. You’re not alone.*CW: Grooming, sexual abuse, and religious abuse.—Cassandra’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@cassandralau.coCassandra’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cassandralau.co/Cassandra’s Website: https://cassandralau.co/Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/S3wYnxTUBRHVE6bH7

In this episode, I sit down with a guest joining us all the way from Wales. Kayley’s wedding day turned into the unthinkable. After months of planning, dreaming, and preparing to walk down the aisle, her fiancé vanished. He didn’t show up to the ceremony, and he never came back. No goodbye. No explanation. Just… gone.We talk about what it’s like to experience that kind of betrayal on what was supposed to be the happiest day of her life. She shares what it was like to face it not just privately, but in front of an entire room full of people who came to celebrate her. And how, despite the heartbreak, she and her people decided to reclaim the day with joy, dancing, and celebration.She shares how telling her story online has not only helped her process the pain, but connected her with thousands of new friends who supported her healing. From going viral on TikTok to redefining what healing looks like, she brings humor, heartbreak, and power to every part of this conversation.This episode is for anyone who’s ever felt discarded, ghosted, or unsure if they’d ever feel whole again. You’re not alone, and you’re not too broken to begin again.—Kayley’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@kayleysteadKayley’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kayleystead2206/Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns⁠Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast⁠Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8⁠

In this special two-part interview, I sit down with Jedidiah Hartley, a former insider in the charismatic prophetic movement and the son of Bob Hartley, a once-renowned “prophet” within IHOP, Bethel, and broader New Apostolic Reformation (NAR) circles.Jedidiah grew up watching his father gain global acclaim for prophetic insights , but behind the stage lights was a man faking words, using conference registration lists to look people up, and abusing his power to manipulate, control, and harm. Jedidiah opens up about the painful tension of loving someone who has caused harm, someone he still hoped would turn things around, while also feeling a deep responsibility to protect others by telling the truth.This is a powerful look at what happens when charisma is platformed over character, and why Jedidiah is now speaking out against spiritual manipulation within the NAR. We also talk about how his story helped me process my own (including a false prophecy I received from his father). —Follow for more:Jedidiah’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jedidiahhartley/Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠@jubileedawns⁠Jubilee’s IG: ⁠@jubileedawns⁠Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠@healedishpodcast⁠Healed-ish IG: ⁠@healedishpodcast⁠Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠Submit Here⁠

In this special two-part interview, I sit down with Jedidiah Hartley, a former insider in the charismatic prophetic movement and the son of Bob Hartley, a once-renowned “prophet” within IHOP, Bethel, and broader New Apostolic Reformation (NAR) circles.Jedidiah grew up watching his father gain global acclaim for prophetic insights , but behind the stage lights was a man faking words, using conference registration lists to look people up, and abusing his power to manipulate, control, and harm. Jedidiah opens up about the painful tension of loving someone who has caused harm, someone he still hoped would turn things around, while also feeling a deep responsibility to protect others by telling the truth.This is a powerful look at what happens when charisma is platformed over character, and why Jedidiah is now speaking out against spiritual manipulation within the NAR. We also talk about how his story helped me process my own (including a false prophecy I received from his father). —Follow for more:Jedidiah’s IG: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/jedidiahhartley/⁠Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠⁠@jubileedawns⁠⁠Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠@jubileedawns⁠⁠Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠@healedishpodcast⁠⁠Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠@healedishpodcast⁠⁠Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠Submit Here⁠⁠

In this episode, I sit down with Mary Beth, a survivor and author who is bravely sharing her story of what it was like to be groomed by her choir teacher. At just 12 years old, a trusted adult began building a relationship with her that would eventually become romantic when she was 19.For years, Mary Beth believed the connection she had with him was special, even meaningful. We talk about what it’s like to untangle memories that once felt positive, the emotional confusion that often comes with grooming, and the deep work required to reclaim your story. Mary Beth brings so much wisdom, tenderness, and clarity to a topic that many people have a hard time naming.She is now releasing her first book, Thinking of You, which explores her story in depth and offers insight into how these experiences often begin quietly and subtly. It’s a book for anyone who has ever questioned their own story, or felt alone in their process of understanding the past.-Mary Beth's Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@mary.beth.runnoe?lang=enMary Beth's IG: https://www.instagram.com/mary.beth.runnoe/Resources on Grooming: https://rainn.org/news/grooming-know-warning-signs-Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawnsJubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawnsHealed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcastHealed-ish IG: ⁠⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcastApply To Share Your Story: ⁠⁠https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8

Part 2 of 2Scroll for CW In this episode, Alisha shares her chilling experience inside a high-control cult church where the pastor dictated every part of her life—including who she could date, how much she could talk to them, and even how she entered the elite crowd of the youth group. From hazing rituals to strict courting rules, Alisha’s story reveals the hidden trauma that often hides behind “godly” obedience. Now, she’s reclaiming her voice through her platform Spilling the Koolaid and breaking the silence on the emotional abuse she endured for years.— Please note: This episode includes mentions of religious abuse. Take care as you listen. —Follow for more:Alisha's Tiktok: ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@spillingthekoolaid⁠ Jubilee’s TikTok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawns⁠⁠Jubilee’s IG: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns/⁠⁠ Healed-ish TikTok: ⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcast⁠⁠Healed-ish IG: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast/⁠⁠ Apply To Share Your Story: ⁠https://forms.gle/Q3sXAofmAqAk5bPB9⁠