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Healing CPTSD is a podcast dedicated to healing from childhood trauma and complex PTSD. Join your host, Bianca Winter-Mallari, a trauma informed counsellor, somatic therapist, founder of Embodied Self Therapy and fellow childhood trauma survivor. Here we’ll explore the nuanced world of trauma, unpacking topics such as toxic family systems, intergenerational trauma, attachment, dissociation and shame. We’ll also explore pathways to recovery through somatics and embodiment, nervous system regulation, parts work, community and trauma informed care.
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This episode invites you into a gentle exploration of the concept of embodiment — what it truly means to be in your body, and how you can begin cultivating safety, awareness and self-connection at a pace that honours your nervous system. We dive into how trauma impacts your ability to feel present in your body, why embodiment can feel difficult or unsafe, and the foundational steps that help you rebuild a sense of inner safety.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? 🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOWBOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERY🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOADTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop | Use the code COMMUNITY at checkout for 20% off 🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate This episode explores what it really means to be a highly sensitive person (HSP) and how to embrace your sensitivity as a strength rather than a flaw.We’ll unpack the science of sensory processing sensitivity, the link between trauma and heightened awareness, and why your sensitivity is deeply needed in today’s disconnected world. You’ll learn practical ways to support your nervous system, including sensory hygiene, boundary setting, and embodiment practices that help you stay grounded and resourced.This episode invites you to see your tenderness not as a weakness but as a superpower – something that brings depth, empathy, and meaning to your life and the lives of others.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate Here I explain HALTS, an acronym that stands for Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired, Sick/Stressed/Sensitive.This simple framework helps you identify what’s really going on beneath dysregulation, anxiety or overwhelm. We’ll explore how each part of HALTS can reveal unmet needs and guide you back toward balance, care and self-awareness.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, we explore the deep and lasting effects of invalidation — how being dismissed, minimised or misunderstood can shape the way we see ourselves and the world around us. We'll unpack what invalidation looks like, how it often begins in childhood, and the ways it continues to echo through our adult relationships and inner dialogue.I share reflections and practical steps to help us begin reclaiming self-trust and learning how to validate our own emotions and experiences. We’ll talk about how to recognise the subtle signs of invalidation, how to reframe negative self-talk and how to create relationships and environments that feel supportive and safe.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode of Healing CPTSD, we explore the roots of perfectionism and how it often develops as a protective response to trauma and fear. We'll unpack how perfectionism can keep us stuck in cycles of pressure and self-criticism, even as we’re trying to feel safe, worthy or in control.I share my own reflections as a recovering perfectionist and offer some gentle, practical tools to help us soften the need to always get it “right.” We’ll talk about how to reframe limiting beliefs, celebrate progress instead of perfection, and begin embracing the freedom of being “good enough.”Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, we explore what it really means to feel at home— both in the world and within yourself. We'll talk about what impacts our sense of belonging and why the quest for home is such a central part of your healing journey.We’ll discuss practical ways to cultivate your own sense of home in a way that is true and meaningful to you. You’ll also get personal stories and professional insights to help you navigate this complex process with gentleness and intention.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode of Healing CPTSD, we explore the vital process of reclaiming your “No” — and why learning to set boundaries is such a powerful act of self-respect. We'll unpack how childhood conditioning and trauma can disconnect us from our natural boundaries, leaving us unsure how to say no without guilt or fear. We'll also explores the misunderstood energy of anger, not as something to suppress but as a protective force that signals where our limits lie.Through real-world examples and somatic insights, this episode offers gentle, practical steps for reconnecting with your body’s cues, practising “small nos,” and honouring your emotional and physical boundaries. In this episode, we cover:Why trauma makes saying “no” difficultHow anger protects and restores boundariesReconnecting with your body’s yes and noSomatic practices for asserting yourself safelyThe importance of self-compassion and integrationNeed to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode of Healing CPTSD, we dive into the fascinating process of somatic trauma releases — how the body holds onto unresolved survival energy and the ways it naturally discharges and recalibrates when given the right conditions.We’ll explore how these releases differ from simply reliving trauma, and the many forms they can take — whether it’s a small, subtle shift like a trembling hand or softened jaw, or a more cathartic, dramatic experience. I’ll also talk about why integration is key, the importance of staying within your window of tolerance, and how safe, supportive environments make all the difference in healing.This episode is here to help you better understand your body’s wisdom and remind you that release doesn’t always look big or dramatic — it just needs presence, safety and space.Episode highlights:What somatic trauma releases are (and what they aren’t)The spectrum of release: from subtle shifts to cathartic dischargesWhy we don’t need to attach meaning or story for healing to happenThe role of integration in nervous system regulationUnderstanding the window of toleranceHow safety and support shape the healing processNeed to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, we’re exploring implicit memory — the way trauma can live in the body and nervous system, often below conscious awareness. Unlike explicit memory, which recalls facts and events, implicit memory shows up as bodily reactions, emotional charges, or automatic responses.We’ll dive into how trauma gets encoded in the brain, how these memories can influence your daily life, and how somatic therapy can help make the implicit explicit — bringing fragmented experiences into a cohesive, healing narrative. I’ll also share tips for noticing signs of implicit memory and working with your body to integrate and heal.Topics Explored:What is Implicit Memory?Explicit vs. Implicit MemoryHow Memory is EncodedTrauma and the Body’s ResponseSomatic Therapy and HealingNeed to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
In this episode, we’re exploring one of the most essential pieces of trauma recovery: safety.Safety is so much more than the absence of threat. Through a trauma-informed lens, it’s about connection, choice, and regulation. Together, we’ll unpack what safety really means, why it’s so central to healing, and how trauma reshapes our ability to sense when we are safe.I’ll guide you through concepts like neuroception and polyvagal theory, and share practical tools you can use to cultivate a deeper sense of safety — both within yourself and in your relationships. From body cues and rituals to boundary-setting, this conversation is all about reclaiming safety as a foundation for growth and healing.🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
In this episode. I’ll be guiding you through a Non-Sleep Deep Rest (NSDR) practice. NSDR is a simple yet powerful way to calm your nervous system, regulate stress, and invite deep restoration.Before we begin, I’ll share what NSDR is and why it’s such a supportive tool for trauma recovery and everyday overwhelm. Then, I’ll lead you through a 15 minute practice you can use anytime you need to reset, rest, or restore. Save this one for whenever you're needing nourishment. 07:45 – NSDR guided practice 🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, we explore the deeply personal and powerful journey of sexual embodiment as an act of reclamation after trauma.Together, we unpack the layers (cultural, societal, and personal) that shape how we relate to our sexuality, particularly in the wake of trauma. This conversation holds space for the complexities, grief, and tenderness that often arise when reconnecting with your body and sensual self.I also offer gentle practical tools like mindful body touch and self-compassion practices to help foster safety, presence, and self-honouring in your relationship with your body.This is an invitation to come home to pleasure, power, and expression — in your own time, on your own terms.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, I share the role that plant medicine has played in my own healing journey – how these powerful tools have supported my trauma recovery, the importance of intention and integration, and how set and setting shape the experience. We'll touch on macro vs microdosing, the risk of spiritual bypassing and the need for grounded, embodied processing.Listen in for an honest reflection on the therapeutic potential of psychedelics in trauma work.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, we’re holding space for the part of you that wonders if you're too spiritual, too intuitive, or just too much.If you’ve ever felt hesitant to bring your mystical or inner experiences into therapy, you’re not alone. We talk about how spiritual and intuitive ways of knowing can sit alongside evidence-based therapeutic work — and why they’re not in conflict.This is an invitation to stop editing yourself in the healing process. Your inner knowing is valid. Your spiritual life matters. And you don’t need to leave any part of yourself at the door.Let’s explore how therapy can be a space where all of you is welcome — even (AND ESPECIALLY) the woo!Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, I’m diving into the need for decolonised, culturally resonant therapy — especially for those of us who’ve been historically excluded or pathologised by mainstream mental health systems.We’ll explore why representation matters, how white supremacy and individualism show up in traditional therapeutic frameworks, and why healing spaces need to centre safety, relationship, and lived experience — particularly for people of colour, migrants, and third culture kids.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate Is ChatGPT replacing your therapist? As a trauma-informed counsellor and somatic therapist, I reflect on the benefits and increased accessibility of AI, while also naming its limitations –especially when it comes to emotional support and healing from complex trauma. This episode explores why real human connection, nervous system attunement, and embodied presence are irreplaceable parts of the therapeutic process. This is an invitation to think critically about how we engage with technology – and how to use AI as a supportive tool (not a substitute!) in your healing journey.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, we’re exploring the phenomenon of doomscrolling: why we do it, how it impacts our nervous systems and practical ways to step out of the cycle. We'll chat about how to engage with media more sustainably, recognise when you’re caught in a scroll spiral, and redirect your attention and energy in more nourishing ways.Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donateThis episode explores how modern life keeps us distracted and disconnected from the natural world, each other, our bodies, and our intuition. We unpack how constant input from technology numbs our inner knowing and diminishes our personal power. We'll touch on some practical ways to start cultivating more presence and agency whilst living within a system that keeps us dependent and outsourcing our power. Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode, I'm giving you permission to feel exhausted. Acknowledging the systems that keep us disconnected and the weight of personal and collective trauma, we'll explore the importance of rest and community in our healing journey. Learn why exhaustion is not a personal failure and get practical tips on how to manage this overwhelming task of healing. Need to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
🔥 NEW F*ck The System Resistance Checklist Freebie | DOWNLOAD🔥 NEW Global Crisis Holding Sessions | BOOK NOW🍉 SUPPORT FAMILIES IN GAZA | Follow this link to donate In this episode of Healing CPTSD, I unpack the major systems shaping our inner and outer worlds — colonialism, capitalism, patriarchy, white supremacy — and how they impact trauma, burnout and disconnection.I share a framework to help you better understand your role in social change (inspired by Deepa Iyer’s 10 roles of social justice) and offer reflections on how reclaiming agency, rest, and imagination are forms of resistance.This is a grounded call-in for anyone wanting to fuck the system without burning out.– Naming the systems: colonisation, capitalism, patriarchy– How systems shape trauma & healing– The 10 roles of social change (Deepa Iyer)– Everyday resistance & nervous system repair– Imagining an equitable futureMentioned in this episode:Deepa Iyer’s Social Change Ecosystem: www.deepaiyer.comNeed to work with a trauma informed therapist? BOOK IN YOUR 1:1 SESSIONS WITH MEBOOK A FREE 15 MIN CHEMISTRY CALLRESOURCES TO SUPPORT YOUR RECOVERYTrigger Toolkit Free DownloadNervous System WorkbooksEMBODY The Workshop
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