HungerFF Presents: Brolapse

Manchester’s own Jake Rockard joins Brolapse for a raw and revealing conversation about fisting, chems, workaholism, and the underground networks that shape the UK kink landscape. Jake opens up about discovering fisting young, how early experimentation shaped the way he plays today, and why he rarely engages in casual fisting in the UK outside of camera work or international travel.We dig into the Manchester scene — a tight, clique-based ecosystem built on private invites, house sessions, and community trust rather than big public events. Jake explains how these groups form, how new players get pulled in, and why the North feels so different from London’s isolated, every-man-for-himself vibe.Jake also speaks candidly about chems and harm reduction, sharing how he shifted from chaos to productivity and why calling himself a “workaholic” feels like reclaiming his life rather than losing balance. He breaks down Bump, the hookup app he designed himself, why he refuses to drown users in ads or forced paywalls, and how he aims to give players a cleaner, more respectful space to connect.Follow Jake:🐦 X: @jakeywakey0📸 Instagram: @jakerockard🔗 JFF: https://justfor. fans/ jakeywakey0🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New video episodes every Friday at 8 PM🔥 Full video exclusively on https://HungerFF. comLISTEN & SUBSCRIBE

For episode 61 of Brolapse, Ryan sits down with solo-named stunner Ridick (one D, like the Vin Diesel character) to trace how a shy model with a pushy best friend turned into a full-blown creator brand. He talks about being dragged onto Instagram, getting scouted for the Box Menswear tour across Texas, and what it felt like to be the 35-year-old with a real work history surrounded by chaotic twenty-something boys on the road. That tour, plus a jump to OnlyFans, blasted him from Dublin obscurity into a quarter-million-follower career.From there, the conversation goes deep—literally. Ridick explains how a lifelong fetish for big toys meant that when fisting finally showed up, it “just worked” the first time. He walks through how experimentation led to his now-famous prolapse, why he sees it as a “wow effect” at the end of a scene, and how fans’ reactions taught him that what felt normal to him was actually rare. Ryan and Ridick compare notes on party tricks, rosebuds, and that strange joy of shocking a room that isn’t quite ready for what you can do.We also get the geeky, tender side: Marvel Zombies binges, Alien and Predator lore, gadgets and drones, and the split between “Ridick” the entertainer and Kuba the introvert who’d rather stay home and cuddle. They talk about being the product and the person, learning how to handle fan interactions in public, and finding a balance so that the performer doesn’t swallow the human being underneath. By the end, it feels less like an interview and more like two future scene partners plotting something dangerously fun.Find Ridick online:• JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans/ Ridick_7• OnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/ ridick_7• X (Twitter): https://x.com/ 7Ridick• BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/7ridick (if you don’t want this line, you can delete it when you paste)🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!🔥 Full video available exclusively on https://HungerFF. com 🔥

This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of my favorite people in the entire industry — performer, lawyer, and author Blue Bailey (@bluebaileysf) — for a raw, unfiltered conversation that goes deep into everything from porn ethics to chemsex recovery. We talk about our first wild shoot together in a sleazy San Francisco hotel, the infamous Viral Loads era, and how Blue turned his lived experience with addiction and HIV into the powerful memoir Blue Movie.From discussing the realities of consent paperwork and performer rights to finding self-worth after meth and the blurred line between pleasure and pain, this one hits every nerve. Blue opens up about life after porn, his law career, and what it really means to survive the industry — not just physically, but emotionally.🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseiHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers.)

Vienna’s own PUP-HULKY sits down with Ryan James (HungerFF) for a candid, funny, and unexpectedly tender conversation about kink, discipline, and identity. He shares how a dare became a persona, how years of dance and bodybuilding shaped his ability to listen to his body, and why chastity flipped a switch—focusing everything on “just butt and muscle.” We get into consent, aftercare, and how collaboration with trusted pros made exploring BDSM feel safe and real.This episode is about making curiosity normal—taking a 20-year fantasy and finally living it—without shame, labels, or over-produced perfection. If you’re into open, adult conversations about f*sting, submission, and the power of authentic chemistry, this one hits.Guest — PUP-HULKYX (Twitter): https://x.com/ puphulkyOnlyFans: https://onlyfans.com/ pup-hulkyJustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans /PUP_HULKYInstagram: https://instagram.com/pup_hulky🔥 Early video access for Spotify subscribers (goes live here first).📺 Full video: https://HungerFF. com

After an unforgettable 37th birthday trip to Paris, HungerFF returns with a raw and personal storytime unlike any other. From an airport nightmare with Air France to a terrifying pulmonary embolism that nearly ended his life, Ryan James (HungerFF) opens up about the chaos, humiliation, and heartbreak of a week that changed everything. What started as a celebration became a confrontation with mortality — and a forced pause on his long-awaited colostomy reversal surgery.In this brief but powerful life-update episode, he shares what it feels like to have your body betray you twice in one year, what he’s learning from it, and why he refuses to let pain silence his voice. Honest, unfiltered, and deeply human — this is Brolapse at its most vulnerable.

This week on Brolapse, Ryan James sits down with Italian creator Blue Eyes XXL for one of the most honest and vulnerable conversations of the season. Known for his mix of elegance and edge, Blue Eyes opens up about leaving the fashion world for adult entertainment, finding freedom through exhibitionism, and building a brand that’s equal parts nasty and sweet.They dive deep into the art of fisting, body potential, and the trust that turns physical intensity into true intimacy. From learning fisting from “old-school masters” in Naples to experiencing his first anal orgasm with @RoccoSteeleNYC, Blue Eyes reflects on the evolution of pleasure, connection, and the mental strength required to stay authentic in an industry built on fantasy.Together, Ryan and Blue Eyes explore what it means to be seen — not just sexually, but humanly. They talk about burnout, boundaries, self-care, and how to stay grounded when fans blur the line between performer and person.🔥 This episode celebrates sex, honesty, and creative self-expression — proof that even in the most extreme corners of kink, the real story is about being human.🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM!

This week on Brolapse, HungerFF sits down with the rising powerhouse of MachoFuckers — HorsePapo. From his explosive growth online to his evolution from dominant top to exploring bottom play, HorsePapo opens up about creativity, connection, and what it means to merge muscle, endurance, and intimacy in porn.The two dive deep into the philosophy of fisting — how it ties to size, stamina, and trust — and how boundaries, consent, and communication create the most unforgettable scenes. HorsePapo also shares the story behind his name, his training mindset, and why mystery and anonymity still fuel his power.This conversation hits every note: sex, humor, honesty, and a raw look at the passion that drives today’s underground creators.👊 Topics include: • How fisting “goes hand in hand with big d*cks” • Transitioning from pure top energy to exploring bottom play • The creative process behind MachoFuckers scenes • Why anonymity and fantasy matter in fetish porn • Fitness, stamina, and filming with intention • Collaboration, consent, and staying grounded in the spotlight⸻🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseiHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa

This week on Brolapse, I’m joined by the one and only Silver Steele — performer, activist, and all-around legend. From Houston’s Space City Fisters to Pig Week in Fort Lauderdale, Silver opens up about his journey into fisting, the lessons he’s learned along the way, and why kindness is at the core of his brand.We talk about safety, education, and why going slow is key (“you only get one butthole, and it has to last you a lifetime”). We also dive into his experience being one of the most vocal advocates during the Mpox outbreak, how he balanced vulnerability with visibility, and why inclusion matters for trans folks in fetish spaces.It’s an unfiltered conversation about sex, identity, and what it means to use your platform for more than just porn.🎧 Listen & Subscribe:YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIaSpotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseiHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM!🔥 Full video available exclusively on HungerFF.com 🔥

Season 2 of Brolapse opens with a legend. Dolan Wolf talks about coming to gay sex later in life, discovering fisting, and why kink for him is a mind game with a body attached. He breaks down his methodical training era (yes, the π-and-plug story), the San Francisco Leather Men’s Discussion Group performance we did with two German tops and Logan Hawk, and the line that changed how many of us play: “Our bodies are organisms, not machines.”We get into the real-talk moments too—like pausing a CLAW workshop to rinse and returning with the reminder that shit happens—and how honesty beats porn myths every time. Dolan reflects on fisting’s shift from underground to mainstream, what’s gained, what can get lost, and why better education beats gatekeeping. He shares the wish-list of collaborators he’s eyeing, his soft launch plan for JustForFans/OnlyFans (fisting, cigars, BDSM), and we nerd out over Scream—including our still-on-the-table parody collab.If you’ve ever wondered where confidence, community, and truly filthy joy meet, this one’s a blueprint.Find Dolan: BlueSky @dolanwolf.bsky.social · Twitter/X @DolanWolfXXXNew episodes Fridays at 8 PM ET. Full videos at https://HungerFF.com🎧 YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse❤️ iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273Listen & Watch

This week on Brolapse, we’re slipping into something slick with one of the most respected rubber pigs in the game—@RubberKai. From his early days at the Hoist in London to becoming the guy people gear up for, Kai shares how rubber became not just his fetish, but his lifestyle.We explore how latex and fisting became an inseparable combo for him—covering everything from the mental clarity that comes with being encased, to the sheer practicality of cleanup. We also dive deep into gear care, repair, and the emotional intimacy that rubber can unlock. Whether it’s opera, disco, or Berghain techno, Kai’s scenes are as wild as they are intentional—and always encased.This episode is proudly sponsored by Invincible Rubber, creators of handcrafted latex menswear designed to push limits. From laser-cut holiday fantasy looks to Ryan’s custom tops for post-surgery play, Invincible’s craftsmanship and fearlessness shine through. RubberKai shares what makes them one of the best brands in the world of kink gear.If you’ve ever wondered why the latex scene feels more queer, more creative, and more human than anything else—this episode peels back the catsuit to reveal the messy, beautiful heart of it all.🎧 Listen on Spotify:⁠https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse⁠(Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)📺 Watch on YouTube:⁠https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa⁠🍏 Apple Podcasts:⁠https://apple.co/408WLLX⁠📻 Amazon & Audible:⁠https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse⁠❤️ iHeartRadio:⁠https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273⁠🔥 Full uncensored video exclusively on:⁠HungerFF dot com⁠🕗 New episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM!🔗 Brolapse Listening & Viewing Links

Brolapse turns 1 year old this week, and I couldn’t think of a better guest to celebrate with than Jasun Mark — the director behind Falcon’s Fetish Force, Fisting Central, Club Inferno Dungeon, and more.In this anniversary episode, Jasun shares his journey from cutting video in Toronto to directing for Jake Cruise, TitanMen, and beyond. We dive into his transition into fetish and fisting films, his collaborations with iconic performers, and his philosophy on why fisting should be fun, safe, and full of laughter — not fear.We talk porn history, directing styles, performer stories, fisting aesthetics, creative risks, and even the crazy GoPro-on-a-fist experiment that changed the game. Jasun opens up about imposter syndrome, mainstream projects, and what excites him most about his future in fetish porn.If you love fisting, queer history, and unfiltered conversations, this is one episode you don’t want to miss.Connect with Jasun Mark:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/JasunMarkFilmX (Twitter): https://x.com/jasunmarkxxxBlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/jasunmark.bsky.social🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIaSpotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLXAmazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapseiHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio also live Fridays at 8 PM across all platforms.

In Episode 51 of Brolapse, I’m back with my sixth Ask Me Anything—this time focused on life after my colon perforation surgery. From depth vs. width, to the emotional relief of realizing I could still get fisted, to the daily realities of living with a stoma, I open up about recovery, grief, resilience, and gratitude.This AMA covers 12 community-submitted questions across Twitter, BlueSky, Facebook, Telegram, and DMs—everything from small victories in healing, to whether I’ve had to relearn my body, to the role community support has played since surgery. It’s raw, honest, and deeply personal, with plenty of humor, nostalgia, and reflection along the way.🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM (ET)! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!🎧 Listen on YouTube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa⁠🎧 Listen on Spotify: ⁠https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse⁠ (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: ⁠https://apple.co/408WLLX⁠📻 Amazon & Audible: ⁠https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse⁠❤️ iHeartRadio: ⁠https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273⁠🙏 Please consider supporting Wrex Wylde’s recovery: ⁠https://www.gofundme.com/f/jeff-with-his-living-expenses-while-he-recuperates-at-home⁠

For the 50th episode of Brolapse, Ryan James (@HungerFF) welcomes award-winning director and producer I Que Grande (@I_Que_Grande)—best known for his work with Raw Fuck Club, Treasure Island Media, and as the host of Demystifying Gay Porn.Together, Ryan and Luis take listeners on a candid journey through their years working together, from chaotic sets at RFC to major productions like Gangbang Proposal. Luis recalls his unexpected entry into the industry via a Craigslist ad, his transition from editing to directing, and the technical craft behind shooting hardcore scenes—even when they weren’t necessarily his personal kinks.The conversation dives deep into the art of porn production: editing styles, camera techniques, and what truly makes a great scene. They reflect on the balance between passion and professionalism, and share their frustrations and joys with an industry often misunderstood from the outside. Luis also opens up about the evolution of Demystifying Gay Porn, his archival work in preserving queer erotic history, and how podcasting has given him a new way to tell stories.From misconceptions about porn stars being “dirty” or “uneducated” to the truth about how much hustle and skill it takes to succeed, Episode 50 is both a celebration and an education. It’s about survival, creativity, and the importance of preserving queer history.🎧 Listen on YouTube: ⁠https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa⁠🎧 Listen on Spotify: ⁠https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse⁠ (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: ⁠https://apple.co/408WLLX⁠📻 Amazon & Audible: ⁠https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse⁠❤️ iHeartRadio: ⁠https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-hungerff-presents-brolapse-290151273⁠🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!

In this raw and deeply revealing episode, HungerFF sits down with Dominic Ford (@DominicFord), founder of JustFor.Fans (@JustForFansSite), for an unfiltered conversation about what it really takes to build a sex worker-led platform that centers kink, community, and creator autonomy.We talk about:The early days of JFF and how it rose from porn studio rootsWhy corporate-run platforms like OnlyFans fail fetish creatorsHow JFF protects extreme content from censorship & payment bansThe ethics of consent, transparency, and performer safetyWhy queer creators deserve tech built by us, for usAnd how Dominic prepares for the growing threat of political attacks on adult contentDominic doesn’t hold back. He talks openly about the emotional toll, the philosophy behind his work, and what scares him most as the industry faces increased scrutiny from the far right.Whether you’re a fan, a creator, or someone building your own path in adult tech—this is a must-hear episode on authenticity, ownership, and kink liberation.🎥 Full video episodes available early onSpotify (with video)🎧 Audio available on all major platforms:🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6🕗 New episodes drop Fridays at 8PM

In this candid, unfiltered reunion, HungerFF and Jazmatazz ditch the script for an honest conversation about life, pleasure, and personal growth. From globe-trotting adventures in LA and Spain to the challenges of staying grounded after sober victories, the two open up about the highs, lows, and complicated middle ground of chemsex, harm reduction, and burnout in the porn world.They swap stories about navigating the ever-changing fetish landscape—both online and in person—while reflecting on community hypocrisy, creative stagnation, and the importance of finding connection beyond the lens. Jazmatazz shares the rebrand journey from My Little Fisting Blog to Jazmatazz.com, his run-ins with German censorship laws, and his street-fisting experience at Dore Alley. HungerFF gets real about injury recovery, the future of his content, and a deeply personal update on his health, family tensions, and boundaries in toxic relationships.The episode also spotlights fellow fister Wrex Wylde’s ongoing medical struggles and how the community can step up to support him. It’s a raw, real, and unexpectedly warm conversation that reminds us—whether in sobriety, relapse, or somewhere in between—everyone deserves a place at the table.💖 Support Wrex Wylde: https://www.gofundme.com/f/jeff-with-his-living-expenses-while-he-recuperates-at-home📲 Follow Jazz:BlueSky: https://bsky.app/profile/jazzmatazzoz.bsky.socialJustForFans: https://justfor.fans/jazzmatazzozPodcast “Such FFun”: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/such-ffun/id1537046097Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mlfb🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!

From fisting rookie to one of the most recognized names in fetish porn, FitnessPapi has built a career on raw authenticity, unapologetic sexuality, and an uncanny ability to connect with fans. In this Brolapse exclusive, we trace his journey from humble beginnings—brainstorming over sushi with me about the idea that became Brolapse—to commanding nearly a million followers across platforms.We dive deep into his fisting origin story, the early content days when 5,000 followers felt like a mountain, and the viral rise of his Storytime series. We talk about the art of building a personal brand without losing yourself, navigating the pressures of fan culture, and the real-life fallout of online controversies—including his unforgettable brush with the Nicki Minaj fandom.Of course, it wouldn’t be Brolapse without getting explicit—FitnessPapi opens up about his love for degradation scenes, his favorite collabs (including Mikey, Eli, and yours truly), and why authenticity and longevity matter more than quick fame. Whether you’re here for the fetish talk, the industry insights, or just to hear one of the most charismatic pigs in the game spill it all, this episode delivers.🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!📲 Follow FitnessPapi:X (Twitter): https://x.com/prmusclepapi

This week on Brolapse, I sit down with one of the realest, rawest, and most resilient legends in the industry—Brian Bonds. From his early days getting fisted in a bathroom before shooting a scene, to directing some of the kinkiest, most beautifully lit fisting content out there, Brian has seen all sides of porn. But today’s conversation goes deeper than any scene he’s ever shot. We talk about the emotional aftermath of long-term sex work, how mental health gets pushed to the side in adult entertainment, and what happens when the industry no longer has space for you. Spoiler: he’s still finding ways to take up space—and do it on his own terms.Brian opens up about the toll of performing through grief, addiction, and burnout—and the shame spiral that can come from pretending everything’s fine when it’s not. We get into how pirated drug-fueled porn gets rewarded by the algorithm, and how that dark feedback loop can mess with your sense of worth. He shares what led him into outpatient rehab, how he’s approaching sobriety, and why taking three months off everything is a radical act of self-love. We also swap stories about cancellation guilt, awkward fan interactions, and our shared struggle with imposter syndrome.And yes—we talk about fisting. Brian shares his origin story as a “wrister fister,” his first scene with Derek Parker, and what it means to hold space for performers when he’s behind the camera. Whether you’re a longtime fan or a creator trying to survive this chaotic industry, this one’s for you. It’s messy. It’s honest. And it just might be exactly what you need to hear.🎧 LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE:🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!Follow Brian Bonds:🔗 X (Twitter): https://x.com/BrianBondsXXX📸 Instagram: https://instagram.com/Official_BrianBonds🔞 JustFor.Fans: https://justfor.fans/BrianBondsXXX

What turns you on when the taboo becomes your truth?In this unflinching and deeply personal episode, HungerFF welcomes VersAssPunk, a prolapse-loving nullo whose devotion to radical embodiment has no off switch. They talk about the physical challenges of traveling with a prolapse, the erotic thrill of losing control, and the long-term goals of growing bigger, wetter, and bolder—even into old age.From bathroom logistics to retirement home fantasies, Vers doesn’t hold back. He shares how his competitive streak fuels his desire to keep pushing his body further, and how walking around with a thick, slimy lapse hanging between his cheeks made him feel more turned on—and more himself—than ever.Part confession, part manifesto, this is Brolapse at its most intense, intimate, and unforgettable.

“You start second-guessing everything—your looks, your choices, your value… all because of a number.”In this unfiltered episode of Brolapse, I sit down with Apollo Fates—content creator, Club Inferno Dungeon performer, and lowkey goonface icon—for a conversation that hits harder than a double punch. We unpack the reality of being a fisting performer in an oversaturated market, where having a huge hole and a loyal fanbase still isn’t enough to pay the bills.Apollo opens up about:His first introduction to fisting and how it shaped his kink identityGrowing up gay in a hostile home, and how that delayed his self-expressionWhy he’d ditch social media altogether if it weren’t tied to survivalThe pressure of follower counts and the illusion of online valueBurnout, bots, and the line between creation and collapseHis viral goonface and how it became both a brand and a bufferThe emotional weight of working hard and still feeling invisibleThis episode isn’t just about sex. It’s about self-worth, visibility, and the cost of chasing clout in a world that treats bodies like brands. If you’ve ever measured your value by a follower count—or felt invisible despite giving everything—this one’s for you.🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Listen on Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse🕗 New video episodes drop every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available at 8 PM across all platforms!

In this week’s episode of Brolapse, I sit down with New York-based fisting trainer and content creator FFireBoy for an unfiltered conversation about kink, community, and building a practice around sexual healing.We talk about his journey from exploring toys during the pandemic to running a full-time fisting training business with over 50 clients, his views on consent, substance boundaries, and the real-life emotional breakthroughs that can happen when you let someone inside—literally and figuratively.Danny (aka FFireBoy) opens up about:His first time getting fisted via a post on AssPig.comWhy he treats training as a therapeutic practice, not just a kinkHow he balances authenticity vs. performance in content creationWhat it’s like working with trans, sober, and first-time clientsThe moment a client broke down crying mid-session, and how that changed everythingWe also talk about the rising visibility of fisting in the kink world—and why it might just be the new bareback.This episode is equal parts sex, strategy, and soul. You don’t want to miss it.🕗 New episodes every Friday at 8 PM! (Early video access for Spotify subscribers!)🎙️ Audio available across all major platforms.🎧 Listen on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3uJBareUPFci58BJ0NtwtoIOKKuaaBIa🎧 Spotify: https://creators.spotify.com/pod/show/Brolapse (Early video access!)🍏 Apple Podcasts: https://apple.co/408WLLX📻 Amazon & Audible: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/57bbf689-250a-4c96-8559-0a79805f18b6/hungerff-presents-brolapse