To go home is to dissolve everything .. to face the moment your soul left .. to reínhabit your soul completely - the trauma is the blockage ..your soul is your breaker switch that needs to be turned on
If you do plant medecines to heal trauma you get so much information about “the world” - the constant transformation of life - the dissolution of blockages - the truth of your fears - the limitations of apes - the world expands everywhere in your healing - as you heal the injury
Trauma fragments you - you’re shattered - in pieces - you need to be whole - in wholeness your power returns - you’re here again - that’s your healing
To heal you must be made whole - you you need to be accompanied into the dark by a force a light greater than the dark - the shattered pieces of you lit in the shadow - your fear dissolved - & your soul that goes returned
In trauma you have been evicted from home- from love - from divinity - the long arduous journey is to go home - whatever your vehicle slow or fast - it’s to get you home - to live to connection to divinity - it’s a journey from the dark to the light
Your trauma is not you - it’s a disfigurement - a shape that can be readjusted - cleansed but first you must meet with it before you get to your truth
You don’t get the Tesla after your healing - no - the gift is you - you value you - love you - connect to you - the lottery is the cleansing of all the trauma ‘ the reconnection to your soul - your authenticity - your wholeness .
In trauma there’s one “stuck” version of you - but there are many versions of you unfolding as you face each fear - each time you come head to head with a fear a wall is removed & a bigger version of you emerges - the plant world helps you remove the obstacles ..
Expect the unexpected if you’re healing from trauma - if you want it fixed completely it will be but not without paying the price of becoming someone new / are you willing to live without trauma?
You can’t see the trauma but you will - you’re immersed in the trauma & you can’t see it - but you will see all of it - like a zillion bacteria - you will see it all & then leave
No matter your trauma, you can heal & no it won’t be anything like you imagined - & you will ask for help - surrender, ask & let the universe take you on your healing journey - it might happen in other dimensions but you are not lost - just raw away from your true home
You think it’s an unseen trauma … but actually it’s always something sooo much bigger - it’s the battle between the light & the dark - love or no love - to release your child from its captivity you must return to the moment you were stolen & reclaim your power
You will heal - you just need to want it enough - to go into the dark - to rescue your child - to let the medecine heal you - on its schedule in its way - you won’t understand & it doesn’t matter - you don’t have to - you just need to surrender
You need to locate your child - yes - that’s the journey - they blacked out - shit down - disappeared - the journey is to go through the clutches of the trauma & find your child - therein the win
There are walls to get through to get to the prison of your trauma - the closer you get the more will rise - be scared keep going - you’ve trained for this with the medecine - you’re ready to be free
It’s ALL cooked together - you - the trauma - the predator - it’s all alive in a frothing sewer that’s ignited by fear - for it to be removed the medecine pulls you out - & cleanses the fueled sewer - no question it’s a sewer
If you decide to heal you will need to “leave” - collapse the blockage - “die” metaphorically - it’s a process - a long unknown mystery but it’s possible - you will return as “you” aligned with you - & then your journey begins
To heal trauma you must become the lotus flower - you need to dive into the dark to emerge resplendent - don’t turn away from the dark .. don’t numb - you’re nature - you can endure everything
We live in contradiction - we can do it easily but trauma is a monumental deceit & contradiction - to leave us an odyssey - a true journey of love
Trauma = blockage - freezing - a boulder in a teacup - it smothers everything - it’s dense energy - we are just energy either in the flow or not - you’ve been ambushed at the gates of life - but energy can be dissolved