The actual one won’t upload so it’s just acapella lol. Full here: https://mqube.net/play/20180807784468
Cringeworthy lol. Actually was a long time ago and just a recording using a basic Yeti microphone. Also super nasal, have worked a lot on that since.
Remember those things you told me Since I left town you’re hoping Must have been soemthing I heard wrong Cause some of this shit is border crazy But I would never let this phase me And all of the moments that you’ve thrown out I never had thought that you would say So Take it in brush it all off By end of this July He must have been a better man then me I never could imagine you not there for me But somehow, now you’re gone But Here I am thinking of the things you didn’t do And here I am beating up myself Something seems wrong With this whole picture now Cause nothings been missing No not since you Remember those things You couldn’t say to me? I wonder if he says them to right now All of the moments that you’ll find You never could imagine the hell While I’m just here for waiting For you to come back home I know when I left it You would just give up And you’d never fight for me I guess I should thank you Cause I know what I’m worth
Take a moment to breathe Think of what you said to me In your moment of need I was doing so well until you Tore it all down Maybe I don’t wanna say goodbye But when you tell me how you’re feeling I can’t hide And you don’t wanna make the same mistakes You say you’re sorry while your filling up my place You say you’ll never love again As much as you say you loved me And then you tell me since you left me You’ve been nothing but happy You’re that man who pretends to his family and friends That the problem ends with “we” All those lies that you sold Left me bitter and cold And you couldn’t give a damn Maybe I don’t wanna say goodbye But when you tell me how you’re feeling I can’t hide And you don’t wanna make the same mistakes Saying you’re sorry while you’re filling up my place Who’s gonna take my place?
Bout a million other things I could love What if I told you There would be no other one? What if I told you There could be no other one? You’re free to go You’re free to go Won’t make you love me anymore I give up hands in the air No more pretending like we’re fine No more lies no more lies Just promise me That you glance before you go I used to want you so bad I used to hate you for the way I used to keep it all inside I used to laugh when I could cry And I’ll forgive all your mistakes We’re just boys we’ll find our way And I won’t hold you back again And now our Story has its end Just promise me that you leave before Love fades to dust Bout a million other things I could love But I held you down Love held you down You’re free to go You’re free to go Won’t make you love me anymore I give up hands in the air No more pretending like we’re fine No more lies no more lies Not ever, not today You used to want me so bad You used to hate me for the way You used to keep it all inside You used to laugh when we could cry So let’s forgive all these mistakes Cause we’re just boys we’ll find our way And I won’t hold you back again And every story has its end Just promise me That you’ll leave
I’ve seen too much to stay I was beginning to believe ya Thinking I would need you after Like I did before But I’ve think I’ve finally seen to much To stay If you look under the surface He didn’t deserve this anymore You got your way Just another reason you should stay Unobtainable Now the truth is Forgive him and watch You made me out to seem so addicted Like it was always a question my involvement in your life And still you give it all away No no no You pushed me so far I forgot to believe in myself I was beginning to believe ya Thinking I would need you after Like I did before But I’ve think I’ve finally seen to much To stay If you look under the surface You didn’t deserve this anymore You got your way Just another reason you should stay Unobtainable Bridge It’s getting out of hand When I’ve become the man I can’t stand
I don’t ever wanna see your beautiful smile again The brightest smile is an ugly frown when turned upside down my friends Anger turns to a one-sided battle I fought alone One part of me feet in the ground The other clenched to hope You chose to throw it all away For someone who could never say I love you through whatever You chose to throw it all away For someone who would never say I love you through whatever And throw it all there’s lessons learned The paths we chose, The bridges burned So let me ask you How dare you? How dare you?