Does an ant dream of being a bird. Do fish look up in the water and wish to be a plane. Everything on earth dream sometime of being better. Dreams even appear in an addicts shame. An addict will dream of being a good parent all while leaving their kids on your doorstep. An addict […]
Some people love roses but won’t grow them themselves. Many people love eating fish but catching fish to eat them isn’t worth their time. You must Jump Thru Darkness to understand what level of support you are able to give to an addict and what level he or she might need. No matter if they […]
What does sober mean to you in real day to day life? Is sober learning how to hide the smell from loved one’s and bosses? Does sober mean if you tell them you sober then you sober and that is that. Does sober mean you can say “I’m grown” Now go head on and leave […]
Sobriety isn’t easy to maintain unless you really want it for yourself. I found myself being picked and poked at from time to time. Not until I Jumped Thru Darkness and gave my sobriety and all its tools some thought did I realize the phase “Something Cold” was a sobriety trigger. I noticed it when […]
After you have your battle with your addictions things get more clear for you. You go to feeling good about yourself and your new outlook on life. Now here’s one of the things to look out for while you Jump Thru Darkness to get your life right. Some people will make you feel like being […]
When we drink are we really drowning while learning to swim in darkness? Does it mean we really don’t like things if we need a drink to feel good or enjoy something. Are we truly empty without a drink or is it the emptiness of the alcohol in our systems that make us feel that […]
We spend our whole lives reaching for more. We spend our whole lives reaching for better. Its funny how when we’re really doing good, we really don’t know if we’re doing better. Your addictions will have you feeling like you are walking on clouds. When you are really laying on the ground. To Jump Thru […]
Addictions can cover you like the walls of a building. When becoming sober and clean you must tend to one wall at a time. As the southern wall seems to be covered in your addictive flames. The northern walls crumbles all names in the game. The western walls try to hold you but are there […]
When that you falls it seems you let yourself down. Lost your job and your car. Your lover say you drink to much. You tell your lover you don’t drink enough. Mad at everyone in the check cashing line. Whispering to yourself where mine. Then you remember showing u to work drunk. Right from the […]
You might not notice when you start. But you can often find yourself talking about your old ways to much. You know them I use to drink way more than you ever will talks. Back in my day I could drink all night and still make it to work. Or passing by your old stomping […]
Some pain can’t be helped no matter how many doctors you go too. Things like nerve pain, cancer pain, and diabetic pain can all be overwhelming for anyone. You can find yourself taking to many pain pills and medicine to cure it all. Then when all those things fail you might find yourself thinking that […]
When the medication for your pain doesn’t work and you say to yourself maybe a drink or something to smoke can ease the pain. Don’t do it just say it’s Just A Day. Your mental health is being pushed past your darkest inner demons and you feel you about to lose your peaceful sound mind. […]
It’s easy to say that you are someone else’s hero. Only thing is does that person really need a hero. Is that person in need of saving or is that person in need of some addiction education. Preaching to someone who knows whats wrong can become a lost cause. But teaching someone how to handle […]
Everyone called you a drunk and a addict your whole life. You come home from a meeting and you tell them you got nine months clean and anyway is just one of the words they say. You make it to work on time but the boss still takes time out to smell your breathe. Funny […]
Holding on to the last hope of right. Not remembering actions from any night. While every one surrounds saying every action isn’t right. Understanding of all seems dark as night. Listening to people standing in the same line talk about your life. If you Jump Thru Darkness you may notice many fall from the line. […]
When I’m sober I trust every word you say. When I’m drunk the wisdom of my bottle leads the way. Honestly my bottle told me to rip the words from your face. My bottle said you seem to never be able to tell the truth anyway. I asked if you were cheating and you said […]
Can it rain without a cloud? You often fish all day giving fish free worms with no return. Even an hair cut starts to grow the minute you put the clippers down. All theses things you seem to accept. And when it comes to your life things seem golden except for your addictions. Yeah you […]
When you play cards you pick the best partner when you start the game. When you date you try to pick the best out of whats available to love. When in your addictions you pick the best drinks and the best drugs. So when it comes to your sobriety will you pick the best options […]
What’s good old friend it’s been a minute. Seems addictions changed us. But respect and love is something we will always have left. Addictions can have you feeling like no one cares, but no matter sitting beside you or many cities away. Always hoping that we both Jump Thru Darkness is the thought of everyday. […]
Being sober seems to take all your fun away. Being clean seems to run your soul away. You only see life with clear eyes about two hours a day. You like to get refilled when your kids go to play. You have even started to enjoy being high and drunk alone when your lover is […]