To be a better person you have to understand being a better person is for you, not for them.
The past few weeks have been probably the hardest few weeks of being in the situation I've been in for the past two years, almost three, and to sit here and continue to feel like how I feel to please other people is done. I'm done with that. I release you with love as much as I love you. I must let you go because I will not be in second place to anybody other than family if I'm supposed to be that person. I have been shown on numerous occasions that I am not that person, and I am OK with that, with that being said I am done.