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Real stories from the people everyone else judges first. Hosted by Ian Bick — former federal inmate turned speaker and podcaster — this show sits down with former inmates, recovering addicts, bikers, law enforcement, investigators, and people who have lived through the darkest chapters of their lives. Each episode dives deep into crime, prison, addiction, trauma, redemption, mental health, street life, recovery, and second chances — without scripts, filters, or fake narratives. If you’re into true crime, raw prison stories, personal transformation, and real human honesty, you’ll feel at home here. This isn’t entertainment. It’s lived experience.
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Anthony Arillotta was a powerful boss in the Genovese Crime Family, one of New York’s most feared mafia organizations. Rising through the ranks in Springfield, Massachusetts, Arillotta became a made man and later took control of the family’s operations — running gambling, loansharking, and extortion rackets that defined East Coast organized crime. After years of violence, betrayal, and federal investigations, he made a decision that shocked the mob world and changed his life forever. Anthony opens up about his rise in the Genovese family, life as a mafia boss, the murders and power struggles that came with it, and what ultimately made him walk away from one of the most dangerous criminal organizations in America.
#AnthonyArillotta #GenoveseCrimeFamily #MafiaBoss #LockedInWithIanBick #OrganizedCrime #TrueCrimePodcast #MafiaStories #prisoninterviews
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Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro: Mafia Life, Mob Culture & Guest Overview
00:41 – Guest Background, Upbringing & How He Entered Mob Circles
02:32 – His Book, Untold Mafia Territory & Forgotten Mob History
05:32 – Organized Crime in Western Massachusetts & Connecticut
08:36 – Family Roots, Wine Business & Early Influences
13:10 – Growing Up in Springfield: Family, Business & Early Identity
19:55 – Lessons from Parents, Money, Loyalty & Discipline
24:26 – Childhood Dreams & Early Attraction to the Mafia World
27:38 – First Fights, Street Rules & Learning the System
32:10 – Violence: Where It Started, Justifications & Mindset
37:00 – Teenage Chaos: School Trouble, Street Life & First Jail Time
41:45 – First Prison Sentence & Learning Real Mob Education
50:05 – Entering Organized Crime: Becoming Part of the Mob
57:55 – Mob Myths vs Reality, Age, Recruitment & Street Credibility
01:00:45 – Money-Making Rackets: Loansharking, Collections & Street Hustles
01:14:09 – Being Put ‘On Record’ & Living as a Mob Associate
01:22:28 – Becoming a Made Guy: Hits, Violence & Mob Orders
01:43:56 – The Downfall: Mafia Wars, Betrayals & FBI Pressure
01:58:38 – Prison Time: Surviving as a High-Ranking Mobster Behind Bars
02:05:37 – Walking Away: Internal Conflict & Deciding to Cooperate
02:21:05 – Final Prison Sentence, FBI Cooperation & Turning Informant
02:34:12 – Life After Prison: Regrets, Recovery & Lessons Learned
02:41:00 – Advice to His Younger Self & Powerful Closing Reflections
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Kamil Philip was born in post-Communist Poland and came to the U.S. with his family on a one-month visa that turned into a lifelong fight for survival. Growing up in a Long Island junkyard, Kamil’s version of the American dream spiraled into gun charges, forged documents, and years of run-ins with the law. But his biggest battle wasn’t prison—it was deportation. After losing his mother and being targeted by a detective determined to ruin his future, Kamil faced being sent back to the country his family risked everything to leave. Against all odds, a judge let him stay, and he rebuilt his life from scratch. Today, he’s a successful business owner who employs ex-cons, mentors young people, and teaches others how to build their own second chance. From selling guns and fake documents to nearly being deported, Kamil’s story is a powerful journey of survival, redemption, and what it really takes to overcome the system.
#LockedInWithIanBick #TrueCrime #DrugTrafficking #DeportationStory #PrisonStories #Immigration #RedemptionStory #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro & Camille’s Early Risky Hustles
00:42 – Welcome & Camille’s Businesses and Success Today
01:26 – Felon-Friendly Trucking & Helping People Rebuild Their Lives
02:51 – Growing Up Immigrant: From Poland to New York
03:53 – Family Struggles, Survival & Adapting to America
05:31 – First Exposure to Crime & Family Influence
06:47 – Burglaries With His Uncle & Early Criminal Lessons
09:13 – School Troubles, Language Barriers & Culture Shock
13:10 – Neighborhood Life, Side Hustles & School Entrepreneurship
15:24 – High School Hustles: Dice Games, Weed, Liquor & Making Money
17:06 – School Discipline, Criminal System & Early Tactics
17:44 – Adulthood Begins: Flipping Cars, Ambition & Bigger Risks
21:00 – Deepening Involvement: Guns, Car Deals & Dangerous Moves
23:32 – First Gun Arrest & Fear of Immigration Problems
24:39 – Police Interrogation Tactics & The Breakdown of the Case
27:21 – Fighting Charges, Court Battles & Consequences
29:41 – Caught Again: New Hustles & Escalating Trouble
31:59 – Running a Molly Operation & Forgery Scheme
38:47 – Sticker Forgery Task Force, Surveillance & The Sting
43:54 – Arrested Again & Camille’s Life Unraveling
46:47 – Felony Charges, Family Loss & Reaching a Breaking Point
52:59 – Deportation Threats, Immigration Battles & Uncertain Future
01:02:03 – Fighting Multiple Cases, Delays & Weak Evidence
01:06:01 – Rebuilding: Starting a Clean Life & Launching New Businesses
01:11:10 – Trying to Stay Out of Crime & Close Calls Along the Way
01:18:12 – Finding Faith, Family Strength & A New Direction
01:19:50 – Ups, Downs, Luck & Hard-Earned Lessons
01:21:12 – Advice for Young Hustlers: Opportunity, Regret & Reality
01:23:48 – Final Reflections & Camille’s Closing Message
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Edward English grew up between Houston and Ohio in a turbulent home marked by an absent father and an abusive stepfather. Put on Ritalin from ages 7 to 17, he struggled with confidence and identity — eventually turning to drugs as a way to escape. What started as experimentation spiraled into an eight-year heroin addiction that led to his arrest in 2011 for possession, distribution, and trafficking. Sentenced to nearly eight years in prison, Edward served 4.5 before being released in 2016. Behind bars, everything changed. Through faith, mentorship, and personal growth programs, he transformed his mindset and rebuilt his life from the inside out — a journey he documents in his memoir Emersion. Today, Edward is 14 years clean, a husband, father, and commercial plumber in Columbus, Ohio, dedicated to helping others overcome addiction and find purpose after prison. His story is one of pain, perseverance, and the power of true transformation.
#LockedInWithIanBick #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #AddictionRecovery #HeroinAddiction #OhioPrison #RedemptionStory #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro, Awkward Moments & Setting the Stage
00:36 – Host Announcements & Welcoming Lee
01:01 – Lee’s Childhood, Family & Early Upbringing
05:51 – Trauma, Emotional Struggles & Coping as a Kid
10:26 – Turning to Drugs: Early Addiction & First Experiences
13:41 – High School Achievements, Pressure & Fitting In
17:05 – Life After High School: Work, College & Substance Use
19:42 – College Years: Addiction Deepens & Escalation Begins
24:01 – Rock Bottom: Mugging, Desperation & Collapse
28:28 – Moving Back Home & Falling Into Old Patterns
32:40 – Heroin Addiction Intensifies & Selling to Survive
37:29 – Survivor’s Guilt, Dealing Drugs & Losing Control
43:41 – Spiritual Turning Point, Arrest & Reality Check
47:31 – Jail, Detox & The Mental Shift Toward Change
51:42 – Facing Trial, Sentencing & Harsh Consequences
56:07 – Family Impact, Regret & Self-Reflection Before Prison
01:00:32 – Prison Intake, Processing & First Impressions
01:05:05 – Prison Conditions, Programs & Daily Reality
01:10:10 – Marion Correctional: Adjusting, Programs & Growth
01:15:01 – Awkward Encounters, Prison Dynamics & Conflict
01:19:40 – Mentors, Guidance & Using Resources to Change
01:24:01 – Therapy, Recovery Work & Rebuilding the Mind
01:28:01 – Life Lessons, Release Preparation & Reentry
01:32:26 – Starting Over: Building a New Life & True Change
01:36:00 – Family, Healing Generational Trauma & Reflection
01:41:30 – Parenthood, Patience & Giving Back Through Kindness
01:43:07 – Hope, Redemption & Final Thoughts
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Jonathan Alvarez grew up in Yonkers, New York, where his life was shaped by loss and survival from an early age. At just 10 years old, his father was sent to federal prison and deported for drug trafficking — leaving Jonathan to fend for himself. By 12, he was selling drugs on the streets, and by 17, he was indicted on a gang-related murder charge that led to nearly 13 years behind bars. But prison didn’t break him — it transformed him.
#LockedInWithIanBick #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #GangLife #NewYorkPrisons #SurvivingPrison #RedemptionStory #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 – A Violent Night That Changed Everything
00:55 – Introducing Jonathan Alvarez & His Redemption Story
01:16 – Jonathan’s Mission Today & the Creation of 914 United
01:54 – Growing Up: Neighborhood, Family Struggles & Early Loss
03:50 – Living Without a Father & the Impact on Identity
05:57 – Early Exposure to Street Life & Negative Influences
07:35 – School Troubles, Suspensions & Getting Expelled
09:00 – Teen Hustling, Survival & Early Criminal Behavior
10:35 – Getting Kicked Out & Slipping Deeper Into the Streets
12:01 – Friendships, Brotherhood & Gang Affiliation
13:32 – First Crimes, Police Encounters & Warning Signs
15:40 – Street Violence, Chaos & Police Brutality Experiences
17:47 – The Life-Changing Incident That Set Everything in Motion
20:35 – The Night of the Homicide: What Really Happened
25:03 – The Aftermath: Panic, Fear & the Arrest
28:25 – Facing the Evidence, Court Reality & Hard Truths
31:20 – Understanding the Consequences & Legal Pressure
33:49 – Jail at 17: Violence, Fear & Jailhouse Justice
37:14 – Taking a Plea Deal & Sentencing as a Teen
40:47 – Looking Back: Lost Relationships & Lost Time
42:16 – Regret, Reflection & Navigating Prison Culture
44:28 – Betrayal, Fights & Surviving Jail Conflicts
48:23 – Entering State Prison: Shock, Violence & Adaptation
52:33 – Comstock Prison: Extreme Violence, Reality & Survival
57:01 – Trust, Loyalty & Prison Camaraderie
01:01:10 – Family Connections + Unexpected Prison Encounters
01:05:09 – Marriage, Divorce & Maintaining Relationships in Prison
01:10:52 – College in Prison: Growth, Focus & New Purpose
01:14:21 – Coming Home: Reentry Challenges & Rebuilding Life
01:18:46 – Making Peace with the Past & Finding Purpose
01:19:51 – From Prison to Community Leader: Youth Impact Work
01:23:41 – Uniting Different Backgrounds to Create Change
01:25:03 – Final Reflections & Advice for the Next Generation
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Najla was born in New York but grew up in North Carolina, where a turbulent and abusive childhood pushed her to survive by any means necessary. On her own at a young age, she turned to scams to fund her lifestyle and escape the chaos at home. What started as small hustles quickly grew into full-blown bank fraud that eventually landed her in federal prison. Najla’s story is one of pain, survival, and transformation — from a broken childhood to facing the harsh reality of prison life, and ultimately finding strength through redemption. Her journey exposes the dark truth behind white-collar crime, fraud, and the system that punishes survival.
#LockedInWithIanBick #TrueCrime #WhiteCollarCrime #FederalPrison #FraudStory #BankFraud #RealStories #RedemptionStory
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Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro: Who Is Naja & What Her Story Is About
00:32 – Naja’s Early Life, Family Background & Childhood
02:54 – Growing Up: Abuse, Isolation, Moving & Instability
09:24 – Moments of Happiness & Early Independence
10:31 – Orlando Teen Years & Becoming a Teen Mom
13:12 – Struggling for Survival: Money Issues & Social Security
14:53 – Turning to Crime: First Scams, Fraud & Hustles
19:39 – How Check Fraud Works: Naja’s Early Schemes
21:54 – Escalation: Leveling Up Into Bigger Scams
26:14 – The $900,000 Fraud Scheme & Getting Caught
31:43 – Arrest, Federal Charges, Prison Time & Testifying
33:58 – Life in Federal Prison: Daily Reality, Hustles & Survival
38:19 – Prison Fights, Conflict & How She Survived
42:32 – Prison Mentality, Family Issues & Preparing for Release
47:08 – Getting Out: Recidivism, Relapse & Second Chances
51:42 – Her Final Prison Stint & Choosing to Change Her Life
56:39 – Starting Over: Homeless Shelter, Struggle & Cosmetology School
01:01:26 – Moving to Atlanta & Fully Rebuilding Her Life
01:03:46 – Overcoming a Criminal Record & Finding Opportunity
01:05:04 – Owning Her Past: Disclosure, Stigma & Testimony
01:09:03 – Reflections: Lessons, Growth & Advice to Her Younger Self
01:11:54 – Family Estrangement, Healing & Forgiveness
01:14:07 – Closing Thoughts & Final Message
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Norm Pattis is one of America’s most fearless and outspoken trial lawyers — a champion of the marginalized who has built his career defending clients in some of the highest-stakes criminal and civil rights cases in the country. With over 150 jury trials and admissions to federal courts including the U.S. Supreme Court, he’s earned a reputation as one of the fiercest defenders of the Constitution and free speech. Known for taking on controversial cases and clients that others refuse to touch, Norm has spent over 30 years fighting against government overreach and injustice. In this conversation, he opens up about the realities of the criminal justice system, what it truly means to defend the guilty and the innocent, and the personal toll of standing up for what’s right in a system built to break you.
#LockedInWithIanBick #TrueCrime #CriminalJustice #DefenseAttorney #LawAndOrder #CourtroomStories #JusticeSystem #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro: Who Is Norm Pattis? What Makes a Trial Lawyer Great
03:10 – Norm Pattis: Early Life, Background & Career Start
07:11 – College to Law School: How Norm Found His Calling
11:25 – Discovering Criminal Defense & Why It Hooked Him
13:50 – How Trial Lawyers Choose Clients & Case Strategy
17:37 – Social Media, Jury Pools & Modern High-Profile Cases
21:09 – The Media, Public Opinion & How It Impacts Trials
25:01 – Going to Trial: Tough Cases, Strategy & Client Decisions
31:05 – Juries Explained: Psychology, Testimony & Mirroring
36:26 – Federal vs State Court: Public Defenders, CJA & Differences
42:00 – Losing Cases, The Justice System & Prison Sentences
47:00 – The “Trial Tax,” Plea Deals & Sentencing Realities
52:21 – Pro Bono Work, Crowdfunding & Taking the Right Cases
55:55 – AI in Law: Helpful Tools, Risks & Hallucinations
01:00:00 – Sentencing, Pre-Sentence Reports & What Judges Consider
01:05:00 – Norm Pattis: Biggest Lessons After 30 Years in the Courtroom
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Ben McChesney spent 25 years behind bars, serving time in more than a dozen state and federal prisons across the country — from low-level facilities to some of the toughest penitentiaries in America. His story is one of chaos, survival, and defiance. After being accused of stealing several pallets of firearms in what became one of the largest gun heists in his state, Ben went on the run to Mexico for two years before being captured. Acting as his own attorney, he fought multiple cases, beat a federal kidnapping charge, and survived years of violence and transfers across 14 federal prisons. Inside, he ran underground poker tables, fought predators, and lived by his own code. Raw, unfiltered, and brutally honest, Ben’s story exposes the reality of long-term prison life, corruption, and what it truly takes to survive 25 years in the system.
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Timestamps:
00:00 – Intro: From Wyoming State Prison to Federal Time
02:40 – Growing Up in Montana & Florida: Early Chaos Begins
06:00 – Family Life, Childhood Trauma & First Trouble
12:00 – Institutionalized Young: Juvenile Facilities & Reform Schools
19:00 – Early Criminal Mindset: Manipulation, Hustling & Survival
25:00 – Wild Behavior, Theft & the Road That Led to Prison
32:00 – First Adult Sentence: Inside Wyoming State Prison
39:00 – Maximum Security Life: Violence, Chaos & Prison Reality
46:00 – Solitary Confinement, Instigating & Survival Tactics
55:00 – Negotiating with the Warden & Gaining Prison Status
01:00:00 – Released from Wyoming: Back to the Streets
01:08:00 – Federal Case: Conspiracy Charges & Facing the Feds
01:15:00 – Federal Prison Journey: Medium Security to Camp
01:19:00 – Smuggling, Schemes & Controversy in Camp Life
01:25:00 – Fights, Transfers & Federal Prison Politics
01:32:00 – Sex Offenders, Prison Justice & Yard Rules
01:41:00 – Books, Mindset & Turning Life Around
01:46:00 – Beating a Case & Marriage Problems After Prison
01:54:00 – Financial Trouble & Planning a Major Gun Heist
02:03:00 – Gun Heist Fallout, Relationship Chaos & On the Run
02:13:00 – Life on the Run: Hiding in Mexico
02:27:00 – Captured in Mexico & Extradited Back to the U.S.
02:55:00 – Legal Battles: Kidnapping Charges & Polygraph Test
03:03:00 – Federal Trial, Sentencing & Wild Prison Stories
03:17:00 – Reentry, Parole & Learning to Live Free Again
03:24:00 – Staying Out for Good: Lessons, Redemption & Moving Forward
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Chris Feistl spent 26 years working for the DEA, including three years in Colombia during the 1990s, helping take down one of the most powerful drug empires in history — the Cali Cartel. His real-life work was portrayed in Narcos: Season 3, but the truth behind the show is even wilder. From undercover operations to high-stakes cartel takedowns, he witnessed firsthand the danger, corruption, and chaos of the war on drugs. Over his career, he earned the DEA Award of Honor, Award for Exceptional Service, and multiple Performance Awards for his role in international investigations. In this exclusive interview, he opens up about what really happened in Colombia, how Narcos got it right (and wrong), and what it was like to spend decades hunting some of the world’s most dangerous traffickers.
#LockedInWithIanBick #DEAAgent #Narcos #CaliCartel #TrueCrime #DrugCartel #NarcosNetflix #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 Becoming a DEA Agent & Taking Down Cartels
04:44 Early Life, Law Enforcement Dreams & First Arrests
13:11 From Small-Town Cop to Federal Agent
20:01 Joining the DEA: Training, Requirements & Reality
27:47 First Assignment in Miami — Cocaine Capital of the '80s
38:41 Inside the Miami Drug Wars: Chaos, Cartels & Corruption
45:42 Cartel Smuggling Tactics & DEA Challenges on the Ground
53:03 Dirty Cops, Corruption & How the DEA Adapted
01:01:12 Hunting the Cali Cartel Bosses in Colombia
01:12:40 Deep Undercover: The DEA’s Dangerous Life in Colombia
01:20:01 Surviving the Cartel Wars — Second & Third DEA Tours
01:31:00 Coming Home: DEA Retirement & Life After the Mission
01:36:02 How Netflix’s Narcos Got It Right (and Wrong)
01:40:02 Hard Lessons, Close Calls & Reflections from a DEA Agent
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Jahquan Allah grew up in the heart of New Jersey, surrounded by poverty, violence, and gang life. At just 16, he caught his first gun charge and spent most of his 20s in and out of jail, surviving the brutal reality of life as a Crip inside New Jersey prisons. After serving six years on another gun charge and being released in 2023, Jahquan made a decision to change everything. Now free, he’s the founder of a fitness brand focused on discipline, redemption, and second chances. His story is a raw and powerful look into gang culture, prison survival, and the mindset it takes to rebuild your life after incarceration.
#LockedInWithIanBick #NewJerseyPrisons #CripGang #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #GangLife #RedemptionStory #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 Introduction & Guest’s Powerful Story
02:06 Growing Up in New Jersey & Family Struggles
05:37 Early Influences & The Pull Toward Street Life
09:15 Violence, Guns & the Harsh Reality of the Streets
13:00 Gang Affiliation, Loyalty & Neighborhood Codes
16:40 First Arrest, Juvenile Detention & Lessons Learned
21:37 House Arrest, School Life & Staying Out of Trouble
25:03 Repeat Offenses, Jail Time & Survival Mindset
30:00 Fighting Charges & Navigating County Jail Life
34:41 What Daily Life in County Jail Is Really Like
37:48 Jail Gangs, Politics & The Absence of Real OGs
43:14 State Prison Life: Lockdowns, Structure & Survival
46:48 Getting Out, Relapsing & Landing Back Inside
52:15 Facing Serious Charges & Finding Strength in Adversity
58:00 Mindset Shift, Growth & The Road to Redemption
01:02:56 Leaving Gang Life Behind & Building a New Future
01:07:36 Final Reflections, Hard Truths & Life After Prison
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Alec Hackney spent nearly a decade in and out of Colorado prisons after first being locked up at just 17 years old for attempted murder. A Blood gang member for over 20 years, Alec survived being stabbed in the head, shot on the streets, and caught in the chaos of drugs, violence, and survival behind bars. After serving a 10-year sentence for drug conspiracy and getting clean 7 years ago, he decided to change his life completely. Since his release in 2023, Alec has opened a sober living home, a behavioral health and recovery coaching business, and a personal investment firm, using his story to help others find a way out of the same life he escaped. Alec shares what it was really like being a Blood inside Colorado prisons, the harsh reality of gang life, and how he turned years of pain into a purpose-driven mission to rebuild his life.
#LockedInWithIanBick #ColoradoPrisons #BloodGang #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #GangLife #RedemptionStory #realstories
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Timestamps:
00:00 From Denver Gangs to Locked In
01:00 From Prison to New York: Alec’s New Beginning
03:00 Surviving Floods & Finding Purpose in NYC
06:00 From Gang Life to Business Owner & Mentor
10:00 Growing Up Fast & Falling Into the Streets
14:00 Denver Gangs, Loyalty & First Felony Case
17:00 Family Trauma & the Path to Violence
20:00 Inside Denver’s Gang Culture
22:00 Life in the Streets & Gang Politics
25:00 High School Behind Bars: Growing Up in Prison
29:00 Prison Boot Camp, Discipline & Survival
33:00 Violence, Addiction & Prison Reality
36:00 Losing Loved Ones & Finding a Turning Point
40:00 Breaking the Cycle & Building a New Life
44:00 Reclaiming Identity After Prison
47:00 Gang Identity, Change & Self-Reflection
51:00 Business, Recovery & Helping Others Heal
55:00 Prison Politics, Race & Hard Truths
01:00:00 Moving Beyond Gangs & Finding Purpose
01:05:00 Fatherhood, Tattoos & Building Confidence
01:09:00 Mentorship, Redemption & Final Reflections
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Teen Mom star Farrah Abraham sits down with Ian Bick for an unfiltered and emotional conversation about her life in the spotlight. From her early days on MTV’s Teen Mom to the pressures of fame, her public arrests, and the story behind her infamous sex tape, Farrah opens up about everything the world thinks it knows — and the truth that most people never hear. She talks about the cost of growing up on reality TV, dealing with judgment from millions, and what it’s really like trying to rebuild your life when the internet won’t let you move on.
#FarrahAbraham #TeenMom #LockedInWithIanBick #RealityTV #CelebrityInterview #ScandalToRedemption #RealStories #popculture
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Timestamps:
00:00 From Teen Mom to Infamy — Life After the Sex Tape
02:21 Farrah’s Early Life & The Family That Shaped Her
03:36 Becoming a Mom as a Teen & Raising Herself
04:46 Surviving Loss, Abuse & Fighting Back
05:50 The Moment Fame Hit — Labels, Judgments & Reality TV
07:01 High School, Pain & Growing Up in the Spotlight
09:12 Depression, Court Battles & Learning to Cope
12:42 How 16 & Pregnant Changed Everything
15:11 Becoming the Face of Teen Mom — The Real Story
20:01 Reality TV, Identity & Breaking Away From MTV
24:01 Life After Fame — Finding Herself Again
29:40 Misconceptions, Public Image & the Price of Fame
34:45 Getting Fired From Teen Mom — What Really Happened
38:42 The Fallout — Sex Tape, Mental Health & Starting Over
41:12 Turning Scandal Into Business & Motherhood Lessons
44:29 Dealing With Haters, Bullying & Fame’s Dark Side
47:28 What Viewers Didn’t See: Teen Mom, Alcohol & Pressure
52:53 Arrests, Legal Fights & the Cost of Being Farrah Abraham
01:03:00 Trauma Recovery, Healing & Growth
01:10:03 Her Latest Arrest — The Truth Behind It
01:14:49 Creepy Fans, Stalkers & Staying Safe
01:17:07 What She’d Tell Her Teenage Self
01:19:15 Biggest Life Lessons Learned
01:25:39 Closing Thoughts & Farrah’s Next Chapter
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Dave Franke shares the journey that most people could never imagine living through. Growing up in California, Dave became involved in the skinhead gang lifestyle at a young age, pulled in by identity, belonging, and survival. That path led him into some of the hardest jails and prisons in California, where violence, politics, and racial tension were a part of everyday life. Over time, Dave began questioning everything—his beliefs, his identity, and the world he thought he understood. He eventually renounced the skinhead lifestyle, determined to break the cycle and find a new purpose. After rebuilding his life and establishing himself in a stable career, he took a dramatic turn few would ever see coming: he went to Mexico and worked alongside law enforcement in operations targeting drug cartels.
#LockedInWithIanBick #RealStories #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #CartelStories #SurvivorStory #ChangeYourLife #StreetToStrength
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Timestamps:
00:00 The School Fight That Changed Everything
02:56 Growing Up, Family Struggles & Moving Across States
06:39 Culture Shock: From Iowa to L.A. and Learning to Survive
09:46 Teen Dreams, First Trouble & the Path Toward Violence
13:48 Gang Life, Juvenile Hall & the Skinhead Mentality
20:41 Proving Himself Through Violence & Street Respect
26:11 Facing an Attempted Murder Charge in L.A. County Jail
34:34 Life Inside One of America’s Toughest Jails
43:05 Surviving the System & Questioning His Identity
52:18 Tattoo Stories, Regret & The Start of Change
01:01:00 Sobriety, Malcolm X & Opening His Mind
01:07:00 Trying to Join the Military & Finding a Work Ethic
01:16:00 Heading to Mexico: Manufacturing, Violence & Opportunity
01:24:00 Becoming a Mexican Agent & Training Police
01:33:01 Inside Cartel Hunts & Life With Special Forces
01:44:42 Racism, Trust & Living on the Edge in Mexico
01:53:01 Coming Home: Law School, Purpose & Redemption
01:58:00 Life Now: Reinvention & Lessons for the Next Generation
02:03:37 Final Reflections, Gratitude & The Power of Change
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Michy Morillo opens up about her experience being pushed into the street life at a young age and how quickly things escalated. As a teenager, her house arrest was revoked, and she was sent to juvenile prison, where she spent years navigating a system that was not built to help kids, but to break them. Michy shares what it was like to be locked away so young, separated from family, and forced to adapt to an environment where survival came before everything else. She talks about the emotional and psychological impact of incarceration — acting out, being isolated, and learning to shut down her feelings just to make it through. But what stands out in Michy’s story is not just the pain — it’s the transformation that came after. She explains how she eventually found purpose, rebuilt her identity from the ground up, and committed herself to helping the youth who are walking the same path she once did.
#LockedInWithIanBick #JuvenilePrison #RealStories #StreetLife #SystemFailedMe #LifeLessons #RedemptionJourney #changeyourlife
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Timestamps:
00:00 Intro — “This Is Where It All Started”
02:23 Thrown Into the System as a Teenager
05:50 Trying to Survive While My Family Fell Apart
11:00 Inside Juvenile Detention — What They Don’t Tell You
17:39 Growing Up Without a Father & Filling the Void
22:08 Drugs, Betrayal, and Looking for Belonging in the Streets
28:05 The Legal Trouble That Changed Everything
33:34 What Juvenile Detention Does to a Kid’s Mind
41:39 Trauma, Family Pain & Why So Many Follow the Same Path
47:12 The Moment Everything Shifted — Choosing Change
53:35 How “Cell Dreamer” Was Born Out of Pain
57:36 For Anyone Trying to Give Back — Start Here
01:02:02 A Message to Parents & The Kids Still Caught in the System
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Jackie Orena is the granddaughter of Victor "Little Vic" Orena, who was allegedly the acting boss of the Colombo crime family according to federal prosecutors. Today, Victor is 91 years old, experiencing significant health issues, and is still serving what is effectively a life sentence in federal prison.This conversation does not glorify organized crime or the past. Instead, it focuses on the deeply human side of this story — what it means to watch a loved one grow old behind bars. Jackie opens up about the emotional and generational weight of the Orena name, the realities of aging in the prison system, and why she and her family are fighting for compassionate release. She talks about the day-to-day challenges her grandfather faces due to his age and health, and what it feels like to hope for mercy in a system that often does not bend.
#OrenaFamily #CompassionateRelease #AgingInPrison #PrisonReform #TrueCrimeStories #FamilyLegacy #LockedInWithIanBick #realconversations
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Timestamps:
00:00 Intro — The Cost of Being Labeled “Informant”
05:55 Meet Jackie Orena — Growing Up in the Middle of It
08:10 What It’s Like When Your Family Is Incarcerated
13:40 Arrests, Trials, and Watching Your Family Be Torn Apart
20:25 Carrying the Stigma at School & in Public
25:00 Visiting Loved Ones Behind Bars — The Reality
29:40 Learning to Adapt & Finding Identity Beyond the Name
32:00 Her Grandfather at 91 — The Physical and Emotional Decline
37:00 The Mental Toll That Never Gets Talked About
41:50 Injustice, Corruption & What the System Doesn’t Want to Admit
47:00 Advocacy & Fighting for Compassionate Release
52:00 Why Elderly Incarceration Needs Reform Now
56:00 Hope, Healing & Rebuilding a Future
59:00 Advice for Families Living With This Weight
01:00:00 Final Reflections & Gratitude for the Conversation
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Brandon Heuser opens up about his journey growing up in Dalton, Georgia, falling into addiction, hitting rock bottom, and fighting his way back. This is a raw, honest conversation about the reality of drug addiction — the chaos, the pain, the denial, the relapse cycles — and what it actually takes to rebuild your life.
#AddictionRecovery #DrugAddiction #SobrietyJourney #RockBottom #RecoveryCommunity #MentalHealthAwareness #TrueStories #LockedInWithIanBick
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Timestamps:
00:00 He Shares His Story for the First Time
04:40 Growing Up Without a Father & Filling the Void
07:00 Anger, Chaos, and the Streets Become Home
09:10 Drugs Enter the Picture — And Everything Changes
12:00 Addiction Takes Over: School, Friends, Life Slipping Away
15:40 Meeting His Biological Father for the First Time
18:45 Gangs, Violence & The Cycle He Couldn’t Escape
22:00 First Time in Jail — “I Thought This Made Me a Man”
25:10 Rock Bottom: The Moment That Broke Him
28:00 Recovery Begins — Faith, Surrender & Brutal Honesty
32:00 Rebuilding Life From Nothing
36:00 Facing Shame and Learning to Forgive Yourself
40:00 The Regrets That Still Hurt
44:40 Life After Addiction: Family, Purpose & Peace
48:00 Staying Sober When The World Pulls You Back
51:00 Judgment, Stigma & Proving People Wrong
54:20 Choosing Gratitude & Living Differently Today
01:00:00 Final Message That Someone Needs to Hear
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LaTascia Taylor thought she had met her fairy tale. Charming. Successful. Confident. The kind of man who walks into your life and makes you feel seen. But what started as love quickly unraveled into manipulation, danger, and a criminal empire she never saw coming. What LaTascia didn’t know was that the man she fell for was running a major drug operation. And little by little, he pulled her in. First moving money across state lines… then transporting packages… and eventually flying internationally with drugs hidden in luggage. She found herself in way too deep — and on a flight to Europe, everything came crashing down. Arrested. In a foreign country. No support. No way home. And stuck for 2 years in an overseas prison.
#truecrime #survivalstory #prisonstories #traumarecovery #toxicrelationships #drugtrafficking #lockedinwithianbick #secondchances
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Timestamps:
00:00 Her Story Begins: From Church Girl to the Streets
00:44 The Pastor Who Saw What She Couldn't
03:10 Generational Curses & Spiritual Warfare
04:52 Childhood Pain, Moving States, and Searching for Identity
07:10 Family Struggles, Survival Mode, and Growing Up Fast
10:09 College Dreams Collide with Real Life
13:10 Hospitality Career to Hustle Culture
16:45 The Strip Club Door That Changed Everything
20:27 How She Was Groomed Into Trafficking (Step by Step)
25:14 First Drops, Easy Money, and The Illusion of Control
33:07 From Moving Cash to Moving Product
40:04 The International Operation — Overseas Runs Begin
44:09 The Bust: Caught in Another Country
53:41 Life Inside a Foreign Prison — Culture, Fear, & Faith
01:07:00 Court, Sentencing, and the Fight to Come Home
01:20:10 Returning Home: Shame, Judgment, and Starting Over
01:33:05 Turning Pain Into Purpose — Youth, Ministry & Healing
01:41:41 Final Reflections — What She Wants Others to Know
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Devin Prince grew up in Toledo, Ohio, and became a father at just 17 years old. Struggling to provide, he turned to selling drugs — and soon fell into addiction himself. What started as a hustle spiraled out of control when a robbery gone wrong forced him to flee, landing him on Toledo’s Most Wanted list. While on the run, he became involved in a scam and later continued dealing drugs in Virginia, where he was eventually arrested and sentenced to three years in state prison. But in a shocking twist, luck was on his side — the robbery case that once had him labeled one of Toledo’s most wanted fell apart, giving him an unexpected second chance. In this episode, Devin opens up about teenage fatherhood, drug dealing, addiction, being a fugitive, life in Virginia prison, and the moment everything changed.
#MostWanted #TrueCrimeStory #FromFugitiveToFelon #PrisonLife #RedemptionStory #Toledo #CrimeDocumentary #podcastinterview
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Timestamps:
00:00 How He Became *Toledo’s Most Wanted*
01:20 Growing Up in Toledo & The Road to This Interview
02:20 From Poker Games to YouTube Hustles
03:33 Family Trauma, Addiction, and Searching for Belonging
04:34 Becoming a Teenage Father & Trying to Be a Man Early
06:58 First Taste of the Streets & Gambling Takes Over
08:04 Getting Pulled Into Dealing: Fast Money vs. Consequences
10:06 Drug Money, Power, and the Illusion of Control
12:14 The Heroin Spiral: “I Thought I Could Handle It…”
13:41 Running Away to Missouri — And The Past Following
16:11 Love, Breakups, Relapse… and Losing Everything
20:49 *The Case That Changed Everything* — Fugitive Life Begins
24:13 South Florida Call Center Scams & Dodging Arrest
27:23 Life on the Run in Virginia: Meth, Madness & Federal Heat
33:35 The Arrest: Reality Hits in Cuffs
41:13 Inside Virginia Prisons: Politics, Hustles, Survival
44:39 Dating From Prison & The Emotional Escape
53:03 Getting Out… Then Relapse Hits Hard
55:00 Fighting Back: Sobriety, Support, and Rebuilding His Life
58:46 Starting From Zero: Housing, Jobs, Family Reconnection
01:00:56 Trying to Live Normal Again — But Gambling Still Lurks
01:05:01 The Truth About Gambling Addiction & Sports Betting Culture
01:07:32 What He Learned — And What He Wants Others to Know
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Jason Logan traded a firefighter’s uniform for a Hells Angels vest — but the price of brotherhood went far deeper than he ever imagined. Growing up in California, Jason was obsessed with motorcycles and adrenaline. He spent 12 years as a California firefighter, often battling wildfires side-by-side with prison inmates. But after burning out physically and mentally, he left the fire service in search of belonging, brotherhood, and purpose. That search led him into one of the world’s most infamous outlaw motorcycle clubs — the Hells Angels. Inside the club, Jason lived a life most people only hear rumors about. In this episode, he reveals what it’s really like inside the Hells Angels, breaks down the politics, rules, and hierarchy of club life, opens up about the mental health struggles members quietly face, explains how rivalries with other motorcycle clubs actually work, and shares the moment he knew he had to walk away.
#HellsAngels #BikerLife #OutlawBiker #MotorcycleClub #TrueCrimePodcast #FormerBiker #MCCulture #RedemptionStory
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Timestamps:
00:00 Wild Club Stories to Start the Episode
01:10 Meet Today’s Guest
03:00 Growing Up & First Love for Motorcycles
05:20 Becoming a Firefighter: Purpose & Calling
08:10 Inside the Firehouse: Risk, Trauma & Brotherhood
13:10 The Truth About California Wildfires (Causes & Politics)
17:00 Working Alongside Inmate Fire Crews
19:20 Brotherhood, Loyalty & Life in the Flames
22:40 How He Joined a Motorcycle Club (The Reality vs The Myth)
28:10 Violence, Rivalries & Why the Public Gets It Wrong
36:30 Federal Pressure & How Clubs Get Targeted
42:00 How Club Rivalries Really Start & the Cost of Loyalty
51:30 Mental Health, Identity & Life Inside the Club World
01:01:00 Can Biker Culture Ever Be Unified?
01:12:00 Leaving the Hell’s Angels: What Actually Happened
01:18:00 Lessons, Regret & What He’d Tell His Younger Self
01:25:00 Advice for Anyone Thinking About Joining a Club
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this guy is really mad about *certain people* and sneakers. then he defends people convicted of child sex crimes. and those aren't even his worst takes.
Hey Brother, I have been introduced to your show and it is the most comforting feeling I've ever had! I served 25 flat at Indiana State Prison, I got incarcerated in 1991 so prison was still run by the convicts. I was one of the last of that era to grow up in it there, it all started at 19 and lasted to my early 40s. I've been out now for 10 years and have done alright, but behind my smile lies a scared convict who feels like he is on another planet. Listening to the show, now I want to open up.