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Real stories from the people everyone else judges first. Locked In with Ian Bick is a podcast hosted by Ian Bick, a former federal inmate turned podcaster. The show features raw conversations with former inmates, recovering addicts, bikers, law enforcement officers, attorneys, investigators, and people who have lived through crime, prison, addiction, trauma, and redemption. Each episode dives deep into real prison stories, life inside prison, the criminal justice system, street life, addiction recovery, mental health, and what it takes to rebuild after incarceration. Guests share what really happens behind bars, how people survive prison, and the difficult road to second chances after hitting rock bottom. If you’re interested in prison stories, criminal justice experiences, life after prison, and honest conversations with people who have lived through the darkest chapters of their lives, you’ll feel at home here.

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Charles “Cadillac” Anderson joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of spending over 20 years in the Arkansas and federal prison systems. Growing up in a rough neighborhood surrounded by gangs and violence, with his father in and out of his life, Charles was raised by a mother who did everything she could—but the streets pulled him in. Trying to fit in and be accepted led to a robbery charge that landed him 13 years in the Arkansas prison system, where he was sent to a max unit and exposed to extreme violence on a daily basis. In this episode, he talks about being stabbed in prison, witnessing brutal attacks, and what it takes to survive behind bars. After his release, he developed a drug addiction and began dealing, which ultimately led to a federal prison sentence. Charles opens up about hitting rock bottom, the cycle of crime and addiction, and how he finally turned his life around after serving decades behind bars. This is a raw, unfiltered look at prison life, violence, addiction, and redemption. _____________________________________________ #PrisonStory #ExInmate #TrueCrime #PrisonLife #BehindBars #LifeSentence #FederalPrison #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Charles "Cadilac" Anderson: https://www.facebook.com/charles.cadillac.anderson _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 How He Lost 20 Years of His Life 00:19 Growing Up in Southwest Little Rock 01:19 His Childhood and Family Life 03:37 Trouble Started Early 04:46 First Crimes as a Kid 05:56 Addiction Took Over Fast 07:55 Dropping Out of School 09:49 Missed Chances That Changed Everything 11:07 First Robberies 13:11 Getting Caught 16:13 First Time in Jail 17:46 Learning How to Survive 19:19 Sentenced and Sent to Prison 21:26 Life in Maximum Security 23:33 Violence Inside Prison 26:34 Solitary Confinement 30:56 Getting Out and Starting Over 33:43 Relapse and Losing Everything Again 36:53 Second Arrest and Federal Charges 42:12 Back to Prison 50:33 Prison Politics and Survival 56:12 Finally Getting Out 01:03:43 Turning His Life Around 01:10:10 What He Would Tell His Younger Self _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Kirk Lane joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share what it’s really like after spending over 33 years in law enforcement. From starting out as a young officer to becoming a police chief and later a drug director, Kirk has seen every side of the job. In this episode, he breaks down how investigators get confessions from suspects, the reality of interrogations, and what actually happens behind closed doors. He also dives into the war on drugs, how it has changed over the course of his career, and what he learned from working narcotics and leading drug enforcement efforts. Kirk opens up about the most memorable cases, the challenges officers face, and the mental and emotional toll that comes with decades on the job. _____________________________________________ #LawEnforcement #PoliceLife #TrueCrime #CopStories #PoliceOfficer #CrimeStories #BehindTheBadge #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Kirk Lane: https://www.cadca.org/team/kirk-r-lane/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Kirk Lane's Law Enforcement Journey 00:18 Childhood & Family Life 01:32 Growing Up with Deaf Parents 02:34 Early Influences & Aspirations 03:13 Choosing Law Enforcement 03:56 Military School & Early Career Skills 04:40 Undercover Skills from Childhood 05:07 Military Training & Wild Youth 05:28 Developing an Anti-Drug Stance 06:08 Early Views on Drugs 07:01 Peer Influence and Personal Choices 07:47 Family Influence and Purpose 08:13 Stepping Into Law Enforcement 09:16 Early Law Enforcement Roles 11:36 Dispatch & Jail Experiences 14:03 Small-Town Policing Differences 15:39 Lessons from Retail Security 16:58 Becoming a Small Town Police Officer 18:19 First Days as an Officer 19:10 Narcotics Enforcement Interests 19:24 First Undercover Experiences 21:03 Facing Danger Undercover 22:02 Maintaining Undercover Identity 23:02 Impact on Family & Personal Risk 25:22 Death Investigation & Advanced Roles 25:55 Missing the Impact of Overdose Cases 26:59 Targeting Dealers vs. Addressing Root Issues 27:00 Drug Enforcement & Asset Seizure Culture 28:18 Evolving Drug Trends & Jurisdictional Challenges 30:00 Rise of Clandestine Labs & Meth 32:00 Cartels, Youth, and Violence 33:22 What Happens After a Drug Bust 34:38 Motivations and Psychology of Big Dealers 35:45 Marijuana Enforcement & Observations 37:05 Leaving Undercover Work & Career Changes 39:42 Transitioning Roles and Maintaining Community Trust 42:42 Learning from Death Investigations 46:06 Community Expectations & Public Perception 47:41 Leadership as Police Chief 48:42 Challenges with Public Image and Media 50:01 Confessions & Interview Techniques 52:21 High-Profile Cases & Handling Evidence 55:41 Roles of Courts vs. Police in Justice 01:00:01 Building Community Trust 01:00:34 Drug Views and the Opioid Crisis 01:02:01 Moving Into Statewide Drug Policy Leadership 01:03:11 Developing & Expanding Peer Recovery 01:06:03 Recidivism and the Power of Recovery 01:09:00 Shifting Standards & Maintaining Ethics 01:10:48 Transition to Overseeing Opioid Settlement Funds 01:13:14 Retirement Reflections & Succession Planning 01:14:14 Final Lessons and Takeaways _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Hayden Dougan joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of spending over 15 years trapped in addiction, in and out of jail and prison. Growing up in Arkansas in a middle-class household after his parents split, Hayden was exposed to drug use early on—even while his parents maintained successful lives. Everything changed after a motorcycle accident left him hooked on drugs, sending him down a spiral that would cost him everything. In this episode, he opens up about losing his sister to addiction, blowing a $500,000 inheritance on drugs, and the reality of being stuck in the cycle of arrests, jail, and prison. He shares what rock bottom really looks like, the mental battle of addiction, and how it slowly takes over every part of your life. Now working to rebuild, Hayden reflects on the mistakes he made and the lessons he learned the hard way. _____________________________________________ #AddictionRecovery #DrugAddiction #LostEverything #TrueStory #ExAddict #RockBottom #LifeStory #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Hayden Dougan: https://www.facebook.com/hayden.dougan/# _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 How Hayden Dugan Became Addicted to Drugs 00:19 Growing Up in a Broken Home 01:42 His Relationship With His Father 03:38 Insecurity, Bullying, and Self-Image 04:49 How School Started Falling Apart 05:13 Addiction in His Family 07:00 The First Time He Tried Drugs 08:36 Getting Into Crime at a Young Age 12:56 First Arrest and Family Reaction 14:15 What Jail Is Like in a Small Town 15:46 First Time Going to Prison 17:15 Losing His Sister to Addiction 19:47 Grief, Isolation, and Getting Worse 21:05 Losing His Inheritance to Drugs 24:34 Rock Bottom Moment 26:33 Who’s Really to Blame? 28:33 Final Arrest and Consequences 32:32 Detox and Entering Recovery 37:02 Life After Rehab 41:08 Turning His Life Around 43:18 Regret and Looking Back 45:03 The Swastika Tattoo Mistake 49:49 Long-Term Effects of Addiction 53:34 Finding Purpose After Addiction 55:00 Mentorship and Helping Others 56:32 Speaking Out and Giving Back 57:12 Advice to His Younger Self 57:51 Changes in Drug Laws and Recovery 59:00 Final Thoughts _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Jamel Stevens joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of being sentenced to 50 to life in the California prison system at just 14 years old. Growing up in a single-parent household after his father was sent to prison, Jamel turned to the streets and got involved in gangs at a young age. A gang-related murder charge led to him going to trial as a teenager, where he ultimately lost and was given a life sentence. In this episode, he breaks down what it was like entering prison as a kid, how he survived nearly 15 years behind bars, and the reality of facing decades in prison before his life even started. After changes in the law, Jamel was given a second chance and released, and he reflects on the lessons he learned, the mistakes he made, and how he’s rebuilding his life today. _____________________________________________ #PrisonStory #TrueCrime #ExInmate #JuvenileLife #LifeSentence #CaliforniaPrison #WrongPath #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Jamel Stevens: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEzVjzHlY-Xz9Gpqg6hBouw Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/big_stay_/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Jamal's Early Life & Family Upheaval 03:00 School Troubles & Acting Out 07:30 Junior High and First Gang Activity 11:00 Downward Spiral: Crime & Arrest 14:30 Facing Adult Trial at 14 17:00 Juvenile Detention and Adapting 19:30 Prison Life: High Desert State 24:00 Prison Politics and Lockdowns 28:00 Turning Points: OG Advice & Positive Changes 32:00 Programs, Education & College Inside 36:00 Documentaries & Self-Help Transformation 39:30 COVID-19’s Impact & Prison Chaos 43:00 Legal Battles & New Hopes for Release 47:00 Victory, Release, and Reentry Challenges 51:00 Post-Prison Struggles & Family Life 56:30 Mistakes, Custody, and Personal Growth 01:01:00 Giving Back and Community Efforts 01:06:00 Reflection, Accountability & Advice 01:11:00 Redefining Gang Influence 01:14:00 Advice to the Next Generation & Closing _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Bill Bennett, also known as “Billy the Biker,” joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his unbelievable story of living over 50 years in the outlaw biker world. After being drafted during the Vietnam era, Bill’s life took a wild turn, leading him down a path of crime, addiction, and eventually prison. In this episode, he opens up about what it was really like being a 1% biker, the violence and chaos he experienced, and how he survived decades of living on the edge. From battling addiction and doing time behind bars to cheating death multiple times—including life-threatening medical emergencies—Bill breaks down the moments that should have ended his life but didn’t. Now a survivor and founder of a nonprofit helping veterans, he reflects on the lessons learned and how he turned everything around. _____________________________________________ #BikerLife #OnePercenter #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #ExCon #AddictionRecovery #SurvivalStory #LockedInPodcast _____________________________________________ Buy Bill's Book: https://www.amazon.com/Cheatin-Reaper-Lessons-Ive-Learned/dp/B0CTRWG8JP _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Billy the Biker's Introduction 01:16 Early Life in Queens and Levittown 03:32 Childhood Trouble and Cub Scout Stories 05:19 Family Life and Early Rebellion 07:01 Drugs, High School, and Wild Youth 09:02 First Arrests and Teenage Chaos 11:00 Drafted Into the Army 13:11 Military Life, Drug Use, and Near Misses 15:20 Drug Dealing and Black Panthers 17:40 Scams, Smuggling, and Surviving the Army 20:03 Near-Death Experience & Out-of-Body Encounter 22:00 Discharge, Family Illness, and Fleeing the Military 24:13 AWOL Adventures, Shoplifting, and Chasing Home 27:00 Turning Self In, More Jail Time, and Old Friends 32:04 Prison Life, Retribution, and Survival 36:05 Post-Prison Struggles, More Crime, and Near Fatal Overdose 40:00 Rebuilding Life, Selling Coke, and Bar Tales 44:16 Freebase Craziness and Brushes With Death 48:21 Family Losses and Reflections on Death 51:19 Survivor's Guilt and Love 54:17 Revenge, Redemption, and Nonprofit Work 57:44 Beating Up Bad Guys and Collections 01:02:00 Life as a Biker, Clubs, and Hustles 01:07:45 Quitting Drugs and Turning a Corner 01:13:13 Wild Biker Stories and Barroom Tales 01:17:40 Final Reflections, Regrets, and Lessons Learned _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Brad Beeler spent 25 years in the U.S. Secret Service, working some of the most intense investigations in the country while also protecting presidents and high-profile targets. In this episode, Brad breaks down the truth about lie detector tests, what polygraphs actually measure, and how investigators use them to secure confessions. He shares real interrogation tactics, how agents read behavior and spot deception, and the psychological techniques used to get suspects to talk. We also dive into counterfeit money cases—how fake bills are detected, tracked, and tied back to criminals—and what really goes on behind the scenes in these federal investigations. _____________________________________________ #SecretService #LieDetector #Polygraph #Interrogation #TrueCrime #FederalAgent #CrimeInvestigation #LawEnforcement _____________________________________________ Connect with Brad Beeler: https://bradleybeeler.com/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Inside Interrogation & Secret Service Secrets (Full Story) 02:44 Early Life & Becoming a Federal Agent 06:06 Secret Service Internship: Behind the Scenes 10:31 Polygraph Tests & Interrogation Techniques 17:59 Detecting Lies: Psychology & Deception 26:16 Body Language, Rapport & Getting Confessions 31:19 Crime, Morality & Decision Making 39:30 Inside the Secret Service: Protective Details 47:07 Real Cases & Career Stories 55:05 Counterfeiting Crimes & Major Takedowns 01:06:18 Trauma, Stress & Life in Federal Law Enforcement 01:13:13 Coping with Trauma & Agency Culture 01:18:24 Modern Interrogation & Confession Tactics 01:22:01 Career Reflections & Final Lessons _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Kenneth Strange joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his journey from being a Spanish and English teacher in New York to spending over two decades as a federal agent working some of the most complex cases in the system. After living in Saudi Arabia in the late 1970s, where he witnessed early signs of extremism that shaped his career, Kenneth went on to work with the FBI’s Joint Terrorism Task Force, the U.S. Agency for International Development, and the Department of Justice. In this episode, he breaks down his 21 years in federal law enforcement, including terrorism investigations, white collar crime cases, and his time in internal affairs. He also shares what he saw from the inside, how these cases are actually handled, and the reality of working within the system. _____________________________________________ #FBI #FederalAgent #TrueCrime #LawEnforcement #CrimeStories #Undercover #Corruption #LockedInPodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Kenneth Strange: https://kennethstrange.com/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Inside the FBI & Terrorism Cases (Full Story) 01:12 Growing Up in Brooklyn 02:00 Early Curiosity & Love of Storytelling 03:07 Relationship with My Father 05:32 Education, Language & Early Influences 07:27 Choosing a Career Path 07:41 Teaching in Saudi Arabia & Exposure to Terrorism 13:10 Understanding Terrorism in the Middle East 19:59 Deciding to Serve: FBI vs CIA 25:04 FBI Training & Early Challenges 32:05 First Assignment: Newark & Joint Terrorism Task Force 35:12 Early Terrorism Investigations (IRA Case) 38:09 International Cases & Real Threats 44:30 Inside U.S. Terror Cells & Missed Warnings 57:40 Leaving the FBI & Transition to Fraud Cases 01:04:20 Internal Affairs & Inspector General Work 01:08:42 Bureau of Prisons Investigations & Corruption Cases 01:19:12 Investigating Corruption in Law Enforcement 01:24:13 “Bad Apples” in Policing & Lessons Learned 01:27:03 Border Patrol Corruption Investigations 01:30:03 Retirement, Life Lessons & Final Thoughts _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Kailee Victoria joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share what it’s really like being a female police officer just a few years into the job. Coming from a family of cops, Kailee talks about following in their footsteps and how the reality of policing compares to what she expected growing up. In this episode, she opens up about her first 5 years on the force, the challenges of being a rookie, and what she deals with on a daily basis—from high-pressure calls to the emotional toll of the job. Kailee also shares the lessons she’s learned early in her career, the moments that changed her perspective, and the truth about what life as a cop is really like. _____________________________________________ #PoliceOfficer #FemaleCop #RookieCop #LawEnforcement #CopLife #PoliceStories #TrueCrime #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Thank you to PRIZEPICKS for sponsoring this episode: Download the PrizePicks app today and use code IANBICK to get $50 in lineups after you play your first $5 lineup! _____________________________________________ Connect with Kailee Victoria: https://www.instagram.com/xo_kailee?igsh=MTU1ZnlxdThiYm14cQ== _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Inside a Cop’s Toughest Calls (Full Story) 02:00 Kaylee’s Upbringing & Family Background 04:00 Why She Became a Police Officer 07:00 Policing Culture vs Positivity 10:00 Life as a Rookie Cop 14:00 Challenges of Being a Female Officer 17:00 Police Training & Proving Herself 22:00 Career Growth & Lessons Learned 27:00 Social Media & Policing Reality 33:00 Viral Moments & Police Brotherhood 39:00 Trauma, Stress & Mental Health in Policing 44:00 Best & Worst Days as a Cop 47:00 Officer Wellness & Department Culture 51:00 Most Common Calls: Domestic Violence & Danger 56:00 Guns, Safety & Risks on the Job 01:00:00 Lessons from Law Enforcement & Why She Stayed _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Jeff Pike returns to Locked In with Ian Bick for Part 2, where he dives deeper into his time working undercover and the wildest cases he experienced on the job. Growing up around law enforcement with a father who was a sheriff and later a Deputy U.S. Marshal, Jeff was exposed to crime scenes and jails from a young age, setting him on a path into policing. After starting as a game warden in Virginia, he transitioned into undercover work, taking on high-risk cases involving major drug operations, male prostitution stings, and violent street investigations. In this episode, Jeff shares more of the untold stories from inside the criminal underworld, the close calls he faced, and what it was really like living a double life. _____________________________________________ #UndercoverCop #PoliceStories #TrueCrime #DrugBust #LawEnforcement #CrimeStories #Undercover #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Watch part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiT6xjc5X8c _____________________________________________ Connect with Jeff Pike: https://www.tiktok.com/@jwpike1616?_r=1&_t=ZT-91sAU3s5f0H _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Game Warden to Undercover Cop (Full Story) 02:00 Life as a Game Warden: Wild Encounters 12:00 Boating Patrols, Hunting Laws & Field Work 19:00 Undercover Wildlife Stings & Illegal Hunting Cases 25:00 Transition to Narcotics Task Force 37:00 Undercover Drug Operations & Disguises 46:00 Dangerous Undercover Situations 53:00 High-Risk Arrests, Escapes & Close Calls 01:01:00 Most Memorable Criminal Encounters 01:08:00 Most Evil Cases & Dark Investigations 01:15:00 Justice System, Morality & Punishment 01:19:00 True Crime Cases & Law Enforcement Insight 01:27:00 High-Profile Arrests & Legal Strategy 01:30:00 Undercover Prostitution Stings 01:32:00 How Street Crimes Get Prosecuted _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Don Halloran, President of Folger Adams, joins Locked In with Ian Bick to break down the systems that keep prisons running from the inside out. In this episode, we dive into everything from repairing cells at Alcatraz Federal Penitentiary and why it’s unlikely to ever reopen due to extreme costs and infrastructure challenges, to the ongoing shutdown of Rikers Island and what’s replacing it. Don explains how modern prison cells are built, including solitary confinement units, high-security locking systems, and the technology that controls every door in a facility. We also get into the different types of prison locks, how lockdowns actually work, and what it takes to maintain security inside some of the most dangerous environments in the country. _____________________________________________ #PrisonLife #PrisonCells #TrueCrime #PrisonSystem #BehindBars #PrisonSecrets #SecuritySystems #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Don Halloran: https://www.southernfolger.com/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Inside How Prisons Are Built (Full Story) 01:56 Entering the Prison Industry & First Jobs 05:52 Owning a Prison Business & Industry Changes 10:16 First Time Inside a Prison Facility 13:16 Prison Construction Boom & Market Trends 17:16 How Prison Cells Are Built & Installed 22:00 Prison Design: Security, Safety & Contraband Prevention 27:00 Solitary Confinement & Effects on Inmates 30:32 International Prisons vs U.S. Prisons 34:32 Prison Escapes, Maintenance & Cell Security 41:36 Alcatraz Stories & Reopening Challenges 46:01 Modern Prison Tech & Rehabilitation Efforts 52:01 Keys, Locks & Prison Security Systems 56:00 Personal Stories from Inside the Industry 01:00:00 Prison Living Conditions: Heat, Space & Reality _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
John Moore returns to Locked In with Ian Bick for Part II to share more untold stories from his 32 years inside some of the most brutal New York & Connecticut prisons. After being sentenced to nearly 50 years for kidnapping and robbery, escaping jail, and committing another crime while on the run, John spent decades navigating violence, gangs, and constant danger just to survive. In this episode, he dives into the craziest prison stories, close calls, and moments where he almost didn’t make it out alive. From prison politics and survival tactics to the reality of doing decades behind bars, John gives a raw, unfiltered look at what life is really like inside. _____________________________________________ #PrisonStories #TrueCrime #ExInmate #PrisonLife #BehindBars #SurvivalStory #LockedInPodcast #crimestories _____________________________________________ Thank you to RUGIET for sponsoring this episode: Head to https://www.rugiet.com/lockedin and get 15% off your ED treatment. _____________________________________________ Connect with John Moore: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/18PTxggBRf/?mibextid=wwXIfr TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jay_triple_x?_r=1&_t=ZP-95k0INbpCIx YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Jaytriplex _____________________________________________ Watch part 1 with John: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMCwWxBUF4A _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Inside Prison Life (Full Story) 03:00 Segregation (The Hole) & Untold Stories 12:00 Life in Solitary: Survival Tactics & Daily Reality 20:00 Predators, Manipulation & Surviving as a Young Inmate 28:00 Changing Rules & Transgender Inmates in Prison 36:00 Violence, Retribution & Surviving Prison Politics 43:00 Most Violent Moments Behind Bars 51:00 Fights with Guards & Earning Respect 56:00 Old School Prison vs. New Generation 01:02:00 Prison Food, Hustles & Creative Cooking 01:13:00 Hygiene, Showers & Living Conditions 01:20:00 Prison Scams, Angles & Hierarchy 01:28:00 Youth Prisons, Bullying & Retaliation 01:33:00 Loneliness, Mental Health & Survival _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Kfrog joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of growing up with separated parents and how aggression at a young age led him into the juvenile system with charges for theft and assault. After multiple arrests as a teen, he was placed on probation at 18, but violations ultimately landed him with over 5 years inside the Florida adult prison system. In this episode, Kfrog breaks down what it was really like inside Florida’s most violent prisons, including the gangs, politics, and daily violence he witnessed. He also shares how he secretly had a contraband phone, recorded his time behind bars, and began uploading videos that eventually helped grow his YouTube channel. _____________________________________________ #FloridaPrison #PrisonSurvival #PrisonLife #ExInmate #TrueCrime #BehindBars #PrisonStories #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Thank you to QUINCE for sponsoring this episode: Refresh your wardrobe with Quince. Go to https://quince.com/lockedin for free shipping and 365-day returns. Now available in Canada, too. _____________________________________________ Connect with Kfrog: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@kfrogtv Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kfrog_100?igsh=ZzIzd2tiYW9yZm1o _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Juvie to Florida Prison (Full Story) 03:36 Childhood Aggression & Early Trouble 06:14 School Struggles & First Time in Juvenile Detention 09:33 Inside Juvie & Family Reactions 13:17 Going Deeper Into Trouble & Juvenile Programs 18:16 Street Life, Neighborhood Influence & Hustling 23:35 Adult Charges & Facing Real Consequences 30:00 Probation Violations & Family Betrayal 42:00 Entering the Florida Adult Prison System 50:55 Life Inside Florida Prisons & Daily Reality 01:06:06 Fights, Risks & Prison Survival 01:24:00 Secretly Filming Inside Prison 01:33:00 Going Viral From Prison & Building a YouTube Channel 01:40:02 Life Lessons, Growth & Changing Direction _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Derek Benson joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of growing up between Connecticut and Florida, bouncing between private schools and military schools, and chasing a future as a student athlete before everything changed. After being introduced to drugs in high school, Derek’s life quickly spiraled into addiction, leading him down a path of arrests for burglary, theft, and other crimes as he struggled for over a decade. In this episode, he opens up about how addiction took over his life, the consequences that landed him in a Connecticut state prison for nearly two years, and the reality of hitting rock bottom. Derek also shares how he finally got sober, rebuilt his life, and the lessons he learned after more than 10 years of addiction. _____________________________________________ #AddictionRecovery #DrugAddiction #RockBottom #PrisonStory #ExInmate #TrueCrime #LifeStory #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Derek Benson: https://www.investinginsobriety.com/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Athlete to Addiction & Arrest (Full Story) 00:13 Early Life, Family & Upbringing 01:41 Moving, School Changes & Sports Background 05:06 Family Separation & Early Trauma 11:13 Living Between Parents & Confusion Growing Up 13:24 Hustler Mentality & Early Behavior 14:56 Military School & Boarding School Experience 19:09 High School Transitions & Identity Struggles 22:19 College Athlete Life & Substance Use Begins 25:12 Prescription Drugs & First Major Incident 29:24 Addiction Escalates in College 36:41 Trouble at Purdue & Entering Illegal Activity 41:49 Transfer to Hofstra & Drug Schemes 51:41 Post-College Struggles & Addiction Deepens 01:03:31 Living a Double Life: Crime & Addiction 01:13:47 Theft, Crime & Arrest 01:20:26 Jail, Withdrawal & Rock Bottom 01:27:27 Prison Life & Survival 01:35:00 Awaiting Trial & Legal Consequences 01:45:12 Release, Rehab & Recovery Journey 01:56:57 Reentry & Building a Support System 02:03:01 Work, Business & New Challenges 02:10:39 Sobriety, Reflection & Life Lessons 02:18:00 Giving Back & Final Thoughts _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Naeem Miller joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of being sentenced to decades in prison for a murder he says he didn’t commit, ultimately spending 21 years locked up in New Jersey state prison before winning a new trial and being found not guilty. Despite having a good upbringing, Nieem talks about wanting more, getting pulled into the streets, and becoming feared in the drug game at a young age. In this episode, he breaks down how corrupt cops allegedly set him up for a murder charge in his early 20s, what life was really like serving over two decades behind bars, and how he never stopped fighting to prove his innocence. Nieem also shares the moment he finally beat the case, walked free, and the lessons he learned after losing 21 years of his life. _____________________________________________ #WrongfulConviction #TrueCrime #MurderCase #PrisonStory #Exonerated #JusticeSystem #Innocent #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Naeem Miller: https://www.instagram.com/flyguyna_/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From the Streets to a Murder Charge (Full Story) 01:00 Growing Up in North New Jersey 02:00 Family Background & Upbringing 03:40 Values from Parents & Early Influence 05:40 Chasing Money & Material Lifestyle 08:30 Entering the Streets & First Hustles 11:00 Early Drug Dealing Experiences 16:00 Hustler Mentality & Fast Money 20:00 Drug Money & Block Culture 22:30 Law Enforcement & Corruption Claims 27:00 Setup & Murder Charge Explained 35:00 First Day in Prison & Reality Hits 41:00 Prison Survival & Violence Behind Bars 47:00 Reputation, Respect & Street Politics 54:00 Facing 30 Years in Prison 59:00 Life Behind Bars: Lessons Learned 01:05:00 Transformation & Personal Growth 01:09:00 Hope, Family & Staying Strong 01:13:00 Fighting the Case & Legal Battle 01:18:00 Release & Rebuilding Life After Prison 01:24:00 Advice for the Next Generation _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Syed Edwards joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of growing up in New Jersey, losing both of his parents at a young age, and being raised by his grandmother before the streets took over. After starting to hustle as a teenager, everything escalated when his grandmother passed away, pushing him deeper into the drug game where he began manufacturing and built a $5,000-a-day operation in the late 90s and early 2000s. In this episode, Syed breaks down how he ran his operation, what life in the streets was really like, and how the feds eventually caught up to him, leading to nearly two years in a New Jersey county jail. _____________________________________________ #DrugDealer #FederalCase #TrueCrime #StreetLife #Feds #PrisonStory #CrimeStory #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Syed Edwards: https://www.instagram.com/thereals550?igsh=bThsY3l5N3N3NTcw _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From the Streets to the Feds (Full Story) 01:40 Growing Up in New Jersey’s Diamond District 04:44 Losing Family & Early Life Struggles 08:22 Childhood Before the Streets 09:53 First Hustles & Entering the Streets 13:39 Grandmother’s Influence & Loss 14:18 Dropping Out & Chasing Fast Money 15:49 High School Drug Dealing Begins 18:39 Learning the Drug Game: Risks & Rewards 20:22 The Street Economy: Millions on the Block 23:00 Making Real Money: Cooking & Street Credit 26:06 Avoiding Gangs & Staying Neutral 29:01 Regrets & Reality of the Fast Life 33:33 Violence, Competition & Street Risks 36:04 Street Life Then vs Now 42:00 Arrests, Betrayal & Everything Falls Apart 47:47 Federal Case: Surveillance, Setup & Arrest 53:04 County Jail: Survival & Mental Battles 01:09:50 Release, Redemption & Staying Free 01:16:52 Mentorship, Music & New Purpose 01:20:12 Advice for the Next Generation _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Mike Morgan joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his journey from growing up as the son of a New York firefighter to becoming a police officer in two of America’s toughest cities. After starting out as an accountant, Mike realized it wasn’t his passion and moved to Atlanta, where he spent 10 years policing one of the most violent cities in the country before returning to New York for nearly 20 more years on the job. In this episode, he opens up about the realities of law enforcement, the trauma that built up over decades, and the dark, haunting moments that stayed with him long after the job. Mike also shares how everything eventually caught up to him, what finally broke him, and how he turned to psychedelics in an attempt to heal and rebuild his life. _____________________________________________ #PoliceStory #AtlantaPolice #NYPD #LawEnforcement #TrueCrime #CopLife #CrimeStories #LockedInPodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Mike Morgan: YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheResilientWarriorNation/featured Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/theresilientwarrior5778 Buy his book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1965971334?ref=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_9GXQBVAG55SDHSE14Z3F&ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_9GXQBVAG55SDHSE14Z3F&social_share=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cp_ud_dp_9GXQBVAG55SDHSE14Z3F&bestFormat=true Website: https://theresilientwarriornation.com _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Family Life to Law Enforcement (Full Story) 07:43 Choosing to Become a Police Officer 13:19 Policing in Atlanta: The Reality of the Job 21:19 Early Trauma & First Experiences on Duty 33:33 Delivering Death Notifications & Coping with Loss 40:33 Violence, Survival & Mental Health as a Cop 47:47 Dangerous Calls & Motorcycle Patrol Stories 55:28 Family Struggles & Life Outside the Job 01:05:44 Most Memorable Calls & Traumatic Moments 01:12:27 The Call That Changed Everything 01:18:02 Injury, Identity Crisis & Life After the Job 01:25:59 Psychedelic Healing & Recovery Journey 01:32:54 Finding Purpose After Trauma 01:41:01 Addiction, Recovery & Speaking Out 01:53:41 Ibogaine Experience & Confronting Childhood Trauma 02:07:44 Healing, Empathy & Breaking the Cycle 02:13:05 Life Today, Book & Lessons Learned _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Anthony Leahey joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of growing up in the foster care system after being put up for adoption as a baby, nearly finding a stable home before being taken back and moved to Florida, where his life began to spiral. As a teenager, Anthony got into trouble and spent time in both youth and adult prisons in Florida before returning to New Jersey at 21, where a murder charge led to a 30-year sentence in state prison. In this episode, he talks about what led him down that path, what life was really like serving decades behind bars, and how he completely changed his life while incarcerated. Anthony also shares how he was given a second chance through clemency from the governor, the powerful moment of receiving forgiveness from the victim’s family, and the lessons he learned through it all. _____________________________________________ #PrisonStory #30Years #TrueCrime #PrisonLife #ExInmate #LockedUp #SurvivalStory #LockedInPodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Anthony Leahey: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/infamouslifersgroup YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-R_-vNzaXM _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Foster Care to Prison (Full Story) 02:59 Childhood Trauma, Foster Care & Early Loss 07:02 Group Homes & Struggling as a Kid 10:08 From Juvenile Trouble to Florida Prison 15:55 Life in Prison as a Teen 21:52 Prison Violence, Survival & Sports 30:03 Release & Struggles Returning to New Jersey 34:03 Bad Decisions, Peer Pressure & Felony Charges 43:41 Arrest, Court & Taking Accountability 48:50 Forgiveness, Growth & Restorative Justice 01:03:27 Clemency & Getting a Second Chance 01:10:42 Reentry & Emotional Impact After Prison 01:18:01 Prison Advocacy & The Lifers Group 01:44:03 Health Issues & Problems in the Prison System 01:58:18 Life After Prison & Job Struggles 02:06:08 Advice, Lessons & Final Thoughts To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
John Meekins joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his experience working as a correctional officer inside one of Florida’s most notorious women’s prisons. After leaving the Air Force, John entered the Florida Department of Corrections and spent nearly 13 years at Lowell Correctional Institution, a facility known for corruption, trafficking, and abuse. In this episode, he breaks down what it was really like working inside a women’s prison, the realities of the job, and how he worked his way up to Sergeant. He also talks about the corruption he witnessed firsthand, including contraband and staff misconduct, the mental toll of working in corrections, and the moments that changed how he viewed the system. _____________________________________________ #PrisonGuard #CorrectionalOfficer #PrisonStories #WomensPrison #CorruptPrison #TrueCrimeStories #JailLife #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with John Meekins: http://www.johnomeekins.com _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Inside Florida’s Women’s Prison (Full Story) 02:00 Becoming a Prison Guard in Florida 05:00 First Day in Prison: Culture Shock & Reality 10:00 Prison Scams, Hustles & Survival Tactics 13:00 Pen Pal Scams & Sugar Daddy System 18:00 Human Trafficking Inside Prison 22:00 Reporting Corruption & Internal Pushback 28:00 Tax Fraud Schemes & Prison Corruption 33:00 Staff Misconduct & Abuse in Prison 40:00 Underfunded Prisons & System Failures 46:00 Staff-Inmate Relationships & Exploitation 52:00 Fighting Human Trafficking Beyond Prison 57:00 Prison Politics & Reentry Challenges 01:04:00 Gangs & Relationships in Women’s Prisons 01:13:00 Notorious Inmates & Prison Stories 01:20:00 Florida vs Ohio Prison System 01:26:00 Advice for Prison Reform & Change 01:31:00 Lessons Learned & Speaking Out To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Brennan Ward joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his journey from being a professional MMA fighter to hitting rock bottom with addiction and ending up in prison. Known for his career in Bellator, Brennan talks about how everything started to spiral, the choices that led him down a dark path, and what life was really like once he lost it all. In this episode, he opens up about battling addiction, surviving time behind bars, and the mental fight it took to rebuild his life from nothing. Brennan also shares how he made his comeback, stepping back into the cage with a new mindset, and what it truly takes to stay on the right path after experiencing the lowest points. _____________________________________________ #BrennanWard #MMA #MMAFighter #PrisonStory #AddictionRecovery #FightBack #CombatSports #lockedinpodcast _____________________________________________ Connect with Brennan Ward: https://www.instagram.com/bwpugda170killah/ _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 From Fighter to Addiction (Full Story) 00:33 Early Life & Upbringing 02:06 Growing Up: Sports & Wrestling 03:41 First Trouble & Drug Use Begins 05:03 College Wrestling & First Arrests 06:14 Leaving School: Trades & MMA Path 07:08 Starting an MMA Career 10:14 Fighting, Partying & Reckless Lifestyle 13:31 Addiction Impacts Fighting Career 17:03 Drug Use Takes Over Everything 20:42 Losing MMA & Bare Knuckle Opportunities 23:23 Comeback Attempt in Fighting 25:11 Arrests, Jail & Motorcycle Club Life 28:59 Rock Bottom: Drugs, Prison & Regret 32:02 Getting Out of Jail & Recovery Begins 35:47 Relapse, Sobriety Struggles & Comeback 42:27 Missed Opportunities & Hard Truths 01:00:04 Family, Regret & Motivation Today 01:03:42 Biggest Life Lessons Learned 01:04:42 Sobriety, Support System & Staying Clean 01:07:32 Final Thoughts & Moving Forward _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
Matthew Martinez joins Locked In with Ian Bick to share his story of growing up after losing his mom at a young age, being raised by his dad, and finding an early passion for drawing and creativity that would later shape his life. Matthew had never been arrested until he was 23 years old, when a gun charge led to a 3.5-year sentence in New York State prison. In this episode, he talks about what it was like going from never being in trouble to doing real time, and how he used his talent for art to survive on the inside, turning drawing into a hustle behind bars. He also shares how that same skill gave him a second chance after release, ultimately becoming a tattoo artist and rebuilding his life. This is a real conversation about mistakes, adaptation, and turning a talent into a way out. _____________________________________________ #PrisonStories #PrisonHustle #PrisonLife #ExConvict #RealStories #ArtInPrison #LockedInPodcast #LifeAfterPrison _____________________________________________ Connect with Matthew Martinez: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/paintedpeopleartstudio?igsh=MXcxcGRnZWZsaXRvYg== Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@paintedpeopleartstudio?_r=1&_t=ZP-95STf7ARNbb _____________________________________________ Hosted, Executive Produced & Edited By Ian Bick: https://www.instagram.com/ian_bick/?hl=en https://ianbick.com/ _____________________________________________ Shop Locked In Merch: http://www.ianbick.com/shop _____________________________________________ Timestamps: 00:00 Gun Charge & Arrest (Full Story) 01:51 Growing Up in New York 03:38 Family Struggles, Loss & Upbringing 10:12 School Life & Early Passions 14:34 Using Art as Therapy 18:10 Life Changes & Becoming a Father 23:30 Arrest, Charges & The Case 33:40 Sentencing, Prison Time & Lessons Learned 38:43 Life in Prison: Politics & Survival 42:22 Hustling in Prison: Art & Making Money 49:23 Prison Tattoo Culture Explained 55:28 Turning Art Into Opportunity Behind Bars 01:02:20 Prison Jobs, Programs & Early Release 01:10:07 Solitary Confinement & Prison Challenges 01:18:14 Life After Prison & Rebuilding 01:26:13 Tattoo Career & Personal Growth 01:29:18 Fatherhood, Family & Giving Back 01:36:35 Final Lessons & Reflections _____________________________________________ To advertise on the show, contact sales@advertisecast.com or visit https://advertising.libsyn.com/LockedInWithIanBicka Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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David Scotch

this guy is really mad about *certain people* and sneakers. then he defends people convicted of child sex crimes. and those aren't even his worst takes.

Oct 31st
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Brandon Childers

Hey Brother, I have been introduced to your show and it is the most comforting feeling I've ever had! I served 25 flat at Indiana State Prison, I got incarcerated in 1991 so prison was still run by the convicts. I was one of the last of that era to grow up in it there, it all started at 19 and lasted to my early 40s. I've been out now for 10 years and have done alright, but behind my smile lies a scared convict who feels like he is on another planet. Listening to the show, now I want to open up.

Sep 16th
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