Manifestor's Journey Home

I'm a moany bitch.

I had to release some shit around Emotional Manifestor Guy and stuff. I didn't think it would be so long though lol.

G center, correct movement, some 3/5 experiences, love gates, and some other shite present in my head today. Much love!

I'm back with sound-boarding some general updates and just sharing my current frequency. 

I felt like summing up my journey a bit, raving about the gifts of Human Design so far and other blah blah blah. I need time to integrate, regroup and come back with new energy. (Hear this in Terminator's voice, please:) I'll be back! I'm just not sure when lol

I had a mushroom trip yesterday and oh boi, hold me cause I'm just cray cray. What is happening to me?! But oh well. Experience is experience.

This must be the most boring of all episodes. I'm going through a whole lot of mental fuckery out loud. Like I'd got my head open up and all that nonsense that this transit (and life) has brought just poured out of me. I talked about the this and the that and some stupid personal stuff and sense of identity (or lack thereof) and all sorts of Mind fuckery extremes. I'm pretty ridiculous, quite frankly.

It doesn't feel like I've been super coherent here but what came out was barking up the love tree, tribal vibes, and such. lol. A lot has been happening, I'm integrating, and speaking some of it out helps immensely. 

I don't remember what I was ranting about this time but I vaguely recall talking a lot about outsourcing one's inner authority. Have I mentioned other things? Probably.

My dating drama, which isn't even proper drama, continues. Who cares anyway? It's all experience, it's all bumping into things for this 3rd line WTD

Urgh. Ranting time! It felt gooooood to release this. 

I've been processing a lot recently and I wasn't willing to do it on here so when the energy came just now to record something my Mind had its tantrum lol. But hey, it is what it is, stuff came out. 

I'm not even sure how or why I ended up recording this today. The process was tough, visceral, ridiculously past resembling. There's a lot of silence here and not much sense. Just me, slightly beaten up but still standing.

This one should probably get a mental fuckery warning. I'm processing another helping of relating deconditioning and my usual dating inner drama. Because nothing happens and yet  e v e r y t h i n g  happens.

I've listened to the first few episodes of this podcast so I'm sharing my experience with that, I mention that the pen pal has been annoying me (by doing nothing lol), that I've been at work, and some other absolutely unimportant shite. It's fun.