My Tantric Diary

A vocal diary of a Tantrika, sharing my intimate thoughts, experiences and insights. I’ll be consciously ranting and weaving in topics on spirituality, inner healing, holistic wellness, relationships, emotional well-being, tantra, sacred sexuality, and inspired transmissions.

31. Vipasana Experience, Rest, Play, Indulge & Create.

Tune in for the latest updates of my life, trip to Oregon, Orlando, and Disney adventures. Traveling with friends and activating portals and all the things in between!

10-24
24:38

29. The Gospels of the Feminine Way

Late night overview of what I gave birth to recently. Garden of Love and the visions of Tantric Ministy + rants, channeled messages and personal life stories.

06-29
31:53

28. Power of Sacred Sexuality | ISTA training + Temple practice

Join this juicy and deep discussion on topics of sacred sexuality and temple culture. I discuss my experience from ISTA level 2 and how this path has completely transformed me. At the end I share a practice to begin your personal journey into the path of sacred sexuality to support your personal growth and spiritual awakening. Here is my playlist to enhance this practice: https://spoti.fi/3KQlJ9Z

04-20
25:32

27. Intro to Sacred Sexuality | Finding God Through Sex

Some people like going to church. I prefer to masturbate. Finding God through sexuality and self-pleasure and how it became my spiritual practice. A deep dive into my journey to sacred sexuality, feminine embodiment, erotic awakening, and the path towards God.

04-06
20:47

26. Polysensuality – freedom in commitment

One person can not meet all your needs? Can you accept that or will you shame yourself for your innate desires. In this episode I share deeper insight on what is polysensuality, how purpose unites us into greater Love and how I move through the discomfort of sharing my lover. Deep, juicy and intimate! Welcome.

03-23
18:04

25. Polyamory - curiosity into the unknown.

In this episode, I share, my curiosity for polyamory & how it changed my life and opened my mind to a new way of being. How my search for deeper connections led me to my tribe, where nude steams, sensual play, radical honesty, authentic vulnerability, innocent love & so much fun is present. I’m here to share my story, my way, a way - that perhaps too can inspire you to follow your curiosity!

03-17
23:33

24. What a year!

After a year long break, I return sharing about highlights of my 2022; lessons, joys, loverships, celebrations and more. Take a journey through my tantric diary with spiritual insights, teachings and new life perspectives.

01-02
20:02

EP. 22 Male Insights on Masturbation | Porn Addiction | Tantra

Diving deep on all things male masturbation, porn addictions, the yogic path to healing, & exploring male sexuality with my first guest speaker ~ Drake Freedman. 🌟 Drake shares tons of incredible resources links on all things Matrix & exiting it ~ in his information portal link, be sure to check it out & say hi on his Instagram: https://linktr.ee/drakemfree ~~ @DrakeMFree ~~

11-10
36:02

23. META Guided Meditation | Heart Opening

META meditation helps us connect deeper into a place of heart, opening to kindness, compassion, empathy and forgiveness. And offers a sense of love and communion with Source. ✨🙏

12-28
08:24

EP. 21 How to give love to a woman | Sex tips for men

In this episode I am sharing a juicy detailed description of a very beautiful experience that you can share with your beloved Goddess. Speaking on all things sexuality including female stimulation, arousal, spirituality of sex, and much more! Enjoy 🙏✨🌸

11-03
38:55

EP. 20 My Experience with CELIBACY + PolySensuality & Juicy talk

For the first time in my life I’m experiencing celibacy; sharing deep thought story weaving in topics on: polysensuality, relationships, sacred sexuality, orgasmic stretching, sacred feminine healing & organic life pleasure transmission. ✨

09-20
24:16

EP. 19 Diving Deep into ALL THINGS ✨

Speaking into: s£x worker retreat, leveling up spirituality & financially, channeling a Transmission on Conscious relationships, Dark Night of the Soul, feeling into life, creating sacred containers and more! Enjoy ✨

09-13
16:16

EP. 18 Spiritual Ascention Integration Transmission

Have you been feeling strong energies or emotions lately? Light of the great central sun is here helping us to purge and release, I’m speaking into what you could be feeling and how to transform out of dense energies and open up to receive healing and activations! Repeat Affirmation 3x @ 5:30-5:50.

09-06
07:35

EP. 17 Let’s Talk About SEX | My journey of sexual healing & awakening

Join me for this intimate share of my sexual awakening journey. I’m sharing my healing process through shame and guilt. Speaking into topics of sex, pleasure, conscious relationships, procreation, and more of my tantric spiritual journey!

08-30
14:56

EP. 16 Living as a Pot Head or Dealing with Ascension?

My introspection of current period in my life where I am slowing down and indulging with smoke. Focusing on releasing judgement around habits, how i feel about my sleep time, deep chat into spiritual awakening, ascention symptoms and more juicy raw shares from my journey to BEing!

08-23
17:50

EP. 15 Sexual Rejection | The Feminine desire and thoughts

In this episode I share my latest insights from my trip to San Diego and my experience with a long-distance lover. I share my feminine perspective on getting sexually “denied” and how it’s affecting me.

08-16
08:39

EP. 14 My thoughts on Death

In this episode I share one of my spiritual experiences that allowed me to believe in the world beyond death.

07-30
11:28

EP. 13 Expressing rage towards my Ex + Healing Meta Meditation.

META meditation helps us connect deeper into place of heart, opening to kindness, compassion, empathy and forgiveness. And offers a sense of love and communion with Source. 1st part of this show is the opening back story …the 2nd is the Meta meditation, feel free to skip to it as well to 7:25 ✨🙏Enjoy these vibes!

07-29
15:49

EP. 12 System Frustration | Learning Law

In this episode I talk about my frustration with how the system is structured. My journey into learning law and diving deeper into becoming sovereign. David Lesters seminar: www.straighttalk.us

07-28
10:37

EP. 11 Preparing for Galactic New Year

Sharing insights on this beautiful time of the galactic Mayan new year. Information on the yellow electric seed cycle and what it has in store for all of us.

07-27
10:09

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