Lyrics: Shawty told me she don’t wanna waste time, Fuck you waiting for? hit me with a FaceTime, Better yet meet me at the park at 9, If imma be with you Imma do it right, Suicide, Would never be a option with you in my life, (In my life) I remember talkin to you overnight, Too many people tryin to kill my high, What’s it like? What’s it like? Tell me how it feel, to live this life, Tell me how you deal, With the things that isn’t real, Stay in yo lane but hands off the wheel, Do I stay in yo brain? Because that’s how you heal, what’s on your mind, Baby What’s it like? Tell me, break it down I can try, Show me your flaws I can make it right You off them drugs I can see it in your eye, Your afraid to give away all of your pride, I know you do what’s best for me that’s why you lie, Trust me I don’t wanna hurt you either, But neither do I wanna be a secret keeper, I just wanna know.. I just wanna know.. Baby I gotta know.. I gotta know What’s it like? What’s it like? Tell me how it feel, to live this life, Tell me how you deal, With the things that isn’t real, Stay in yo lane but hands off the wheel, Do I stay in yo brain? Because that’s how you heal, what’s on your mind, Baby What’s it like? I just wanna know, So When your low, I’ll Give you advice, On how to change your life, (Speed up) I can change your life, In the speed of light, Baby I can take you out the dark, Fix a broken heart, (Slow down) If you do your part then I’mma do mine, 50/50 all the time, If your stayin with me until we both dry, Tell me how it feels before we die, I can tell you what’s it like, tell you how I feel, To live this life, I can help you heal, As long as your mine, (Prod. Caps Ctrl)
Lyrics: When you get in my head, All I can do is lay in bed, In denial from the things you said, Stop the thinking your in denial, I’m in denial, I’m in denial, I’m in a cycle, I wanna do what’s right, For my life, But I can’t tonight, Can’t sleep I can’t forget, Can’t treat the fact that I’m not perfect, I’m in denial and I still can’t regret, My heart is burning slowly, Yeah cigarette, Smoke reminds me how we met, So blurry and we still thought it was meant to be, First sight heavenly, Mentally, You damaged me, Denial covers my jealousy, Therapy doesn’t cover my Remedy, For carelessly taking chemicals endlessly, The death of me is gonna be my destiny, When you get in my head, All I can do is lay in bed, In denial from the things you said, Stop the thinking your in denial, I’m in denial, I’m in denial, I’m in a cycle, I wanna do what’s right, For my life, But I can’t tonight, Cause I'm stuck all on what u sayin How I was just a simple replacement Got me taking pills in my basement Coping gets easy when your wasted Yeah but lets face it Girl it were so far from perfect Pinning all your trash on me so you would- never feel it Avoiding all your issues constantly I can see it But I can't believe it no no Got me in denial, When you get in my head, All I can do is lay in bed, In denial from the things you said, Stop the thinking your in denial, I’m in denial, I’m in denial, I’m in a cycle, I wanna do what’s right, For my life, But I can’t tonight, Even though I get through every day, Each one feels like my colors will slowly fade away, Even now I’m sitting at a pale grey——hoping and waiting you’ll come back some day Despite the fact that I feel betrayed, I have this feeling that deep down your still the same, Maybe we'll live our lives without dismay But your still gone, so I should just pass away (PROD. Venus)
(Prod Trax) Lyrics: Why they wishing me luck? Imma wish you some skill, Now you in a pickle, Not talkin bout no dill, I live with rap and I ain’t payin no bill, Imma show you who needs luck. Don’t need a four leave clover, To get shawty to bend over, She like the way I ball more than a bolder, I’m breaking down green like lawn mower, She askin “what’s that Oder?” My raps are like essay’s, I go hard on the closure, Never slower, Yeah Im going the fast life, Forget the past life, Think about future wife, Hope better for future life,, Take all the bull shit and neutralize, It gives me better highs, Uh, I get so much green I pick it off with a scythe Shawty look at me and get butterflies, She listen to my music and get fireflies, Rap for me is like a walk in the park, Why you act like it’s a hike, I been ridin up that hill with a bike, I used to rap without a mic, Running through the darkness lookin for a light, I remember when people picked on me back then that’s quite disturbing, I was just learning, It’s non of your concerning, Hope you’ll be in hell burning, Look how the tables are turning, Uh, Now I stay fly like a mothafuckin kite, my hands take over when I mothafuckin write, All these hater always think they right, Hold on Hold on, Rewind Rewind, You not just a pussy you a feline, Uh, That’s right be kind, That’s why yo bitch hit my line, She wanna dig in, she ready to dine, Watch the hands on the clock, I’m spitting every tick tock, You wanna be in my shoes but you couldn’t even fit in my socks, I’m livin the hard life but I’m still runnin on rocks, I was in the deep end now I’m at the dock, Clear the floor cause I’m bout to mop, New Jordan’s yeah I had to cop, You said I’m at the bottom but who said you at the top, I tried giving a fuck but I guess I’m out of stock, Shoot my shot without the Glock, Uh shot too many rounds, Uh I never lettem down, Uh they’ll never get the crown, Uh my drip makin me drown, I’m makin the shit shutdown, Don’t play with me this ain’t a playground, All these bitches think they broken, Uh, You just need a little money with some tokens, People picked on me now they just pokin, Why you sleepin on the one thing that’s woken, You gotta be jokin, Huh, Get off my dick swear they always be chokin, Hit me with you best shot bitch I’m wide open, I’m in the age where I’m livin golden, You better be ready, Imma work hard till I’m sweaty, Critical flow it’s deadly, Huh, So cold I top it off with a cherry, I play with the kitty like Tom and. Jerry, She asked me if I was godly I said very, This is where the magic happens call me Harry, Huh, huh, Don’t milk the situation I don’t fuck wit dairy, Huh huh, I own this shit like a ground hog in the Prairie, Stay fly like a fairy, Fuck it im not playing fairly, So now you better watch yo step carefully,
Prod. (Elias wriström) Lyrics: I feel free with you, And I’m not naka without you, I was lost until I found you, I feel like a king, Can I please crown you, But when your gone this is what I’ll do, Ill go sit in the sunset scrolling through my gallery, Thinking about you next to me looking at the memories, Cause I know when you die you won’t haunt me, Just be by my side, We shared hearts, And yours will still be inside, I will stare at the stars every single night, Checking up on you if your still alright, hoping your hands are on my shoulder, Thinking, “Damn I wish I could hold her” because it was either you or being a loner. I think it’s starting to become clearer, I need to cherish you before I go insane and see you in the mirror, Without you it feels like every day death gets nearer, Wish I could forget the last fight we had together, Shit it’s not even that hard to remember, Maybe while I can I might try to surprise her and send a letter, The shit I did back then, I never want to do it again, because that shit is going make me less than a friend, Look at me, Look at us, Look how we change, Look at the past, Look at the present, I’m so glad it’s not the same, Look in my eyes, Look at the size, When I see you my pupils start to rise, Remember all the shit we used to fantasize, Still do it till this day that’s kinda nice, 12 year old me will be so happy when he knows that your not a lie, Oh now I know your not a lie anymore, now your the truth to my purpose, I know it’s real on the inside and on the surface, Now I need to worry about the day you will be under the surface, Trust me I want to check on you every second it makes me nervous, I don’t care how many times you heard this, You are never going to be worthless, And for each reason why remains endless, I could name a ton of bitches that are relentless, And your not one of them, Cause your all mine, Our love will be endless, If the world could revolve around you, Then call me earth, If you want a child, I’ll hold your while you give birth, This is love not a curse, This is love not a curse.
Lyrics: “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Why have you? “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” I could of changed, “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Guess we both. SWITCHED OUR WAYS. Ever since I let my heart go stale. All these bitches been wishin me hell. Put my ex’s in a line, they all hopin I fail. I’m takin all the smoke, I be doin tricks when I inhale. Takin pain to the chest till I feel pale. but still grind everyday with a check in my mail. Now you comin to my door then ringing my bell. But you never rung my phone when rainy days turned to hail. Now I see that your depressed, Cause you seein my success, I know you wish you never put me to a rest, When you gon see my bitch in a wedding dress, Just remember you’re welcome as a guest. “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Why have you? “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” From MEEEEEEE, “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Just tell me please. “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Is this a dream? “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Guess we both. SWITCHED OUR WAYS. You miss me, You miss how, you kissed me? Under the moon drinkin that whisky, Fuckin up kidneys, I know you don’t care if it’s risky, Imma leave hickeys, everywhere ion get pickey, So your boyfriend see how we get crispy, He gon leave you and you gonna try to get wit me, You the definition of a hoe ion need a wiki, Now I see how your feelin, Like your livin, Doesn’t get enough giving, So you come back to change up the mission, My attention is the only thing you missin, I struggled every day, I always went to you for all of my pain, Girl you where perfect in every kinda way, There’s was no flaw I would ever change, Now to this day I still say, “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Why have you? “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” From MEEEEEEE, *woah, woah, woah* “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Is this a dream? “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” All your memories. “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” All my time I spent, “GONE, GONE, GONE AWAY” Guess we both. SWITCHED OUR WAYS. Prod. by Con
(Prod Kirk & 8legs) Lyrics: I’mma shoot for the stars like a rocket, With 100 pounds in each pocket, I got the shit and I’mma talk it, When I want to rap they wanna change topics, I already know, These bitches toxic, They just don’t wanna use logic, I’m about that action put me in a comic, I’m bout that money put it on my profit, I’m bout that life and you not gon stop it, I won’t ever stop it Im too exotic Flow satanic Too fast super sonic I am your phonics The devil is calling I got batteries in my pocket too I’m not stopping it’s cool Whenever I drop into the booth I’m sippin on rocket fuel, Tired of the lies they said Write something hype instead, Damn how about you just take my head, Im attacking every track and I am tracking my uprising You’re a defect to my grinding I was a reject because I was never trying, , BLAST OFF, I stay gassed up, I’m off the rocket fuel, Naka is a goat, He passing up these mules, I’m breaking physics, I’m breaking all the rules, All of these fools, makin me lose my cool, Im screwing all these bitches like I’m a tool, Im done being soft, Yeah imma be cruel, Don’t steep up to me you gon need a stool, I’ve been waking up every day thinkin it would be great, Then I remember people look at me as a mistake, Now I’m fucking medium rare, I’m raising up the stakes, Rocket fuel, Rocket fuel, This bitch has no breaks, I’m taking no breaks, I’m not gonna be late, To prove that all the hate, Was an effortless weight, You want the smoke Ima cigarette you’re slender like a minaret With Tourette’s lets set our debts Aside till death, Don’t be surprised if I make the cut I turn off the traction, I’m in all black and, I’m not coming back and, I got my fashion, And my passion contraption, caption my action when I see your team I get to subtraction, you’re a fraction of my actions get a reaction, you’ll see what happens, Carry your bodies in wagons, Drop you off at the cabin, Catch me outside like it’s madden, This music is my passion, I started rapping now look what happened, I was lookin at the past and, Now I’m in the present, Looking at all these peasants, That was never present, When I needed them I hope they learned their lesson, Imma put these rhymes to testin, Breakdown: Imma put these rhymes to testin, Yeah my dream is to be destine, I know for sure I’m not guessin, Look at all these fools now they stressin, I’m never restin, Even when the sun is setting, One day you’ll be betting, I’ll be getting, Everything I worked hard for, And I’ll be heading to Hollywood, I’ll be getting that good good, And you wish you could, Boy I wish you would, You wishing upon a shooting star, On a dream that wouldn’t get far, I’ll be on mother fucking mars, And I’ll be blasting off with rocket fuel, This won’t be a race it gon be a duel, Roast you like rotisserie I’m gonna get cruel, Imma be sour like lemon aid Lipton, You salty I’m taking your girl I’m straight pimping, When I’m done she’ll be straight limping, Challenging me, You gotta kiddin, You only got two brain cells, Homer Simpson, Never wasting time, Like it’s never tickin, Rocket fuel in my system, In my body it be mixing,
Lyrics: Wasting. Everything I worked my hardest on. Wasting. My time on you and now your gone, I’ll find someone else I’ll be fine. WASTE MY TIME, WASTE MY TIME, I can not, Can not, Can not lie, I am that fuckin type of guy, I’ get too insecure if our conversations get too dry, Fuck it your just a waste a time, I just wanna make history, I don’t care how many bitches kisses me, I don’t care if I die a mystery, I hate how these problems just keep hitting me, Literally, I’m not scared of death I’m scared of living misery. Wasting. Everything I worked my hardest on. Wasting. My time on you and now your gone, I’ll find someone else I’ll be fine. WASTE MY TIME, WASTE MY TIME, Time is all I feel like I am wasting, Maybe because all these things I am chasing, I keep writing my story but I can’t stop erasing, Be perfect, Be worth it, Give people what they want, They deserve it, If you don’t understand then let me reword it, If I don’t make the best of it, Then I’m going to regret the rest of it, Work out every day to become relevant, Make my own life irrelevant, Keep everything inside don’t let people know your delicate, My mind stays stuck like some sediment I wanted people in my life and this is what happens when you let them in, Wasting. Everything I worked my hardest on. Wasting. Goodmy time on you and now your gone, I’ll find someone else I’ll be fine. WASTE MY TIME, WASTE MY TIME, TIME IS TICKING, PEOPLE TRICKING, WASTE MY TIME ON YOU WHAT WAS I THINKING, ARE YOU SATISFIED, THAT YOU LIED, AND GOT YOUR WAY? EVERY TIME, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO MY MIND, I COULD HAVE SPENT MY TIME ON SOMEONE REAL, THEY SAY WHATS MY FUCKING DEAL, I MADE THE WRONG FUCKING DEAL, I TRUSTED YOU THINKING YOU WOULD KEEP IT REAL, JUST LOCK ME IN CAGE AND KEEP IT SEALED, I DONT DESERVE TO BE AROUND WITH THESE PHONYS, AT THIS POINT I THINK ILL BE BETTER OFF LONLEY, IF IM IMPORTANT THEN YOU GON HAVE TO SHOW ME, DONT COME BACK TO ME WHEN IM DIEING SLOWLY,
(Prod. LUM1NOUS) Lyrics: Stomped on my heart like a cigarette, (Slow burn), Bitch I won’t forget, How I always let, You get away with shit that I knew I would regret, Since the day we met, our love was like a movie but I wanted to be on the set, You set me up, And didn’t give a fuck, Gave up on the love, Got up on the lust, Brushed me off likes some dust, Now the only issue is my trust, You said you wanna love until you die, (Ha), Bitch you must be high, Last time I remembered you where always right, Cuz you always lied, I would be in the wrong if you denied, All bull-shit aside, We both know you wanted the attention, And don’t forget to mention, When you started hiding shit there was less confession, More depression, I gave you my everything, Left my house and left the ring, I still haven’t forgot a thing, Thinking of you in my head, Thinkin about u in my head, (Yeah,Yeah,Yeah) Bringing liquor to my bed, (Yeah,Yeah,Yeah) Drinkin till I turn red, (Yeah,Yeah) Ask the doctor for some better meds, I’ll get over it but I won’t forget, Like an elephant, She Telling me that I was too perfect, Tell me what you meant, That you loved me more than 100%. I wrote this story with the led because it wasn’t permanent, Heart break, I tried to embrace it, But for god sake, I can’t take it, Just another hoe, My mind starts to grow, Now I know, No matter how much light you shine, darkness will never glow, Now it follows me everywhere I go, I tried everything I can’t let go, I’ve been in denial for a while, I feel guilty I’m in trail, I hope your happy that he makes you smile, I gave you everything, Left the house and the ring. Now I’m in bed I can’t move a thing, I hope god cuts off your wings, Deep down you want me in a fire, (Yeah) Your burning desire, I was in my own lane and you slashed my tires, How could I be so blind you opened my eyes wider, If you can’t show simple proof you are a lier, My plug told me I was his most buyer, I rather be addicted to drugs than be addicted to fiction, Funny once I get quiet they want to listen,
Prod(Caps Ctrl) Lyrics: Better back off, Cause I’m better off, Without you, Better back off Cause I’m better off Without you, Without you, No joke I might be blue clues, I’ve been finding reasons to feel blue, Ive been captain obvious, I think the sober ness, Got me thinkin bout you, So I’ll take a sip, And stare at the clock, Wait till I hit the bottom rock, Rock bottom, Yeah our memories, You forgot em, But I think I might better off without you, The clouds comfort me more than you ever did, Chorus: Better back off, Cause I’m better off, Without the pain, You took my only raincoat so I can sit in the rain, You make me want to stand in front a train, But you walked back into my life, Holding a knife, Reaper looked at me and gave me his scythe, told him to cancel my ticket because I found a future wife, Now he’s tellin me he’s right, Rock bottom, Yeah our memories, You forgot em, But I think I might be better off without you, The clouds comfort me more than you ever did, I did more than you ever did, Yeah I knew you were gonna leave, I won that useless bid, Talk about our non existent future kid, So next heart I find I will put it in a jar and lock the lid, I will lock it in a jar, Find another guy you won’t get far, I know I make her miserable, And she prays for a miracle, She ain’t even that spiritual,
Prod.(Caps ctrl) Lyrics: Bitch try to take and sell my soul, Then she forgot I was priceless, Just want to keep making songs about how she made me cry in private, That was too personal and I know neither of us like it, but I’m the only one that can truly fight it, don’t want friends involved so I have to hide it, Smoke all my pain away, Take the green and light it, (Light it) Take all of my thoughts away, And write it, (Write it) Someone get an exorcists because I’m in denial that I’m still in her possession, Someone get the Lexapro I don’t want to feel this depression, (-pression) I don’t know how to act when you come into my head without permission, (Get out of my head) Chorus: Now my life always feels Haunted, All I wanted, is my shadows to stop taunting, Me, I need an exorcists because I’m still possessed into think your love still exists, chains pulling me back to you why can’t I resist, Everyone’s leaving because of my anger issues, Everyone is asking me what the fuck is wrong with you, I’m just too scared when I grow up I don’t know what to fuckin do, I don’t want to be a junkie, I just want some fuckin money, Ever since 12 I’ve been feeling sick, Every problem on the tip of my nose I’m always runny, Away from my problems, Always runny, Prolly cuz I’m so high up in the clouds, because my feet are lowest on the ground, Smokin alone because no one like it when I’m around, Singin alone because everyone hates how I sound, Leader of the pack because I’m the only hound, Angle holding my waist with a demon on my shoulder, Only thing stopping me from being sober, Is my heart that won’t stop getting colder, Whispering in my ear that before I end it all I should give everyone a call, Telling them that even at my lowest I gave it my all, Chorus: Now my life always feels Haunted, All I ever wanted, is my shadows to stop taunting, Me myself and I I need an exorcists because I’m still possessed into think your love still exists, chains pulling me back to you why can’t I resist, Smoke till my brain fries, Till I forget about them other guys, She’ll be crying on my death bed as my heart slowly dies, She met a new guy, I met a new high, Telling me it will be all right, But my thoughts are telling me it’s a lie, Don’t stand to close her cold heart she might give a frost bite, Can’t put herself in my shoes, Like I’m some kind of designer or Nike, If I ain’t popular the bitch gon drop me, She dirty and that’s why she don’t like me, Swear I thought we had something in common, But I guess I was just a side man, Just know I had the time of my life, Gave you a 5 star because I felt wanted, Chorus: Now my life always feels Haunted, All I ever wanted, is my shadows to stop taunting, Me myself and I I need an exorcists because I’m still possessed into think your love still exists, chains pulling me back to you why can’t I resist, Our memories are fading away in the mist, First time you kissed me can’t forget that about kiss, I lost so much now this, Feel like I’m treated like a dog now she’s teaching me tricks, The making of a fuck boy only a angle could fix, Building my wall around my standards with bricks, Now everyone is gonna call me a fuckboy because I won’t date my chicks, Chorus: my life feels Haunted, I think my suicide is stalkin, All I ever wanted is for your friends to stop talking, When I’m not around now they prolly fuckin, And, I need an exorcists because I’m still possessed into think your love still exists, chains pulling me back to you why can’t I resist,
Prod. (RXDFXCK, WXRST) lyrics: Nothin new, My rap is godly but I’m lookin at these Jews, I’m cookin it up starting with the fire, sipping up the stew, Left them defeated wishing they had a clue, Tell me what was that detective, Ion know Naka has many types of raps it’s So selective, They tryna judge me but I’m stoppin the objection, these bitches can’t come in my direction, They pickin me over you like a election, Now they in shocked like I’m electricity, I might wind up being the worst in my city, But I’m not going to start my pity, Not gonna cry and suck on a tiddy, I’m gonna live my life, If I could I would live it twice, So I can redo everything right and make it nice, try to be perfect this time like Jesus Christ, Taking my chance like I’m rolling the dice, I’m coolin these hotheads down like I’m cube of ice, Take these rejects out of my sight, They think I’m spicy like some cinnamon, All your jokes are like some synonyms, All Haters I’ll get rid of them, It’s 9 degrees and I can hear my cold heart beating, Can’t handle the heavy breathing with thoughts in my mind repeating, I don’t know where it’s leading, If it’s death or my sanity retreating, Yeah cold hearted is where I should of started, Could of been preve-ve-ented from being outsmarted, Writing my lyrics every line stays sharpened, but it’s okay, In the end of the day they are talking shit at a screen, At a guy that makes music and screams, Trying to live his dreams, it’s my life not your nightmare, Asking me stupid questions why should I care, Arnt you aware, That it isn’t fair to talk shit, on some good shit, that you never tried to hit in that case I don’t think I should quit, I think I should sit, Write some lyrics about how you should realize, That I’m just putting material on this planet before I die, They talking shit because they are a walking shit, A walking lie, They keep it inside, They want me to stop and hide, So I can kill myself and lose my freedom right. but I’m keeping my grip, Before your read my lips, Hold on hold on, Lemme hydrate and take a sip, Keepin the double knot extra tight, If there double darkness I’ll shine extra bright, Everyone thinks I can’t rap cause I’m white, I took the red pill and the blue pill, but they are still the same on the inside like a mike and Nike, Checkin off my bucket list like a Nike, should I rap hard or lightly, Should I rap violence or kindly, If I say i will kill you would you try to find me, Whatever is likely, The hypocrite shit isn’t like me, They can fuck off me anytime, They can kiss my ass half past 9, Just got violated like a crime, Because my viewers like the grind, And losers start to wine, Is this a clue or a sign, That I’m actually better when I try, Do people rap better when they lie,
PROD (COBRA) Lyrics: Yeah, This how you gang mf rap, And I ain’t gang but, I’ll stick to this shit like a stain, This bullet gon stick to your brain, You won’t even have to think about the pain, run yo ass over like your train food, Fuck your homie I’ll do the same to, Hold on I think my chain loose, My ice sparkle like Michel J doing his dance moves, Can’t lay a hand on me, Can’t bruise, The way she put her hand on me, Can’t refuse, Killed his whole family, Left him confused, Yeah, 2 glocks, Stacked body’s like some Minecraft blocks, Both hands on 12 like a clock, Put holes in you and your homie like a pair of crocs, Put me on the beat like some Nike socks, Bitch I’m not playin, I’m speaking, I’m sayin, All you motha fuckas think your fire but your lies comin from straight satan, I know you just waitin for someone to pull up to yo crib, Expecting some gangsters in a bib, I got bars like bones rib, I don’t nibble on it, I might go crazy in the middle of it, When you rap on the beat you try not to sound little on it, This is rap not no kids bop, Bought your album at a pawn shop, Every time you get shot, A bullet falls as your body drops, Suckin on my dick like a lollipop, Im crazy on the beat, And I’m lazy when I work too hard but I will not take a seat, I will not take a seat, I want my motha fuckin treat, Might as well be a baker, I don’t want my prize later, I don’t wanna take no brakes I just want that motha fuckin cake, I want that bread, But, Forget what I said, But being a gangster just makes a whole nother team a hater, Why can’t we live in harmony and stop being a faker, Your just digging your own hole into a crater, Stop draining my energy, With all these remedies, That you can kill someone so easily, Acting like everyone is your enemy, You only want guns and violence, But is it for justice and because you sit in your room in silence, are you really going to live your whole life being a minus, Cheat on every girl you see just so you can cry less, I know I’m not gang but Your definitely not the finest, So rap what you mean, Be truthful with what you seen, I don’t care if you like the color blue, red, black or green, Just live your life and not a fuckin dream,
Prod.(CapsCtrl) Lyrics: Honestly I obviously, Don’t give a fuck what happens to me, Damn I just want to live happily, This shit is too pain ful, What did I deserve for you to be so hateful, Is it because I’m just the same old, Plain old, Guy, Is it because you like telling the same old lies, That’s right, I’m right, That why, I’m so up tight, I hate ending calls with a fight, I’ll stop being insecure, When I stop being right, I know you don’t want to hurt me, But I don’t want you to hide, I just want you to live your life, I don’t want you to waste your time, With some guy that’s going to keep you up all night, Sadly that’s me, I try so badly to be, Someone you can manage to see, Just so you don’t have to be the one to help me, My thoughts are a nuisance, Telling me I’m useless, I have thought of you since, ( 1:47 ) ago, That’s because I’m afraid of being alone, I’m afraid of you dieing on the phone, This song is looping my dome, Theres a monster in my home, In my heart, It wants to tear things apart, I don’t even want to start, I’ll just make your sanity go off the charts, I wish I could say I was okay with who I am, But I cry to much am I even a man, Am I even your man, Who is even holding your hand, She was beautiful like a celebrity but I guess I was just another fan,